Longth;637628 said:
We're just not squeemish about a little intensity. Those are always the best kinds of sessions. Leaves little doubt you're making an impact. After that one time I've decided to make that the normal finale. Just not as good the other way.

Yeah, and I think as time goes on, with consistent training through the fatigue, it becomes easier and easier.
 
doublelongdaddy;637644 said:
Yeah, and I think as time goes on, with consistent training through the fatigue, it becomes easier and easier.

Maybe, but I'm definitely a noob comparatively. Maybe one day I'll say screw it and just get to the land of undeniably huge myself.

So today is the last day before measuring. The intensity of my routine merits it in my eyes. Plus I feel like bi weekly measurements give me a chance to avoid wasting time. I can definitely make some adjustments if I haven't climbed the remote at all in two weeks. Obviously not expecting huge change, but it's a crucial point for me to know I'm moving in the right direction.

The first completed day of 10 sets felt like a good one for gains as you might expect. I feel like more would be too much and less just wouldn't cut it. I am able to get just under that line on the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words] where it starts to round off at the top when fully compressed. It's been a kind of subconscious goal to hit that line. Of course when I do that the goal will be to stay at that line the whole pump.

My numerical goal is still 9bpel by 7mseg. But I'm going to say now if I hit 8 nbp I kinda need to stop. I know how dense my fat pad is. I don't have the skills or repoir someone like dld does. Going any bigger would just wind up hurting me. I don't know why I want to, but I definitely get why I shouldn't.

So my grand master plan for attaching the weight is very simpleton. I put on the suction ring for extra support, put the weight around my base, and stuff hand towels into the free space until it starts to be snug. Then I move it up to the suction ring and get it as snug as I can with more hand towel and voila. A big heavy mess hanging off my junk. Not sure how bad it will be with circulation, but I'm going to find out.

Such a weird hobby. Lol
 
Longth;637799 said:
Finally done for the day. Tomorrow will just be testing the weights out. Really tired. Good pump though

What about the new measurements?
 
doublelongdaddy;637815 said:
What about the new measurements?

Later tonight. I like to just give myself some time away from the routine so my measurements are less a post workout temp gain thing. I saw it last night after [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words] with good eq and I really don't know what to think other than maybe I'm getting fatter in the fat pad. :\

So I'm going to try to get in a few hours in hanging that weight just to test it out. Big factor for my application of [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?64036-My-Best-Work-Ever-Penis-Enlargement-will-Be-Changed-Forever-gt-gt-Gain%20inches%20with%20SRT-Theory-and-Routine]SRT[/words]. Really just want to see how long it takes to get to the point of way too uncomfortable. Not even going for [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words] or anything after.

My pelvic floor was so fatigued once I got to bed it felt tingly. Earlier on in the night I had a little throbbing in the area. I've never heard of overtraining the PC muscle and I'm fine now, so I don't know. Kinda neat and odd at the same time.

Just hoping for some climb up that ladder today. I like to see that pushing through those "I don't wanna" moments are worth it.
 
Actually, I'm going to [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words] a few hours before. No reason not to, it's never impacted my length before. Kinda pushing it with the weight hanging but I plan to do that on Sundays anyway. Feel like I'm rolling a dice hoping for an 8.5

Gotta beat that remote!
 
So my idea works fine for the weights. Its actually painless also. I am just going to need to keep an eye on circulation but this is actually totally usable and way less dreadful than the vac [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]extender[/words]. This is definitely going to be the easy part.

So yay it actually works great. I will post some pics of it set up. Kinda funny but whatever if I have supplementary [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]ads[/words] again. Might actually be a good month.
 
Seems I'm back to under 8.

So for all that effort, negative results. I am ready to accept this now. I'm going to be starting my breaking down of this into maintenance tomorrow. We'll see if anything actually sticks, but I'm definitely not expecting it at this point. Even if I go about many months of effort to retain it.

I did what I could
 
Longth;637926 said:
Seems I'm back to under 8.

So for all that effort, negative results. I am ready to accept this now. I'm going to be starting my breaking down of this into maintenance tomorrow. We'll see if anything actually sticks, but I'm definitely not expecting it at this point. Even if I go about many months of effort to retain it.

I did what I could

Don't get discouraged brother. It's a minor setback, let's see if DLD can help you with your routine to get you gaining again.

Remember in the initial [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?64036-My-Best-Work-Ever-Penis-Enlargement-will-Be-Changed-Forever-gt-gt-Gain%20inches%20with%20SRT-Theory-and-Routine]SRT[/words] write-up, when DLD was in the discovery phase and trying to find what routines worked and didn't? He lost something like 1.5" doing bad routines and not following the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?64036-My-Best-Work-Ever-Penis-Enlargement-will-Be-Changed-Forever-gt-gt-Gain%20inches%20with%20SRT-Theory-and-Routine]SRT[/words] methodology. There are probably just some adjustments that need to be made for your body.

