longstretch;647979 said:
06/04/15: Thurs
2 x 45 min Hanging SD Standing @ 8 lbs

Comments: I only took 10 minutes in between sets and didn't remove tape. I just brought myself to a semi and then dry jelqed blood into the head and smooshed the tape to my glans. I did have some donut dick after that but not too bad. I wanted to get one more set in tonight but my little sister is working out beside my room so no privacy and I got to get in bed soon. I didn't PE yesterday because I had things to do that morning and then because of procrastination/laziness after I got home but I did edge for 30 mins and then had sex last night.

Better days to come my Brother!
 
06/05/15: Fri
45 min Hanging SD Standing @ 8 lbs

06/06/15: Sat
20 min Hanging SD Standing @ 8.75 lbs

06/07/15: Sun
30 min Hanging SD Standing @ 8.75 lbs

Comments:
So I had to work long hours Friday and Saturday. Something came up Saturday so I didn't get to try a longer set out and Sunday I had a booty call when I was about to start my second set. Hoping to do better this week. I do have a nephew staying this week so we will see. My shipment of microfoam tape that I ordered from amazon came in on Friday. It only took like a day or two. I bought 12 rolls from here. If I keep reusing them once or twice I can probably make this pack last almost year. Amazon.com : 3M Microfoam Surgical Tape 1 inch x 5-1/2 yard (stretched) (2, 5cm x 5m (stretched)) Elastic foam, hypoallergenic surgical tape Model #1528-1 : Athletic Taping Supplies : Beauty

The tape I had which is similar to nexcare was bandaid color and this is white. Its also a little thicker, just as stretchy and has a stronger adhesive. For purposes of vacuum hanging its actually a step up to an already improvement from the micropore tape.
 
longstretch;648389 said:
So I had to work long hours Friday and Saturday. Something came up Saturday so I didn't get to try a longer set out and Sunday I had a booty call when I was about to start my second set.

I wish I had this problem just once, dear God, just once:)
 
doublelongdaddy;648464 said:
I wish I had this problem just once, dear God, just once:)

God is wise n he loves you, you are a great teacher and mentor n you have a good heart..Ask God for Wisdom
 
shortdick;648475 said:
God is wise n he loves you, you are a great teacher and mentor n you have a good heart..Ask God for Wisdom

Thank you for that, it feels so good to hear it from you!
 
I tried to respond in Tuesday but I lost the Wi-Fi connection in my room and had to go to bed. I was going to say DLD that your time will come, I can tell you're a great guy and are always willing to help. You might just need to put yourself out there more, but that's just an impression I get over the internet. I'm sure if you got over your fears, hang ups, or whatever it is, you'd have no problem finding someone that drives you wild. I only say this from experience because I used to have very strong social anxiety.

06/09/15: Tues
2 x 45 min Hanging SD Standing @ 8. 75 lbs
2 x 10 min Clamped Edging
 
06/11/15: Thurs
16 min Hanging SD Standing @ 8.75 lbs with silicone gel cap
45 min Hanging SD Standing @ 8.75 lbs with silicone gel cap
45 min Hanging SD Standing @ 8.75 lbs with microfoam tape
 
longstretch;648790 said:
I tried to respond in Tuesday but I lost the Wi-Fi connection in my room and had to go to bed. I was going to say DLD that your time will come, I can tell you're a great guy and are always willing to help. You might just need to put yourself out there more, but that's just an impression I get over the internet. I'm sure if you got over your fears, hang ups, or whatever it is, you'd have no problem finding someone that drives you wild. I only say this from experience because I used to have very strong social anxiety.

Thank you my Brother! I appreciate this so much. I do have all the issues you have mentioned but I am getting better all the time. Right now I am trying to lose this awful weight before I even try to get a girl. I hate the way my belly looks and I just won't have that confidence until it is gone. My goal is to be at my prime weight by August end. Target weight is 175 right now I am at 220 so that is 45 pounds. I know I can do it I just got to put in the work and stick to my diet. The diet has been hard due to many things. I don't have a kitchen right now so I can't cook. This leaves me having to eat out or buy dry foods. So it becomes very easy to stop at McDonalds, or the like, just because it is fast and cheap. I am supposed to be on a mainly protein based diet but what happens is my body starts to crave carbs and sugars like a motherfucker and I end up binging. I have decided to add more complex carbs to my intake, just enough to satisfy the cravings so I don't binge. I always say, everything in moderation, but now it is time to apply my own words. I am going to try to add to my workout to with some aerobic training. I called my old boxing trainer last night and he is meeting with me next Friday so I am excited to get back in the gym.

