I'm trying to not call that girl for a little while. Only been a few days...five days tomorrow. She'll be out of reach this weekend because of the wedding. Hopefully I'll get in touch with her tomorrow or Tuesday. She's thinking I'm mad at her or something because I didn't try to stay and talk with her when I saw her on my way into work...she was leaving and I was coming in, but then she came over the next day to talk to my mom but I left without saying anything to her because I was running ten minutes late for work already. I called her Wednesday and she never mentioned that I called her to my mom. She went out with some guy friends from high school this weekend...don't really care about that...she just fucking likes to party. I had made plans already and I figured that she'd be busy and that it would be best to give her some space from me...we'd done something together the past 2 or 3 weekends and seen each other in the time between so I thought nah...she thinks I'm mad at her for some reason so why not just let her keep thinking about me in some way or another. I went out and had a nice time, but I didn't stay out as long as I would have liked. I ended up being responsbile and driving home while I still felt I could remember how. I'll call her today or tomorrow and if she isn't home or she doesn't call back when I leave a message...I hate leaving messages...I feel like a douche...then I guess I'll see her when she is having a less filled week. Ah, well. My only thoughts that bug me are whether she likes me enough to wonder what I'm doing when I go out and whether or not one of these friends is some clown trying to get something they wished they had together back in high school. One of these days this dog will have his day.

Let's see how many hours did I hang this week???? I'll go from Sunday to Sunday

3 hours total today...2 hours last night...4 hours Friday...3 hours 20 minutes Thursday...3 hours and 40 minutes Wednesday...no account for Tuesday...I think I did 2 hours 40 minutes though...3 hours Monday...3 hours Sunday...damn then 2 hours 20 minutes on Saturday...and 3 hours and 20 minutes on Friday...well

24 hours 40 minutes of hanging for the week from Sunday to Sunday actually and a lot of work in this past 10 days or so. Good job! lol

Man I've looked back at the way I'm feeling and I've never been such a little bitch around a woman like this before! What the hell is wrong with me? I had fun this weekend for the most part, but I can't stop thinking about when I should call her next. She called me up last Saturday real early that night looking for something to do. I had plans made already to go out including backup plans for those, but I CANCELLED those plans and chilled with her here not expecting anything. That's what is confusing to me. Why call and hint that you want to come over when she knows we'll be alone if she wasn't interested in me like that? I just hope she isn't at the point where she is comfortable and feels safe around me like the guy she can call to cancel his plans when she wants to stay in and not do anything. That would suck and the second I find any proof of that the second I'm done with all of this. I don't need a friend like this one. I like partying, but if she had her own place she'd be gone all the time just like she was when she used to live on her own. I just wish I knew if she was looking for some sex and that's it at parties because if it is and she's telling me she likes me, but wants to take things slow then fucking I'm OUT! I can't do that. I'll be there for her when she really needs someone, but right now I'm not sure if I can show her that I can be anything she wants and needs. (Can't give her money though that's for sure) I know I'll be fine in a few years, but fuck not right now. Shit, if she's home tomorrow I might call her though to see if she wants to have lunch on Tuesday. It'd be nice to see her and assure her I'm still interested. I'd like to wait a week, but by then she'll have plans for the rest of the week and busy with the wedding that weekend. Then it'll have been about 2 weeks since I last talked to her and I have to at least keep the ball rolling. Especially after not doing anything with her this weekend. I'm thinking I should call her tomorrow or Tuesday. Fuck...somebody slap the holy shit out of me right now!
 
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SLAAAAP!! lol

I say play hard to get. If she misses you, she will contact you. She knows you like her. Don't cancel your plans anymore. Jokingly tell her you're a busy man, unless she has something in mind that's really special. IE some action or a real date. ;)
 
I'm buying a [words=https://track.moreniche.com/hit.php?w=113512&s=1220]JES[/words] soon. I will probably buy it in a week or so. Want to do it for the fall quarter coming up that way I can get away guilt free with just 1 hour of hanging a day. I'll jelq more too when I start the [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]extender[/words] routine.
 
