Iwant8inches' Trip to Ideal State of Mind

still feeling pretty crappy. Probably going to get blown off by this girl I'm supposed to go with somewhere today. Probably won't even get a phone call. God I can't wait to get the fuck out of here and just relax and forget all the shit going on here. I'm not sure if I care what she does or not at this point, but I know I probably do and am in denial. I mean it's not like I'm not going to see her again either. Incredrulous the way people treat others sometimes. There's no courtesy anymore. I'm probably being selfish though because I know she's really busy at the moment and will be for at least another 3 weeks. At least after today I'll know how much of a friend I have in her though. I thought she liked me and I didn't show much interest in her when it was obvious, but now when I ask her to go somewhere just the two of us she has shit to do and doesn't bother letting me know what's what. If she ends up not calling me I'll be pretty disappointed to say the least. Fuck it. I'm gone. I'm not letting it get to me.
 
feeling like shitty mcshitty here.

2 hours of hanging last night. Felt pretty good having hanged 2 hours each night the past few nights. Don't think I'll do it again tonight, but I'll go for at least 1 hour 20 minutes and not exceed 13 lbs. I couldn't do it the other night and got in a few 13 lbs sets. Lately, it's feeling like I'm going to rip at the seems in my abdomen when hanging. This vacation is probably what I need. I'll gete back and hang 5 to 10 lbs and 13 lbs at the most, but will start back slow and work my way up to 15 lbs again.
 
Hope you feel better brother, life can get us all down at times.

But next that bitch. So many others, who gives a fuck about her.

And soon...

Oh yes soon....

EIGHT INCHES WILL BE YOUR BITCH! And you can impale as many hoes as you wish with your giant fuckstick.

Don't get caught up with menial hoes, the sea is full of women and soon you'll have a huge hook to reel them all in. ;)

Keep your head up bro.
 
hey thanks

that kind of made me smile fellas.

It was weird because I knew she was really busy helping out with a bridal shower the day before we were supposed to go, but a phone call which I never got would have been nice to let me know she couldn't make it. I got an explanation but it was by chance. She wasn't probably going to explain herself unless I pressed the issue. It was weird how it worked out.

I'm going to ask her to go out with me again soon, but if she has plans or something I'm not worried about anything. Just will have to get over the fact she doesn't want to get to know me like I thought she did.

Man as for my Penis Enlargement...I just got back from about 13 days of no hanging and I'm trying to hang 10 lbs right now and it's not so bad, but the length I am going to try to hang for is just too much time. I have a month before classes start up again, but damn 2 hours of hanging is like almost 4 real time hours. That's some crazy shit. I don't know if I've even gained anything from it for certain. My base girth is legit though as it was really the only thing I could make myself see on the tape measure. I worked on girth for 3 days while on vacation too. About 15 minutes in the shower of Ulis and squeezes.


I don't know guys I just think I need to focus on having fun regardless of whether or not I have a girl on my arm.
 
Originally posted by Cocksoluion
But next that bitch. So many others, who gives a fuck about her.
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He's right ya know. 8 I would'nt spend time worrying about 1 female, there's lots of them to go around. Anyway, focus on your goal of 8 inches, then the females will be worrying about you.
 
I got a BP measurement of near 7.25 last night. It felt great. I did 1 hour 20 minutes of hanging at 5-10 lbs and then got an erection and waited 15 minutes to finish the rest of the 2 hour session. It feels good to be back getting into hanging again. One day I can look at my dick and know it's huge. Right now I'm in an in-between stage where I can honestly say I am comfortable with my size to an exent. But that's not really a factor for me when it comes to this one girl. I'm completely infatuated with this one but I'm also confused. I've many things working against me though with her. She's just getting out of a long term relationship where they were engaged and she knows my immediate family. It's weird though because the more I think about her the more I'm ready to either get over her or ask her out and let her know the way I feel for her.
 
I'm going to wet jelq next week and do that 3 times a week from now on.

