aimingforthe top at it again. now with srt and a whole lot of tools to play with

Thanks for that. We don't all start out understanding what a healthy mindset is. Some of us get to climb that hill alone.

I did actually try condoms, but there was slippage often and no real change when I got it to stick. It seriously got me to a point where I was concerned about orgasm. That just doesn't fly in a relationship.

I am fairly certain I can get baseball weights to stay using the gaskets from the [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]extender[/words]. If that's the case it may work out perfectly. I wasn't using springs for the [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]extender[/words] so the tension was very inconsistent. Light hanging all day sounds good to me. Probably more effective too. It was never the pull and my circulation was ok, I just needed some air.

I'm a bit of an old pe'er myself. Got to 7.5x5 over a decade ago and only really dabbled since until last July. Just kept lurking and absorbing. Gained some weight, lost some nbp, and I've been on a crusade since July. 9 by 6.5 is the dream, but I can't deny 8.5+ would be fine with me when I plan to stop. Considering I made 8.2 already, 8.5 sounds like more an inevitability than a goal.

Getting all psyched about it just thinking about how much closer I am.
 
Aimingforthetop;637152 said:
ohh and longth. one more thing. you said your pessimist by nature.

this is a limiting belief.

cause you say to yourself that this is natures cause.

at some point in your life your subconscious mind was tricked into believing that bad shit always happens to you.

and because you believed it. you accepted it as being part of you.

but by taking action and telling yourself otherwise you can change your destiny.

all you need to do is to do it.

everytime you send out the happy chemicals. you have a victory.

maybe you need to start doing funny dances in the beginning or some shit like that. just fucking celebrate instead of seeing things as a failure.

eventually it will become natural.

ohh and ye.
chicks fucking dig guys with a real smile on their face.
trust me

this gets you more laid than a big cock
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Bad upbringing. Can't change much of that as a kid. Also not easy to reprogram as an adult. When a variable is always a constant you aren't going to understand it's a variable unless a smarter mathematician explains it to you. I got lucky to ever even see that. Never mind having any success in changing it.

It ain't easy being green
 
longth i got a 6 inch long scar going down my neck after a gang attack.

i was deemed unfit for college.

i grew up in the bad neighboor hood.

and i was seen as unintelligent agressive. and a kid who would never become anything.

now im 27. i don't have a degree. but what i do have is a massive amount of knowledge through selfstudy. and hard work

i got a booming career (although these days i don't do shit. ask me in 2 months and im working 24/7 again)

the friends i grew up with who went to become doctors just recently became graduates still earn less than i do and have done for several years. and they are just starting to earn money now.

my point being this.

the strongest steel is forged in the hottest fires.

if you see a hard life as a negative thing then you have misunderstood the concepts or someone lied to you.

i didn't tell you to not say it's part of your nature to correct what you said. i said it to make you aware of your subconscious behavior. because it is a result of that you would even say that in the first place. now that you are aware of it. all you have to do is change it.

tell yourself you had a hard life. and because of that your fucking strong. and things getting in your way is doomed to be crushed eliminated and annihilated. because you will not stop at anything.

and with that said.

dude your fucking huge. 8.3 inches is a massive tool. i want a tool like that! it is 0.3 above my ultimate goal!

go get a sentence for violence for knocking someone out with that thing, that would be like the coolest criminal record ever.

"well yes sir, he is a convict. apparently he knocked some guys teeths in with his cock, he didn't seem to have any remorse in doing it!"
 
