Hey guys. I haven't been posting or doing anything. I've really been in the dumps. I've been broken up with my girlfriend for 8 months and during that time, I also lost my dog that I had for 7 years. Just so down in the dumps and I just can't find the heart to get back into my exercises. I've gained some weight and have gotten slightly pale. Just find it to hard to get myself back up from this bottom. I'm just do depressed. Not that I need any medication, but I have been in mourning for a long time. Just thought I'd let you guys know and that I haven't disappeared. I still have live for [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] and that won't be lost. Thanks.
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runningignus;568021 said:
My Goodness my Brother, what tribulations have come upon you! You have not only my sympathy but my deepest prayers in you trials. As hard as things seem right now there is always something there to change your life for the better, a hidden virtue that comes to those who are in need. Be aware and look about and become suBathmateerged in your environment, it is there, in the present moment that the clues to this virtue dwell. For me it was a longer journey and this is why I give the advice I do. When Jennifer left me I was done for 5 years! I gave every moment to "what if's" and "I wish I would have..." and the depression only became compounded because of my constant dwelling in the past...I truly was living in a place that did not exists for 5 years! During that time, now looking back with keen awareness, there were many clues, many opportunities, many treasures that were just out of my sight, difficult to see through the tears. In this same period my Cat Mokey passed and that was traumatic, she was with me for 20 years.
After 5 years of suffering and with no sure footing for my emotional ties to the relationship and the other sorrows that plagued me, what I thought I wanted more than anything in the world, the thing I was praying for, the thing I suffered for, the very "part" that would fix me, Jennifer! HOW F+CKING WRONG I WAS! After 5 years I finally was healing, I was starting to see the virtues and new gifts I was receiving in getting better. I was finally staring to get everything together and she came back. This seemingly good thing was indeed a GOOD thing but not in the sense I assumed, it was good in the sense that the relationship was so damaged and she was so far gone that I was finally able to get closure! I knew that she was not for me and I also realized 5 years went under the bridge. I do not regret one bit of it as a matter of fact, after she left the second time my healing was very quick! My understandings to seeing the clues around me to virtuous change were open and I indeed came out of the who situation a better man, a more virtuous person, a more caring lover of all, I had learned that the problems I was so obsessed with were the very doors to the better me!
Cry, let it out, find a muse to pour your sorrows into. For me it was art and [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] bit for you it may be something else. In the time since she has gone and many sorrows have passed I am a much better man because of it. I can say I truly LOVE Jennifer with all my heart, she made me a much better man.
runningignus;568021 said:
My Goodness my Brother, what tribulations have come upon you! You have not only my sympathy but my deepest prayers in you trials. As hard as things seem right now there is always something there to change your life for the better, a hidden virtue that comes to those who are in need. Be aware and look about and become suBathmateerged in your environment, it is there, in the present moment that the clues to this virtue dwell. For me it was a longer journey and this is why I give the advice I do. When Jennifer left me I was done for 5 years! I gave every moment to "what if's" and "I wish I would have..." and the depression only became compounded because of my constant dwelling in the past...I truly was living in a place that did not exists for 5 years! During that time, now looking back with keen awareness, there were many clues, many opportunities, many treasures that were just out of my sight, difficult to see through the tears. In this same period my Cat Mokey passed and that was traumatic, she was with me for 20 years.
After 5 years of suffering and with no sure footing for my emotional ties to the relationship and the other sorrows that plagued me, what I thought I wanted more than anything in the world, the thing I was praying for, the thing I suffered for, the very "part" that would fix me, Jennifer! HOW F+CKING WRONG I WAS! After 5 years I finally was healing, I was starting to see the virtues and new gifts I was receiving in getting better. I was finally staring to get everything together and she came back. This seemingly good thing was indeed a GOOD thing but not in the sense I assumed, it was good in the sense that the relationship was so damaged and she was so far gone that I was finally able to get closure! I knew that she was not for me and I also realized 5 years went under the bridge. I do not regret one bit of it as a matter of fact, after she left the second time my healing was very quick! My understandings to seeing the clues around me to virtuous change were open and I indeed came out of the who situation a better man, a more virtuous person, a more caring lover of all, I had learned that the problems I was so obsessed with were the very doors to the better me!