You've got this man, and the brotherhood is behind you.
 
It just implies the only thing that was working was the [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]extender[/words] that was ripping skin off my head daily. Not exactly ideal. The absolute best thing I probably could do is grab a [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]phallosan[/words], and I just don't see myself being able to afford it. So I can try a butt load of hanging with the weight, which does have the ideal amount of grams, but other than that it seems like I have more control over my girth.

So that's what I will do. Probably a few rounds of bundled stretching before girth work which may or may not compliment it and just hanging that weight with heat all day. I don't want to seem biased, but length work is kinda pointless with my foreskin slippage. A [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?83577-Length-master-official-order-thread-now-shipping-06-16-2014!!!]length master[/words] seems like a potential fix, but I'm too broke for all that biz.

It is what it is.
 
Took the day off to reset myself. Things have been very out of control in my life and making the gains was giving me something to look forward to. Dire straits in finding positives before the measurement and now that I've regressed it seems kinda pointless. I can't really do much more than I was doing for manual stretches and those alone are clearly ineffective for me. Glad I didn't waste a month, but I am not even close to rebounding well. So tired of chaos and instability.

It's occurred to me that I've been using the forum too much as an escape. At this point I clearly shouldn't be giving out any tips because I am pretty much clueless and I am not in an encouraging mood. I know how I am, and my mood that closest resembles a black hole is floating around on the forefront. Nobody needs that. It was pretty nice to feel like I was doing something that was advancing me personally. It's certainly not the root of my mood, but it's definitely a downer to feel a loss of control here.

Thus concludes the description of my current state.
 
Definitely some bros may feel the same way me included,my life is way too far from being great,succesful,beautiful etc etc,im dead broke,i have no money,no relationships,almost friendless,and the job if that thing can be called a job and i make very very little money working there,besides my PE life is so full doubts,obstacles,interruptions and a lot more,my life is way too uncertain and i have no idea what is going to happen tommorrow..but i wont quit i want to keep on going...

You have a ton of opportunities open your mind start a new routine ask about the changes you can make in your routine...
 
Longth;638040 said:
Took the day off to reset myself. Things have been very out of control in my life and making the gains was giving me something to look forward to. Dire straits in finding positives before the measurement and now that I've regressed it seems kinda pointless. I can't really do much more than I was doing for manual stretches and those alone are clearly ineffective for me. Glad I didn't waste a month, but I am not even close to rebounding well. So tired of chaos and instability.

It's occurred to me that I've been using the forum too much as an escape. At this point I clearly shouldn't be giving out any tips because I am pretty much clueless and I am not in an encouraging mood. I know how I am, and my mood that closest resembles a black hole is floating around on the forefront. Nobody needs that. It was pretty nice to feel like I was doing something that was advancing me personally. It's certainly not the root of my mood, but it's definitely a downer to feel a loss of control here.

Thus concludes the description of my current state.

Dont give in:)
 
Longth;638040 said:
Took the day off to reset myself. Things have been very out of control in my life and making the gains was giving me something to look forward to. Dire straits in finding positives before the measurement and now that I've regressed it seems kinda pointless. I can't really do much more than I was doing for manual stretches and those alone are clearly ineffective for me. Glad I didn't waste a month, but I am not even close to rebounding well. So tired of chaos and instability.

It's occurred to me that I've been using the forum too much as an escape. At this point I clearly shouldn't be giving out any tips because I am pretty much clueless and I am not in an encouraging mood. I know how I am, and my mood that closest resembles a black hole is floating around on the forefront. Nobody needs that. It was pretty nice to feel like I was doing something that was advancing me personally. It's certainly not the root of my mood, but it's definitely a downer to feel a loss of control here.

Thus concludes the description of my current state.

We all get to that place, i was there when i last measured and took a week off, length training can be a bastard sometimes, that's why I'm just doing girth for a little while.
 
Judging by how things feel, it seems likely that my initial gains came from straightening out the area where the exit point is. There was a distinct curve to it and that's no longer the case. I have a BPFSL over 8.6 inches, so I figure maybe I can squeeze out a little more gain through erect stretching. Still figure on using bundled stretches exclusively for manual length work and to potentially aid in girth gains and [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]ads[/words]. I'm going to be experimenting with a few ideas for different types of erect stretching as well. I plan on doing 3 half hour sets of edging per day with 10 minutes each time available to try things out without the ring. Throw in [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]ads[/words] for 8 hours a day and probably 15 minutes of bundled stretches and we will see how that goes. I've also got a thought or two for adding more weight. Also going back to [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words] twice a day and using a ring at night. All that considered, it's still going to be way less of a pain in the ass than what I've been doing. The plan for going full throttle with all that is 3 months, as that will more so be the marker for when I restart girth work.

