No. Not recently, as in the last few months. When I met my fiancee, i had sex on viagra to cheat myself a more impressive size. Now I can't get up without it. I can't get hard from watching �naked people movies� or anything else for that matter. I feel a stirring in my loins like blood is trying to flow, and get maybe 50-60% hard on occasions but not enough to penetrate. Have had maybe three or four naturally occurring erections in about a year.
She doesn't know I take Viagra.
We are insanely in love, planning our wedding for October of this year, and both believe in 100% monogamy. I believe her but I doubt my own appeal. That's all. I look at myself and think "I'm a decent guy. Fairly good looking, I make her laugh, treat her well and I know she feels loved. Our sex life is explosive and she regularly tells me I'm the best sex she's ever had. But *I* feel like ai have a small dick, because I compare myself to �naked person� and have ruined my own perception of size. And what woman wouldn't want the chance to sit on a bigger dick once in a while?"
She knows I hate my dick but she tells me I'm insane, and says incredible things about it. Nobody ever complimented a dick the way this girl compliments mine. But she asks me to whip it out a lot and I refuse because I'm small flaccid. She has never once complained or given the impression sex was anything less than fantastic. She says all the right things before, during and after. She has never once faked an orgasm. Physiological proof can't be faked, and you know it when you see it.
Yes. This is upwards of 50% a mental problem on my part. I've felt like this since I was very young. But I will never get over it. I have to grow. Just a inch, Lord. I swear to you, one inch and I will be the happiest man alive. I don't wanna be 8 or 9 x 6. I just want to have something I'm not afraid to get out.