Peter South's PGE1 (caverject) Experiment

The problem is, Kirin, some people have chemical imbalances in their brains that cause them to see the world through a shit-shaded filter. I can't speak for anyone else but I naturally find myself hating anyone who is naturally bubbly and optimistic. I have to make an effort to not subconsciously be a prick to them.

I highly doubt you would get fired or start hating you. She's the one who brought up the topic in the first place. If you challenge her with a retort like that, I think her reaction would have been in your favour. I could very well be wrong. Possibly why I clean shit for a living.

My point really is if you can provide her with good sex, you own her deeply, something a man with money could never do. I guess maybe a huge cock doesn't automatically get you women, but once you get your foot in the door (so to speak) you are golden.

MikeShlort;508452 said:

The problem is, Kirin, some people have chemical imbalances in their brains that cause them to see the world through a shit-shaded filter. I can't speak for anyone else but I naturally find myself hating anyone who is naturally bubbly and optimistic. I have to make an effort to not subconsciously be a prick to them.

I highly doubt you would get fired or start hating you. She's the one who brought up the topic in the first place. If you challenge her with a retort like that, I think her reaction would have been in your favour. I could very well be wrong. Possibly why I clean shit for a living.

My point really is if you can provide her with good sex, you own her deeply, something a man with money could never do. I guess maybe a huge cock doesn't automatically get you women, but once you get your foot in the door (so to speak) you are golden.

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But that's it right there... who cares? lol

Who cares if I own her? She already wants me anyway. My supervisor would say things like "..that way you can keep looking at Peter" when they were both standing behind me and she would say "I was checking him out". She will buy me food and other things like that.

But I'm not sure I'd even have sex with her if she offered. She's ok, other guys want her but she's kinda old (same age as me) and a little crazy, has a husband and kids. She's more use to me right now because she would back me up, she's gone after other women in the office who tried to get me in trouble. She has power and you would not want to cross her, not worth it.

I'm more inclined to accept material things or protection from them and forget the sex. I get money or gifts from women a lot more than sex which is odd. I'm sure if I started playing again I could go home with one and hang out.

I think I'm a woman, I just like the attention. lol

I'm not sure about the big cock thing Mike because like I said before I've had a guy with a much bigger cock try to take my girl and it didn't work. Mine was big enough. Also, the asian girls do not all like it so it cannot be universal.

DLD can chime in here but didn't he just say he's having the same issues? Somehow I don't think it is the magic cure all you think it is.

You said for instance you will wait until you have more size for escorts...I don't think they'd like more soreness, they may charge you more if you really wear on them.

Mike,

I think when you reach the size you want you will have a bad depression. Because you will still be same guy and you will go "oh shit".

Same thing happened to me with steroids and money. It helped though because I finally got beyond those issues.

Like "my life would be great if only I had a nine inch dick". Then it happens and you realize "oh shit, that wasn't it" and it's not the big deal you thought it was.

You're going around showing off your bulge and girls are kinda just amused or you're getting some older wackjob broads but that's it.

I don't know where you live or where you work but it seems like a terrible place where married women with kids openly hit on other men and their colleagues joke about it. Where I am from, this behaviour is frowned upon.

I don't think my life would be better, I'd just be able to have women want me without having to pay their way. I don't have the personality to do it otherwise. I'm too weird.

I think having regular sex would be helpful to my mental state.

Haha really? Wow it's normal here.

No I'm just not sure that big cock = sex the way you think it does but I could be wrong.

I mean think about it

Do you think most �naked people movies� actors would be getting laid that much if they weren't in �naked people movies�? I'm guessing not.

They sure as hell don't do it for the money and the girls still have to get paid by someone.

I've heard women talk about big penises enough to get a general consensus. Many, many instances come to mind. Also, look at the popularity of black men.

I'm fairly bi-polar. Some days I could give a fuck less and want to vomit at the though of touching a woman, other days I feel like garbage because I want to touch one so badly.

