Mikey Mikey Mikey! I thought we've been through this already. Don't go all "I have a small dick" on us again. Frankly it is an attack on any member of this site who are not bigger than 7x5.
Also you say all the attractive girls have a list of what they want. This is why one must realize which women are in their league and which aren't. Attractive guys have a list of what they expect a woman to do for them.
I really don't know why you care about these types of people because they're shallow, superficial, and/or narcissistic! Let's hope this is only a slight moment of doubt in your mind. You have contributed a lot on these forums and seemed to be in a good place mentally. Remember, you the man and pretty boys are just pretty boys!:O