Tue March 26:
Sigh. All was going great. I hit the gym hard. I got my sets in. I was feeling fly. Then I had to jerk off to adult entertainment 4 times in a 3 hour span. I read that masturbating depletes all the vitamins in your body etc. etc. Sex with a female is different because her acids and stuff neutralize this effect and you don't lose all that zinc, which creates testosterone. In short, I just fucked myself... literally. Will be weak for a few days, smaller penis, less testosterone production since nuts are worrying about making semen, probably will gain a bit of fat since fat is directly linked to estrogen. What a bad state of affairs. All because I wanted to jerk off once.
I've quit everything from freebase to junk food, but I can't seem to knock off masturbating. I'll be fine for a couple weeks then go on a serial jerking spree.
I need your help. Keep on my ass. I don't ever want to jerk off again. Seriously. I read it can lead to back problems, thinner hair etc. Things that I am trying to fix as of right now. And it hurts my efforts in the gym.
The good news is I just measured 7" NBPenis EnlargementL after ejaculating, which was almost immediately after hanging 2 sets. I wasn't close to 100% when I measured, but still was rocking the length I had when I was 100% 5 months ago. I can see how my 100% could be close to 7.5".
I just need to keep hanging sets, jelqing, taking supplements, hitting the gym and eating right. Luckily I figured out to toe in my hanger settings (probably because I was calm from jerking it so I was able to step back and fuck with the settings - usually I'm in GO GO GO mode) so now hanging doesn't hurt nearly as much. I will be able to increase in weight!
Keep on my ass guys. I need help knocking off this last addiction. I'm fine for weeks, then all of a sudden I figure it may be a good idea to bang one off real quick to internet sluts then all of a sudden I give even less of a fuck about everything than usual and end up doing fuck all. Wanting to eat ice cream and watch TV. FUCK THAT.
You guys are my witnesses and I need you to lecture me, berate me, call me out, and make sure I am keeping off the internet cock slut channels and keeping my hand off my penis in the opposite direction of a jelq. This has to be the last time I jerk off because I am frustrated when all my efforts are shot out into a sock.
2 sets BTC
10 min jelq
Gym
1 set BTC
Wanked twice
1 set BTC
Wanked once
2 sets BTC
Wanked once
Track:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JAAEL_o5Bjc