zartan;340572 said:I have to watch what I say in this post as I think a female from my past has discovered that I'm on here. Anyways, I've always been insecure about my penis size. I'm remember when I was younger I would say to myself that I'm when I'm an adult I'm going to be a big dude with a big penis. Being the one large, athletic, (part) black guy with a less than adequate penis is not the reputation that I wanted to have or would ever settle for. I've also found myself being jealous of the portrayal of big penis' in Hollywood movies (ex. Baseketball, Boogie Nights, Naked Gun 33 1/3, Soul Plane, etc.), and said I want to be that big. My current penis & testicles on a physically smaller (ht and or wt) person would look much more impressive, so I must strive for a bigger penis.
I grew some in school, but the idea first came to me in the early 90's when I was in high school about getting a bigger penis. Girls would talk about wanting a guy with a big dick, and making fun of guys with smaller ones. I was determined that would not be me. One day when I got out of practice, I was walking this girl I knew to the bus stop. She looked o.k., and I didn't have a thing for her, but I had the biggest erection I ever had up until that point. I remember I had on black sweats and she looked in awe and said to me "Do you have to use the bathroom or something?" I'm guessing I was probably about 7" BPenis EnlargementL. The idea of Penis Enlargement was still in my head, but I wouldn't try anything until a few years later in college.
I tried to apply my weight training knowledge to pe in the form of hanging. I would work up to hanging a 45 lb Olympic barbell plate from my penis, but I must have done something wrong as although my flaccid length improved somewhat, my penis began to turn to the right (which I still have), and my erection length actually shrunk. It was also during this time period that this lowlife guy on the football team that I strongly disliked was spotted in the shower, and apparently was hung to his knees according to several other athletes, and made fun of guys with smaller penises. I'm guessing that the claims of his endowment were exaggerated, but that fueled the fire for my quest for a larger penis. I just didn't know how yet.
During my senior year of college, I began exploring the internet for penis enlargment techniques/devices. I first began pumping then, which was a short term success, but in the end netted little to no gains. I even bought the following items off of ebay: some kind of penis enlarging oil from Asia, [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]penis enlargement pills[/words], and a penis enlargement hypnosis tape; none of which worked (Yes, I know I was a sucker) . The only thing that I did manage to get worth while was a Penis Enlargement exercises manual about $15, which including jelqing (at this time on the internet, pe exercises were only on pay sites)
I had been doing Penis Enlargement and thought I was making progress, until 1 day during a job outing, a coworker of mine dropped his draws for all to see. The guy was huge. He said he was 10 1/2" and I believe him. His thickness was unreal. An attractive married woman even went up to him gawking at him, right in front of her husband. He also claimed to have done some work or was about to do some work for the adult entertainment company Extreme Associates. I did not want to be put in the position of having a girlfriend/wife desiring another man's penis over my own, so on I would continue with my Penis Enlargement, even more vigorously.
I would stick with manual stretching & jelquing. It wasn't until after I got out of college that my "work in progress" would finally be shown. This girl was the first (and only so far) to deal with my penis and was impressed with my size (especially my girth). My goal was for her to be able to get 2 hands on my penis (length wise), and she did with my head still exposed. I felt like the years of Penis Enlargement had finally paid off. I can now get both hands on my penis with the head exposed, and my hands are quite a bit larger then hers, which shows I've made some progress.
I found this site 3 years ago, and ordered the Viamax [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]extender[/words] shortly after. I remember I got it as I was dating this girl who I thought I might of been able to have a future with. I had got the impression based on things she I had been told that she had been with some "larger than life guys", and I didn't want to be put to shame. She never saw my penis, but I'll hopefully be able to share it with a good woman sooner than later.
This site has been valuable in that I know that I'm not alone in this struggle. I'm now able to spot fakes easier, am aware of camera tricks, and have gained info on good pe exercises. My goal is to get to as big as possible, and not waste my time in doing so. I've achieved just about all of my weightlifting goals, now if I could just get this Penis Enlargement goal, I'll be set.
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