K honestly enough of your shit. We’re here to build each other up, not tear every positive attempt down. Every comment I have made my entire time on this site, there you are, shitting on my parade. Fuck right off.
I’ll likely get in shit for this but I’m fed up. We’ve tried talking to you, asking questions, offering solutions, and you just shit on it. I get it’s hard what you’re going through but at least fucking try what we’re suggesting. We’re not stupid.
Dude I wasn’t talking to you at all so get over yourself. Ask any question you want. There’s nothing gonna phase me any worse. It don’t get much worse. You have no idea what hard is. Neither did I. You have no idea what I’ve tried. And still try to this day. So far, there’s just no fixing this. I dont remember you having anything to try. If it made sense, I’ve already tried it, but spit it out, I’m all ears.
 
Wow, look at how much advice you got. Just because you were positive!
 
Dude I wasn’t talking to you at all so get over yourself. Ask any question you want. There’s nothing gonna phase me any worse. It don’t get much worse. You have no idea what hard is. Neither did I. You have no idea what I’ve tried. And still try to this day. So far, there’s just no fixing this. I dont remember you having anything to try. If it made sense, I’ve already tried it, but spit it out, I’m all ears.
You directly quoted me. Not hard to go back a page. You have zero idea what pain I’ve gone through / parineal pain 10/10 for a very long time to the point I wanted to end it. Hurt to do a lot of things. Didn’t blame it on dick exercises, especially jelqing, like seriously…
You have a pelvic floor issue dude or something deeper, it wasn’t your dick all of a sudden, you said you couldn’t kegel, ding ding ding! Maybe a clue?
Old and lively gave you tons of advice, and this isn’t the first time he took a hour out of his own busy day to reply to you and give you loads of information.
I said I agreed with him in the previous page cause I too lay awake at night trying to figure out YOUR issue. You think people here don’t care about your condition but we do.
My problem has always been your approach to our responses or when I post something motivational, you respond and bring me down. That hurts a lot dude cause I’m trying to inspire and keep momentum for myself, as a family man my days are extremely busy and I barely have time to do PE but I’m doing my best to work on myself in a dozen different ways these last few months. So I’d appreciate some give and take from you. Hard not to feel down I get it but I feel we’re onto something with our advice. Doctors are stupid af, they don’t even beleive what we do is possible. Chin up, let us help
 
Yeah. I get it pelvic floor. Etc.but it doesn’t ever go away. Everything is so shrunk I can’t feel anything. There’s always a dead sting in my left rear deep inside, but it’s worthless to get to. I sure there’s something there, but when my glans is constantly red,I feel it’s causing all the other nonsense. And yes doctors are useless. And I still don’t believe this crap either after what it did to me. I didn’t blame it on something. That’s exactly what happened. And still today, I can’t kegel. Except on rare occasions. The only info I keep getting is that PE is great and this is caused by something I already had. Absolutely not. I was perfectly fine. I have absolutely altered every single aspect of having a penis and what I feel in every way here. And it ain’t good. lol.
I don’t mean to bring you down. I don’t want anybody else to do this. There’s no greater way to destroy your life. I fight every day to convince myself I’m worth being alive. I completely alienated myself from the world,and I can no longer hang out or talk to anyone because of this. Standing around with a 2 inch wiener I can’t feel is impossible to be around anybody.

I’ve done and continue to do as much as possible every pelvic floor stretch I can find. And I’m still looking for more. Cause none of it fixes anything. Occasional slight relief? Sometimes. But it’s just a merry go round of the same thing over and over. My penis is totally gone. Except for when I have sex. But even then, it’s not what it was before this happened. Nor does it feel the same.
 
