Progress thread Stretch For the Stars...Land in the Cul de Sac!!!

[longstretch]

Train safe bro I need to hear my brother reporting positive results.
While I was an addict I knew I couldn't trust even myself. That's why I flinched when you said you trust her

I will train by the book from now on. I finally had my attachment down but I shocked my soft tissues to harshly. My sensitivity is already back. I meant I trust her as far as loyalty goes, I'm keeping a lookout on her using. I have over a year clean and have worked the steps, have a sponsor, do service work and I also take random drug screens to keep me accountable to myself and others. I know it wouldn't have been possible if I was only a few months clean and haven't worked the steps. I'm getting back into nursing so I will always have drugs around but we do recover and no matter what I know that I can't use successfully. I know where you're coming from and that is the only cause of concern I see in this relationship right now. I hope it works out because I will leave if it doesn't or I find her to have problems. She's not pressuring me to use with her, understand I'm an addict and only does pot and drinks which will show up in drug screens

 

[DLD]

I will train by the book from now on. I finally had my attachment down but I shocked my soft tissues to harshly. My sensitivity is already back. I meant I trust her as far as loyalty goes, I'm keeping a lookout on her using. I have over a year clean and have worked the steps, have a sponsor, do service work and I also take random drug screens to keep me accountable to myself and others. I know it wouldn't have been possible if I was only a few months clean and haven't worked the steps. I'm getting back into nursing so I will always have drugs around but we do recover and no matter what I know that I can't use successfully. I know where you're coming from and that is the only cause of concern I see in this relationship right now. I hope it works out because I will leave if it doesn't or I find her to have problems. She's not pressuring me to use with her, understand I'm an addict and only does pot and drinks which will show up in drug screens

Hopefully you will rub off on her and she will become sober too. I would not press her or put too much stress on her, just lead by example and hopefully she will follow suit. Love is a very powerful thing and it can overcome anything. Your in my prayers Brother!

 

[tkto]

Very soothing to hear your dik is regenerating, and your gonna kick-back with tons of experience points from this.
I also got to the point where I wasn't using "successfully" all my friends would tell me to just shoot up the smack unless I wanted to be selling my money short. Each of those same people had also told me before that I shouldn't go near syringes unless I didn't plan to quit. I swear these same kids I went to middle school with look, and sound lil complete strangers.

Like you said "that part of my life is over" right?

 

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It can be over if you want it to be. Working the Steps and getting to know myself and realign my life with God's will for me has changed me so much. I'm still an addict even though I might not be currently addicted. I thought I had a drug problem. But I lost the drug problem after the 1st week but the disease of the mind known as addiction stays with me for life. It will reach into every aspect of my life if I don't get spiritually fit and work on my recovery. I have to put recovery first above everything. I can put the drugs down but then become obsessive with working out, shopping, food, sex, video games, tv, etc, etc. The scared little boy in a grown mans body that I am will act out like a big baby if I don't live by principles and remain spiritually fit. I know I can't do any mind or mood altering drug or drink, alcohol's a drug after all, for the rest of my life without unleashing that addictive cycle all over again. Those nerve pathways in the brain have gone from a small groove to a 10 lane highway over the years. My life is so much better and I have a sense of freedom and possibilities that I only felt during childhood. I know if I use I risk losing everything and possibly my life. The fucked up thing is if I don't keep vigilant and constantly work on my recovery that little voice in the back of my head could convince me that its okay to use just once. Its hard to find anyone else that doesn't at least have an occasional beer these days and the girls in the rooms are many times very very sick and not in a good way. So I know I'm taking a risk with this one, but I've set boundaries with her, she knows I'm an addict and can't use anything not even alcohol and I have outside people and things keeping me accountable. I hope it works with her but I won't hesitate to cut ties if I feel I'm in jeopardy, many people wouldn't understand that its a matter of life and death with me and even if I don't die I will lose whatever I put in front of my recovery anyway when I do relapse.

