Pict/Size Log

Just wanted to post to keep a bit of a record of my experiences, since I can only go through "starting Penis Enlargement" once.

Today I hopped in the shower, lathered up and started to do some wet jelqs, as I let the shampoo soak in a bit I closed my eyes and counted the jelqs - after I rinsed my hair (at about 100) I opened my eyes and :O I was kind of pleasantly surprised by my member - the head was a lot bigger than I EVER remember seeing and the shaft was a bit more girthy and looked "filled out".

It was a remarkable sight - when your body's memory of itself starts to not match the body itself.
 
Hey kitkats, how big do you think you will need to get before you stop doing the SPH thing? Stupid question maybe, but do you think it will take you being huge to break it, or will you start to feel better when the length is over six?
 
bIgjOe said:
Hey kitkats, how big do you think you will need to get before you stop doing the SPH thing? Stupid question maybe, but do you think it will take you being huge to break it, or will you start to feel better when the length is over six?
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Fantastic question!

I dont think the SPH thing has anything REALLY to do with actually having a small penis (it helps). For myself - a comfortable six (over 6 1/4) would be where my "logical" mind will stop bothering me about the lack of size. But I'm pretty sure that my underlying mentality wont change. I tended towards liking humiliation before I bumped into SPH, in a sense, SPH was just a logical extension of my history.

So, it wont, I dont think, ever really "leave" me - maybe in a long term relationship I wouldnt mind hoisting it onto a girl to humiliate me a bit - no matter what my size, no matter what her thoughts.

However, most women, and men for that matter, dont understand humiliation. I understand this and have never brought it up as a sexual fetish with anyone I have been with.

It's not a "deep dark" part of my life or anything - just something that's a bit out of ordinary and I'm perfectly capable of enjoying sex and having a relationship without it, so there's no real reason to rock that boat.
 
needkitkats said:
Fantastic question!

I dont think the SPH thing has anything REALLY to do with actually having a small penis (it helps). For myself - a comfortable six (over 6 1/4) would be where my "logical" mind will stop bothering me about the lack of size. But I'm pretty sure that my underlying mentality wont change. I tended towards liking humiliation before I bumped into SPH, in a sense, SPH was just a logical extension of my history.

So, it wont, I dont think, ever really "leave" me - maybe in a long term relationship I wouldnt mind hoisting it onto a girl to humiliate me a bit - no matter what my size, no matter what her thoughts.

However, most women, and men for that matter, dont understand humiliation. I understand this and have never brought it up as a sexual fetish with anyone I have been with.

It's not a "deep dark" part of my life or anything - just something that's a bit out of ordinary and I'm perfectly capable of enjoying sex and having a relationship without it, so there's no real reason to rock that boat.
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Interesting. I guess the only reason I ask is that I continued thinking my penis was under-sized until the first time a girl made me slow down putting it all in, and went on about it being the biggest she'd had inside her. That was when I was around 8bpel x 5eg, and I was very close to that size when I lost my virginity, and was only with two girls (both one nighters including the girl I lost it to) before this one.
It is kind of funny how the mind works. I do know that many members who have enlarged greatly still have bouts of feeling like they are still too small. One example was Supra who had like 8.5x6. I guess I still do too, but I have a strong feeling that could be remedies with just some decent girth.
 
bIgjOe said:
Interesting. I guess the only reason I ask is that I continued thinking my penis was under-sized until the first time a girl made me slow down putting it all in, and went on about it being the biggest she'd had inside her. That was when I was around 8bpel x 5eg, and I was very close to that size when I lost my virginity, and was only with two girls (both one nighters including the girl I lost it to) before this one.
It is kind of funny how the mind works. I do know that many members who have enlarged greatly still have bouts of feeling like they are still too small. One example was Supra who had like 8.5x6. I guess I still do too, but I have a strong feeling that could be remedies with just some decent girth.
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It is funny how the mind works; the more I read into it SPH is a lot like a nervous disorder like anorexia, it is your own brain being messed with by something that is kind of beyond your control but within your own mind.

