Mike Shlort's Journey To Becoming A Real Man

Might I make a suggestion to replace edging? I have finally stuck to not ejaculating for about 5 days now (I have also been keeping my routine I just stopped posting) and I continuously get rock hard erections that make me want to edge at least too. The best way I have found to get the sensation to go away quickly and get a mini workout is to basically do something like a [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/penis-enlargement-forum/12539-slow-squash-jelq-nothing-give-me-better-expansion.html]slow squash jelq[/words] continuously while alternating hands until the erection starts to go down (takes at least 5 minutes for me, sometimes like 10).

I don't do what I am recommending the way DLD describes a [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/penis-enlargement-forum/12539-slow-squash-jelq-nothing-give-me-better-expansion.html]slow squash jelq[/words] though, it is basically more like clamped edging. I basically clamp off with my right hand's thumb and fore finger near the base and edge near the head and constantly kegel blood in. I keep doing that until my right hand begins to get tired and quickly switch hands and continue. This has given me awesome girth expansion for the amount of time being put in, but more importantly it has helped me continue my non ejaculation streak because it gives my penis enough fatigue to get that period of huge horniness to subside a little bit. Believe me, as you probably know from looking at my thread, not ejaculating for 5 days is a LONG time for me.

Oh and btw, I finally hit 7.5 BPenis EnlargementL, and I think doing this partially helped get me there. Plus my dick looks big as hell.
 
Well I've been getting blown out at work lately, ignored and shat on by the girls. Hurting the old self esteem. I think it's more of a situational thing than anything, I'm in a stagnant place that I can't escape. I've created a character and I'm stuck with it. I know for a fact I am not that attractive compared to many of the guys in the age range of 19-30, but I think also my "personality" is hurting me too. Unfortunately, I think I'm the type of guy that will have to use some sort of tactic to get women. They won't just come up to me, not often enough for me to rely on it.

Anyways, lately it's really been killing my self esteem and also I'm wondering if I am going to hate everyone for the rest of my life, like I have been for like the past 11 years or so. I need to get out of that situation because I am not going to win. It's a shame because I want nothing more than to force my fat cock into some of their 20 year old tight snatches but I guess I am just not on their level - socially or aesthetically. It's annoying that you have to play the social game to get pussy but wtf can you do, other than pay a hooker and get herpes. Or smoke crack and masturbate to internet adult entertainment. Both pricey.

I found this great quote on the topic:

"I'm in my 60's and the same thing goes on. I've found that people typically show up with one another and perform a 'dance' that's designed to get their basic individual needs met. That includes a litany of small-talk and the subject matter is seldom diverse. If I hear you right, this is your issue - the same drone of surface conversation (noise) and you're looking for more. I'm pretty certain that most of these folks, and I doubt being 20 changes this, have a lot more going on under the dance. The problem is they have seldom if ever found an environment or an individual that invites them to share something deeper than the mundane. If that's what you're looking for, why aren't you engaging them in that kind of dialogue? What prevents you from asking the kind of questions that give people the notion that you're different, that you give a shit enough about them to want to know the details of their lives, the rich stuff below the inane. What I know from experience is many are waiting for someone like that because they want to be known, are desperate to be known. They're habits are difficult to step outside of but they will. Your habit of showing up and judging them is also difficult to step outside of but you can. Just because these folks appear content with the mundane doesn't mean they are. In some way I think you're asking these folks to change so your experience can be more fulfilling. Your experience will be more fulfilling when you change."

I dunno, I'm in my mid 20s and I missed out on all the easy sex of high school and college. Now I have to seek it out myself without those elementary social skills and experiences. The odd time I am feeling it and I have some decent results, but most of the time I feel like an irrelevant sack of shit/nuts/whatever.

That's about as personal as I'd like to get on a dick growing forum. Later on this evening I'm going to write a little article on why I think orgasming without e-jac is still gay.
 
boohoohoo;558200 said:
Might I make a suggestion to replace edging? I have finally stuck to not ejaculating for about 5 days now (I have also been keeping my routine I just stopped posting) and I continuously get rock hard erections that make me want to edge at least too. The best way I have found to get the sensation to go away quickly and get a mini workout is to basically do something like a [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/penis-enlargement-forum/12539-slow-squash-jelq-nothing-give-me-better-expansion.html]slow squash jelq[/words] continuously while alternating hands until the erection starts to go down (takes at least 5 minutes for me, sometimes like 10).