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Yeah. I get it pelvic floor. Etc.but it doesn’t ever go away. Everything is so shrunk I can’t feel anything. There’s always a dead sting in my left rear deep inside, but it’s worthless to get to. I sure there’s something there, but when my glans is constantly red,I feel it’s causing all the other nonsense. And yes doctors are useless. And I still don’t believe this crap either after what it did to me. I didn’t blame it on something. That’s exactly what happened. And still today, I can’t kegel. Except on rare occasions. The only info I keep getting is that PE is great and this is caused by something I already had. Absolutely not. I was perfectly fine. I have absolutely altered every single aspect of having a penis and what I feel in every way here. And it ain’t good. lol.
Glans are red.. hmm. You said you had a CT scan done before hey? Blood work? I also know you say you wear tight clothing, due to this, wouldn’t allowing more blood to it help it? Or you say there’s a weird tingly feeling when clothing brushes your dick?
Honestly to me this is pointing more towards pelvic floor collapse. What’s it like taking a shit? Stinging sensation/ shock in your parineal area? Are you regular? Ever been constipated? Does your stomach feel tight/ full?
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Glans are red.. hmm. You said you had a CT scan done before hey? Blood work? I also know you say you wear tight clothing, due to this, wouldn’t allowing more blood to it help it? Or you say there’s a weird tingly feeling when clothing brushes your dick?
Honestly to me this is pointing more towards pelvic floor collapse. What’s it like taking a shit? Stinging sensation/ shock in your parineal area? Are you regular? Ever been constipated? Does your stomach feel tight/ full?
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I wear tight stuff, cause I hav to. If I wear boxers, they are too soft. Whatever that does, makes me feel absolutely nothing.,and it is super small along with it. It will put me in full panic attacks in a few hours. Every pair of pants feels different. I have certain ones I won’t even put on. I can’t sleep naked anymore. There’s nothing there to feel. It’s red ,like nerve damage red. Texture doesn’t even look the same. Early on, if I could get things to relax and hang like normal, it kinda seemed ok. But that doesn’t seem to happen anymore. Crapping is regular mostly. It hurts before I have to go. But I don’t have too much problem going. But after I’m done, it still feels like something is in there . Still stings in my left rectum when I kegel off and on. More so when I’m sitting. I have a lot of urinary weirdness. Bladder seems tight. Pee seems more yellow to me than ever before at times. Smell is even strong. But I analyze things I’ve never paid attention to now obviously. Usually can’t evenfeeel I’m going . Nor can I finish with a kegel as I always have. I have to dry it off with my shirt, if I’m sitting down and pee, it runs everywhere when I stand up. Had mri’s. Multiple blood works/ urine scans several times.

I have cialis which I almost never take anymore. It’s too weird. It does work ,but not a lot, when it does, it’s within the first hour. And I’ll swell up like I should be. Even to full erection without wanting it. But then, it’s the other way again. And completely dead and gone rest of the day. loose clothes .etc doesn’t help bloodflow. It just makes whats so small already rub more and irritate. In fact, if I’m artificially inflated with cialis, my glans is so unnaturally red colored. Has done this for couple years now since this happened.

Oh, and the best part. About a year ago when the peeing crap got worse, I think that was about the time my left foot starting being numb.along with my shin,. That’s pretty consistent. Either a burn, or numb. Gets cold as crap too. Especially if it’s 20 degrees outside. Right foot. Nothing. But my left will feel cold as ice. Driving in a car I get it a lot . Sometimes my left hand gets in on the action too. I’m not sure that’s not just anxiety from this though.

This is so stupid, it’s unexplainable. This is just the cliff notes. Basically, it feels like my glans has been dulled so much,I barely feel anything in clothes.and either causes it to shrink to nothing which drives me nuts to feel,or the shrinking causes it. I can’t even tell anymore. It I physically touch it with my finger, I can feel everything. But it’s not right. If I have sex, that’s the best I ever feel ,although I’m not the size I once was. And my glans is duller than it should be. Ironically ,that makes me wanna bust quicker lot of times.
 
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I wear tight stuff, cause I hav to. If I wear boxers, they are too soft. Whatever that does, makes me feel absolutely nothing.,and it is super small along with it. It will put me in full panic attacks in a few hours. Every pair of pants feels different. I have certain ones I won’t even put on. I can’t sleep naked anymore. There’s nothing there to feel. It’s red ,like nerve damage red. Texture doesn’t even look the same. Early on, if I could get things to relax and hang like normal, it kinda seemed ok. But that doesn’t seem to happen anymore. Crapping is regular mostly. It hurts before I have to go. But I don’t have too much problem going. But after I’m done, it still feels like something is in there . Still stings in my left rectum when I kegel off and on. More so when I’m sitting. I have a lot of urinary weirdness. Bladder seems tight. Pee seems more yellow to me than ever before at times. Usually can’t evenfeeel I’m going . Nor can I finish with a kegel as I always have. I have to dry it off with my shirt, if I’m sitting down and pee, it runs everywhere when I stand up. Had mri’s. Multiple blood works/ urine scans several times.

I have cialis which I almost never take anymore. It’s too weird. It does work ,but not a lot, when it does, it’s within the first hour. And I’ll swell up like I should be. Even to full erection without wanting it. But then, it’s the other way again. And completely dead and gone rest of the day. loose clothes .etc doesn’t help bloodflow. It just makes whats so small already rub more and irritate. In fact, if I’m artificially inflated with cialis, my glans is so unnaturally red colored. Has done this for couple years now since this happened.

