Big Update-
2 pictures and a hot encounter
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I was in the hot tub rehabbing my injures, and the petite blonde from reply #79 walked in. We were talking about different stuff, she was telling me her about her ex, and then I was telling her about mine. We talked for about 20 minutes. She was asking about my ex, and then I slipped it in that me and my ex didn't have full intercourse, one of the reasons was due to my size. She's a nurse and has seen her share of penis'. I told her about my flaccid length & girth vs. the average men's erect length and girth, and she said "whoa". She was saying that her ex was 7" long (erect), which is what she thought I meant when I said that I had 7" flaccid girth. I had to clarify what I meant by making making an air circle and then told her my erect size and her eyes got bigger and she said "Wow. That's huge".
We were talking some more, and she asked if wore a cup when I compete, and I said no because that would really make it stick out. I then stood up with the flaccid "d-line" showing through my pants. She was embarrassed and said: "Oh my G-d. I see what you're talking about." A few minutes later, I then just pulled up my shorts leg and showed her my flaccid (which I had to slightly cover in case somebody came in) and her eyes got huge and she said "Wow! That's big. Real big" We talked a few more minutes, and I had to get out real quick, and she said she liked my butt. I then invited her to touch it, which she did. I then was joking "what if I grabbed those (pointing at her breasts)". I faked twice, and then touched them for real. At that point, it was on! Fantastic, natural, big, soft, round EE's on a small waist! They looked incredible, and even had to ask if they were real or not, which they were. She said that when she weighed more, she was a FF. I pulled one out and sucked on it, as we both had to make sure that we wouldn't get caught. I then brought her hand down to my unit and and she was truly impressed. I told her that I'm not even fully erect yet, and she said "Oh my G-d. Wow". She kept discretely stroking it underwater. We were messed around for a good 30 minutes or so, grabbing different bodyparts, foreplay, etc (no fluid exchanges), but the heat was making us dehydrated. I tried to get oral, which she attempted twice, with her mouth not getting past my head, but water kept getting in her mouth from the pool and we had to make sure that nobody was coming or walking in. I'm not sure how much the water was blocking or how much would fit in her mouth, but I'm leaning towards the water being the issue. It was difficult as I was holding her hair, looking down and had to look around. She said "that head is gigantic". We were obviously limited as to what could be attempted, but she straddled me with me attempting to go for the home run as I attempted to insert through her 1 piece, but that wasn't working as she kept blocking with her hands. I'm not certain if I would fit or not, but her "opening" appears to be slightly larger than my ex. I did put it downward between her boobs though. Due to the fear of getting caught, and water, I didn't get to %100 erection, but got to 90-95% or so. She was trying to finish me off with manual, but her hand got tired due to the position we had to use.
She said that my girth was "alien size" and that I had good length too. I asked her to rate my size and kept saying the girth was huge. In regards to the length, I wasn't sure if she was saying that I was "8 inches" or that I was an 8 out of 10 . She was saying that she liked my physique from what she saw months ago being how big it is, and didn't know what size my penis was as she had previously only seen me the waist up. Seeing my penis tonight topped it all off for her. She said that she wanted me from the first time she saw me. I tried for the 3 hands length, but we got 2 1/4 (her hand, my hand, and then a portion of her hand) with less than optimal conditions (both nervous about getting caught, me not being able to fully stand up without being seen and water). Me and her both have issues as she said that I'm not boyfriend material yet and I told her that I can't be in a relationship either as I've got too much negative personal stuff affecting me right now. I let her know that I have not gone all the way, which kind of upset her as she thought I was joking, but I told her it's the truth. I then got out pool as I was showing her how to squat correctly. She was looking right at my unit. I joked and pointed up saying: "My eyes are up here". I asked her at the end, what did you think when I pulled out my flaccid penis? She said with a big smile "That size is Awesome!". We briefly hugged at the end, as somebody else was entering the pool.
Looking back, I would have liked to known for sure how the size of my %100 erection would have fared against her hands or mouth. I already can't go to my main gym on certain days and hours because of my ex, now it appears that I won't be going to this gym (my backup) either. I was in love with my ex, but while I'm attracted to this woman, I don't want to and can't be involved with her. I should have been stronger and said no to temptation, but I keep trying to wow the ladies with my penis. Doing p.e. to impress the ladies, but then not wanting to be involved with them? I know it doesn't make a whole lot of sense, but I've got to stop doing this!!!!!