Med's Journey to Nine

[Medicating]

Jeeez. I think I'm going to have to add another bar to the [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]SizeGenetics[/words]. Leaving me with just the tiny bar to add before I need new bars. My flaccid is so, so, so supple and loose now.

I measured my flaccid girth and it was 5 inches. Not bad for a flaccid mid shaft girth measurement.

 

[Medicating]

Just tried to add the bar to the [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]SizeGenetics[/words]...

I'm just not quite there.

 

[Medicating]

Mmmm, think I over did it today. 5 hours in the [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]extender[/words]. 25 minutes manuals, kegels, massages and 1. something [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words] sessions. I got in there for the second one and I was just exhausted so I came as a reward.

I think I'm going to limit my [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]extender[/words] time to 4 hours, and instead put more time into erect work such as jelqs, ballooning, edging and girth workouts. A hell of a lot of my routine has always been flaccid work (excluding girth workouts). I'm over 8 inches in BPFSL and I really want to narrow the gap between my BPenis EnlargementL and my BPFSL. I think it should really help. However, I also want to cut out adult entertainment for a while. Whenever I use the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words] I use adult entertainment to jack it up, when I wank I use adult entertainment, when I do a girth session I use adult entertainment. It's getting old now and I'm bored of it. My imagination is probably non existent and I'll probably find this extremely difficult, but I'm willing to give it a shot.

Also feel like when I'm done at 9 inches, I would like to get a slight upward curve.

 

[Medicating]

Didn't do any P.E. aside from a girth session yesterday. Will be able to do more today. Probably do some jelqing and a girth workout, a [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words] session, manuals and practice reverse kegels while wanking. It'll be great to practice that in my [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]FleshLight[/words] actually.

 

[Medicating]

I broke up with my girlfriend yesterday. Not sure when I'll get back into P.E., but I think I'll take some time away.

 

[MikeShlort]

I broke up with my girlfriend yesterday. Not sure when I'll get back into P.E., but I think I'll take some time away.

Good, now you can fuck that horny freak you've been talking about.

Get back on the horse, pal. What do you think, you aren't going to use your dick again? 2 months from now you'll want to fuck sluts again and you'll wish you had been spending the past 2 months doing Penis Enlargement. Then you'll be upset that you have to back track work.

I know your heart isn't in it and your workouts won't be the same, but just do it. You'll get into it. Don't even think of it for sex. Just think of it as a challenge to yourself to get to a goal. I don't ever think I'll fuck again but I want that 9" cock and a tight body, just for the sake of reaching my goals like a winner.

Emotions can be the reason for success as well as failure.

 

[rakas]

Agreed, one of the best ways to release your emotions over this break-up would be to fuck that slut (especially since she sounds like she's not wanting a relationship and won't be hurt if you just have sex a few times).

Sometimes these things are for the best, as much as you may want them to, relationships don't always work out.

 

[insaneone2]

Yeah, man. After i broke up with my ex. i was a shell of a man. i just robotically do stuffs. i just picture myself with RIPPenis EnlargementD bbody, and crazy bulge. good looking good hair. with bitchjes around my arms. this shit make me gte motivated and wanna show up my bitch ass ex. and i has achieved that. but theres a lot more to coming. im telling you. you need suck it up and just do it.

I had my mouring period where i smoked pot non stop and went on a drink/coke binge lol.

Obviously, im gunna tell you to not dothat haha. it just screw yourself even more. but ya.

 

[DLD]

I broke up with my girlfriend yesterday. Not sure when I'll get back into P.E., but I think I'll take some time away.

I am so sorry! How are you doing? Is there anything I can do to help?

 

[Medicating]

Yeah, I know that whatever happens I'm still gonna do P.E., but it's still shitty. I ended it, she did nothing wrong, just one of those things. Definitely not fucking that slut though, or going on a coke binge haha. I do agree with you though Insaneone, you do stuff very robotically. I was thinking of putting a lot of effort into the gym but I can't even be bothered to eat, which renders any work out I do, virtually useless. I'll try and start over on Monday.

I knew I would get the typical [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] advice as soon as I posted that though.

 

[Medicating]

I actually did a little [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words] session last night as I was bored and I did quite a few sets. I was huge after, and the same size as a bottle of vitamin C tablets. I measured the girth of that this morning and it's only 6 inches which is surprising. It's crazy how 0.5 inches of girth is actually a really big difference! Six inches is huge! When I was up near 6 I didn't really realise, but wow.

 

[Medicating]

Dinner and then the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words]. I'm going to start to really get into edging and learning my PC muscle very soon so that may put some of my P.E. slightly on the back burner but it should be fine.

I just need to get back into my manuals and I'll be good to go. I think 8 inches by next summer will be my short term goal for now. Hopefully I'll be around 7.5 by the time I measure on January first. I seem to be around that right now, so 8 by summer looks promising.

 

[MikeShlort]

7.5 nbp?

Also, January 1st may not be the best day to measure if you're planning on doing any partying/drinking. Your measurement might be a bit off due to lack of EQ from hangover/being tired

 

[DLD]

Med, do you want to change the name of your thread?

 

[Medicating]

7.5 nbp?

Also, January 1st may not be the best day to measure if you're planning on doing any partying/drinking. Your measurement might be a bit off due to lack of EQ from hangover/being tired

Wise. Didn't think of that. Hmmm. Not sure when to measure now haha. And no, BPenis EnlargementL, although I've a feeling I'm over 7.5BPenis EnlargementL now.

