I have stayed away from adult entertainment for the most part, when I do feel the need to release I found a video that is called Cock Hero that only shows very R rated stuff. I truly do not feel any guilt in this new approach but I also will not take advantage of this. Like I said I can go a month sometimes, sometimes shorter but I know when I have to as I start to become easily frustrated and angry which leads to much worse wrong than the masturbation as I am mean to people, I am short fused, I will cause many problems for myself and others, these things are for worse than the act of masturbation. I am simply responding to the needs of my body when it becomes apparent.