Battle of My Dick vs Gravity (Who's Stronger?)

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Unsure whether or not I will be pumping anymore tonight. Have a minor injury, I think its razor burn- it has swollen up with some light pain, and the blue balls is aching. I ordered my power assists and am very excited to get back into stretching after this past week off from some serious fatigue.

1 tsp L-Arg, 1 tsp L-Citrulline

^^^I think it was a bad combo: I did a really hard cardio jump rope and weight lifting routine before a hot 15 min jog. When I got home I thought I was going to be ill. I accidentally pooped in the shower a little bit ?:( bc my stomach was hurting so bad and I was feeling dizzy as a motherfucker

;)

BUT Im Cool Now Honest
Im slackin on my diet and I need to get back on focus bc I want to have some really good updated pics in MARCH 2011 even sooner.

UNTIMED
approx 15-25 [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words] split into 3 sessions through the day
approx 5- 10 min clamp never fully erect
edging with cock ring never fully erect but still very nice looking to be bigger

30 min walk

What I Ate: 2 grill cheese w/ wheat bread, pasta with chicken and wheat bread, cup'o'noodles, water chocolate milk (probably not over)
 
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr


FUCK Yesterday AND Today !​


I dont know what to do. My dick feels so small but when I look at it its Hung. Because of fatigue!?!?

What do I do

Im not even going to write my routine right now

Why do people confuse confidence with thinking that your like better than them or some bull shhhhhit
 
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Turnover;399132 said:
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr


FUCK Yesterday AND Today !​


I dont know what to do. My dick feels so small but when I look at it its Hung. Because of fatigue!?!?

What do I do

Im not even going to write my routine right now

Why do people confuse confidence with thinking that your like better than them or some bull shhhhhit
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Yo man, you should be happy with your 7"+ ;)
You're my inspiration! I'm currently a 5" x 5", which is definitely smaller than 99% of the people here. :)
Work hard man.
 
Thanks man. I feel much better today

My movie came today, "The Secret"

WOW

My Life Is Changed Forever

Im still not really in the mood to write much of my journal down.

All days were very similar

Just pumped approx 30 and some untimed clamping
 
I dont care if anybody reads this or not. This is for me as the rest of my journal has been and will always be.


No matter what has happen to you, and no matter where you live, they will try and keep you from smiling. It kills them to see you walk with confidence, they hate that you make them feel like hypocrites. Even when it has nothing to do with you, they will hate you. Just because your soul is clean. No matter what they still can't stop me. They try, and oh how they try, when you're not around they ache to see how much they can tear you down.

But these people dont know true love. They dont know hope and- what it means to fulfill a dream; unheard of. They live inside of a closed window looking out at what they dont get. Their world is a tornado of of negative feelings and thinking they are fooling everybody, they only are fooling themselves. When you are trapped here there is a limit. There is only so much they can try and bring you down and its because all they have is TRY. They TRY, and they TRY, and they TRY, and they TRY, but they never can succeed because what they are trying has no foundation. It is a world based on hypocrisy. The empty hole they stand on looks shallow, but it is deep. A bottomless pit of self righteousness, envy, and loneliness.

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Cant fit in my [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]X-40[/words] anymore. Takes less than 5 minutes to get rings full circle on my penis that stay dont stop showing for 3 times as long as I pump. Saving for the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]X-40[/words].
 
It isn't right that I post so much negative slander on [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words]. I feel like it is important to log the good and the Bad. Penis Enlargement isn't only about having a huge cock. It is also important to allow your self grow as a person and accept the differences that may lie ahead in your journey.

I'm obviously going through some difficulties and I thought it was better to vent it here. I really have hopes of creating a log that other's can look through one day and see a REAL person lived these pages. It isn't a gimmick and it isn't to get popular.

But how can I be an example if what I live isn't the right path. So I apologize if my words were harsh and dont belong on these boards. One day I will be able to explain what I've gone through and why I may present myself the way I have. But today I know it is not the time. So I keep posting and keep exercising, so one day you can look and BELIEVE and TRUST that even through the evil clutches of Hell you too can stand up once again and say I am a man and I have purpose and I will not give up. I will not let others control my destiny.
 
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Did some more pumping last night with no water approx 10 min
and 25min hanging 5 lbs

been taking L-Arg everyday

this morning got a pretty good pump session with water approx 20 min, stopped edging with cock ring, 5 more min [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words] w/water, and approx 10 min hanging 5 lbs

Not done today- just wanted to adjust the mood in my journal back into focus
 
Your thread is really beautiful Turnover...not just your routine and exercises but the insights you share about your own life. I really appreciate everything you write. Good luck on your journey :)
 
deedni;399457 said:
Your thread is really beautiful Turnover...not just your routine and exercises but the insights you share about your own life. I really appreciate everything you write. Good luck on your journey :)
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He is very good with exploring the possibilities of Penis Enlargement and how it will effect all parts of his life.
 
THANKS Sincerely I really wish I could explain what is going on with me I am really suffering atm. It's true making my dick bigger hasn't solved ANY of my problems in fact I've just became a lot more emotional lately.

