I'm taking today as an off day because I'm very depress. I will resume training tomorrow.

I've changed my mind. I can't allow this depression to take me away from PE. I'm training today. I will update this log later today.

That’s the enemy telling you that you’re depressed, I’m so glad you told the enemy to fuck off and you got out there and get your thing! All glory to God!
 
There is this lady in my neighbourhood that I am trying to make my girlfriend. She is playing hard to get. She said she can't date me unless I move out of the neighbourhood. Her house is very close to mine.

Yesterday, I saw her with another guy and my heart was broken. I don't understand how I allowed myself to develop feelings for this lady even without sleeping with her. I'm so emotionally down.

I'm done for today

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Sorry to hear about that, Huge. Unrequited affection is a crappy feeling... Keep in mind that you developed feelings for a fantasy of this lady (you weren't in a relationship with her, so you don't really know her *that* well) and then go let the Led out with some 'Since I've Been Loving You' because it's going to ache anyway.

You've been around the block, though. You know how it goes. Just keep moving forward, looks like you're already on it!
 
There is this lady in my neighbourhood that I am trying to make my girlfriend. She is playing hard to get. She said she can't date me unless I move out of the neighbourhood. Her house is very close to mine.

Yesterday, I saw her with another guy and my heart was broken. I don't understand how I allowed myself to develop feelings for this lady even without sleeping with her. I'm so emotionally down.

I'm done for today

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Don’t get down my Brother, I am myself and many others have gone through this time and time again. I can tell you this much it’s not the first time and it won’t be the last. But the beautiful thing is you’re looking for the right person and in time with patients she will come.
 
I’m glad you took time off and I hope you’re feeling better. It looks like you got a good session today so give yourself a pat on the back.
 
Looking forward to tomorrow’s report. Get a good nights sleep and get back to us with an incredible update.
 
I've taken a total of 4 off days this month already. I won't be taking anymore off days

I'm done for today

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That’s not too bad, I wouldn’t worry too much on it. When you do get work and you’re getting awesome work in so just need the extra little bit of motivation to keep things daily
 
I need your prayers and I also need deliverance and self control from smoking marijuana. Each time I smoke, I come unproductive, too lazy to do my routine. Most of the time that I wasn't able to complete my 1 hour daily routine is because I smoked marijuana on those days.

Whenever I complete my 1 hour routine, just know that I didn't smoke that day. May God help me

I'm done for today

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I need your prayers and I also need deliverance and self control from smoking marijuana. Each time I smoke, I come unproductive, too lazy to do my routine. Most of the time that I wasn't able to complete my 1 hour daily routine is because I smoked marijuana on those days.

Whenever I complete my 1 hour routine, just know that I didn't smoke that day. May God help me

I'm done for today

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And there are those who claim that weed is non addictive?
 
I need your prayers and I also need deliverance and self control from smoking marijuana. Each time I smoke, I come unproductive, too lazy to do my routine. Most of the time that I wasn't able to complete my 1 hour daily routine is because I smoked marijuana on those days.

Whenever I complete my 1 hour routine, just know that I didn't smoke that day. May God help me

I'm done for today

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I will be praying. What are you doing to take steps to stop smoking marijuana? Do you have any local support groups to tap into? Who do you need to stop hanging around that may tempt you to do it or buy it?
 
I will be praying. What are you doing to take steps to stop smoking marijuana? Do you have any local support groups to tap into? Who do you need to stop hanging around that may tempt you to do it or buy it?

There is a friend of mine that always come around and whenever he does, I always feel the urge to smoke. He came around this afternoon and I almost smoked but I was lucky not to. I told him to stop coming around me because of the negativity that comes with his presence.

I don't really have any support group. It's just myself and prayers
 
And there are those who claim that weed is non addictive?

Well, it's not that addictive unlike cigarette. I can stay without it but some times, if I hang around certain people that smokes, I feel the urge to smoke. I really need to break away from weed. It brings too much bad energy and delay into my life.
 
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