Iwant8inches' Trip to Ideal State of Mind

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I need a way to keep myself focused now that school will be starting for me very soon. The best way to do that is to keep track of your progress at least every week to maintain focus on your primary objectives. The objectives I have will help me have a better self image and in turn give me the confidence I've been craving for a very long time.

My main objectives are 1) gain another 1.25 inches in NBPenis EnlargementL so I can have those 8 inches under my belt

2) gain 5 pounds and work my body into a chisled Bruce Lee looking muthafucker

3) Write as often as possible (hone my craft)

So for the first objective I think this new journal will suffice as a focusing tool in my long journey.

Next I need some intermediary goals along the way to further steady my sight on this path to a better state of mind.

As far as Penis Enlargement is concerned I think it is best I begin recording my overall progress in length gains. I'll add a signature to my posts right now of my current stats in erect length.

First goal: 7 in NBPenis EnlargementL
Date: September 7th 2004
Need to reach before 7 month anniversary of starting Penis Enlargement (September 12th)

Second Goal: 7.25 in NBPenis EnlargementL
Date: October 19th

Milestone #1: 7.5 in NBPenis EnlargementL
Date: November 19th

Third Goal: 7.75 in NBPenis EnlargementL
Date: December 7th

Milestone #2: 8 in NBPenis EnlargementL
Date: December 31st
Need to reach before January 7th 2005

Once I reach my first milestone I will really start working on girth.

As for my second objective I will need to buy a scale since I haven't had one in like a year. The only reason I know I weigh 160 is that I had a doctor's appointment a month and a half ago.

I will check in periodically to this journal my weight and measurements of arms and calves. I don't really care about the size of my chest just its appearance. I think I will add these measurements into my signature when I get a chance to get an utmost accurate measurement.

The next objective is really just something I should keep doing considering it has everything to do with my major. One day I'd like to look back and know I have written a novel, a play, and created a comedy through any medium. This will be something only I can really keep track of, but surely I'll keep up here on the other areas I need improvement.
 
Thanks, all my goals that I think I reach I dont... Its weird. Like Ill measure 5 times and it is 8 then erection the next day is like 7.85 again. I never had 8 before so I think I am just not solidified and hopefully will.

To motivate you as well, I will post my landmarks in here too. Someone else gaining always motivates me :)
 
sephin said:
Thanks, all my goals that I think I reach I dont... Its weird. Like Ill measure 5 times and it is 8 then erection the next day is like 7.85 again. I never had 8 before so I think I am just not solidified and hopefully will.

To motivate you as well, I will post my landmarks in here too. Someone else gaining always motivates me :)
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Cool. Hopefully we can help each other out in the next few months or so.
 
God damn it. The last two days of my sessions have been CRAP! I haven't felt like I have gotten any kind of significant or even moderate tension out of my ligs.

Sunday I bled like a bastard. Last night was better because I didn't bleed at all, but my pulse 110's were shitty because for some reason my hands kept getting moisture on them and my grip was bad. I only got maybe 3 good sets of 50 Pulse 110s out of the 6 sets. I no longer feel anything when I stretch down and to the right. I haven't for about the last 7 workout days. I'm beginning to think I should concentrate only on down and to the right and straight down from now on at least until I can get some kind of pulling sensation out of my right side.

I'm not sure what to do right now with my routine. It's sort of a [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/penis-enlargement-newbie-forum/1597-dlds-first-routine-i-gained-2-inches-with-this-routine-full-tutorial.html]newbie routine[/words], but not really.

Here it is and I think it is quickly turning into crap for me what with my grip slipping and not feeling anything on down and to the right stretches.

7x 1 minute of up stretch
6x 1 minute of down and to the left stretch
6x 1 minute of down and to the right stretch
6x Pulse 110s (50 each)

20 rotary cranks in both directions

Occasionally JAIs afterwards

I'm thinking of dropping the down to the right stretches and adding straight down 6 sets or even 6 sets of behind the crack ones.

Not sure. Not really motivated either. I want to gain, but shit after the last two days I don't know what to expect out of my next session.
 
Wash your hands and dick using handwash and dry them too. This makes stretching for me easy. DLD and I are testing a stretch I invented, called the three-legged stretch. Try it out and tell me how it goes.

Ill PM it to you. Try it in one of your workouts and PM me back or post your results here. Keep stretch underwraps though until I or DLD release it because I am still testing it.
 
Four words Best Fu***** workout ever!

Everything felt great and after doing some behind the crack stretches I tried to do down and to the right stretches and I felt tight/some of that same resistance you get from a good stretch. I used baby powder this time as I had gotten into some bad habits (not warming up/not using baby powder for grip any more) and it worked wonders for my Pulse 110's. Every set was perfect and I felt like I was going to pull my dick outta socket or something during a few of those sets.
 
iwant8inches said:
Four words Best Fu***** workout ever! .
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That is great but I do want to comment on your earlier post when the session sucked. Understand that you are going to have good and bad sessions for as long as you Penis Enlargement. Try to keep in mind the awesome sessions when things are not going so well and that will help you through. After over three years I still have on and off days but all in all I have gained so the end result has been worth it.
 
doublelongdaddy said:
That is great but I do want to comment on your earlier post when the session sucked. Understand that you are going to have good and bad sessions for as long as you Penis Enlargement. Try to keep in mind the awesome sessions when things are not going so well and that will help you through. After over three years I still have on and off days but all in all I have gained so the end result has been worth it.
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Thanks. I try to think of it as somewhat of a competition where adjustments have to be made in order to succeed.
 
