Tell Your PE Story...Inspire your fellow PE Brothers

[notmeanymore]

K honestly enough of your shit. We’re here to build each other up, not tear every positive attempt down. Every comment I have made my entire time on this site, there you are, shitting on my parade. Fuck right off.
I’ll likely get in shit for this but I’m fed up. We’ve tried talking to you, asking questions, offering solutions, and you just shit on it. I get it’s hard what you’re going through but at least fucking try what we’re suggesting. We’re not stupid.

Dude I wasn’t talking to you at all so get over yourself. Ask any question you want. There’s nothing gonna phase me any worse. It don’t get much worse. You have no idea what hard is. Neither did I. You have no idea what I’ve tried. And still try to this day. So far, there’s just no fixing this. I dont remember you having anything to try. If it made sense, I’ve already tried it, but spit it out, I’m all ears.

 

[DLD]

Wow, look at how much advice you got. Just because you were positive!

 

[Hulberk]

Dude I wasn’t talking to you at all so get over yourself. Ask any question you want. There’s nothing gonna phase me any worse. It don’t get much worse. You have no idea what hard is. Neither did I. You have no idea what I’ve tried. And still try to this day. So far, there’s just no fixing this. I dont remember you having anything to try. If it made sense, I’ve already tried it, but spit it out, I’m all ears.

You directly quoted me. Not hard to go back a page. You have zero idea what pain I’ve gone through / parineal pain 10/10 for a very long time to the point I wanted to end it. Hurt to do a lot of things. Didn’t blame it on dick exercises, especially jelqing, like seriously…
You have a pelvic floor issue dude or something deeper, it wasn’t your dick all of a sudden, you said you couldn’t kegel, ding ding ding! Maybe a clue?
Old and lively gave you tons of advice, and this isn’t the first time he took a hour out of his own busy day to reply to you and give you loads of information.
I said I agreed with him in the previous page cause I too lay awake at night trying to figure out YOUR issue. You think people here don’t care about your condition but we do.
My problem has always been your approach to our responses or when I post something motivational, you respond and bring me down. That hurts a lot dude cause I’m trying to inspire and keep momentum for myself, as a family man my days are extremely busy and I barely have time to do PE but I’m doing my best to work on myself in a dozen different ways these last few months. So I’d appreciate some give and take from you. Hard not to feel down I get it but I feel we’re onto something with our advice. Doctors are stupid af, they don’t even beleive what we do is possible. Chin up, let us help

 

[notmeanymore]

Yeah. I get it pelvic floor. Etc.but it doesn’t ever go away. Everything is so shrunk I can’t feel anything. There’s always a dead sting in my left rear deep inside, but it’s worthless to get to. I sure there’s something there, but when my glans is constantly red,I feel it’s causing all the other nonsense. And yes doctors are useless. And I still don’t believe this crap either after what it did to me. I didn’t blame it on something. That’s exactly what happened. And still today, I can’t kegel. Except on rare occasions. The only info I keep getting is that PE is great and this is caused by something I already had. Absolutely not. I was perfectly fine. I have absolutely altered every single aspect of having a penis and what I feel in every way here. And it ain’t good. lol.
I don’t mean to bring you down. I don’t want anybody else to do this. There’s no greater way to destroy your life. I fight every day to convince myself I’m worth being alive. I completely alienated myself from the world,and I can no longer hang out or talk to anyone because of this. Standing around with a 2 inch wiener I can’t feel is impossible to be around anybody.

I’ve done and continue to do as much as possible every pelvic floor stretch I can find. And I’m still looking for more. Cause none of it fixes anything. Occasional slight relief? Sometimes. But it’s just a merry go round of the same thing over and over. My penis is totally gone. Except for when I have sex. But even then, it’s not what it was before this happened. Nor does it feel the same.

 

[Hulberk]

Yeah. I get it pelvic floor. Etc.but it doesn’t ever go away. Everything is so shrunk I can’t feel anything. There’s always a dead sting in my left rear deep inside, but it’s worthless to get to. I sure there’s something there, but when my glans is constantly red,I feel it’s causing all the other nonsense. And yes doctors are useless. And I still don’t believe this crap either after what it did to me. I didn’t blame it on something. That’s exactly what happened. And still today, I can’t kegel. Except on rare occasions. The only info I keep getting is that PE is great and this is caused by something I already had. Absolutely not. I was perfectly fine. I have absolutely altered every single aspect of having a penis and what I feel in every way here. And it ain’t good. lol.

