I'm still struggling to quit. There has been days when I didn't smoke at all. But I smoked yesterday. And then today I'm done with PE and I'm having the urge to smoke again.

When I smoke, I find it too difficult to control my appetite. My fat pad is increasing again because the depression I suffered from few weeks ago is gone now. I ain't going to lie, I still smoke and wish I could stop cold turkey.

But my PE is going smoothly and I'm shooting for 9 inches bone press. Seems it might take me up to 25th of July 2020 to get to 9 inches considering the fact that I'm 8.2 inches bone press right now.

Have you looked at Narcotics Anonymous yet?
 
But no, I don't partake anymore. After having kids, it went from taking away my anxiety, to GIVING me anxiety... oh well..

Weed gives me anxiety, it makes me hallucinate, it makes me eat like a glutton, it motivates me to sing, when I eat I become extremely tired and sleepy.

If I smoke before completing my PE for the day, I won't be able to do any more length work until the next day. Weed is perfect for my girth sessions, as a matter of fact I love smoking right before a girth session. Weed gives me rock hand erection and also makes me horny.
 
This post is to let you all know that I am no longer setting a time frame to get to 9 inches. I'm just going to keep training until I get to 9 inches and then I will shift my focus to girth.

No more time setting.
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Bone press flaccid measurement 8.5 inches. This is what I saw when I measured after my session this afternoon. When I measured my erect length, I had a weak erection and I saw 8.25 inches. Let's wait until my next measurement by 25th of January. I will measure both erect and flaccid.

I'm so so excited.
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