I had actually a better workout than the day before. I didn't think it possible but I felt sore in a way I hadn't in probably like 3 or 4 months.

I am going to try out that 3 Legged Stretch tonight and see how it goes sephin.

That baby powder works wonders man. I can't beleive I ignored using for so long after I'd had grip problems in the past. stupid me
 
I got in a great workout once again on Thursday night. I have a feeling I'll be pretty close before the 12th on my first goal. The 7th would be nice to get it on because that is what I set out for. but still a few days later...doesn't matter much

Man, I got invited to a girl's 21st birthday tonight. I was invited a few weeks back but man I just feel so fucking insecure tonight. I always feel that way at social places, but tonight I really feel like a bag of shit. A big worthless bag of nothing. Anyways I feel horrible because two weekends ago I was supposed to go out with a bunch of people to a bar that we'd gone to before. We had a blast and it was great, but tonight I just don't know. The reason I feel bad is because I didn't go, didn't return a call from this girl and now I just got a damn message from her again inviting me over to her and her friend's house who is turning 21. I don't feel like going like I said just as I didn't feel like going a few weekends ago for the same reasons. I didn't return the call the last time she left a message because my phone sucks balls and doesn't give me messages sometimes until the next day. It did just that. I had my phone on all night then the next day I charged it and turned it on again that night. Then I hear it beep hear the message and realize I am fucked. Well, I hate this because now I actually got the message. I know I should call her back and tell her, but I am a pussy. I know her boyfriend fucking doesn't like me for whatever reason. The one time we went out and he was there al he did was fucking stare at me and crack jokes in the ear of his friends. Anyway, over the years I've battled depression and attempts on my own life, but I'm better now at least mentally. Emotionally, no. Emotionally I'd say I'm still 15. Fucked up. I can't handle situations liek an adult to save my life. I went through a year or so of anxiety attacks and just flat out trippin over going to school for reasons of the past. Still, this is nothing like that. Yet, this is like the remnants of all that, the last of the last seemingly impossible tasks that are normal to others but that aren't to me. I should just call the girl and tell her I won't be coming. I hate that though. She'll ask why and then I won't have a good answer for her because shit I don't even know why I won't be able to make it. If they were going to a bar or a pub or somewhere like that I'd be fine. I can't stand college parties and this is one of them. FUCK
 
god damn it I'm such a pussy. Even after reading that over five times I think I sound like a pussy. I shouldn't just tell her I won't go I should call her to tell her when i am coming over. In fact the fucking house is like 5 minutes from mine. I could walk there in like 20 minutes. god damn it just when I'd started going out again all this stupid shit comes back I'm going to bed
 
Well, I went. I had a good time. It was a long night though. Probably will have many more nights ahead of me like that hopefully. I just needed a push out that door I suppose. As I was typing last night's last post a friend called and asked if I was going over there because she was on her way. I gave in. It seems if I just start moving rather than stopping to think of what could go wrong and what I feel like inside I'm all right. I can't think what if al my life. I just got to go sometimes.
 
Going to begin a sort of mini girth routine tonight. An every other day thing. I am starting another week tonight of 5 on 2 off for length as usual.

Got in a few pretty good workouts the last couple times hitting the weights. I got a complement from a few people at that party to my surprise. I've been eating a hell of a lot more now that I have just one job to work and am only going to be working like 12 hours a week from now on. My shoulders are pretty much getting ripped. I couldn't find an exercise I could do to work my shoulders better with what equipment I have. Instead I've just been going slower in my reps and trying to concentrate more. I need to work on my lower back now. The middle of my back is pretty nice and while it needs work I think my lower back needs to be strengthened. Anyone ever hear of "Superman" exercises? I have tried them and didn't find them too comfortable. There's no weight involved. Um, so I pretty much need to concentrate on my lower back and abs for a while. My chest is looking surprisingly more cut. My ab workout must be contributing somewhat. (Abs are looking better and more defined every day bitch!)

Ha, well that's my entry for today. Till tomorrow hopefully.
 
Ok, I'm back, but I didn't reach my goal of 7 inches. I don't know if I evened really gained. I measured three times the last week or so and not much improvement. This will take some time. I think I just need a break. It has been probably two months since my last break. I'll take a week off and do only JAIs and Testicle Health at night before I go to sleep.

I hope that works and I get to the 7 inch mark by the end of October at the latest.
 
iwant8inches said:
I hope that works and I get to the 7 inch mark by the end of October at the latest.
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Except no substitute! 7 inches or bust! If you want it bad enough I promise you can have it.
 
LOL, man I'm trying over here! I had the best workout last night...length and girth especially girth. I know the October deadline is more realistic than the first one. I was just trying to see if I could psyche myself into growing faster or something.
 
Like I said though my routine for length is crazy at least for me it is. I really mixed it up and I know my dick will repsond. It has never experienced the kind of intensity I took it through last night. It was like 1 and a half hours of a stretch routine. A new one so that made it that much more difficult. I'll post how I feel about tonight's workout tomorrow.
 
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