and what is all this shit i keep hearing about whores! wtf is this bullshit there is no more celibacy in the planet or something do u even know how good that feels?ok. its not a woman who is a slut ok. that fat ugly old white lady at the supermarket who is slobbing on a burrito is not a prostitute. ok i cant even watch adult entertainment ok. it makes me sick signing on here at times because i can practically wipe my ass with pages from the Bible and it would disgrace my ass and all i fucking keep hearing about is waht a goddamm slut these whores are.
 
omg this is never going to stop this is giving me the sickest twisted fantasies Ive ever had this is going to make my erections never go away
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terrible man absolutely terrible. ive never had a cavatity ive never had an std, ive never even been stung by a bee and people treat me like the worlds iron clad bag of jizz.

dld threatened to have me banned and took away my mod status. so thats it. i love this place dude. wtf im not on dope at all. i just lost my job for my transition. it doesnt even matter anymore because i dont even want to do it anymore. all i want is to be friends with you guys here and i even lost that. im losing everything i lived and loved, i wrote all those poems. i worked all night on them they meant more to than u guys could understand. i learned the english language better- how to write and use proper gammer because i want to be the best writer for [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] that there ever was. and look at this man this mess. for what because i lost 35 lbs because i became celibate dreaming one day everything DLD writes in his quotes will come true for me too. and i just feel like i cant go on.

u think im not stronger than even u MAXAMEYES. ts has to be stronger than police, thugs, christians, pedophiles, druggys the list gos on and on. i did not expect to lose u guys. i would have never said anything i have been this way since a young child. i am still going to wait for my lover it is just going to be who i knew it would be if he not who is god DLD is god to me
 
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No one wants you banned, your always welcome here. Discuss what is troubling you IN THE OPenis EnlargementN now and we will help you!
 
No one wants you banned, I said that I took away the mod status until I could figure out these multiple accounts. You can understand that I was angry about the account with the Salvini email, it gave me false hope and when I found out it was not a Salvini, but you I was pissed. We are all your friends and we DO worry about our own. You are a great writer, member, friend but I think a break from modding will help you get to a better place. The Mods are on your side and want to help too. I will make this mod-ban for 1 week and try again. Please ask for help so we can help you.
 
I have found some sites to help you for the addictions you have.

http://www.addictionsearch.com/ or phone 800-559-9503
http://www.addiction-treatments.com/
http://www.treatmentusa.com/ (888) 842-3167
http://www.recoveryconnection.org/ 1-800-993-3869
http://www.12steptreatmentcentres.com/

We are always here but you need to speak to a professional like I have had to do. DONT make a severe mistake in your life and allow the horse to bale while you have a chance to do something! Do that something NOW before its too late.
 
I enabled your 10zenIIgain account again...but please let me know when you open up another account so this does not happen.
 
I wish you all the best turnover.
Take some time off to clear your mind if you have to.
Don't give up, you will have the live you want.
Try to get closer to your ideals everyday, bit by bit.
The road is hard, never give up, push forward!!!
You can do it!
 
what can i say man. can u guys ever forgive me Jesus? I fucked up so bad man I always do this to myself. Thanks KingCobra I really appreciate that. i just fucked up so bad man i could not look at myself in the mirror this morning because i insulted Jesus. how can i fix it

still struggling out here. this thread is not about that , the next time i bring it up i will be able to share i am somewhere safe and secure.
 
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