I'm pretty sure the "big" members on this site who dont feel big know that they are indeed "large" but just cannot bring the "other part of their brain" to admit it. And while I dont think they really "know it" - a lot of people on this site I think are sligthly and naturally geared towards humiliation (maybe not).

I'm sure it'll help me, and others, if girls would say great things like that - and it would make me feel good for sure; but it wont help me kick SPH, I dont think (havent had anyone say anything like that). Any more than a girl with anorexia would quit because someone said they're really thin.
 
needkitkats said:
It is funny how the mind works; the more I read into it SPH is a lot like a nervous disorder like anorexia, it is your own brain being messed with by something that is kind of beyond your control but within your own mind.

I'm pretty sure the "big" members on this site who dont feel big know that they are indeed "large" but just cannot bring the "other part of their brain" to admit it. And while I dont think they really "know it" - a lot of people on this site I think are sligthly and naturally geared towards humiliation (maybe not).

I'm sure it'll help me, and others, if girls would say great things like that - and it would make me feel good for sure; but it wont help me kick SPH, I dont think (havent had anyone say anything like that). Any more than a girl with anorexia would quit because someone said they're really thin.
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What is SPH?
Some peple suffer from a condition known as body dismorphia where they believe (unfoundedly) that they are too fat or have big noses or are too hairy and no amount of surgery changes their obsessions ...
Plastic surgery is a big mistake as either they become hooked or the operation triggers a breakdown of sorts.
That said, you DO have a big penis with a thick shaft, big balls and large helmet .
I don't know what age you are but am presuming you are a teenager and ought to be damn proud of your cock ....
 
Nelly Gay said:
I don't know what age you are but am presuming you are a teenager and ought to be damn proud of your cock ....
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I had to laugh at this Nelly - I'm hardly that young, but thanks! :)

SPH is as you describe it; it's just different in that it's neither all that dangerous (not directly anyway, like anorexia) nor is it for me a predominant thing in my sexual life - like I said - I am able to have perfectly fine sex without bringing SPH into it. And no, would never consider surgery or whatever, even if it promised me a 10 inch dick.



As for actual progress - the tissue thing really worked - thanks icecam for that advice. Now I can start serious stretching - and maybe get some of that length I need.
 
needkitkats said:
As for actual progress - the tissue thing really worked - thanks icecam for that advice. Now I can start serious stretching - and maybe get some of that length I need.
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not a problem my friend another method you can try is talcom powder. its also good. as the tissue after a really long session can irrate the head.

so mix it about.

hope you achieve the length gains my friend. im going for more girth as i just check my girth and its down to 4.9 again ffs as i focused on length and stop girth work.

so i've starte clamping and pumping.

anythin over 5 inches girth i will be happy with. length anything over 7.5nbp i'll be in heaven. ;) nearly there.....
 
Havent posted a picture for a while, and frankly I havent been as diligent as I should be about Penis Enlargement.

But - I have started a small but hopefully meaingful weightloss campaign.

I'm not that overweight - but it cant hurt, either myself or my penis size, what was it about 15 pounds and half an inch?

I'm also a bit concerned what would happen if I dont see any measured gains.

So I'm going to put it off for a while longer before I post measured picts. In the mean time, I vow (to myself) to redouble my Penis Enlargement efforts.

Just wanted to make sure this wasnt seen as an abandoned post!
 
Today, I tried on the Trojan ENZ (standard) condom. I have always worn other brands, and never the "large" sizes, but I decided to test some out since I've been celibate for a while, and my local Wal Mart carries manly Trojan products.

I havent grown, I dont think, but I havent measured either. But it seems that while the length was no problem, I had some difficulty getting it all the way towards the base. My skin wasnt co-operating and my penis was getting kind a clamped feeling.

In fact - that's what it feels like, and I maintained quite a good erection. The blood keeps in there pretty well.