Oh, and the best part. About a year ago when the peeing crap got worse, I think that was about the time my left foot starting being numb.along with my shin,. That’s pretty consistent. Either a burn, or numb. Gets cold as crap too. Especially if it’s 20 degrees outside. Right foot. Nothing. But my left will feel cold as ice. Driving in a car I get it a lot . Sometimes my left hand gets in on the action too. I’m not sure that’s not just anxiety from this though.
MRI should definitely be better than a CT…hm. Lots of information there. I need to think on it. If I come up with anything useful I’ll touch base again. Wish you the best, keep digging
 
Glans are red.. hmm. You said you had a CT scan done before hey? Blood work? I also know you say you wear tight clothing, due to this, wouldn’t allowing more blood to it help it? Or you say there’s a weird tingly feeling when clothing brushes your dick?
Honestly to me this is pointing more towards pelvic floor collapse. What’s it like taking a shit? Stinging sensation/ shock in your parineal area? Are you regular? Ever been constipated? Does your stomach feel tight/ full?
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Before we blow this post up, we can provide an extensive continuation of the diagnostic under this post:


Your questions are well documented, with professional inquiries and probable solutions in various avenues. There are at least seven different professional clinical staff around the world provided pathological and neurological diagnostic pathways in a communal think-tank, who are pursuing PE in their professional fields. Two are females, but offered their professional suggestions based on human psychological probabilities.

Just like you, we had restless nights trying to draw pathways and searched through all medical records with similar cases. We even dm-ed each other in the middle of the night while chugging down gallons of coffee. I got screamed at by my wife to shut the phone off and just rest. By the way, she's also a medical professional and understands the critical mission of penile health. She encouraged me to contribute my knowledge and wisdom to this community. Otherwise, I wouldn't be on here so actively.

The three clinical professionals are practicing both Eastern and Western medicines. They provided holistic approaches first, by excluding refined pharmacological side effects through excessive medication, to ease the body into adoptive and adaptive methods naturally, just like PE. However, when all else fail after trials and errors, that's when medication comes in. The medication will cause more health issues than help to treat the root causes.

Since you have knowledge of systematic impacts for pathology, read carefully on the specific left side impacts. The main penile nerve bundle, the dorsal nerves, have both "left" and "right" branches and the subbranches that goes around the circumference of the penile shaft. However, that bundle then merged into a singular bundle between the S2 and the S4 of the spinal column called the pudendal nerve. For the pelvic floor, the same goes for the perineal nerves, both left and right. Again, deep inside, left side, near the pelvic floor, possibly around the pubococcygeus muscle tissues, which is the pudendal nerve you're talking about. What flagged us to go up further from the sacral nerve bundle is the complaint about the left leg, which is the responsibility of the sciatic nerve branch, which also terminates along with the pudendal nerve between the S2 and L4.

Commonly, left side isolation/injury at the base of the penis is not the primary cause of the inflammatory response for the entire left side, according to all medical cases so far. If you have an upper branch issue between S2 and L4, that will cause a sporatic misfires for the entire downstream of the nerve branches. A competent pathologist/neurologist/medical professional will flag this immediately.

We even take into account of possible "phantom pain" caused by the downstream nerve injuries and nerve degradation, while the body is remapping the nerve for adaptive management. However, we checked through all the known cases going as far back as possible, and there's no case of downstream impacts without the upstream causal effects. It's like saying the damage to the Christmas lighting 10 feet away from the socket is responsible for the non-working light 5-feet away from the socket.
 
MRI should definitely be better than a CT…hm. Lots of information there. I need to think on it. If I come up with anything useful I’ll touch base again. Wish you the best, keep digging

There was an MRI scan, based on the old discussion, but the specific zone was unclear. If the MRI was focused between the S1 all the way down to the knees, it should have a very clear picture of what's going on. When a patient indicated "left" side from the penis, to the pelvic, and down to the leg, that should have been a massive red flag to diagnose everything that is considered as "left", from the probable injured point(s) to the terminal point where the entire nerve bundle merges/terminates. This is why we scratched our heads for the longest time, doubting our own diagnoses. We constantly used "what if" and "that could" scenarios, further complicating the resolution pathways. We all deemed there was a nerve compression somewhere before this injury. There are hundreds of cases where injuries occurred to both blood vessels and nerve bundles from extreme clamping. However, those injuries do not produce specific side phantom pains or upstream injuries, such as arms, pelvic floor side(s)-specific, or lower extremities like the legs and toes.

We suggested nerve decompression (both gentle through deep tissue massages and extreme electro-acupressure), holistic methods, and stayed away from the extreme neuroblockers. Unless trials and errors take place and are reported back, there's no other avenue for us to suggest.
 