Glans are red.. hmm. You said you had a CT scan done before hey? Blood work? I also know you say you wear tight clothing, due to this, wouldn’t allowing more blood to it help it? Or you say there’s a weird tingly feeling when clothing brushes your dick?
Honestly to me this is pointing more towards pelvic floor collapse. What’s it like taking a shit? Stinging sensation/ shock in your parineal area? Are you regular? Ever been constipated? Does your stomach feel tight/ full?
Trying to nail
Something down

 

[notmeanymore]

Glans are red.. hmm. You said you had a CT scan done before hey? Blood work? I also know you say you wear tight clothing, due to this, wouldn’t allowing more blood to it help it? Or you say there’s a weird tingly feeling when clothing brushes your dick?
Honestly to me this is pointing more towards pelvic floor collapse. What’s it like taking a shit? Stinging sensation/ shock in your parineal area? Are you regular? Ever been constipated? Does your stomach feel tight/ full?
Trying to nail
Something down

I wear tight stuff, cause I hav to. If I wear boxers, they are too soft. Whatever that does, makes me feel absolutely nothing.,and it is super small along with it. It will put me in full panic attacks in a few hours. Every pair of pants feels different. I have certain ones I won’t even put on. I can’t sleep naked anymore. There’s nothing there to feel. It’s red ,like nerve damage red. Texture doesn’t even look the same. Early on, if I could get things to relax and hang like normal, it kinda seemed ok. But that doesn’t seem to happen anymore. Crapping is regular mostly. It hurts before I have to go. But I don’t have too much problem going. But after I’m done, it still feels like something is in there . Still stings in my left rectum when I kegel off and on. More so when I’m sitting. I have a lot of urinary weirdness. Bladder seems tight. Pee seems more yellow to me than ever before at times. Smell is even strong. But I analyze things I’ve never paid attention to now obviously. Usually can’t evenfeeel I’m going . Nor can I finish with a kegel as I always have. I have to dry it off with my shirt, if I’m sitting down and pee, it runs everywhere when I stand up. Had mri’s. Multiple blood works/ urine scans several times.

I have cialis which I almost never take anymore. It’s too weird. It does work ,but not a lot, when it does, it’s within the first hour. And I’ll swell up like I should be. Even to full erection without wanting it. But then, it’s the other way again. And completely dead and gone rest of the day. loose clothes .etc doesn’t help bloodflow. It just makes whats so small already rub more and irritate. In fact, if I’m artificially inflated with cialis, my glans is so unnaturally red colored. Has done this for couple years now since this happened.

Oh, and the best part. About a year ago when the peeing crap got worse, I think that was about the time my left foot starting being numb.along with my shin,. That’s pretty consistent. Either a burn, or numb. Gets cold as crap too. Especially if it’s 20 degrees outside. Right foot. Nothing. But my left will feel cold as ice. Driving in a car I get it a lot . Sometimes my left hand gets in on the action too. I’m not sure that’s not just anxiety from this though.

This is so stupid, it’s unexplainable. This is just the cliff notes. Basically, it feels like my glans has been dulled so much,I barely feel anything in clothes.and either causes it to shrink to nothing which drives me nuts to feel,or the shrinking causes it. I can’t even tell anymore. It I physically touch it with my finger, I can feel everything. But it’s not right. If I have sex, that’s the best I ever feel ,although I’m not the size I once was. And my glans is duller than it should be. Ironically ,that makes me wanna bust quicker lot of times.

 

[Hulberk]

I wear tight stuff, cause I hav to. If I wear boxers, they are too soft. Whatever that does, makes me feel absolutely nothing.,and it is super small along with it. It will put me in full panic attacks in a few hours. Every pair of pants feels different. I have certain ones I won’t even put on. I can’t sleep naked anymore. There’s nothing there to feel. It’s red ,like nerve damage red. Texture doesn’t even look the same. Early on, if I could get things to relax and hang like normal, it kinda seemed ok. But that doesn’t seem to happen anymore. Crapping is regular mostly. It hurts before I have to go. But I don’t have too much problem going. But after I’m done, it still feels like something is in there . Still stings in my left rectum when I kegel off and on. More so when I’m sitting. I have a lot of urinary weirdness. Bladder seems tight. Pee seems more yellow to me than ever before at times. Usually can’t evenfeeel I’m going . Nor can I finish with a kegel as I always have. I have to dry it off with my shirt, if I’m sitting down and pee, it runs everywhere when I stand up. Had mri’s. Multiple blood works/ urine scans several times.

I have cialis which I almost never take anymore. It’s too weird. It does work ,but not a lot, when it does, it’s within the first hour. And I’ll swell up like I should be. Even to full erection without wanting it. But then, it’s the other way again. And completely dead and gone rest of the day. loose clothes .etc doesn’t help bloodflow. It just makes whats so small already rub more and irritate. In fact, if I’m artificially inflated with cialis, my glans is so unnaturally red colored. Has done this for couple years now since this happened.

Oh, and the best part. About a year ago when the peeing crap got worse, I think that was about the time my left foot starting being numb.along with my shin,. That’s pretty consistent. Either a burn, or numb. Gets cold as crap too. Especially if it’s 20 degrees outside. Right foot. Nothing. But my left will feel cold as ice. Driving in a car I get it a lot . Sometimes my left hand gets in on the action too. I’m not sure that’s not just anxiety from this though.

MRI should definitely be better than a CT…hm. Lots of information there. I need to think on it. If I come up with anything useful I’ll touch base again. Wish you the best, keep digging