I don't believe in a soulmate anymore a person in a female form that thinks like me a kindred flame that im susppose to spend the rest of my mortal life with. And I'm starting not to believe in a afterlife even though witnessing a ghost as a child and being able to astral project from 3 to 5 years old. Which the movie insidieuous is probably the most likely accurate movie on the subject, Not the storyline but the overall vision, When i use to do it everything had a green tint and in insideous thats all you saw a green tint who ever made that movie did there research. I'm starting not to believe in anything other than this is the only life we get. I don't believe molesters rapist and serial killers get some sort of punisHydromaxent after death. Christianity sais you do if you accept christ, So if a person keeps 50 people in his basement ripping there finger nails off with pliers and making thousands of paper cuts on their body then rubbing those cuts with a steel wool brush then ultimately killing the people if he accepts jesus into his heart even for the convenience of it he or she is forgive. I'm sorry I can't buy this, The only thing I'm sure of nowadays evil people prosper, ANd if your smart enough to commit a crime these days and get away with it you should, As far as women liking men with power, THis has always been the case back in caveman days the guy that heald the fire got laid he had power over their lives to survive, to cook food for him and his coven of women to stay warm during winter months. Women are evil and need to be treated as such. If you get any oppurtunity to use a woman for anything sex money comfort for the moment you do it, Because she is using you every woman bore on the face of this erath aside from mother theresa because she gave up sex to take care and nurture people around the world is evil, And you treat them as such. Ther eis no woman alive that does'nt think of the benefits she can get with being a man of power not for the shear fact of being with him but the fact what can she gain from it or how does this man aesthetically please me and will his looks last forever. Aslong as you don't hurt another person your good in my book, But using women for what they can provide for you in my book is also good cause they would do it to you and at this very moment are, Just like with the women kingsnake gets they want to be occupied in their vaginas with a powerful man, Power these days equals to stature most of the time, Women need the need notion of a soulmate or what they can get from said soulmate wether it be ones company their money or other emotional or physical resources. I say anything you think is wrong with yourself cause a woman doesn't see fit to it, You change it learn to love the new you through plastic surgery such as height increasing through surgery, Or rhinoplasty to your nose or acne treatements for oyur skin. YOu get these things done then you date and use the women that rejected you leave them emotionally wrecked like they have you. Cause ive experienced alot in this life but one emotion that hurts the most overall that you could only compare a family member dying is rejection. That hurts above all things other than someone you care for dying
I'm not gonna say I wish I was attracted to men like some other poster said which is a pretty fruity comment to make, It's not even a possibility for myself being attracted to a male and would never give the notion I should be cause women are users and evil. You just have to use and hurt the ones you can get. I think kendrick lamar is one of the best rappers out now and going to save hip hop. One of his hooks in his songs and I repeat "love people that us hate people that love us love people that hate us" This couldn't be any truer to the real world and the young males mind in our society today. I'm not going to argue anypoint on here about the motives of women, THis so far is what i Experienced with the opposite sex. Not so much rejection cause of looks height or penis size cause im good in all those departments but rejection. I dated a woman that was 6'1 I got mixed up in drugs my emotions were all fucked up and i dumped her with her telling me shell always love me or never lie to me, Which she has many of times that I caught her in she is the type of whore that can't keep her stories striaight borrowed money from her other exes when she knew she didnt have to pay it back she dumped them, and she went ahead and found a dating chat site and started to date a then 21 year old male which is 23 now and her being 6 years older and wouldnt take me back. Women are dogs I don't think any psychological help or forum ranting will ever change my perogative on this.
One things for sure I'm not alone in feeling this way