Aimingforthetop;637157 said:
longth i got a 6 inch long scar going down my neck after a gang attack.

i was deemed unfit for college.

i grew up in the bad neighboor hood.

and i was seen as unintelligent agressive. and a kid who would never become anything.

now im 27. i don't have a degree. but what i do have is a massive amount of knowledge through selfstudy. and hard work

i got a booming career (although these days i don't do shit. ask me in 2 months and im working 24/7 again)

the friends i grew up with who went to become doctors just recently became graduates still earn less than i do and have done for several years. and they are just starting to earn money now.

my point being this.

the strongest steel is forged in the hottest fires.

if you see a hard life as a negative thing then you have misunderstood the concepts or someone lied to you.

i didn't tell you to not say it's part of your nature to correct what you said. i said it to make you aware of your subconscious behavior. because it is a result of that you would even say that in the first place. now that you are aware of it. all you have to do is change it.

tell yourself you had a hard life. and because of that your fucking strong. and things getting in your way is doomed to be crushed eliminated and annihilated. because you will not stop at anything.

and with that said.

dude your fucking huge. 8.3 inches is a massive tool. i want a tool like that! it is 0.3 above my ultimate goal!

go get a sentence for violence for knocking someone out with that thing, that would be like the coolest criminal record ever.

"well yes sir, he is a convict. apparently he knocked some guys teeths in with his cock, he didn't seem to have any remorse in doing it!"
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Definitely true. The more you're forced to overcome the more you understand what's possible. If that holds true to pe you might wind up measuring with a yard stick.

How is the progress on that every man's worst nightmare looking thing?
 
Longth;637160 said:
Definitely true. The more you're forced to overcome the more you understand what's possible. If that holds true to pe you might wind up measuring with a yard stick.

How is the progress on that every man's worst nightmare looking thing?
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well i guess it is time to update on my "frankencock"

the wound has healed almost 100%

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and today i lost my patience.

as you may understand i got my [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]phallosan[/words] [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]forte[/words] delivered the day after my surgery so i have had brand new pe equipment laying in my fun box just staring at me whispering to me at night.

"Use me!"

me: "who's there!!?"

"UUUUUSE ME!"

me: "please stop it! make it go away!"

"USEEEE ME!"

me: "i demand you spirit show yourself!"

and behold! in front of me the great PE spirit was hoovering over the ground. (the penis head still touching though)

PE spirit: "you have forsaken me! in your attempt at hiding behind pathetic lies. of medicinal industries and long text books with fine theories about improving the nature of me! you are hiding! hiding from your purpose and your goal. you must go on. no matter how dark it is you must go on!"

me: "BUT I CAN'T! do you not understand? it is not my call to make. i have yet to heal completely. and i would not want to break something not grown together yet! it is common sence!"

PE spirit: "LIES! you have moved beyond common sence! you have moved into the geographic location of pioneers! people who stepped their own path and never looked back people who archived greatness only by their concrete belief in them self. that winning is not about following a guide winning is about being the guy the others copy by making those guides!! you have moved beyond science, beyond
reason. what you do now is your and you cannot let anything stop you! be reasonable. don't over do it! but you must do it! never surrender never retreat! those are the rules of the warriors. and only those who appreciate this will archive greatness!"


so as you can see the PE spirit is hard to argue against. so i was just like fuck it!

i grapped my [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]phallosan[/words] [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]forte[/words] and tryed it on.

and as we speak i am wearing it. (of course on the least tension i could set it to)

and i must say WOW!

even with a still not fully recovered wound on my penis it doesn't hurt at all.

i mean it hurts more when i need to take a piss.

but the protection sleeve works like a double skin.

im just gonna test out the equipment,

hell this might even help recovering the wound as the [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]phallosan[/words] is forcing more blood into the penis. and my penis is not engorged as much as an erection (which could cause breaking in the skin)

im gonna use it as long as it doesn't hurt (hard to argue with the PE spirit i really don't have a choise) :)

any ways besides frankencock and some ghosts. everything is normal around here.

peace
 
Yep life beat us upeveryday and we just cant be punishing ourselves all of the time,thats not healthy and will get us nowhere..we should continue whit our sessions even when we cant see the light at the end of the tunnel sometimes...MOS brotherhood
 
well. what can i say.

the PE spirit was right.

after taking off the [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]phallosan[/words] a nasty smell appeared. and some white puss was in my wound.

