Saturday 5-01-2010
So here's a little non-Penis Enlargement rant. Late Friday Night, Earlier Saturday morning (around 3am) I get a message on Facebook that this girl that I was hooking up with wanted to talk to me. I had to talk to her drunk ass and have her tell me upwards of a 100 times, that she missed me. She then decided to berate me and I told her that I didn't need this shit. Granted she has incredible qualities as a girl: she's intelligent, incredibly attractive, great in bed and MASSIVE boobs (they are I's and she is only 120-130 pounds!). That's why it's so hard for me to let go. She's everything I want, but with all the negatives of an emotionally abusive relationship. So she calls me the next day and says she's sorry. By now, I only had about 6 hours of sleep and answered the phone without checking the number. I tell her my side of the story and how she is crazy in the nicest way possible then she tells me that the reason she calls is that she knew "I would pick up the phone". This just pissed me off to no end. That's when I realized that she was stringing me along because she needed a punching bag. So I told, I don't deserve this shit. She hangs up. 10 minutes late she calls back. Haven't answered or called her back since. I can't deal with her shit, despite the positives. She has too many issues.
Aside from that, I went to work for 12 hours that day, didn't have much time to sleep and eat, let alone Penis Enlargement. Lame, but it pays the bills.
Sunday 5-02-2010
Same deal except I only had 3 hours of sleep and didn't have to deal with a crazy hook-up, just an annoying manager at work.
Monday 5-03-2010
Moped around because this past week was crazy busy. Ran errands and didn't do any Penis Enlargement. i did wack off twice, which is relevant.
So one of the major things I have notice since starting Penis Enlargement is my staying power. It takes me a while to cum from a BJ and Handjob unless this girl is really incredible at it. I tend to get girls that are less experienced and don't know why. So I met up with this girl that I've been working with for a over a year. We're making out and I got this massive erection while she is stroking my cock. I found out that night that she's a virgin and still a little inexperienced with Hand jobs but not Blow jobs. She was only keen on giving me a handjob, which she wasn't too good at. I couldn't cum because I had wacked it earlier that day. She says she is saving it for marriage. Damn it! Stone walled by The Catholic Church cock-block. Finally, and this is what really kills me, she hinted at me having a big cock when she said "You are a lot to handle" as she was stroking my cock. I want to plow her ass SO BAD.
Tuesday 5-04-2010
I did the closest I could to full out session today. The [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words] stretches in the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]X-40[/words] are working pretty well still and yielding a great 60-70% erection when I'm doing the rest of my routine. Today I added a condom while in the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]X-40[/words] to act as as a compression sleeve. It worked really well. I may pick up regular condoms because the Magnums that I wear are tight at the base of my cock but not so much at the mid-shaft and glans. I'd like to have equal tightness all around.
- 30 minutes of stretching consisted of 10 minutes of regular A-stretches, 10 minutes of bundled Blue_Whale stretches and 10 minutes of [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]PA[/words] scrotum stretching.
- 18 minute [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words] session in the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]X-40[/words]:
- I did 10 minute regular session then 8 minutes of stretching: 30 seconds outward, left, right and downward and upward with 5-10 sec rest in between.I didn't position the base of the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]X-40[/words] right because my balls were getting trapped outside of the ring as it dug into the base of my scrotum. This is only a slight discomfort in comparison to what I had with the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]X-40[/words].
- 4 minute [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words] session with balls and cock pumped at low pressure:
- 100 jelqs
- 150 jelq bends
- 8 SSJs
- 5 compression squeezes
All in all a good session.
I also decided to search my handle on the site in the search option today. I know some of the threads from the previous site were still there and I found some interesting ones, namely this
one from when I started up about 3 years ago. As you can see, I haven't been growing much (Although with the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words] and my manual sessions, I think I have gained). Now that I am on my own, I have more privacy for Penis Enlargement. Before, I lived with a lot of people in a frat house and couldn't do sessions longer than 20 minutes. Luckily 2 years ago, I moved into a house that allowed me that privacy. I didn't post much on the site then, but I frequented it for information. Anyway, I realized I had the most gains from when I had the most privacy and the best consistent technique. I was at 7.5 non-bone pressed Erect Length after a good 9 months of dedicated Penis Enlargement, using a similar Penis Enlargement routine that I am using now, minus the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words] and [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]PA[/words] of course.
I will measure sometime this week, possibly after edging so that I can get a sustained erection for a while. I do believe the reason that I have had trouble with my EQ is not from the medication but from some anxiety around women that I'm about to have sex with. I put pressure on myself to be the best they ever had and I'm taking the fun out of it for myself. I should just relax and have a good time with it. I figure I'll be O.K. and things should right themselves soon. Just need to chill out.
