Progress thread time to get serious !! P.E journey

doublelongdaddy;701515 said:
I feel you and you know I can relate. If it gets too hot, please, have no reservation about hitting the psych ward, best place to get your meds straight. If you think you can get through this I definitely want to hear from you everyday to make sure you are ok. I no longer have any of the issues I had before, I am at complete peace with myself but this only happened because I spent 6 months in the hospital until I got my meds straight. It is such a relief not to have anxiety or depression, the panic attacks, etc. What worked for me is first cognitive work mainly in DBT (Dialectical Behavior Therapy), this is a wonderful way to keep yourself in a safe place and learn to combat negative thoughts with rational, influential thoughts. Very good stuff. Next part was the medication. Today I take the following:

Seraquel
Lamictal
Klonopin
Wellbutrin

This cocktail has allowed me so much more freedom and peace of mind. I rarely would advise on medication but with more than 14 visits to the hospital over the last 14 years has taught me quite a bit. These medication not only will fix the issues you are having, they also have very nice side effects. Serequel will allow you to sleep straight through the night with no interruptions while it is an antipsychotic to help control ill rational thoughts. Klonopin is a long acting Benzo, meaning it does not get you high, it releases medication slowly, over 8 hours. This allows me to relax and think with a clear mind. The Lamictal is a mood stabilizer and it does a GOOD FUCKING JOB! Last, the Wellbutrin will destroy depression but also help you quit smoking and it will also help you lose weight. Now when you add all this up you can see that life can get better. I am here for you in every way, if you need anything, let me know. You are in my prayers!
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I am currently un medicated , due to me trying all available meds without any success, so been solidering on for almost 12 months without meds. thanks for the kind words dld!

9/8/16 day off
I seem to have some kind of burn on my shaft , like a mild chemical or a carpet burn , doesn't hurt , not sure whether to work out or not with it. gonna give it another day and resume working out tomorrow unless others think I should
 
mosbrother123;701558 said:
I am currently un medicated , due to me trying all available meds without any success, so been solidering on for almost 12 months without meds. thanks for the kind words dld!
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Not a problem my Brother. It took me so long to find the right cocktail and this is it! I have been praying for you and please pray for me :)
 
doublelongdaddy;701580 said:
Not a problem my Brother. It took me so long to find the right cocktail and this is it! I have been praying for you and please pray for me :)
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will do dld , did you see my meesage about like the burn on my shaft? its like a red mark doesn't hurt unless I rub it , shall I train through it or nah as I have not done any pe since it has been there. I have a burn on my hand too so obviously I must of touched dick with whatever it was and got it on there too .
 
i did 10 mins of pumping and the red mark / burn whatever it is went purple / red ish , and is already going back to red ish as the hour passed , so I think until that clears up I am just gonna do edging with cock ring as don't want a permanent mark or any damage. will resume normal work after it has gone. I will get a solid few months of pe in if it kills me , these interruptions !! end of next year I hope to add on 3/4 inch in girth all over and I will be happy with my size then and any extra is for fun just need to keep getting over these hurdles
 
mosbrother123;701727 said:
i did 10 mins of pumping and the red mark / burn whatever it is went purple / red ish , and is already going back to red ish as the hour passed , so I think until that clears up I am just gonna do edging with cock ring as don't want a permanent mark or any damage. will resume normal work after it has gone. I will get a solid few months of pe in if it kills me , these interruptions !! end of next year I hope to add on 3/4 inch in girth all over and I will be happy with my size then and any extra is for fun just need to keep getting over these hurdles
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10 minutes is just too long for so many people. 5 minutes is where most men start to take on retention and color, this is why the 5x5x3 was created, to keep expansion high with none of the side effects from typical pumping.
 
doublelongdaddy;701769 said:
10 minutes is just too long for so many people. 5 minutes is where most men start to take on retention and color, this is why the 5x5x3 was created, to keep expansion high with none of the side effects from typical pumping.
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im usually fine with 10 mins , as I don't pump very high if I do 10 mins instead of 5 , the only purple bit was on where the red mark was already from whatever caused that so still waiting for that red mark to disappear before I restart any proper work
 
mosbrother123;701838 said:
im usually fine with 10 mins , as I don't pump very high if I do 10 mins instead of 5 , the only purple bit was on where the red mark was already from whatever caused that so still waiting for that red mark to disappear before I restart any proper work
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Yes, a bruise is created that way and will only get worse if you continue without healing. I would wait until the bruise yellows before I would start again. I went through this and today I have a permanent bruise.
 