I don't do what I am recommending the way DLD describes a [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/penis-enlargement-forum/12539-slow-squash-jelq-nothing-give-me-better-expansion.html]slow squash jelq[/words] though, it is basically more like clamped edging. I basically clamp off with my right hand's thumb and fore finger near the base and edge near the head and constantly kegel blood in. I keep doing that until my right hand begins to get tired and quickly switch hands and continue. This has given me awesome girth expansion for the amount of time being put in, but more importantly it has helped me continue my non ejaculation streak because it gives my penis enough fatigue to get that period of huge horniness to subside a little bit. Believe me, as you probably know from looking at my thread, not ejaculating for 5 days is a LONG time for me.

Oh and btw, I finally hit 7.5 BPenis EnlargementL, and I think doing this partially helped get me there. Plus my dick looks big as hell.
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Good idea, congrats on the gains.
 
boohoohoo;558200 said:
Might I make a suggestion to replace edging? I have finally stuck to not ejaculating for about 5 days now (I have also been keeping my routine I just stopped posting) and I continuously get rock hard erections that make me want to edge at least too. The best way I have found to get the sensation to go away quickly and get a mini workout is to basically do something like a [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/penis-enlargement-forum/12539-slow-squash-jelq-nothing-give-me-better-expansion.html]slow squash jelq[/words] continuously while alternating hands until the erection starts to go down (takes at least 5 minutes for me, sometimes like 10).

I don't do what I am recommending the way DLD describes a [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/penis-enlargement-forum/12539-slow-squash-jelq-nothing-give-me-better-expansion.html]slow squash jelq[/words] though, it is basically more like clamped edging. I basically clamp off with my right hand's thumb and fore finger near the base and edge near the head and constantly kegel blood in. I keep doing that until my right hand begins to get tired and quickly switch hands and continue. This has given me awesome girth expansion for the amount of time being put in, but more importantly it has helped me continue my non ejaculation streak because it gives my penis enough fatigue to get that period of huge horniness to subside a little bit. Believe me, as you probably know from looking at my thread, not ejaculating for 5 days is a LONG time for me.

Oh and btw, I finally hit 7.5 BPenis EnlargementL, and I think doing this partially helped get me there. Plus my dick looks big as hell.
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Brilliant idea boohoo. I will try this for sure. And congrats on the gains. Keep that shit up, also the no jacking off. You'll find that the longer you've gone without jacking off, the more you feel like you can kill anything. The downside is the crippling depression from not ejaculating but maybe you won't get that.
 
Do you guys consider it edging when you wack off til you have to cum but hold it back with a kegel? Is that a dry orgasm? I have a theory that the semen is still leaving the testicles. If I don't kegel HARD, would cum all over the place. Fortunately my PC muscles are strong from all the kegel work in the past, and also possibly from waking up 4 times/night having rough, passionate sex with my mattress. So is that technically jacking off? Or should I not count that since I had the mind and body control to not actually cum?

Well, I still think it sucks. When I jack off, even if it's just once, ESPenis EnlargementCIALLY on days where I've worked out, I will be sore and weak the next day or few. So yesterday I "edged" for probably around 4 hours and dry orgasmed many times. My cock was sore. Today, I was a little sore but I can't tell if that was from the full body lifting workout followed immediately by a 30 min jog, which I haven't done in years. I feel like the jerking affected me because I was still fairly weak today. My back was sore as well. When I e-jac, my back is a mess. Today it was fairly annoying.

I noticed my balls weren't as large either. The past 20 days prior to the marathon wanking, my nuts were swollen and looked like eggs. But I examined them after all the edging and noticed they seemed smaller and less swollen, like there had been some pressure taken out of them. I am wondering what happens to the load(s) when you kegel hard and stop it from coming out of your peckerhole? Does it just float around in your nutsack? Lol. Disturbing thoughts. I think it might. Because I feel like my body was still trying to produce fresh semen last night and today. But for some reason it did not affect me nearly as much as if I had e-jaced.

My goal is to keep my testosterone levels as high as possible until I start getting into some real weight. Right now, I am taking no supplements other than protein and glutamine. But I have a ton of herbs and shit that boost testosterone (they work too, the boners on that shit is ridiculous). I am trying to get my natural testosterone levels to peak, then introduce the supplements to take me over the hurdle of lifting real weight. Then hopefully I will break ahead and get fucking ripped and strong. I am already much more ripped and stronger than I was a month ago. I am hoping it will continue. Then I will be able to turn some sluts' heads.

But I feel even edging is cheating and harmful to the precious preservation of testosterone and male rage that allows me to kill it at work all day then hit up the gym and eat full, healthy meals. Plus the raging boners all night are great for enlargement. So I will not count this edging marathon as a strike against my 1 month goal of no masturbation but I will sure as hell not do it again.

Oh, and one more shitty part about it. I could not hang for 2 consecutive days because the attachment point is sore and swollen from all the edging. So I guess I'll just have to chew ice or put out cigarettes on my ballsack or find a fucking woman to dump my load into. Fuck it.
 