Still abhorrently down. Not sure when I will start this up. I'm in maintenance mode until I do. Today I just did some light why not stretches and did edging for an hour. The mood always passes eventually. I've gained a little speed with that in recent years. Really annoying because I've always been this way. There is no cure for a mind that is magnetically drawn to emphatically stating the obvious on a loop. The stank has hit of late and it is foul as it gets. I get it brain. Shut up and make me a plan to get a billion dollars already. Do something useful for a change.

Even better, I find it depressing that I'm not how I am when I'm in a good mood. Like that's not ridiculous. I kinda like that guy. This guy is just a huge downer that never has any fun. I do not prefer this guy. Introspection is a trap.

I've been through worse. This too shall pass. Insert cliche here. I know all that. How do I make when it's over into right now?
 
VoorheesXIII;638074 said:
We all get to that place, i was there when i last measured and took a week off, length training can be a bastard sometimes, that's why I'm just doing girth for a little while.

The annoying part is there's most likely a way around the plateau and it's probably glaringly obvious to someone else. Girth work is so simple it's ridiculous. Pressure pressure pressure. Make pressure. Also pressure. Length work has the ligaments, which can only get you so far and only if you're a wizard with relaxing the pelvic floor. Really creating new tissue rather than just revealing a greater portion is a process nobody would envy. If expressive stretching is actually a functional notion, there's no doubt that would be the path to take once you've straightened out the exit point. At least, if you don't want to spend years committing yourself to a modern variation of an ancient tribal method.

And here I go again. I can't figure out a damn thing else in my life so let's try and tackle the great length conundrum. I'm also clearly missing something. So my distraction now feels like something I could use a distraction from.

I'd sleep but I might have nightmares I need to be distracted from.

I'm basically making fun of myself at this point. Ridiculous.
 
And here's the worst night in years.

And I'm freaking trying.

Wtf... Too much at once universe. I still freaking breathe after all
 
Longth;638205 said:
And here's the worst night in years.

And I'm freaking trying.

Wtf... Too much at once universe. I still freaking breathe after all

Sorry things are tough right now bro. Settle back and try to focus on the good. We have a tendency as humans to magnify the problems of our life over all the good things that might be happening as well. For example if I take blank white board and draw a single black dot on the board, then ask a group of people "What's on this board?", everyone will say a black dot. No one usually takes the time to look at all the white space that was there. We do the same things with the problems of our lives brother.

You have a roof over your head? Food in your stomach? Money in your pocket? A beating heart? Great, then we can work through all this other stuff that's going on. Take a step back, take a deep breath, realize that every mountain can be climbed, even Everest with the right equipment and dedication. You've got this bro!
 
Longth;638205 said:
And here's the worst night in years.

And I'm freaking trying.

Wtf... Too much at once universe. I still freaking breathe after all

well i get you i have spent years years going nowhere man,now im getting a brutal awakening,being basically an outcast is not a great thing believe me,there are so many things i have to solve in my life too and i just cant for now its a matter of time, work and willpower,and real support too, are part of the solution i only can pray to God and see what i can do,besides i have been dealing whit a horrible tootache since last night and is fecking killing me...:)
 
So I think the worst of it is over and some degree of normalcy will start to creep back in. Don't judge me, I'm bi polar. I also have no real control other than being able to retreat from everything. It comes down to necessity because of how talented I am at being a downer. It didn't help that it has been completely out of my hands, but as down as I get I never actually give up. It just makes everything seem impossible.

I have still been doing maintenance and I still plan to get right back into girth with some intensity for a few months. I have looked farther into the alternatives but it doesn't seem like much out there is going to help. Other than spending 400 dollars on a [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]phallosan[/words] I'm a bit out of luck. I don't honestly expect those kind of results from what's basically a heavy sock, but it's worth a shot. I am not going to do anything that makes me miserable with all this.

I figure I'll get started back up full strength on Monday. If the edging sessions are any indication, I am doing just fine on the girth side of the ball. Perhaps more length is a futile persuit without an actual [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]ads[/words]. It seems I haven't lost as much as I originally thought either. I am still slightly over 8 bpel and it hasn't changed at all since that discovery. I still find it a little disheartening that I am most likely stuck about where I am, but it's at least a little less so to see I'm retaining some.

So far as my presence on the forum goes, I feel like it's better for me to try and focus more on what's around me. The forums run quite well without me shooting around blasting literal theories and my unusual work in their faces. No need for me to get so wrapped up in it. I am an overzealous kind of person and that's really just not good to be like on the internet. I still plan to update with all my failures and success. Just in case it's useful for someone else down the line and to keep it all straight. Lots of information here already so it'd be a waste. But yea. This is for me now. My mind is going to stick to this little thread.
 
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