yo....im sure i'll get hissed at in a girl-life fashion for saying this, but I'm just gonna state the obvious here.
2 things:
1.) king"snake" or whoever this guy is - has obvious body dysmorphic disorder. guy, youre INJECTING yourself with shit that may give you awful side-effects with little or basically no doctor checkups. youre doing all this crazy stuff to make yourself feel "bigger".
in no way am I trying to sound jealous or anything; I have a 8'' dick myself. But why the hell are you claiming to be 9'' or even over that? I've seen your recent pics; and I don't mean to laugh but SERIOUSLY? You're about 8.5'' maybe...again, there's no reason to think that's small or anything, but lying...lying IS bad. it's not healthy exactly...
lol if anything I'd probably be a lil jealous of this cat's physique, but then again I used to be a trainer and look good myself; so meh, it's a wash.
2.) Onto your supposed stories - REALLY guy? I mean cmon dude - I am by no means one to shit on another guy for what he does in his spare time, but making up stories to fill your possibly lonely Sundays is a little sad no? I've read ALOT of online fiction...and, well....yea. I can typically tell the difference between nonfiction and straight up bullshit. You seem obsessed with reinforcing a self image that is false or atleast enhanced quite a bit let's say.
That said, I actually tried that Malate stuff b/c youre the guy that suggested it. It didn't do crap, and is that a surprise? Citrulline Malate isn't understand that well, and just like Arginine, it's useless unless you take TONS of the stuff....and even then, it has marginal if any effects at that.
I'd say shame on you, but I don't think anyone here is actually holding you to a certain standard, as rampant misinformation and straight up lies seems to be the norm here. Not gonna name names, but certain people don't like showing pics. I wouldn't post pics and claim to be something I'm not lol.
I don't think you're necessarily narcissistic like some are here *cough won't name names, it's common knowledge who it is I'm talking about*, but I'd personally see a therapist if I were you to feel comfortable in your own skin and stop the circle-jerking pumping up of self esteem that is way too creepy here.