I don’t doubt there’s something deep in there attributing. But the foot thing came later. I have another mri coming. Because ,per the neurologist,apparently the first one wasn’t done with contrast as it should have been to show masses and tissue. (See why I have no doctor faith)
If it could ever line out and give me my kegel bloodflow and normal girth feeling back,I could walk away from all this nonsense and never look back. My glans feeling loss wasn’t all that unbearable in the early days , when I still had a normal flow in my junk. Once that packed up and left, it’s kinda all gone now. Fixing the stuff inside would help me live,but I’m not sure that’s possible. Because I think it stems from the external damage to the glans. It’s obvious to me it’s there. It’s shrunk. It’s pink/red. It has almost no feedback in clothes . The tissue just isn’t the same as what it’s been for 50 years. Nothing in my sciatic nerve can do that . Touching with finger seems like a piece of rubber almost at times. Rubbing my zipper doesn’t feel Normal. Hasn’t for 2 years.but it’s so confusing , I argue with myself everyday what I’ve done, it seems so impossible to happen because it was so easy.
 
That is one step forward in the right direction with the contrast via MRI. It will either make you nauseous, constipated, or have major bouts of diarrhea. So just be warned.

MRI has progressive levels, just like anything else. When you just want a surface-level evaluation, a basic MRI is all that's needed. Until you can elevate to something deeper as more information comes in, contrast is used, just in case if there are suspicion of cancers, tumors, irregular growth, compression, or lack of visibility to the standard approach. Yes, there are issues with medical professionals and their initial judgments, but they did take a progressive approach through their evaluation. Normally, it doesn't take this long. It's immediate when something cannot be found. The long delay is basically due to medical negligence and insurance coverage issues. They both go hand-in-hand.

Sciatic nerve is merely a precursor, or an indicator, of something else that is happening. It's not the root cause. It's not an untimely causal effect. It's merely a branch of side effects that provides a glimpse of something else that is occurring at the same time, but lying more dormant with very little noticeable differences compared to before the main injury. To give a rounded example:

For the past 20 or 30 years, everything seems like they should be. Nothing is wrong. Once in a while, you get a tingling of the left side more than the right side when you overworked the muscles. Everything works normally like they should. Sometimes, you sit for too long on the toilet seat, minding your own business, and after sitting for too long, you simply get a numbing sensation. Nothing to pay attention to since your mind is blocking everything out, considering the numbness as normal. But behind it all, the left side is more tingling than the right. Forward to 5 to maybe 10 years ago, something may feel "off". Left side of the scrotal sac and the butt cheek tend to be off a bit more, but very little that you don't notice. There may be more sensitivity to the left side of the penile shaft, heightening the pleasure on the left more than the right. Nothing noticeable enough to warrant any extra caution. It's more of a bonus than a caution. You probably fell on your butt, like so many of us, brushed it all off as human errors and stupidity, and not worrying about anything since nothing was out of place. Little by little, a compression of the nerve and the discs are mounting.
But things add up. It's like a blocked fuel injector in the car. Sometimes, the car gets a burst of speed out of the blue, and you're thinking the car got some extra horse because of the fuel's additives. Sometimes the car just sputter out of the blue, where the RPM dips and rises by a few hundred, but that's just too small to detect. That is, until the car's RPM dips into the low or the high RPM way above the normal, causing major sputtering or surging, which then you finally notice something major had happened. It's not the dashboard, the electrical, the transmission, or even the driver. It's a localized fuel injector, clogged fuel line, or even the fuel pump. It's somewhere upstream, in the middle, but it affects everything downstream. WE DON'T KNOW. Just like your car, you run over speed bumps and pot holes, and nothing comes back as major. Little by little, one of your sway bar links, the mounting bolts, boots, and covers started to wear out from continual impact effects. You may not notice the subtle changes until noises, squeals, rattling, and breakage finally manifest. It's not the wheel itself, the wheel bearing, or the suspension (upstream) that affects everything downstream. We know which side, but we don't know what's damaged upstream until we diagnose one part at a time.

These are just some odd examples of downstream damages that have relevance to the case here. What we may not detect as anomalies, we ignore until the anomalies finally manifest into a full-blown issue. Just like where you are now. You may not have detected some small anomalies to register as possible incoming major changes, until an injury, or a downstream compressed nerve (your penile dorsal nerve) triggered something way upstream. It may be sciatic, it may be pudendal, or even peroneal terminal points, but it all point out at the terminal points between the L and S. Just like a mechanic, a professional medical person must systematically evaluate one step at a time and rule out all possible issues. If we have to blame medical personnel for incompetence, we have to pretty much bring in every professional of all types across the board. It's about how experienced each individual is at their job.
 