Cry, let it out, find a muse to pour your sorrows into. For me it was art and [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] bit for you it may be something else. In the time since she has gone and many sorrows have passed I am a much better man because of it. I can say I truly LOVE Jennifer with all my heart, she made me a much better man.
Thank you so much. We were together for 7 years and just to be alone is heart breaking. Like you, my BEAUTIFUL is all I want in my life and nothing else. I know with time things will become better but the time I have now is just sadness and dwelling. I know I have the strength to get over this but I don't want to lose these feelings I have now. I feel I have to feel these things in order to grow. I just know it. I refrain from any drugs and alcohol. That would just weaken me. My mind set is just so low right now. I just have to grow and become stronger. Thank you for the kindest words I have heard in the longest time. They do not fall on deaf ears.
Just an update. I have been feeling better and back to eating. I lost ten pounds from this depression and plan to bounce back. I have a new person in my life helping me through all of this. She has gone through this with an ex as well. She has been pushing me through the walls that I had put up so long ago and doesn't let me settle back into a rut. We have known each other for 2 years and we've been really talking to each other for the better part of 10 months. Now, we have started to become closer and I hope we can make more of it. If not, I'll still appreciate all that she has done for me. She's a strong woman and has a heart of gold.
Also, since she has started to help me, I've been getting back on training. I've been doing DLD Blasters any chance I get at work and while home. I've also been going crazy with clamping. Having staved off ejaculating for a week, my EQ is through the roof and I'm taking full advantage of it. Squeezes and bends feel so great while clamped.
I appreciate having some place to put all this and thank everyone for reading and replying. God bless and thanks.
Also, since she has started to help me, I've been getting back on training. I've been doing DLD Blasters any chance I get at work and while home. I've also been going crazy with clamping. Having staved off ejaculating for a week, my EQ is through the roof and I'm taking full advantage of it. Squeezes and bends feel so great while clamped.
I appreciate having some place to put all this and thank everyone for reading and replying. God bless and thanks.
Just an update. I have been feeling better and back to eating. I lost ten pounds from this depression and plan to bounce back. I have a new person in my life helping me through all of this. She has gone through this with an ex as well. She has been pushing me through the walls that I had put up so long ago and doesn't let me settle back into a rut. We have known each other for 2 years and we've been really talking to each other for the better part of 10 months. Now, we have started to become closer and I hope we can make more of it. If not, I'll still appreciate all that she has done for me. She's a strong woman and has a heart of gold.
Also, since she has started to help me, I've been getting back on training. I've been doing DLD Blasters any chance I get at work and while home. I've also been going crazy with clamping. Having staved off ejaculating for a week, my EQ is through the roof and I'm taking full advantage of it. Squeezes and bends feel so great while clamped.
I appreciate having some place to put all this and thank everyone for reading and replying. God bless and thanks.
Also, since she has started to help me, I've been getting back on training. I've been doing DLD Blasters any chance I get at work and while home. I've also been going crazy with clamping. Having staved off ejaculating for a week, my EQ is through the roof and I'm taking full advantage of it. Squeezes and bends feel so great while clamped.
I appreciate having some place to put all this and thank everyone for reading and replying. God bless and thanks.
Just another update. The woman helping me didn't want to acknowledge the feelings she has for me. I tried everything I could so I would not regret anything in the future, but it just went south and were no longer friends. I truly did love her and I told her everything about How I felt and that we would be great for each other. She just pushed and shoved me away and just got really angry every time I would say something. I put my whole heart into talking with her but she didn't want a relationship. I know she wants to be with me, but she has family issues and other things going on, so I told her I couldn't be friends with her on account of my feelings for her. She said it would be best if we just left each other alone and end it. I didn't want no part of it, but in the end, I agreed. I truly miss her and love her so much, But, I have grown, so it's not so hurtful having lost her. I love her with all my heart and she knows that, So I did the best I could and have no regrets.
On a lighter note, my flaccid length has been slightly increasing. I have been doing DLD Blasters at home and at work. Along with BLUE WHALE MANDINGO STRETCHES, getting already 5 to 6 sets of stretches a day. I'm hoping I can finally hit 7 soon. Had a dream where I was 8 inches with a semi, wish it were true. I'm going to get my goal this time. I have no interruptions left after all I've been through. Love [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words]. THANKS DLD AND EVERYONE FOR ALL YOUR CONTRIBUTIONS.
