Big Schwanz Acht;692496 said:Always trust your gut! Be thankful you're only dealing w/a tinge of guilt and a bit of sadness/loneliness...THIS WILL PASS. As DLD mentioned, take the time to make positive steps for yourself...the better person you become allows you to be a better person for others in your life. Personally, my PE journey has boosted my confidence and opened me up to new people/experiences that never would have been possible before. There's a synergy that takes place when you're 100% committed to improving yourself which acts like a magnet...it sounds strange but people are drawn to your energy. The trick is to be able to ferret-out the blood-suckers
Take comfort in knowing that your gut is providing you with all the info that you need to make the right choices in your life, nice-job listening to it...too many ignore the obvious and go-along w/whatever's the easiest/most comfortable.
Best of luck
I aree 100% All things pass and we get the opportunity to do it better next time. Life is all about evolving and sometimes that evolution includes a partner. Finding what is right takes trial and error but there is someone out there looking for you who is just what you love.