I just read up on the autoextender in our product review forum and I want to get that one. It'd be about 230 dollars for itself, the head attachment, the wrap and shipping. I'll buy it in a month actually. I was thinking about it and I forgot that lol I feel like a loser lately not only because of what's going on or the lack of knowing what's going on with this girl and because I had to have my parents pay my car insurance the past few months, but now I'll have to get some money together to pay them back and start paying it again.

Hey....hanging is a pain in the arse. 24 hours plus the past 8 days and like 28 hours in the last 10 days. Not sure I can keep that pace going, but am going to shoot for it this week since it'll be a boring week.

AND odds...she doesn't know I cancelled plans for her that Saturday. I should have brought it up and I think I will if she tries to make me feel like I'm guilty for not calling her this week or last. I'm thinking her dad erases my messages sometimes when she's not home.
 
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haha. yeah but I didn't call her. I don't know why. I actually was talking to my cousin on the phone when I thought about calling her. She was doing something for the wedding. So I figured she'd be gone for a while. The message got erased too before I could hear it a second time. I wasn't paying much attention to it when I played it back the first time. Maybe I'll call tomorrow. I'm shocked she called at all though. She typically does not call unless she wants to do something. I didn't think she had the time this week to do anything. The way her mom makes her guy friends sound it seems like it was a key contributor to why her bf didn't really ever fight much over her wanting to break it off. I just can't see her messing around with her friends to the point where it was a great big deal breaker or anything. Still confused because my mom said some things that she has told her about that thing I told you about Odds, which I'd not heard. I'm thinking she was given some HGB? or some other drug. What is that drug called? It's out of your system in like 12 hours and faster if you urinate at some point in between. It can make you numb, drowsy, fall unconscious etc...The one thing I'd like to know is who she was with that night...like which friends because it sounds like the guys that did it were questioned and the guys of course claim consent. And I for one would like to know why those friends didn't say anything to the guys she was around especially since they knew she was involved with someone. She doesn't remember much from that night or isn't saying much in any case. She said she had brusies all over her body as though someone was holding her down. I'd like to know who they are. That sort of thing should be punishable by death in my opinion or at least life in prison. It has to be absolutely devastating.
 
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Yea they should all have to pay for it. Is anything being done?

She has a lot of guy friends? Hmm would that bother you if you two got together? It prolly would me if I were in the situation. I'd like to think I'm not the jealous kind, but I don't think I could handle it especially if my g/f was around other guys a lot. She doesn't have or has had any great guy friends and I haven't been around any of the casual guy friends she's had.
 
yeah she does. They're all from high school. She was a skater chick and did guy things back in the day. She's hot as well. She's very curvy in the right places. I called a second ago, but the line was busy. Probably on the computer. I don't think I'll call back though. I just thought of something though. If she wants to talk she'll call me again. If not then I'll talk to her next week. I don't like playing a whole lot of games, but if I let on that I've been thinking about her this week then I definitely blew my last shot at ever being something with her. I'm thinking that this situation is different than most considering the fact that it would seem she wanted to let me down easy, but I'd sure like to know with cerainty if she wants me to pursue her because she wants something deep down or she just wants attention. It's most likely the latter I think at this point, but if it isn't then I think I'll have to find another girl to make her jealous. I have never done that before, but maybe I should just do that anyway.
When I talk to her there's too much affection and caring about feelings and shit when I talk to her and she tells me things. I've turned from having her attracted to me to just being affectionate. I need to be an asshole more often and not call her. She is one of those attention all eyes on me kind of girls. Most gorgeous woman are despite even if they are somewhat of a party-tomboy type. I need a gameplan and manual for this one. I have to figure out a way to seem interested while recapturing that interesting/attractive aspect she had for me a few months ago. It's been dwindling ever since she decided to tell me why she was freaking out about us going out the next night together. Why'd she do it? She didn't have to tell me. I can't imagine she'd just tell anyone about it if they showed an interest in her.
 
I'm hanging for 25 minutes at 10 lbs today just to get some stress on it. I'm tired of hanging as it is.

I am going to do wet jelqs tonight after a clamping session.