EmptyWords said:
but dude, wheres the head....?
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This was the one of the issues raised.

See pict.

No measurements today. Commitment is a challenge, need to really keep up the routines.
 
needkitkats said:
Today, I tried on the Trojan ENZ (standard) condom. I have always worn other brands, and never the "large" sizes, but I decided to test some out since I've been celibate for a while, and my local Wal Mart carries manly Trojan products.

I havent grown, I dont think, but I havent measured either. But it seems that while the length was no problem, I had some difficulty getting it all the way towards the base. My skin wasnt co-operating and my penis was getting kind a clamped feeling.

In fact - that's what it feels like, and I maintained quite a good erection. The blood keeps in there pretty well.



This was the one of the issues raised.

See pict.

No measurements today. Commitment is a challenge, need to really keep up the routines.
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I still maintain "Magnum" are the best fit.
Those condoms seem too tight for you ...
 
needkitkats said:
I had to laugh at this Nelly - I'm hardly that young, but thanks! :)

SPH is as you describe it; it's just different in that it's neither all that dangerous (not directly anyway, like anorexia) nor is it for me a predominant thing in my sexual life - like I said - I am able to have perfectly fine sex without bringing SPH into it. And no, would never consider surgery or whatever, even if it promised me a 10 inch dick.

SPH may be a problem for me as well. I started P.E. a few years ago. When I started I was very erratic in my routines. Anyway I was about 7.3x5, when I started to understand girth fully I was shooting for 5.5 EG. I thought I would have more confidence and SEX at this girth however when I got there I felt as though it was still too small. Even at my current size of 8x5.75 i feel inadequate. I have a girlfriend who says its the biggest she ever had but that doesnt help all the time either. Im shooting for 8x6-6.5, I dont want anything wider than that. As I close in on 6" girth I wonder if it will be enough for me...


As for actual progress - the tissue thing really worked - thanks icecam for that advice. Now I can start serious stretching - and maybe get some of that length I need.
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Nelly Gay said:
I still maintain "Magnum" are the best fit.
Those condoms seem too tight for you ...
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I havent given them a try - but they're wider right? Are they also longer? Since I dont need anything at all longer (regulars are about too long).

a lil more said:
SPH may be a problem for me as well. I started P.E. a few years ago. When I started I was very erratic in my routines. Anyway I was about 7.3x5, when I started to understand girth fully I was shooting for 5.5 EG. I thought I would have more confidence and SEX at this girth however when I got there I felt as though it was still too small. Even at my current size of 8x5.75 i feel inadequate. I have a girlfriend who says its the biggest she ever had but that doesnt help all the time either. Im shooting for 8x6-6.5, I dont want anything wider than that. As I close in on 6" girth I wonder if it will be enough for me...
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Well - your length is certainly a nice one, and the size is probably close to what most people in the world will consider nice and big.

www.smallpenishumiliation.net

I dont think, however, that you are into SPH. SPH is about HUMILIATION, about getting sexual pleasure from a girl acting/talking/doing something to indicate that she thinks the penis is too small. If your thinking that you're too small, but WONT gain any pleasure from being told how small you are - that sounds much more like some sort of body-image disorder unassociated with SPH.

If you DO like being humiliated by how small your tool is, or like humiliating yourself about this, then the above link is a great place to express yourself. It was only started a few months ago, but the site now has over 1000 registered members.

If you really consider it a "problem" - I would suggest professional mental health assitance.
 
needkitkats said:
I havent given them a try - but they're wider right? Are they also longer? Since I dont need anything at all longer (regulars are about too long).



Yes, Magnum are specially designed for the wider penis and are not "too long"....
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Long time no post, no Penis Enlargement. Here's to a revival.

Only thing growing is stomach girth...

Moved in the mean time, really busy on the business side.

Even though it would give me more time to Penis Enlargement, let's hope employment stays with me...though times.
 
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