On a lighter note, my flaccid length has been slightly increasing. I have been doing DLD Blasters at home and at work. Along with BLUE WHALE MANDINGO STRETCHES, getting already 5 to 6 sets of stretches a day. I'm hoping I can finally hit 7 soon. Had a dream where I was 8 inches with a semi, wish it were true. I'm going to get my goal this time. I have no interruptions left after all I've been through. Love [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words]. THANKS DLD AND EVERYONE FOR ALL YOUR CONTRIBUTIONS.
runningignus;571390 said:
Time and Space sometimes do not coordinate as wish and we are left with a "Why did it have to happen like this" mentality. I am sorry for these tribulations but I can assure you virtue is born with great patience and the things we want most are usually a product of your consistent and patient dedication to those things you desire and even when times seem unsure, believe with even greater faith that what you want will happen BECAUSE of the tribulation. I will pray for you as I do all the Brothers that you be relieved of these stresses and be enlightened, with quickness, to the reality of your destiny.
I like this lighter note as it is a happier note and one of great joy! Gains always brings such happiness and solace in times of difficulty. Our penis is so good with comforting us and bringing us solace and amazing feelings! A great place to deal with tribulations is through making yourself better! Penis Enlargement is a betterment every man should know but only the special receive. I am so happy that you are having some good among the difficult.
runningignus;571390 said:
Time and Space sometimes do not coordinate as wish and we are left with a "Why did it have to happen like this" mentality. I am sorry for these tribulations but I can assure you virtue is born with great patience and the things we want most are usually a product of your consistent and patient dedication to those things you desire and even when times seem unsure, believe with even greater faith that what you want will happen BECAUSE of the tribulation. I will pray for you as I do all the Brothers that you be relieved of these stresses and be enlightened, with quickness, to the reality of your destiny.
I like this lighter note as it is a happier note and one of great joy! Gains always brings such happiness and solace in times of difficulty. Our penis is so good with comforting us and bringing us solace and amazing feelings! A great place to deal with tribulations is through making yourself better! Penis Enlargement is a betterment every man should know but only the special receive. I am so happy that you are having some good among the difficult.
Thank you so much. Keeping this consistency has helped even though I thought it wouldn't. These things suck to happen, but I have been seeing that my attitude has been getting better along with my well being. My mind is better but nowhere near where it should be. I am slowly healing and becoming a better man. I believe I will come out better than I was. That in itself has been holding true, as I've been much more open with my feelings and my well being. Life hurts but, in the end, I believe I can only grow from it. Thank you for such kind words and a new way of looking at things. Thank you so much DLD.
https://www.dropbox.com/sc/sfh58lq0ieh1mv9/qulqEuNxk3
[words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words] session after a few months finally.
[words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words] session after a few months finally.
Regular pumping first.
https://www.dropbox.com/sc/7vw9opdc6x29g0k/VwldbABg5g
After using my air pump to max it.
https://www.dropbox.com/sc/4ioy5jjtefp5zm3/DtiIyfgdUu
https://www.dropbox.com/sc/7vw9opdc6x29g0k/VwldbABg5g
After using my air pump to max it.
https://www.dropbox.com/sc/4ioy5jjtefp5zm3/DtiIyfgdUu
Gonna try to get five sets in the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words]. Getting great massive girth again and going beyond my regular length of 7 inches in the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words]. It should be at 7.5, which is great. That's my max length to be fine with for life. Then, gonna get that 6" of girth. I'm more motivated now than ever. Here I go.
I'm doing the Dan_Clizer method again. Gonna acclimate slowly at night when I can. I'm more into getting length more then trying everything at once. I finish my length routine and get into the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]Bathmate[/words] so I can max my length again and again. Once I get my length of 7.5, it'll just be girth work. I've needed to separate the two for a long time, but girth work is so much fun. I need to stop and get a wine vac so I don't need a massive air pump on top of my water pump. Seems really strange but fun. Length is my virtue right now. I thank you for giving me words of incouragement and sharing your past experiences. Everyone thinks they're problems are the worst until they talk to someone who had been through the same thing, if not worse. I thank you again sir. Here's to my length gains.
Got my rabbit wine vac and just need to connect it to the [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98 ]X40[/words]. Have the kids not giving me a minute to do anything. When I have time, I'll connect it.