I also feel old (because I am) so that is something I need to get over. The problem is I do not like girls older than 25 years old, I never have and never will so that makes my selections very narrow considering these girls are not always looking for a 48 year old dude. I think once I am in shape I will have the guts to start hitting on the girls I like but for now the voice in my head makes it too hard to accomplish. I just keep thinking they are judging me and looking at all my faults. Plus I have not been with a girl in 8 years, besides that stripper I fucked at King of Diamonds:) So it is hard to get back into the mode of looking for a girl.

Anyways, I appreciate your kindness and I hope to make you proud soon:)
 
I understand completely of wanting to put off your goals until you reach another goal. But that's an act of procrastination. You will find some pretty unattractive/fat/dorky/etc guys with girls all the time if you look. Don't let anything get in your way, especially if its fear based. I know this is easier said than done and I'm far from perfect with it, but learn to tear down your road blocks and keep on cruizin'. CBT helped with my social anxiety, it might work for you too.

06/15/15: Mon
2 x 45 min Hanging SO @ 8.75 lbs
1 x 10 min Clamped Edging with 2-3 min wet jelq

Comments: Finally set up my SO pulley setup under my desk. It was a bitch screwing in that eye hook but I finally got it. Was planning on 3 sets today but allot of things came up. I did a few half minute sets side and top and bottom fulcrums using my thumb along the shaft. I got some pretty good fatigue in today. I added in some wet jelqs to the clamp. The intensity felt the same as with dry jelqing but wet! I liked it and got pretty good expansion before continuing to edge for the remainder of the set. I recently relasped on cigarrettes last week, I quit again tonight. Made a vow with myself never to touch the filthy things.
 
longstretch;649274 said:
I understand completely of wanting to put off your goals until you reach another goal. But that's an act of procrastination. You will find some pretty unattractive/fat/dorky/etc guys with girls all the time if you look. Don't let anything get in your way, especially if its fear based. I know this is easier said than done and I'm far from perfect with it, but learn to tear down your road blocks and keep on cruizin'. CBT helped with my social anxiety, it might work for you too.

06/15/15: Mon
2 x 45 min Hanging SO @ 8.75 lbs
1 x 10 min Clamped Edging with 2-3 min wet jelq

Comments: Finally set up my SO pulley setup under my desk. It was a bitch screwing in that eye hook but I finally got it. Was planning on 3 sets today but allot of things came up. I did a few half minute sets side and top and bottom fulcrums using my thumb along the shaft. I got some pretty good fatigue in today. I added in some wet jelqs to the clamp. The intensity felt the same as with dry jelqing but wet! I liked it and got pretty good expansion before continuing to edge for the remainder of the set. I recently relasped on cigarrettes last week, I quit again tonight. Made a vow with myself never to touch the filthy things.

Excellent advice, I really appreciate it:)
 
No problem!

06/16/15: Tues
45 min hanging SO @ 9.25 lbs

Comments: Worked 13 hours and have to be up at 3:30 so only one set today. Was supposed to have sex but I ran out of time at her house and had to get ready for work. I've had terrible insomnia ether past couple days but will still try to get in one set before I past out
 
longstretch;649529 said:
No problem!

06/16/15: Tues
45 min hanging SO @ 9.25 lbs

Comments: Worked 13 hours and have to be up at 3:30 so only one set today. Was supposed to have sex but I ran out of time at her house and had to get ready for work. I've had terrible insomnia ether past couple days but will still try to get in one set before I past out

Work over sex....I couldn't have done it:) I lack total discipline when there is pussy involved:)
 
Well I had bad insomnia any way but I had it the night before and went home early hoping to catch up on sleep. No dice.

