Big Schwanz Acht;723808 said:
jeez...does the poor girl work at the docks?
She works in the billing department of a trucking company. It makes me uncomfortable how they talk to her, knowing its sexual harassment but its on her for not shutting that shit down. I think she's okay with it and kind of has a "guy" sense of humor. Plus honestly after reading her she thrives off the attention.
02/08/17
20 min A-Stretch with [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]PA[/words]
40 min Hanging SO with LG @ 10 lbs
20 min jelqing under infrared light
6 hours [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]ADS[/words] with PE weights
Comments: I knew that same girl was going to be coming over today and was worried about ED but I thought with this past weekend I was over whatever effects the surgery had. Well I think even though the infrared light won't give you a sunburn I jelqed too close (about 8 inches from a 250 watt bulb). It lightly burned the glans, I didn't notice it till she was going down on me and it was a little too sensitive. She sucked it a little than got down to riding me. She made mention that it took me longer than usual to get hard on our way to dinner. Then she said I don't want you to be all up in your head about it and it happen again, I said I was alright... but the bitch made mention of it again before putting whip cream on my balls and dick. Idk between some kind of hindrance from the surgery, the mental aspect and her comments I had trouble again. I pushed her back and took the whip cream can from her. By the time I was done little Long was ready for action, so after grabbing some coconut oil and moving to the bedroom I slowly slid my dick in her ass haha, anal always makes me feel so big but hell I wouldn't want my dick up my ass. Afterwards I noticed the redder than usual appearance of my head and put two and two together. I told her I been using the infrared for healing from the hip surgery and it must've lightly burned my pecker. After I washed up I put some coconut oil on it and it was pretty much healed by today 02/09.
02/09/17
4 hours [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]ADS[/words] with PE weights
Comments: Busy day today. I bought the last supplies to have a fully stocked kitchen. Started meal prepping today, I'll taste my work tomorrow. Starting out small and progress from there. My training has always been on point but my diet was my weakness. Now it won't be. I'm sitting at 15% body fat and looking to drop to 8%. I'm at a size for my body that I like, for once I don't want to get any bigger. I'm working on getting "cut", I want to have excellent conditioning, be flexible with occasional yoga and be brute fucking strong.
Also the girl has caught feelings. I let her know we had an expiration date and she shouldn't get her hopes up. I like her but she's not the one and I'm focusing on moving my life forward right now. I didn't say it harshly, she felt bad and I felt bad for having to be like that but its the right thing to do. I can't keep staying where I don't belong and with girls I don't belong with.