Well. Absolutely none of that happened previously. But what did happen was my dick died from being an idiot.and my entire lower region is paying for it . For life apparently. Feeling has been compromised . A lot.
 
We can agree to disagree. Until a comprehensive workup is completed, including MRI + contrast, neurological-physiological evals and testing, including symptomatic tracking, we can simply point fingers in every direction and blame everything, especially PE. Without a clear and concise evaluation of what's going on inside of you to see why you're here today, at this specific point, there's really nothing that any of us, including you, can say about the situation, because blaming the last thing that causes you pain is the easiest. That's pretty much human nature.

I'll just stop here and await the diagnosis from the MRI+contrast. At this point, none of us has any more suggestions to give without getting resistance besides nerve blockers.
 
Well. If you can tell me something here outside of Magical PE that caused my glans to totally change color,feeling, texture,the red tenderness,etc. ,then I’ll wait and listen. But there’s not one. I’m not saying there isn’t something also connected to it inside causing tightness and stinging. But I believe that’s just an after effect of damage.
 
Definitely. Plenty of cases for that. More than we can even stick a spear through the thousands of medical journals, publications, and records. Let's break things down to the various sudden onsets of symptoms, like those that just come out of the blue. You probably have done your researches already, but I'll recap for the brothers.

First is just plain inflammatory responses. Something triggered it, like bacterial or even viral. Yes. Penile viral infection. Strange to say, but it's more common than you think. Think of STDs. This is why brother @Hulberk mentioned blood workups. It's one of the systematic approaches to detect anomalies in the system. It has so many subcategories, like balanoposthitis, balanitis, STIs, allergies, and so much more, that it's practically a novel to describe them all.

Secondary is discontinuity of neuropathy. A damaged nerve is the first thing we suspect when misfires occur. Misfires occur at a localized area, sometimes called "phantom pain". It occurs in the location of damage, which tends to radiate around the damaged area.

Third, we discussed genital dysaesthesia. It's slightly different from the first one, and somewhat connects to the second. It can be anything and everything between the first and second. You can call it ADHD for your penis. It can flare up after an infection. It can be a causal effect after nerve damage. It can even be a cause of a foreign object or pubic hair growth inward, pressing/piercing on the nerve. Funny enough, it can't be seen so easily that you can say, "Oh, there it is."

Fourth is the upstream nerve compression, or some called it nerve entrapment. This is the easiest telltale sign of multiple downstream symptomatic causal effects. You practically hit 80% of the symptoms.

Fifth, we even discussed possible abnormal growth, such as cancer, tumors, or even abnormal cellular growth along the prostate and nerve bundles. There's no way for anyone to know until contrast is used with MRI. My wife just had her ultrasound, basic MRI, and even a CT done for her pelvic region. Funny enough, nothing positive came out. She went back and had a contrast done with her ultrasound and MRI. Surely enough, the contrast came out positive for both ultrasound and MRI for abnormal growths.

These are the five main symptomatic root causes that exploded into multiple sub-symptoms and issues that we tracked back on cases. We can go on and on for so many other possibilities, but the more we talked about those, the greater the cases of outliers we build. So, pick one and we can go on talking about the possible and probable scenarios.
 
Well, this is enough to say , oh there it is. lol. Plain as day wrong looking to me.and nothing to do with anything related to balanitis. It’s hurt,that’s a fact. Doubtful anything to heal at this point. Pretty sad really. Only chance would be some miraculous nonsense this mri shows. But I have close to zero expectations there. Ain’t seen a doctor diagnose a single problem with me in my entire life. And this is not in any realm of realistic problems. This is unintentional self inflicted damage nonsense.

Sheesh. A lot of my problem now, is I’m so dang used to whatever I feel now, it’s hard to even understand what life even is anymore…sigh
 
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I hope all this good advice is helping you. I'm glad you found someone who's experiencing somewhat the same things you are. Keep on trying, and eventually I promise you you'll get there
 
I hope all this good advice is helping you. I'm glad you found someone who's experiencing somewhat the same things you are. Keep on trying, and eventually I promise you you'll get there
I don’t know anybody who is experiencing this. Nor do I ever hope anybody does.
 
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I don’t know anybody who is experiencing this. Nor do I ever hope anybody does.
That's a very kind way of looking at this. Know that we will not quit until you get to where you used to be. I pray for you guys every single day. And I hope my prayers manifest a wonderful path forward
 
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