Another great one:

"Dude, listen to me. This is not about "your twenties." I swear. It isn't. It is about RIGHT NOW. I am way past 20s. But I feel EXACTLY what you are describing. It is because--no joke--in the time since George W. Bush put his hand on the bible, people in America have become duuuuuumb. They have every book, movie, work of philosophy and poetry and music available to them at the push of a button, but all they care about is their dog, their butthole, and their oatmeal cookies. They have become narcissistic autistics, snapping selfies, writing selfies, being selfies. And people who live without input--experience, travel, erudition, FLAVORS--are just blanks, flavorless gobbets of cookie dough. That's about now, it's not about how old you are."
 
"Re: I want to eat my girls Ass

Get her to take a shower first, do it together and wash her asshole yourself so you know its nice and clean. Then go nuts."

Boss.
 
Noticed a big PRO of edging for 4 hours - A fat cock for a couple days.

Saturday: Edged for 4 hours - No e-jac.

Sunday: Cock sore but getting erections by end of day.

Monday: Fat cock all day - plump, girthy... The whole shaft was like a thick tube of liverwurst. Usually my penis indents a couples inches up from the base and is concave, then goes out to a baseball bat shape at the top but my whole shaft was a solid chunk, even the glans. The boner I was getting was like heavy and dense, something I'd want to have lots of sex with. Not sure if it affected my erect length at all but damn did it look vicious.

Tuesday: Cock still fat but returning to regular size.

So I conclude that an independent, ridiculously long edging session would be a good thing to be doing when you're focusing on length and raw tissue expansion. Probably something you'd want to do then take a day off.

For example - a light girth workout Saturday morning. Edge Saturday evening for 2+ hours. Take Sunday off. Monday do a solid girth workout at night. I imagine that would make for some great expansion.

This is something I am going to try when I resume pumping. This would be a good technique to do with PGE1, but I must stress that you don't over train and that you take time off after doing this much edging. Anything else would be sever over training, which would cause the penis to refract for days, defeating the purpose of the edging.

I haven't been able to hang since Friday because my cock has either been too sore or too fat/swollen from the edging madness. So I shot up 18 units of PGE1 just 10 min ago. My PGE1 boner looks incredible, yet only about 6.7"NBPenis EnlargementL. Nice and fat; I know girls who would have trouble getting their hand around it. But I require another inch or so (less) of raw dick , so I am not going to stop hanging. I think PGE1 + jelqing with 1-3 sets of BTC hanging/night will put me up to where I need to be. Which will be just ridiculous.

Here's what my ~6.7"NBPenis EnlargementL PGE1 boner looks like (don't have a girth measure because can't find measure tape):
 
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Last nite jelqed for 15 min or so after PGE1 boner started going down.

Today shot up 18 units in left side. 2 hrs later starting to go down but of course I edged again :) Little bit of e-jac, more like precum so does not count. Definitely not an e-jac. Couple dry Os. I imagine will be be sore tomorrow, hope back isn't.
 
Shot up another 18 units of PGE1 into right side top. Note: When injecting 3rd day in a row, use higher dose. Possibly 20-22.

Penis was not sore, balls were hanging loose and big, flaccid was chunky so I decided to shoot up another dose. Too girthy to hang so I'll ride out this PGE1 pump until my penis is too sore to inject. At that point, I am hoping it will be a little thinner and less meaty. I will try some primrose oil jelqing an hour or two before hanging to try and get it in a good flaccid state for hanging.

I am noticing since I started jogging not only is my cock rock hard all the time and hanging nicely, my face is clearer. Overall health seems better, including mental heath directly after a run. My 5x5 routine is amazing too. I am enjoying the full body workouts 3x/week with running 3-4x/week. I am actually starting to look fairly cut.

Tue July 23: 18 units lower right side
Wed July 24: 18 units lower left side
Thurs July 25: 18 units upper right side

Tomorrow, I will either PGE1 or hang, depending on the state of my penis. If it is sore + chunky I will just jelq.
 
I just measured the girth of my cock. I was at 5.75" last time I measured. I am now up 1/8th of an inch with my PGE1 boner. Pretty sweet considering I've done nothing but length work the past 10 months. Oh man, once I start pumping..... I should be able to hit 6" perm girth fairly easily.
 
First off, Thank you DLD for making it so we can edit posts whenever!

Another 20 units today. Edged for the past hour at least. I don't care because it makes my cock fat and that's what I am going for. I am riding this out.... Been able to inject 4 days in a row due to amazing healing penis. Always fat. I think I'm gonna gain a bit of girth here. Check this out guys... Simply amazing: http://porn4ladies.tumblr.com/

Tue July 23: 18 units lower right side
Wed July 24: 18 units lower left side
Thurs July 25: 18 units upper right side
Fri July 26: 20 units upper left side

Simply killing it. Body and cock are amazing. Healthy as fuck.
 