It'll look something like this: Monday wet jelq, then hang at night....Tuesday Hang....Wednesday wet jelq, then hang...Thursday Hang....Friday wet jelq, then hang...Saturday Hang....Sunday Hang.

I actually hanged today for 2 hours and 20 minutes instead of 1 hour and 40 minutes.
 
iwant8inches said:
going nuts over this girl. I'm not sure what to do.
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8, If I were you I would'nt spend too much time drooling over 1 female. Don't let her think that your "sweating" her. There's alot of girls out there man.
 
It just has to do with a lot of different things going on in her life and that has gone on in her life. We both poured our feelings for each other out a few nights ago, but the message was basically, I like you but I don't want to hurt you...EVER (she kept saying this and emphasizing ever. She sadi she thinks about me every day, which was a huge surprise. But she just got out of a 3 year relationship and was engaged. She had something traumatic happen to her about 9 months ago and it ultimately lead to her breaking off the engagement and the relationship fell apart. She wants to see what out there for her, but she seems to think that (she hasn't said this but this what I think it is) I'm not mature enough to handle the idea of a non-exclusive relationship. Like I don't know she's out some nights with another guy she's met and might even be having sex with the guy. I don't have a problem with that. I have a problem with the fact that she won't give me the same chance as that some random guy. TO reject my feelings for her when she's admitted with sterling eyes that she feels the same and all the while telling me that I don't need to get involved with a girl like her. That's not acceptable to me. I don't accept that as a reason why she wants to go as slow as possible with me. That's what she told me last night. Yet I know (she doesn't know that I know) she's already been out with a guy that was apparently under the impression that she was his girlfriend. Let me think about this for a second....either the guy is crazy or she has given him a reason to think otherwise. We haven't even kissed on the lips yet. I'm not sure what to say to her right now. She likes to party and I like to go out from time to time, but she wants to just be free from any committment I'm sure. She basically told me Friday night that I should back off meanwhile telling me she likes me. I don't know when to call her now. I am thinking of just waiting until next week. But I need to ask her just what exactly it is that makes her feel like she can't just give me the same chance as anyone else. There are so many factors working against me with this woman. I get sick to my stomach thinking about her and when I'm around her lately it's like I'm going to actually get sick. I'm just going to do the opposite of what I would usually do. I'm going to fight. I'm not just going dawdle off and wait for her to make up her mind or wait for her to be ready to date just one guy. I know she likes me enough to do whatever she's doing with other guys (possibly even right now...she's out partying most likely) but with all she's told me it's hard to know whether or not I should just ask her to go somewhere and flirt and try to get a little intimacy with her. Believe me guys if this were a normal situation I'd have tried to at least hold her hand or kissed her, but for her to tell me what she's told me(and I'm getting the feeling that only a few people know what she told me) she has to know that I care about her regardless of what happens between us. good night fellas
 
I feel I've been in your situation before. I would have done anything for this one girl, she liked me, yet she liked messing around with another guy. She wouldn't get into relationships, but liked me and had a great time with me. We never did anything and I didn't want to b/c of the other guy. I'll tell you it was best for me was to stay away from her after I learned over time. It wasn't worth it. I found a girl that's 10 times better and the girl I liked before got an std and now is on her second child. IMO if you're looking for love you're not going to find it. If your looking for fun or some sex you might get it, but with pain in the end. My advice, although I realize I don't have the whole picture is to walk away. Good luck with it all. ;)
 
8, it really sounds like a sticky situation to me alright. I had the same expeirence a few years back, my girlfriend at the time was a total party animal, and probably went out every night, not to mention she had alot of male friends. Me on the other hand, probably could count my true friends on one or two hands, and very rarely go out. But we made it work for awhile, then when we starting arguing alot, we split because we both wanted out.

Anyways, your girl seems alot like the one I was talking about in one sense, that she likes to party and hang out with other guys. It sounds to me like maybe she's playing you man. If you say maybe she engages in sexual relations with other guys, and she dosen't even kiss you, I'd stay away from that man. But I don't know the Whole story.
 
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