Kinsey;500821 said:
ha ha ha (((lol))) I knew it had to be something. Because I am at the 9 inch level and its beginning to look real long similar to your pics that's how I know your pics are a real depiction of how you look in real life. and for me if I get a little more oomph in the length department (about 1/2" gain to 9.5") just to look full fledged like the width of a Standard sheet of printing paper without any doubts after a comparison test I would be Extremely satisfied I would not continue going through the pain, waist my time, or risk an injury. I would take my money and run with it lol. All I want is that when a female looks at my dick its like she sees a
highway to heaven (with nothing to be ashamed about even if I was being heckled). I also want to be fully insertible at least once in a while but also dominant and feel like I got a top of the line dick from a females prospective ( See: disable safe mode
http://www.misterpoll.com/polls/5407/results and
http://www.misterpoll.com/polls/363924/results) but long enough to the point that I feel and look like I got a 10 inch dick.
It's funny, because 11 months ago I came here wanting to be huge, the best a woman has ever had etc. etc. I was obsessed with it. But I find myself caring less and less and taking Petersouth's ideology. I've always had a similar, slightly less harsh view of women and my need for them, but I'm beginning to not really care at all about trying to be the best for them. I'm starting to realize that way of thinking is actually the opposite of what they want.
Also, Ive been very very good for a year and it's starting to get stale. I miss being selfish and doing whatever the fuck I wanted.
Dare I say that I would actually pull out my 7 inch white prick on any whore and not care what she thought of it? I'm afraid this may be the case. It doesn't seem to get to me nearly as much as before. Mainly because a woman's constant need disgusts me, why should I care so much about putting my life on hold to become better for someone who is naturally insatiable and always wants more?
I'm coming close to the end of my rope, I am about 4 months away from being selfish again. My body looks good, not ideal, but pretty fucking good. My penis looks okay, not ideal, but I'd still whip out my prick on the hottest girl I know, whereas before, I didn't even feel I deserved to fuck. Funny thing is, I haven't gained all that much. Maybe this is just a trend for the moment, as my moods vary greatly (I'm bipolar or manic depressive or some bullshit "disease" that 80% of anything with independent thought has) but lately, consistently, I'm finding myself wanting to use bitches and just please myself, whereas before, I was so obsessed with trying to please them.
That being said, I am still 200% on board Penis Enlargement and my body goals. I am going the extra mile for sure. I want that 8.5-9x7, and I will get it, eventually. As well as the 200lbs ripped. But I'm not feeling so bad about being a decently toned and fit 187lbs asshole with a filthy 6.9NBP inch prick.
I post this because a year ago, I read those surveys, and it made me feel like complete shit every time I looked at it. But now, I don't really care. I think it's because I've realized that a woman would probably still leave a 9 inch for a new, exciting man, or for a nice house, or money, or to travel and be selfish.
And having a 9 inch does not necessarily make getting women easier if you still have no social connections, no money, or no interesting career. I'd still have to cold approach girls at bars, online, pay prostitutes etc., regardless of if I have a 7 inch or a 9 inch. The only difference is, with the 9 inch, they will likely always come back, and word will spread that I am hung, so my POP (percentage of pussy) will increase tenfold.
But I'm beginning to not give a shit about this. I mean, when I jerk off, I don't care anymore, so when I have sex with some slut, I will likely feel the same feeling, and just want to get drunk/high/be an asshole afterwards, because that is more fulfilling to me, unless she is a woman I actually like. That's a different ballgame and I am not ready for that anyways (not due to body size or dick size).
So why should I not be selfish too? I'm damn near 26, and I pissed away my youth chasing money and a blast. I'm kinda glad I am the biggest fucking prick I have ever been in my life right now. I owe it to Penis Enlargement, staying physically fit and strong, and being clean.
Maybe I just jinxed myself by posting this, and maybe I will go back to feeling inadequate and insecure about myself and not deserving women, but I think I may have just lasted long enough to get past all the horse shit feelings.
And I still want that big dick more than anything. Mostly to please myself. I like being Narcissitic, and I want to be better than Cube Van Tommy, GI Joey and The Guy Sleeping On Billy's Couch. Also, I think it would be a good feeling to dominate a filthy cock slut!
I know I've probably made a lot of people feel shitty about bashing my size in the past, and I still don't think girls truly want anything below 8", but somehow I don't care as much, so hopefully someone will read this and start the gears in motion to getting to this mind state. I must thank Petersouth for his horrible views on women, which reinforced my views on society and started the gears turning for me. I've been doing a lot of reading online, people's comments on articles about feminism and the separation between men - women these days, and I come to find that I am not the only one that feels the way I do. Even a lot of women feel unhappy with the current state of disconnect between the sexes and the way Western Society has turned everything we hold dear as humans into some game.