I want to go for 20 minutes in the clamp...not at one time of course, but total. Then I am going to wet jelq for either a 200 count or for 30 minutes. got to break out some good adult entertainment tonight.
 
All right...I measured today. Top of the pubic bone where you're supposed to and damn it if I'm not 6.5 inches NBP. I had been measuring from the top of the shaft but not like covering the whole top part of the shaft when measuring so it was a bit on the side of the shaft, but still on top of it. Not to the side. To the side I get about 7 inches. I've never done BP measurements really until today either and I'm glad to say that it is 7 inches. I was thankful for that. It just sucks ass. Every time I think I'm making progress something smacks me back down. I measured today from the top in the middle of the shaft. I was devastated guys.

Not a good last few weeks and definitely a shitty day.

Not sure what to do other than keep on doing what I'm doing. It's been so frustrating man trying to deal with this new development. Am I ever going to get to 7 inches NBP? How can it take this long to gain from hanging? I mean shit! What do you have to do? I have all the time in the world tomorrow to hang. I did today too but I was worn out. I can't imagine doing 6-8 hours of hanging a day. I will try for 4 tomorrow, but I'm going to need a miracle to get me back into it like I thought I was getting into it yesterday. 24 hours of hanging in 8 days just isn't going to be a reality for me. I can't imagine getting in that much time. How have all these people seriously been gaining? I see it in the progress thread often enough where guy's are getting bigger. I have pics of my penis from the last 9 months now and I know it has gotten bigger so I'm wondering how the hell small was I exactly before this? I know now that I have a LOT longer time than I thought I had to go and I thought that would be 1 or 2 years before I reached my goal. Now it seems unattainable.
 
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All right...I measured today. Top of the pubic bone where you're supposed to and damn it if I'm not 6.5 inches NBP. I had been measuring from the top of the shaft but not like covering the whole top part of the shaft when measuring so it was a bit on the side of the shaft, but still on top of it. Not to the side. To the side I get about 7 inches. I've never done BP measurements really until today either and I'm glad to say that it is 7 inches. I was thankful for that. It just sucks ass. Every time I think I'm making progress something smacks me back down. I measured today from the top in the middle of the shaft. I was devastated guys.

Not a good last few weeks and definitely a shitty day.

Not sure what to do other than keep on doing what I'm doing. It's been so frustrating man trying to deal with this new development. Am I ever going to get to 7 inches NBP? How can it take this long to gain from hanging? I mean shit! What do you have to do? I have all the time in the world tomorrow to hang. I did today too but I was worn out. I can't imagine doing 6-8 hours of hanging a day. I will try for 4 tomorrow, but I'm going to need a miracle to get me back into it like I thought I was getting into it yesterday. 24 hours of hanging in 8 days just isn't going to be a reality for me. I can't imagine getting in that much time. How have all these people seriously been gaining? I see it in the progress thread often enough where guy's are getting bigger. I have pics of my penis from the last 9 months now and I know it has gotten bigger so I'm wondering how the hell small was I exactly before this? I know now that I have a LOT longer time than I thought I had to go and I thought that would be 1 or 2 years before I reached my goal. Now it seems unattainable.
Hangings fine, but you should really do some stretching. Did you know that with proper stretching you could exert 25 to 50 pounds? Also fulcrum stretching (a-stetch) or blasters can exert the force on interesting penile areas. Do you feel fatigue, or pc exaustion with hanging? Add 25-45 min of stretching with your hanging routine. (rotaries, blasters, jai stretch, a -stretch, mix it up. You may want to try my new tuna killers extreme!)
 
I kinda get that feeling I can't measure consistantly either. Bummer, but I'm a keep on tugging. SWM's tunica stretch and TOW stretches might help too. I'm going to do more tunica stretches for sure. The gains will come man, the gains will come. Have you been doing your warmups and downs and do you edge any after hanging?
 
thanks for the support guys. I do warm up and down after hanging. I don't usually do anything with heat between sets just swirl the guy around in circles for a bit to regain circulation. I know I am getting results it is just that measuring with a ruler is hard. I just measured with a tape measure and I got a 6 inch NBP reading without being anywhere near being fully hard. I'm measuring with the measuring tape and taking a picture tomorrow right after a session. 3 hours tomorrow guaranteed and hopefully 4. I'm renting some movies tomorrow and watching them while I hang and I'm getting out the fucking! heating pad and I'm gaining a GOD DANG INCH TOMORROW! FUCKING RIGHT! NO SENSE IN GETTING BEAT UP OVER SOMETHING I'M ALREADY IN CONTROL OF. JUST NEED TO REALIZE IT'S A LONG ROAD.
 