06/17/15: Wed
45 min Hanging SO @ 9.25 lbs

Comments: Worked 15 hours today starting at 4 AM. I've gotten maybe 6 1/2 hours of interrupted sleep the past few nights and I work again tomorrow. I won't PE tomorrow. I'm hoping to get alot on Friday because this weekend is pretty booked. I'm spending the night with my now girlfriend tomorrow night and Saturday. Might be able to get a set in on Father's Day but its not my highest priority.
 
longstretch;649709 said:
Well I had bad insomnia any way but I had it the night before and went home early hoping to catch up on sleep. No dice.

06/17/15: Wed
45 min Hanging SO @ 9.25 lbs

Comments: Worked 15 hours today starting at 4 AM. I've gotten maybe 6 1/2 hours of interrupted sleep the past few nights and I work again tomorrow. I won't PE tomorrow. I'm hoping to get alot on Friday because this weekend is pretty booked. I'm spending the night with my now girlfriend tomorrow night and Saturday. Might be able to get a set in on Father's Day but its not my highest priority.

Your just so lucky with the ladies:) I will be soon:)
 
doublelongdaddy;649916 said:
Your just so lucky with the ladies:) I will be soon:)

Me? Naw, luck might have run out with this one today. We got into a major fight today. We do have a lot of bad history though

06/19/15: Fri
45 min Hanging SO @ 9.25 lbs
10 min Clamped Edge

Comments: Was going to do allot more today but caught up on much needed sleep and had some errands to run for Father's Day. I probably won't be spending the night away tomorrow night so it'll give me a chance to get more PE in this weekend
 
Is it the same "it hurts, you can hurt me if you want" lady? I may have never said this, but I didn't like her. Good thing I don't have to right bro?

"thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven" is what I always say because god wants the best for us.
 
longstretch;650130 said:
Me? Naw, luck might have run out with this one today. We got into a major fight today. We do have a lot of bad history though

06/19/15: Fri
45 min Hanging SO @ 9.25 lbs
10 min Clamped Edge

Comments: Was going to do allot more today but caught up on much needed sleep and had some errands to run for Father's Day. I probably won't be spending the night away tomorrow night so it'll give me a chance to get more PE in this weekend

I might have met someone today, not sure if she is into me, we will have to see. She gave me her number so I guess that is good. The scariest part is I have not had sex in so long I am scared I will not know what to do:)
 
templnite;650133 said:
Is it the same "it hurts, you can hurt me if you want" lady? I may have never said this, but I didn't like her. Good thing I don't have to right bro?

"thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven" is what I always say because god wants the best for us.

No man its another ex before her. I'm playing it slow but time will tell. Part of me is just saying start over but I do have strong feelings for this one and she has shown vast improvements in mood and well sex.

06/20/15: Sat
45 min Hanging SO @ 9.25 lbs

06/21/15: Sun
45 min Hanging SO @ 9.25 lbs

06/22/15: Mon
2 x 45 min Hanging SO @ 9.25 lbs

06/23/15: Tues
45 min Hanging SO @ 9.25 lbs

06/24/15: Wed
45 min Hanging SO @ 9.25 lbs
15 min Clamped Edging

Comments: Was able to steal away a set on Saturday after work before going to my girlfriends house. Sunday I had limited privacy and wanted to spend more time with family so only got one set in. I was able to get 2 on Monday but had some things come up so no dice on 3 sets in a day yet. Been working past few days and my girlfriend kept me up all night on Monday having panic attacks... fml haha.
 
DLD thats awesome I hope it all works out for you and even if it don't it'll be good experience seeing how your getting back out there. I find starting the initial steps are the hardest. After talking and having sex it gets a lot easier and when those insecurities come into play I always think to myself how I got back on my feet and others have fallen head over heels for me. Its a great feeling to love and be loved, my mistake is rushing it. Been playing my hand strong lately and setting stable boundaries. I'm determined to take things at a snails pace while work on some of my other goals. If its meant she'll stick around but I find myself more and more just seeing that as icing on the cake and could easily go my own way.
 
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