I had using and partying friends but I can't find them these days. Its no skin off my ass because the only people I have in my life are true friends who want to be in my life and aren't there for what drugs I can get them or just want to get high and stare at the boob tube for 6 hours. We actually talk and get to know one another. All in all I'm much more fulfilled these days

 

[tkto]

Discipline ma brothas that's was up. I don't ever want to snort heroin again, like I said I wasn't even getting off. And that chem makes pot seem homo as phuk. I do drink beers cuz you know, for the heat. Just don't go near four loko,or Jose cuervo if I want to remain conscious enough to socialize. But heroin? No thanks bra I'm borderline scary of the shit. Good thing my Jesus always by my side to warn me of any funny business

 

[DLD]

Good thing my Jesus always by my side to warn me of any funny business

Jesus is there for all of us and if we can hear his message we will always be on the right track. I suffered with over use for many years of heroin and alcohol. I finally went to Christ with these issues and I can say that for 3 years now I have been able to practice great discipline over misuse and abuse of drugs and alcohol. I can have a glass of wine daily without needing more. I can smoke weed without it consuming my life. For me, moderation in all things is what keeps me most safe. I have not done heroin for many years now and no longer have the desire.

 

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10/20/14
20 min Hanging BTC with Starter @ 6.25 lbs

 

[DLD]

10/20/14
20 min Hanging BTC with Starter @ 6.25 lbs

How are you and your new girl getting on?

 

[longstretch]

Great! I think I might say the "L" word tomorrow. She said it during sex last night but I didn't reply because I wasn't there yet but after talking about it to her and feeling the way I feel about her I believe I am.

 

[tkto]

Which word eloel? I would have trolloled if a bich said that to me. What does she expect I forget my feelings for #1 tecato bauws thread kidnap, torture, dismemberment nigga? But lovemaking is a beautiful thing, maybe she got carried away

 

[smerc]

Which word eloel?

Love I would assume :blush:

or letsjustbefriends

 

[DLD]

Great! I think I might say the "L" word tomorrow. She said it during sex last night but I didn't reply because I wasn't there yet but after talking about it to her and feeling the way I feel about her I believe I am.

What a beautiful love story! I am so happy for you that you have found someone you can share your life with!

 

[jordey]

Love I would assume :blush:

or letsjustbefriends

haha brilliant

 

[longstretch]

Love I would assume :blush:

or letsjustbefriends

Haha you really live up to your name and are always making me laugh!
10/22/14: Wed
15 min Hanging SD with Hardcore at 6.25 lbs
3.5 hours of [words=http://TLCTugger.com/MOS]VLC[/words] attached to [words=https://www.internetzahlung.de/cc-aktuell/bestellung.php3?PID=PM0440A&Sprache=en]PMP[/words] down right leg at strong tension

Comments: I've suggested to my new girl that I stay at my house during the week so I can get up go to the gym, workout and get in bed on time. I'll also have privacy to PE. We had a date last night, I spent the night at her house and I could only hang in the morning before work but my workout was overtime so I only got 15 min in.

 

[jordey]

Haha you really live up to your name and are always making me laugh!
10/22/14: Wed
15 min Hanging SD with Hardcore at 6.25 lbs
3.5 hours of [words=http://TLCTugger.com/MOS]VLC[/words] attached to [words=https://www.internetzahlung.de/cc-aktuell/bestellung.php3?PID=PM0440A&Sprache=en]PMP[/words] down right leg at strong tension

Comments: I've suggested to my new girl that I stay at my house during the week so I can get up go to the gym, workout and get in bed on time. I'll also have privacy to PE. We had a date last night, I spent the night at her house and I could only hang in the morning before work but my workout was overtime so I only got 15 min in.

sounds like a good balance

 

[DLD]

Haha you really live up to your name and are always making me laugh!
10/22/14: Wed
15 min Hanging SD with Hardcore at 6.25 lbs
3.5 hours of [words=http://TLCTugger.com/MOS]VLC[/words] attached to [words=https://www.internetzahlung.de/cc-aktuell/bestellung.php3?PID=PM0440A&Sprache=en]PMP[/words] down right leg at strong tension

Comments: I've suggested to my new girl that I stay at my house during the week so I can get up go to the gym, workout and get in bed on time. I'll also have privacy to PE. We had a date last night, I spent the night at her house and I could only hang in the morning before work but my workout was overtime so I only got 15 min in.

Love and PE, what difficult choices to make

 

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10/23/14: Thurs
5 min Hanging BTC with Hardcore at 6.25 lbs
3.5 hours [words=http://TLCTugger.com/MOS]VLC[/words] attached to [words=https://www.internetzahlung.de/cc-aktuell/bestellung.php3?PID=PM0440A&Sprache=en]PMP[/words] belt

10/25/14: Sat
20 Min Hanging SD Standing with Hardcore @ 6.25 lbs
8 min Dry Jelq

 

[smerc]

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Why are you not using the [words=https://www.internetzahlung.de/cc-aktuell/bestellung.php3?PID=PM0440A&Sprache=en]PMP[/words] bell? Did it break?

 

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[DLD]

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