doublelongdaddy;378626 said:Stop looking at yourself with such negative judgement. Get into a better state of mind and I guaranty you will feel better and gain with ease.
This.
When I first started I was in a negative state of mind and it felt like I wasn't gaining at all. Now, with the right frame of mind, when completely hard I double take. Kind of like "oh hey, that's my dick"
But keep up the goodwork. I was just reading through this thread and it seems like you gained a good bit. But that fluid buildup is nasty looking. Figure out what was causing it?