Got another little story to tell, which is very motivating to me.
I have a friend here at university, she's from England too, but she's a US citizen. So I bumped into her in the week and got her number (I had it before but I switched phones over summer and lost it), and haven't seen her since. So we arranged to go for dinner last night. I didn't know her that well last semester, but here's what happened...
She picked me up and we went for dinner and we shared stories and then we got onto sex. I could tell her mind was wondering as we were speaking about sex, and she told me how she hasn't had sex in three months, and she's desperate to be fucked. We carried on talking about sex freely until the restaurant closed, which was so nice, as it seems most Americans are very secretive about their sex lives and don't like talking about it. We had sort of a 'filth-off', or that how I would describe it, in which we would try and beat each other with the dirtiest things we had done. I won with being pissed on, she said she couldn't do that as she hates people watching when she goes to pee.
After the restaurant closed we went back to hers, well, she just drove to hers, I didn't seem to get much of a say in the matter, but I wasn't complaining. As soon as we got back we went to her room and she got changed and got into bed. I mean, she didn't have a sofa or a futon in her room so the bed was the only place you could sit. I sat on the bed and we carried on talking about sex. After a while she started to play with her boobs. She said if I felt uncomfortable she can stop, I didn't find it uncomfortable at all, so I told her she's more than welcome to carry on. She then took off her bra and I could see her nipples were so hard through her top. She told me she's holding everything back from taking her shirt off and showing me her boobs as she loved them so much. We carried on speaking about sex and then she started to play with her pussy under the covers. She was quite eager for me to 'get comfortable' in her bed, but as you may or may not know, I have a girlfriend. She knew that too. We spoke about temptation and how we shouldn't give into it. It was hard to resist last night, but I think that's natural. If a girl is in front of you playing with herself and telling you to get comfortable etc and hints that she wants you and that she's desperate to be fucked, I think that's just natural to want to ravage her. I did resist though, which I am quite proud of.
Now, here is the interesting bit. She said she had slept with 16 guys. Hey, whatever she wants to do. If I hadn't been in long term relationships for the past 7 years, I probably would have had sex with a similar number, so I'm not judging her. Her and I seemed very similar. We are both very sexual, very horny, experimental and filthy. Anyway, I asked if she could deepthroat. She said she could, and I said I had never been deepthroated. She asked how big I was and, well, I rounded up and said 8 x 6. Hey, I don't know how big I am at the moment, I haven't measured in months. I didn't wanna say '7.55 inches bone pressed erection length with a near 6 inch mid shaft erection girth', so I rounded up. Once I said 'eight' and showed her how thick I was with my hand, her eyes widened. She said her most recent boyfriend was probably similar to that, but she said she had been with loads of small guys too.
Now, most girls only sleep with 5 guys in their lifetime, and she's slept with 16 and only one was 8 inches-ish. He could have just said he was 8 inches though when he was 6 inches or something, so we don't know, but I think that's crazy. 16 guys and only one she classed as 'big'.
I did tell her about P.E. I didn't go into it, but I said that I saw 'The Perfect Penis' on Channel 4, (which Mike (DLD) is actually on, talking about P.E.), and that I thought it was bullshit and I tried it out simple to poo-poo the idea and I grew from it and it worked. I told her I'm aiming for 9 as it has a better ring to it than 8. She smiled and agreed. She agreed too much is better than too little. She also told me she has a torn cervix from her last boyfriend as she would always demand that he went balls deep.
So yeah, I met a very interesting girl last night. I resisted very strong temptation last night and I got very motivated last night.
This will sound awful, as I have a girlfriend, but I know me and this girl will have sex at some point in the future. I just know. I don't know when, but we will end up having very filthy sex at some point in our life. So I'm pretty determined to make sure that when that happens, I'm 8x6. At least.