doublelongdaddy;701951 said:
Yes, a bruise is created that way and will only get worse if you continue without healing. I would wait until the bruise yellows before I would start again. I went through this and today I have a permanent bruise.
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I don't think it was a bruise I think it was a burn from chemicals , as I had the same thing on my hand and both cleared up today full gone as they have been slowly fading so tomorrow I am gonna try and get back to my routine . it is like a heatwave where I live at moment and the heat is killing all energy but I am gonna try and power through tomorrow night when it gets a little cooler and hopefully make some form of progress in gains before the end of the year
 
mosbrother123;702109 said:
I don't think it was a bruise I think it was a burn from chemicals , as I had the same thing on my hand and both cleared up today full gone as they have been slowly fading so tomorrow I am gonna try and get back to my routine . it is like a heatwave where I live at moment and the heat is killing all energy but I am gonna try and power through tomorrow night when it gets a little cooler and hopefully make some form of progress in gains before the end of the year
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OK, just wanted to be sure before you cause irreversible damage. Glad to know you are OK.
 
doublelongdaddy;702145 said:
OK, just wanted to be sure before you cause irreversible damage. Glad to know you are OK.
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well yeah everythings cleared up will report in tomorrow with how tonights session goes. I actually need to make some girth progress for once XD
 
ok dld I did my first session back after all red marks etc all cleared up

and I did 10 mins pumping 5 min clamping

and few red dots spotted about as expected but in the area of the old mark I got a little cluster of tiny dots , so my guess is its still a little weakened in that area . my plan is just continue with pumping but at low pressure but enough to expand slightly beyond my max erection doing a one day on and one off or maybe two depending on how it goes to help it re strengthen . what do you think
 
19+20/8/16 day off and I was out for the night which make a chance
21/8/16 10 mins in [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bm[/words] the dots appeared over the old injury area but almost gone already and there was much less looks like its getting stronger and stronger
 
mosbrother123;702473 said:
19+20/8/16 day off and I was out for the night which make a chance
21/8/16 10 mins in [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bm[/words] the dots appeared over the old injury area but almost gone already and there was much less looks like its getting stronger and stronger
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That sounds like good progress, just keep an eye on the spotting and be sure it is at bay before your next session.
 
doublelongdaddy;702505 said:
That sounds like good progress, just keep an eye on the spotting and be sure it is at bay before your next session.
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yeah the spotting in the area is going quicker and quicker with each session , ill be able to do a session a night in no time!!

22/8/16 day off
23/8/16 10 min clamping + 10 min pumping

its already less then 20 hours and the few dots in the weak area from last night have already completely gone .
 
mosbrother123;702616 said:
yeah the spotting in the area is going quicker and quicker with each session , ill be able to do a session a night in no time!!

22/8/16 day off
23/8/16 10 min clamping + 10 min pumping

its already less then 20 hours and the few dots in the weak area from last night have already completely gone .
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I am so happy this is going so well. I was getting so concerned with the spotting and I was really hoping that you got this under control, so happy this has happened.
 
doublelongdaddy;702631 said:
I am so happy this is going so well. I was getting so concerned with the spotting and I was really hoping that you got this under control, so happy this has happened.
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had a rough week so the 24-27th was no workout

28/8/16 did 3x5mins in [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bm[/words] , spotting in the weak area again as I kind of expected , but not dark purple , its a pinkish cherry red , so things still getting strengthened there and will check in tomorrow to see if they clearing up sooner and sooner each time .

on first of September I am gonna measure for a 3/4 year measurement expecting losses not gains they solid work till xmas with no speed bumps hopefully by my birthday next year I want to add on atleast 1/4 in girth to put me at 5.5 then hopefully a year of solid work till next birthday will make me close to 6 and ill be happy bunny with just seeing as big as I can get then , really need to just plod through , tis a mind fuck seeing girth go up after tube then back ot normal makes me feel insecure but I just need to keep working out and hopefully grow to my expanded state. mental and physical journey is needed for me.
 
mosbrother123;703141 said:
30/8/16 10 min clamping 2x10 min pumping got my session in and felt good about it !! onward and upward
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Upward and outward! Longer and Thicker!
 
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