Hello all,
I am a Newbie as well. Honestly, I am a complete newbie as I have only tried jelqing and that was in 2003; I never stayed with it. In the past 10 years, I have put on 100 lbs, had zero sexual relationships (a brief encounter in 2009 but it doesn't hardly register as anything to brag or remember), battled depression, family and job issues, and serious self-body image issues. Now at 39, I am coming out of the fog, and have come to realize that the person I was, I no longer want to be. My journey has started anew and I hope for one were confidence becomes my best friend.
I have always considered myself a near micro-penis. Perhaps that is due to childhood obesity, little to no help from my family members that let me eat and eat with no exercise, a bad circumcision at birth (webbing issues now), and as an adult where I am bombarded with images of normal guys, big guys and the like I am forever battling the feeling that I really have no penis (I have always been a turtler, and go through the day were my balls hurt and my penis is buried.) I am beyond tired of feeling like I have vagina between my legs. If there is one goal that I wish, pray and would gladly pay with my soul, that is to go through each day and never turtle again. It has become the straw that has broken the camels back.
I am back in the gym and have lost 10 lbs. I am doing basic beginners routine (warm up with towel/pad, directional stretches, helicopter shakes, and then onto jelqing).
Measurements:
BPEL: 5.2 (although I have measure up to 6 inches, but I was using the vertical span of edge of my palm to the tip of my thumb, a total distance of 6.54 inches)
BPFSL: 4.8 inches
Flaccid girth (behind glans) 2.63 inches
Erect girth (mid shaft) 4.5 inches
*I will be measuring soon to have a more consistent spot for measuring any improvements.
Hope is addictive and I long to be addicted to it for life.
See y'all around,
Jonathan