Med, do you want to change the name of your thread?

I was thinking of that a while back. Yeah, If we could, as the thirty days ended a long time ago! Could we change it to Med's Journey to Nine? As then I'll get some motivation off it... and won't stop til I'm 9! Thanks Mike!

Sorry I've been gone a while. I had the break up, and then we took some time out and then spoke about everything and she seemed to have rationalised her thoughts etc etc, long story short we're going to see how it goes. Then there was my first thanksgiving etc. So I've been a busy boy. It's almost finals week too.

I got two more [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]FleshLights[/words] yesterday, which is pretty good. I bought the Stoya Forbidden (which is her asshole for those of you who aren't up on your [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]FL[/words] lingo) and I got a free Blade with it. It's a special edition thing with a sword handle as the case. It's shorter than the average [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]FleshLight[/words] and it seemed very, very tight. So I tried it last night... and I was too big for it. I used so much lube and I was hitting the back wall of it and forcing the lube out the hole in the back. It was a bit of a mess, the orgasm was better than a usual wank with your hand, but I'm not sure I'll use that one all that much. Hey, it was free!

Thinking of giving up adult entertainment, apparently it's easier to train to last longer without adult entertainment.

What else is new? Errm. [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words]'d on Sunday. Put the cockring on straight after... and my girlfriend couldn't fit my glans in her mouth. So now I know what it feels like to be too big for a blowjob, and well... that is an awful position to be in quite frankly. Those of you who can't receive a blowjob due to excessive girth, I feel so bad for you.

As fun as it is playing with girth etc, I do need to focus on my length though. So my main goals in 2013 are probably going to be to break 8 inches (AGAIN) and to learn to last longer. Quite simple goals really!

 

[Medicating]

Just used the Forbidden [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]FleshLight[/words]. What a nice texture that is. Nothing intense like the Primal, very similar to Teagan Presley's Love Humps though. I'm having an orgy tomorrow. Stoya and Teagan Presley. Love Humps x Forbidden x Medicating. Winner get's the title of my second favourite [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]FleshLight[/words]!

 

[MikeShlort]

I don't understand why a guy with girlfriends and girls who would like to fuck him owns a [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]FleshLight[/words] or masturbates.

I strongly suggest and commend your decision to give up adult entertainment. I also have given it up. I saw a 17 year old girl at my work in a lifeguard's bathing suit yesterday, with her pubic bone and ass, and I appreciated it a lot more than I would have had I been watching adult entertainment. I'd like to never watch adult entertainment again. I want to be able to get 100% erect from looking at a fully clothed woman.

 

[neognostic]

I don't understand why a guy with girlfriends and girls who would like to fuck him owns a [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]FleshLight[/words] or masturbates.

I strongly suggest and commend your decision to give up adult entertainment. I also have given it up. I saw a 17 year old girl at my work in a lifeguard's bathing suit yesterday, with her pubic bone and ass, and I appreciated it a lot more than I would have had I been watching adult entertainment. I'd like to never watch adult entertainment again. I want to be able to get 100% erect from looking at a fully clothed woman.

This.

 

[Medicating]

I don't understand why a guy with girlfriends and girls who would like to fuck him owns a [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]FleshLight[/words] or masturbates.

I strongly suggest and commend your decision to give up adult entertainment. I also have given it up. I saw a 17 year old girl at my work in a lifeguard's bathing suit yesterday, with her pubic bone and ass, and I appreciated it a lot more than I would have had I been watching adult entertainment. I'd like to never watch adult entertainment again. I want to be able to get 100% erect from looking at a fully clothed woman.

That's why I want to give it up. I don't get that anymore.

Haha. So you never masturbate? I bought my first [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]FleshLight[/words] last year purely because they are the thing guys want but never buy. I didn't expect to like it that much but it was insane. A few of my friends have them now, as I went on and on about them, and now they rave about them.

Another thing that is good about the [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]FleshLight[/words] is that you can get DGS (Death Grip Syndrome) from gripping your cock through masturbation and the [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]FleshLight[/words] helps you bring back your sensitivity, but they're also really good for edging. They do feel incredible though. I've said this before, using one of the high intensity [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]FleshLights[/words] feels better than sex, but it lacks the overall mood of sex as obviously there's no girl, it's not as hot etc. However, based purely on the stimulation it gives you, hands down a [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]FleshLight[/words] wins.

I've had a few long term girlfriends and the sex was/is fire with them. So I'm not saying this off one or two experiences, haha. I wouldn't say a [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]FleshLight[/words] is better than sex, in terms of the whole experience, not at all, but it is a million miles better than your hand.

 

[MikeShlort]

No, I rarely masturbate. I find self induced ejaculation steals my life force and lessens the essence of being a prick. Also, it makes me placid when I need to be energetic, as I work manual labour and work out nearly daily. It also keeps my motivation up for Penis Enlargement. When I jerk off, I lose the sexual drive, which is really the only thing I have left that connects me with women, so I lose interest in having a big penis and doing anything other than lying in my feces.

I would have no use for a [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]flesh light[/words]. Being inside a woman never felt so amazing to me. It was more the thrill that I was in fact inside a woman. It's the mental aspect of sex that is appealing to me. Ejaculation for me isn't all that. I only ever jerk off when I am tempted due to intense hornyness or in rare instances when I can't sleep. But I buy sleeping pills now so it's only when I online and my perverted past browsings lead to unwanted pop ups, which I foolishly click. Then it's almost all over.