I should have done that!
Ugh. Last night was weird. She was like 'wanna have sex?'. We got naked but i wasn't in the mood. Then later she felt i was hard so she pulled my dick out and sucked it for a while but when we got to the bedroom it was soft again. Then at about 3am we tried again and i was literally fucking this chick with a flaccid but she was still moaning but i stopped because i didn't feel anything. It was the most detached sex ever.
I really don't know what it is preventing me from keeping it up with this girl. Before i went to hers i was jacking it and it was hard as fuck and it looked so long.
However, she built me up to break me down. She goes last night 'How big are you when you're hard? You're quite big aren't you?'. So i replied, honestly '7 and a half to 8 inches'. I'm not gonna say i'm 9 inches when i'm not, i'm not that kinda guy. If others say they're 10 inches when they're actually 6 inches, she'll know that they're lying if i'm bigger than them and i'm saying i'm 8 inches.
Anyway, She just sort of said 'cool' to my size. So at this point i was happy like thinking 'Mission accomplished, she thinks i got a big dick'. However, when there's ups... there's always downs. She went on to say 'The first 3 times i had sex i cried'. 'The first guy wasn't as big as you, but the second guy was massive'.... At that point i turned over and fell asleep.
I got classed as 'quite big' when i wasn't as hard as i usually am. The guy that she claimed to be 'massive' was probably as old as i am now as i think she went through a stage of older guys, so it's not age that's different. Maybe he said he was 9 inches when he wasn't, but she saw how big i was at about 80% erect, so you could only really plus on .5 of an inch to what she saw of mine.
It pisses me off. I don't give a shit if she still thinks i'm 'quite big'. I wanna be the biggest guy to ever go inside her. I want her eyes to drop every time she sees my dick, like she can't get over the size. I know this isn't really the right way to think but now i'm in this mindset.
Ugh. Last night was weird. She was like 'wanna have sex?'. We got naked but i wasn't in the mood. Then later she felt i was hard so she pulled my dick out and sucked it for a while but when we got to the bedroom it was soft again. Then at about 3am we tried again and i was literally fucking this chick with a flaccid but she was still moaning but i stopped because i didn't feel anything. It was the most detached sex ever.
I really don't know what it is preventing me from keeping it up with this girl. Before i went to hers i was jacking it and it was hard as fuck and it looked so long.
However, she built me up to break me down. She goes last night 'How big are you when you're hard? You're quite big aren't you?'. So i replied, honestly '7 and a half to 8 inches'. I'm not gonna say i'm 9 inches when i'm not, i'm not that kinda guy. If others say they're 10 inches when they're actually 6 inches, she'll know that they're lying if i'm bigger than them and i'm saying i'm 8 inches.
Anyway, She just sort of said 'cool' to my size. So at this point i was happy like thinking 'Mission accomplished, she thinks i got a big dick'. However, when there's ups... there's always downs. She went on to say 'The first 3 times i had sex i cried'. 'The first guy wasn't as big as you, but the second guy was massive'.... At that point i turned over and fell asleep.
I got classed as 'quite big' when i wasn't as hard as i usually am. The guy that she claimed to be 'massive' was probably as old as i am now as i think she went through a stage of older guys, so it's not age that's different. Maybe he said he was 9 inches when he wasn't, but she saw how big i was at about 80% erect, so you could only really plus on .5 of an inch to what she saw of mine.
It pisses me off. I don't give a shit if she still thinks i'm 'quite big'. I wanna be the biggest guy to ever go inside her. I want her eyes to drop every time she sees my dick, like she can't get over the size. I know this isn't really the right way to think but now i'm in this mindset.