If you watch �naked people movies� closely, you can tell when girls are faking and when they are truly being dominated and loving it. Usually when they are being dominated, it's because they are being fucked extremely hard by a very large penis. Mind you, their battered cunts likely have more nerve damage than the average woman, but still. Good looking women fuck all the time.

MikeShlort;508483 said:

I've heard women talk about big penises enough to get a general consensus. Many, many instances come to mind. Also, look at the popularity of black men.

I'm fairly bi-polar. Some days I could give a fuck less and want to vomit at the though of touching a woman, other days I feel like garbage because I want to touch one so badly.

If you watch �naked people movies� closely, you can tell when girls are faking and when they are truly being dominated and loving it. Usually when they are being dominated, it's because they are being fucked extremely hard by a very large penis. Mind you, their battered cunts likely have more nerve damage than the average woman, but still. Good looking women fuck all the time.

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Sure women like a big dick, if it is attached to a guy they want already. But if the guy they want already has an average or decent dick then it's fine also.

The popularity of black men has more to do with rap and hip hop culture. Black men are glorified in popular culture, they are also stereotyped as having large peni which leads women to think they will all be decent size, less of a gamble. So a lot of those guys especially stereotypical thug or athletic black guys are getting lots of action. Nice black man in a pair of dockers who talks like a normal guy? Not so much, doesn't fit the profile.

Flip that and make it a white guy on a motorcycle with tatoos and steroid muscles and he's getting the action too. Has less to do with color and more to do with fitting a pop culture archetype that women can relate to. The badass.

Guess what? The escorts I see aren't faking either, they'll squirt all over you when they cum but they still want to be paid. Same concept there.

The girl shows up and the �naked people movies� stud is ready but the director says "no money today" the girl is going home. Bottom line.

Not true. All the black guys I know dress like Kanye West - preppy. Metrosexual. They have beautiful women approaching them at bars, ones who would become nauseated if I smiled at them. It's just the dick and taboo thing. If whites and asians all had 8 inchers, there would be no favourite race to cheat on your husband with.

I'm not really wanting �naked people movies� stars or escorts, just regular women with healthy sex drives who are turned on by a big penis, just like how I am turned on by big tits, a big ass, a nicely defined vagina etc. The reason I want to grow before I have sex with an escort is because I want it to be a test to see how capable I am of dominating a woman. I imagine a woman who has sex for a living would be a good candidate to give me an fairly accurate measure on how good I am, although a lot of her clients are probably on the smaller side.

I'm sure they have recreational sex with the kind of men that turn them on. That's basically what I want to be: a man who can make the whores and �naked people movies� stars cum, but use it on regular woman.

I pretty much have all types of hang ups and issues with women and people in general. I'd much rather take 3 years of not trying to look at a woman and work on my penis size than actually try to develop social skills and be less of a fucking prick.

You are probably right about if I ever get my desired size, I will just become more depressed because it'll be clear evidence that the reason I can't get a woman is because I'm just a shitty person, not because of my dick. The problem is though, that the odd time when I actually do feel optimistic and like I want to try being a good guy and that I may deserve human companionship, I remember past experiences that make me believe I will just get laughed at because of my size or waste her time. So then I become a miserable prick again.

I feel the best about myself and the least bitter when I am happy with my physical appearance and I feel my penis is big. I guess I'm just very shallow and insecure. But it's the most basic thing to change about myself before moving onto something bigger and harder to attain.

MikeShlort;508475 said:

I don't know where you live or where you work but it seems like a terrible place where married women with kids openly hit on other men and their colleagues joke about it. Where I am from, this behaviour is frowned upon.

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Something that occurred to me. You may not be seeing this behavior because you're not really in a position to see it.

As an older guy who is known to have a good income I'm getting this all the time from women who are discontented with their husbands earning ability. They think I will make a good husband and take on their little rug rats - little do they know...

When I was your age I didn't see it because I wasn't in that category, women were either single or taken.

I bet it goes on but you will become more aware of it as you get older.