Tue July 23: 18 units lower right side - edged
Wed July 24: 18 units lower left side - edged
Thurs July 25: 18 units upper right side - edged
Fri July 26: 20 units upper left side - edged
Sat July 27: 20 units lower right side - edged
Sun July 28: 18 units lower left side - weaker erection + did not edge.
Mon July 29: 20 units mid right side - No edging
Tue July 30: 20 unites upper left side - No edging

No more edging to go with no more masturbation.

Cock is fat and responsive when on PGE1.
 
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boohoohoo;559011 said:
Hey man, did you stop hanging?
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For now. But will add it into the routine soon enough.

In the meantime, I will be doing ~3 hours of PGE1 erections 3 days/week followed by jelqing, which will increase in time spent jelqing each time. Probably up to an hour or so. See if that gives me any raw tissue growth. I will also probably put hanging BTC back into the mix too, doing more sets on the off days for the injections. See if I'm able to do all that together.
 
MikeShlort;558237 said:
Do you guys consider it edging when you wack off til you have to cum but hold it back with a kegel? Is that a dry orgasm? I have a theory that the semen is still leaving the testicles. If I don't kegel HARD, would cum all over the place. Fortunately my PC muscles are strong from all the kegel work in the past, and also possibly from waking up 4 times/night having rough, passionate sex with my mattress. So is that technically jacking off? Or should I not count that since I had the mind and body control to not actually cum?

Well, I still think it sucks. When I jack off, even if it's just once, ESPenis EnlargementCIALLY on days where I've worked out, I will be sore and weak the next day or few. So yesterday I "edged" for probably around 4 hours and dry orgasmed many times. My cock was sore. Today, I was a little sore but I can't tell if that was from the full body lifting workout followed immediately by a 30 min jog, which I haven't done in years. I feel like the jerking affected me because I was still fairly weak today. My back was sore as well. When I e-jac, my back is a mess. Today it was fairly annoying.

I noticed my balls weren't as large either. The past 20 days prior to the marathon wanking, my nuts were swollen and looked like eggs. But I examined them after all the edging and noticed they seemed smaller and less swollen, like there had been some pressure taken out of them. I am wondering what happens to the load(s) when you kegel hard and stop it from coming out of your peckerhole? Does it just float around in your nutsack? Lol. Disturbing thoughts. I think it might. Because I feel like my body was still trying to produce fresh semen last night and today. But for some reason it did not affect me nearly as much as if I had e-jaced.

My goal is to keep my testosterone levels as high as possible until I start getting into some real weight. Right now, I am taking no supplements other than protein and glutamine. But I have a ton of herbs and shit that boost testosterone (they work too, the boners on that shit is ridiculous). I am trying to get my natural testosterone levels to peak, then introduce the supplements to take me over the hurdle of lifting real weight. Then hopefully I will break ahead and get fucking ripped and strong. I am already much more ripped and stronger than I was a month ago. I am hoping it will continue. Then I will be able to turn some sluts' heads.

But I feel even edging is cheating and harmful to the precious preservation of testosterone and male rage that allows me to kill it at work all day then hit up the gym and eat full, healthy meals. Plus the raging boners all night are great for enlargement. So I will not count this edging marathon as a strike against my 1 month goal of no masturbation but I will sure as hell not do it again.

Oh, and one more shitty part about it. I could not hang for 2 consecutive days because the attachment point is sore and swollen from all the edging. So I guess I'll just have to chew ice or put out cigarettes on my ballsack or find a fucking woman to dump my load into. Fuck it.
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Dude, I'm so glad you said this. I;m the same way with my workouts. WHat herbs you take? I've taken maca and that shit is crazy.
 
OMGOMGITSHUGE;559130 said:
Dude, I'm so glad you said this. I;m the same way with my workouts. WHat herbs you take? I've taken maca and that shit is crazy.
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I believe what I am taking now for testosterone is:

L-Argenine Powder
Gaba Powder
L-Citruline Powder
Testofen Fenugreek Extract capsule
Tribulus Terrestris Extract capsule

Those are taken Pre workout and a half hour before bed.

The 5 Gs of Erections (all of which have an effect on testosterone):

Garlic Pill
Green Tea capsule
Ginkgo Biloba 24% capsule
Ginseng pill
Ginger Root capsule

I take those throughout the day with the rest of my vitamins and fish oils.

Then, Zinc pill half hour before bed. 30 mg or so.

I will look into this Maca and see what it's about, Thanks for the props.
 
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