i cleaned it up with some soap in a [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]bathmate[/words]. making a small vacuum (but enough to suck out the infected puss (i don't know the name. but white stuff that appears in unclean wounds)

then i took this wound cleaning agent that consists of herbs and alcohol and poured it on the wound.

then i cryed screamed and started becoming religios and shit.

then i found inner peace and the meaning of life. (well i diffently felt good after the pain went away but it felt really good so i needed to exagerate)

putted on the magic powder. and let it sit for a few minutes. and bam

i can already now see the wound is like 200% better. closing up really good and fast.

so i guess the PE spirit was right :)
 
trust me. what i did today is like the best thing i have done in a long time.

right now im sitting with this: "why didn't i do this before" stupid feeling.

in matters of minuttes new tissue was created where i thought it just needed time.

but the tissue couldn't heal due to the infection. by doing what i did i removed it (even sucked out the internal infection white stuff)

and right now my cock feels better than ever.
 
You really should wait for that shit to heal. Like damn man. I'm gonna have freaking nightmares.

Definitely inclined to not bother complaining about the little pains of pe after reading this thread. That one pic is enough to get me yearning for the fetal position with a bottle of Morgan's.

Make the bad thoughts stop...
 
Longth;637230 said:
You really should wait for that shit to heal. Like damn man. I'm gonna have freaking nightmares.
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Agree. You only have one dick, don't fuck it up!
 
fair is fair and i think my decisions need an explanation.

first of all.

i do not stretch hard at all.

we are talking 10% at max!

second of all. the vacuum from the [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]phallosan[/words]. is actually making the wound look alot better than before.

and since the foreskin is pulled back. it can heal in an extended position.

and this seems as a reasonable thing after reading this:

Fixing tight foreskins and phimosis: problems after frenulum breve operation

i don't wanna end up being that guy.

now. i appreciate you guys concern. but please just take a quick look at this. and know that i am carefull.

and DLD if you still believe i shouldn't continue doing this. then i will stop.
 
on somewhat of a different subject.

yesterday after a masturbation session i wanted to put on a movie.

and i couldn't focus.

it was like i had blurry vision.

after some time i got my vision back again.

but over the last year my vision has gotten worse and worse.

so i thought to my self.

well lets google that.

and apparently this is pretty frequently.

something with too much sex hormones released makes your body remove it's edge (you lose focus. start forgetting stop. vision. tired etc.)

now if this is the reason for my vision i do not know.

but atleast i own it to my self to test it. so i will try to go down to masturbation 3 times a week.

that cold turkey for me. but we will see how it's going if i can get my old vision back it is well worth it (used to have incredible good eye sight)
 
Even if you're right it still sounds freaking absurd. It's true that draining the wound is definitely something you'd want to do but I seriously feel like I might faint just thinking about it. And I've seen some nasty shit.

Was there a prognosis on how long it should take? Or did they offer up anti biotics?
 
this is amazing! i went into the [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]phallosan[/words] [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]forte[/words] at 16 o clock. and it is now 23 o clock.

this is how my wound looks atm.

View attachment 30271

the wound has pretty much closed up 100% now.

vacuum wound recovering rules!
 
Longth;637382 said:
Even if you're right it still sounds freaking absurd. It's true that draining the wound is definitely something you'd want to do but I seriously feel like I might faint just thinking about it. And I've seen some nasty shit.

Was there a prognosis on how long it should take? Or did they offer up anti biotics?
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the wound should be "moveable" in 1 week" but to be 100% healed should be 1 month more or less.

it is 9 days since i got my operation
 
Aimingforthetop;637392 said:
this is amazing! i went into the [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]phallosan[/words] [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]forte[/words] at 16 o clock. and it is now 23 o clock.

this is how my wound looks atm.

View attachment 30271

the wound has pretty much closed up 100% now.

vacuum wound recovering rules!
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Crazy bro, glad it's working though!
 
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