MikeShlort;508490 said:

Not true. All the black guys I know dress like Kanye West - preppy. Metrosexual. They have beautiful women approaching them at bars, ones who would become nauseated if I smiled at them. It's just the dick and taboo thing. If whites and asians all had 8 inchers, there would be no favourite race to cheat on your husband with.

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You're missing the point, maybe I'm a little old and don't know who the latest fuckwits are or how they dress but it matters not.

Dress like Kanye West - whatever the fad is they are riding an archetype that is glorified by mass media. You can't get in on that because you don't have the skin for it.

If bikers are out of fashion then some other fad for white guys, I know the tattos are still going around.

It's not the dick, plenty of black guys have small dicks. I've been in enough locker rooms to know and most of my exes have banged black guys and said it was nothing to write home about.

Biggest dick I ever saw in a locker room was on an old white guy. Like 7 inches flaccid. I saw it in the same place as I saw a black guy with a 2 incher.

I see what you're saying.

About the women who are discontented with their husbands earning ability.... That turns me off so much, my penis goes inside of me. Any adult who allows another adult to pay their way is garbage. Those are the kind of women who will never be happy because they want everything. I'm glad they have inadequate husbands who can't turn them on, I'm glad having children stretched them out so you need a coke can to create any friction. They don't deserve pleasure.

Wanting to be with someone because of what they earn is the lowest thing I've ever heard of and I imagine it's one of the reasons the rag heads hate the western world. What a fucking plastic mess. Go out and earn your own living, you piece of shit. Even worse is the men who play the game knowingly and accept it because it beats masturbating. Ugh. No wonder I hate everyone. And no wonder they hate me.

What is so fucking appealing about a big house full of rooms and furniture anyways? Worth being a mannequin your whole life for? I was with a girl like this, she'd suck any cock if they guy owned his own place. Spent her free time drinking, smoking and fucking anyone she knew. Hated herself. Rightfully so. I imagine, deep down inside, they all hate themselves. Probably why they need to be surrounded by so many possessions.

I just started watching that show "Sons of Anarchy" and I thought to myself if I just got a bike and joined a bunch of bikers and got some tough looking tats I bet I WOULD get laid like crazy, well a lot more.

Women like a guy who can fit into a ready made popular stereotype so they can say "my bf is a biker". lol It can't just be "my bf is pretty cool he's a nice guy".

You have to see this, Carolla explains it better than I can. Great examples of trendy douchbag looks that work.


Adam Carolla - Hot Chicks with Douche Bags

[video=youtube_share;S_mFK_e4KWs]http://youtu.be/S_mFK_e4KWs[/video]

Lol that video is the reason I break so much wind at the gym.

But back to my original point: "My boyfriend has no friends and wears track pants but has a cock that stretches me every time."

I'm sure that trumps anything when it comes to female circle bragging.

MikeShlort;508498 said:

Lol that video is the reason I break so much wind at the gym.

But back to my original point: "My boyfriend has no friends and wears track pants but has a cock that stretches me every time."

I'm sure that trumps anything when it comes to female circle bragging.

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Not exactly. lol

Got to remember you aren't the only one with a big dick and status is a big thing. No friends is kind of a deal breaker for any girl with a choice.

I bet you the big dick could solve your male friend problem tho

Might work on AFF, sites like that.

I guess what I'm saying is it's hard to just walk up to a girl and show her your dick.

If you can figure a way to make it work with women you don't know that well let me know.

Big dick is good but you probably need another schtick to get the introduction.

I have to agree that a bigger dick (alone) isn't going to improve anyone's life. We'll still find something else that we don't have. If you look for something to be unhappy about, you'll surely find it.

Not that we shouldn't strive to better ourselves, in any way possible, but isn't life better when you enjoy the things you have now? Identifying with being angry at the world isn't going to get you very far. It took me years to realize this, and I'm still working on it...

I can't seem to do an injection to save my life, last 3 injections failed and I don't really understand it. I had it very deep this time.

petersouth, is there any chance that the chems have gone bad?

Your tolerance may have developed and you may need more of the PGE1 to get a decent erection.