My Account of Blood, Sweat, and Tears

I see this is a thread with more than enough going on in it. Take a break. I spent all morning bumping threads on a jacked up computer but I'm going to do that as often as possible. Don't worry about missing threads, and comeback when you get enough rest.
 
It is very easy to keep track of new threads by clicking the tab at the top: What's New....from here you can mark all forums read and then click What's New again and it will show you all the new posts, threads and blogs in the past 24 hours.
 
doublelongdaddy;414915 said:
It is very easy to keep track of new threads by clicking the tab at the top: What's New....from here you can mark all forums read and then click What's New again and it will show you all the new posts, threads and blogs in the past 24 hours.
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I log in so often I cant see threads I missed on days I only have time to log in and out really quick.

Victory At Last

Oh God it feels so good to finally hear some good news!!!!

I had given all hope. I was waiting in a new waiting room and imagining never writing in this thread again.. I was there 3 hours and nobody called my name. I almost walked out. All the people are old, smelly, dirty, sick, drug addicts, and theres me preppy, clean, and cute.... I knew something good was coming this morning when my friend gave his cell phone to call him and let me borrow $20 in case of emergency..

So she finally called me in and it was sooo simple. I told her I've got nowhere to go and heres why and heres where Ive been. I told her at the last shelter the men litterally grabbed me and pulled me out of line and called me a "faggot" and then I had to sleep in the same fuckin room as them. I told her I lost my job and my mom kicked me out for my transition and she said, "what transition" and I said male to female like I did when the cop asked me and she said "ohhhh" and she got up and closed the door. lol she said have you gotten the surgery yet lol everyone thinks I want SRS.

I told her I was on G.R. and food stamps, I write everyday, and ther is someone very special in my life, and its totally fucked up because I'm so stressed out and guess what she fucking said to me after that...!

She said you have G.R. AND FOODSTAMPS. I can get you into a G.R. bed tomorrow 1st thing in the morning and if u need somewhere right now I can get u an emergency bed and nothing like guys grabbing u will happen here. I got all teary eye'd, its been the same story everywhere I go. I couldnt get into the other place that was a great place because there is a freaking waiting list.

After I left this really old man was really sweet and stopped me. I was in such a good mood I said Goodafternoon Sir and he told me "I wanna get with you, you look so nice" I laughed really hard. When I walked away he stuck his tongue out and did a licking motion, i laughed really hard again and called him a pervert.

I get my 1st hormone shots on the 24th or at least the consultation. I was so excited about the future and I really want to be happy they will help me find a decent job for me and I have G.R until April s that is more than enough time I will be in Long Beach too.

Now Im going to go take a bath. My friend is going to help me out one more night. I hope its not too late that my journal is so ugly now. I wrote everyday since March 24th and it means so much to me. You guys were like my only friends for so long and I could never tell you. And now I feel like I fucked it up, but I can make it ok again. I finally can relax.
 
Excellent news! I knew you would work it out. Keep up the good work and you will be in great shape.

It does not matter when you come to [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] and what posts have happened, you can use the directions above to find ALL threads and posts from the last 24 hours. I use it 10 times a day:)
 
doublelongdaddy;414982 said:
It does not matter when you come to [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] and what posts have happened, :)
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Maybe not to you, but to me until I get my laptop, every second I'm here counts:)
 
Turnover;414983 said:
Maybe not to you, but to me until I get my laptop, every second I'm here counts:)
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You cut out half the quote! What I am saying is whenever you get on you can find all posts and threads from the last 24 hours by clicking WHAT'S NEW
 
Ok going to keep this brief.. I paid my $220 and I have a room:) Its on Martin Luther King street (I was like I DO have a dream!) 10 blocks from the Beach!! 3 blocks from the Library where I am now. It is literally 7 streets from an old apartment I used to rent a few years back so there is no where else I plan on going:) There is a bathroom, a kitchen, a smoking patio. The cerfuw is 12 midnight. It is "sober-living". They didnt search my bag or anything and I'll be mostly to a room by myself with a hallway leading to other rooms and only 4 others in the entire house. The center where I found this place has a job placing program they said I can start right away! I thought of a new really awesome Youtube video idea WAYYYY better than what I did last so that will be in motion.....Its no paradise, Im so happy I made it it may as well be paradise!!!Thank You MOS fINALLLLLLLy
 
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EXCELLENT NEWS!

Make sure you follow all of their rules so you can really use this beautiful opportunity to change your life. It sounds like paradise to me especially with the beach so close. Keep us up to date and stay safe!
 
God, I spent ALLL day waiting around and waiting to make my Youtube video and FINALLLY I made it, then it wont upload.....I'm so tired of the internet:( they said I can try again tomorrow
 
I am so grateful [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] works at the Library near my new house. Some places wont let me log in [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words]. I am really lucky to find the place I am in now. Having technical difficulties for my new video. That gives me a little more time to make it that much better.
 
The quality is not up to par for my standards, I'm excited too share it, so I am going with gusto and will post this but I may do a remake:)
<iframe title="YouTube video player" width="640" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/26jXG5VeRpM" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
 
That was an incredible video! Everybody should have a watch as Turnover shows many different tools of Penis Enlargement from air-clamps and cable clamps to the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?83577-Length-master-official-order-thread-now-shipping-06-16-2014!!!]LengthMaster[/words] and [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]Penis [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]Extenders[/words][/words]. Very well done and very comprehensive.

Turnover, Is this your new room?
 
People don't want me to post: bc I love doing it. It's like everyone wants to keep me from it until the last second they get the chance- the whole time going like this ha ha ha ha.

I hate when I can't get online, I hate when I can't get online! The whole reason I've decided to go through all of this is to come to here, and I hardly have any time to do it. Trust me if I don't make it 1st thing every morning on MatterOfSize it's against my will power AND if I were to somehow end up never posting again, please believe me when I say, I'm not ever so angry at anybody here- I hold nothing against anybody here at [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words]. Don't mess with me when I haven't signed on [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] and not smoked my weed- Lord give me streng>:(:cool: (I really only bring this up bc this town is seriously fkkkd- and i got genuially frightened last night in my neighborhgood)

My new routine is going to consist of basic clamping if possible longer than 5 min cuz @ this point I can't even hold on a couple minutes of edging right now and always pumping. 15-30min ea day
My experiment is going to be with androgen blockers starting March. I t stops testsoterone I will also be injecting estrogen. There is a techiniqye I always wanted to try and the theory is to shrink and stretch so to further stretch after each time and so my plan is to try stopping testoerone and taking breaks every so often all the while strethcing, make sense?I hope to be able to document it on web cam here with my routines/body changes.

I'm signed up for 2 job programs starting 1st thing next week.

EDIT: Just in case the video isn't working above a new link is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=26jXG5VeRpM
 
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