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Still haven't fit in my [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]X-40[/words] very well. Going in complete flaccid and begin experiencing pain at approx 10 min.
Have done a little manual stretches and some Locked [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?83577-Length-master-official-order-thread-now-shipping-06-16-2014!!!]Length Master[/words] to my table: UNTIMED
1 tsp L-Arg
 
Well I've decided to cut back on the weed until I can afford the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]X-40[/words]. I'm estimating 3 weeks max to being able to get the money. Then I need [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]Titan[/words] pills and bigger clamps. As of now just enjoying the recent benefits as much as possible. Things have cooled down at my pad with a nice big argument that had us all relieved.

Lol I told my mom "I haven't jacked off in more than 6 months (except occasionally) And Im becoming a man now! So I really wish I had someone to talk to about it because I'm confused!" I dont know but I think that really helped me out

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1 tsp L-Arg
Some pumping/clamping/edging with cock ring, Occasional manual stretches. Dont know where KingD is hasn't emailed my confirmation for the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]Power Assist[/words] ?:(

What I Ate: This past week I ate a lot of junk food. BUT I did a lot of walking/running/ and even roller bladed. I ate chips, pop tarts, fruit snacks, eggs, potatoes, soda, pizza, chicken, mashed potatoes, beans, toast- only wheat, a little candy, ham sandwich, and possibly ice cream possibly not.
:P
 
Hey dude, I'm thinking about modifying my thread to be similar to your set up, with diet and all.

Just wish I had more time in a day, but I guess that comes with college and being a music major.
 
Yea and that is very important to concentrate on your future so its ok if time gets tight cuz it will be worth it. I'd be honored if you used my journal as a guide to organizing your journal. I really like writing my diet, not only cuz DLD ALMOST Always comments on my meal (hehehee) it is a great way for me to get motivated and I can look back and see I am really working as hard as I feel I am:)
 
Turnover;399669 said:
Yea and that is very important to concentrate on your future so its ok if time gets tight cuz it will be worth it. I'd be honored if you used my journal as a guide to organizing your journal. I really like writing my diet, not only cuz DLD ALMOST Always comments on my meal (hehehee) it is a great way for me to get motivated and I can look back and see I am really working as hard as I feel I am:)
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You are correct, you have a great progress thread but it always make me hungry:)
 
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Sheesh when will the torment end. Just had a grand evening with the negative house mates- it is agony to say the least. How do I ignore straight hatred in my face- HOW. I want to be grateful for the good and not let them get me down on their level. How.

2 tsp L-Arg, 1 tsp L-citrulline (1/2 morning, 1/2 night)
approx 3 sets X 10 min [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words] (def out grown- ouch)
edging with cock ring several times
kegals

What I Ate: couple eggs with tortilla and potato, some cookies, milk and water
 
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1 tsp L-Arg

untimed manual stretches- all directions, bundled, and blue whales
made it less than possible to pump with fatigue
approx 10 [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words] - one more session tonight. Called check in to cash to try and get a cash advantage for the Golaith so am crossing my fingers
edging

really really hard cardio work out and jog in hot sun. Hottest day in Los Angeles EVER yesterday as reported. Untimed

What I Ate: 1 ham sandwich with some chips (last night too), 1 big bowl pasta, water, green tea, going on a walk later
 
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better pump today with such a short one yesterday
1 tsp -L-Arg
approx 40 min [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words]
edging with cock ring
approx 20 min [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words]
edging with cock ring

work
gotta cold

What I Ate: chicken noodle soup, ham sandwich and some chips, burrito and 2 tacos. water, lemon soda

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L336Hxn6LgUlike this one
 
I thought I would like to update my journal that I have come down from my 3 month marijuana binge. I am still smoking now and then like once a day instead of the 24/7- which i really miss- but there has been so much stress at home I had to stop! So I have put a lot of this in perspective. When I get the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]X-40[/words] I can start smoking again but I already KNEW that if Penis Enlargement wasn't getting big enough for me I have to stop smoking and when I stopped the excessive hardcore workouts I was doing I lost a little length but I dont care because I am going to do it right this time around. When I get the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]X-40[/words] and the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]Power Assist[/words] is on its way I will be in a new life. I see that this haters dont ever need to effect me again. I have developed my hater blockers I learned about many years ago. Nobody is ever going to KNOW the size of my penis. I can just smile when they probably have no idea what a 10" is like:):):)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N5lIWti4VUw
 
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1 tsp L-Arg
masturbated 2 times
approx 10 min [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words]- not feeling comfortable

Im feeling really really positive it is such a relief to have the peace I have found. I realized the thing with the letters tripping me out. I have to be honest about it- I wrote a thread once about how there were words I kept hearing spelled and they were always about like dicks or vaginas and shit and it has bugged me for years and years. I realized last night that I can spell any letters and words I want and no matter what people hear I know I am not some sicko- if people are saying weird things that I hear- maybe it means because THEY ARE.... and it has nothing to do with me. One word I am having fun thinking about as of late is "Phallus" lol it just makes me sorta chuckle. I was getting so Paranoid about the letter "P" now I just think P= 16 lol and nothing bad. sounds retarded but I feel like it has always been that way forever now:)

What I Ate: chicken burrito, potato, cookies, candy, chips, o my, water
 
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