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thanks for the support guys. I do warm up and down after hanging. I don't usually do anything with heat between sets just swirl the guy around in circles for a bit to regain circulation. I know I am getting results it is just that measuring with a ruler is hard. I just measured with a tape measure and I got a 6 inch NBP reading without being anywhere near being fully hard. I'm measuring with the measuring tape and taking a picture tomorrow right after a session. 3 hours tomorrow guaranteed and hopefully 4. I'm renting some movies tomorrow and watching them while I hang and I'm getting out the fucking! heating pad and I'm gaining a GOD DANG INCH TOMORROW! FUCKING RIGHT! NO SENSE IN GETTING BEAT UP OVER SOMETHING I'M ALREADY IN CONTROL OF. JUST NEED TO REALIZE IT'S A LONG ROAD.
Amen
 
Don't overdue it homey or get burned out. I don't see as good of a measure from measuring tape as I do from a ruler, unless you are just talking about measuring girth.
 
Does anyone have a trick that they use to wrap so that the penis head is not crooked and also how do you guys that hang get the hanger well and penis head in the middle so that there is no twist or uneven hang? I have trouble from time to time with that. TODAY has been a bitch!

I can't get it even today. This is something I feel is the biggest limitation I've had so far with hanging. It's uncomfortable hanging this way, but I just can't get it worked out today.

Going on 2 hours total hanging today with about 40 more minutes of hanging for this session until later tonight. Reached fatigue after the fourth set at 18 lbs for 20 minutes. Going to jelq as well.

Last night I clamped for only 10 minutes total time. Was in it for 6 minutes at one time and then four the next time. I just couldn't get into it. No jelqing.

I don't have a recollection of how much I've hanged this week. damn.
 
Don't know what to do now.

I bled MASSIVELY (blood all over the place...should've stopped as soon as I saw one drop fall to the floor. My weights were streamed with blood and the ropes were soaked...) from the meatus last night during the first set of my second session. Not going to hang today. Plus guess what? I had a flare up of acne on both of my cheeks...REAL bad. IT really didn't bother me as I get them from time to time now ever since I first got it about a year and a half ago. Usually it's gone in about a week or so, but this flare up seems like it would be from stress and eating all the junk food I can possibly get my hands on. I think I'm seriously allergic to chocolate. I've had it every day this week. It happened seemingly out of the blue a few days ago, but I have to say that today it is REAL bad. I've had about 3 Snickers with Almonds today alone...I'm typically not that much of a junk food eater, but whenever I do I kind of binge on the shit like especially on candy bars... I've been trying to take vitamin C the last couple of days and drinking about 5 cups of green tea a day, but to no avail.

Will try to jelq tonight. Other than those bright spots in my life currently... been having a real shitty couple of weeks. My penis couldn't really get hard today either. It was one of those hesitant erections and there wasn't much sensation. Fuck me. The only thing I can think of to do to stay positive is thinking of all those people suffering and dying from hurricane katrina. Too much tragedy in life the world over to be worried about my simple insignificant problems. I need to do something with my life here soon. College just seems so fucking pointless, but if not that then it's the military. Too many of my relatives have served and most of them lived in poverty. There isn't much of a future after the military unless you've some education or skills or connections. With a war I don't agree with going on involving our military I don't think I could do it. I nearly joined up after high school, but decided against it seeing as how there were already 3 family members currently serving in the Marines. I didn't want to be the 4th for some reason. Probably scared really with all the talks of war on terror back then.

Hopefully the next few days will be better. God bless those souls in LA and MS and the Guard and other military men and women helping out...Red Cross and other relief support organizations as well. It'll be a long time before those two states are the same especially LA.
 
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