The Admiral

twins172_up;335423 said:
congrats on everything on the sore vain going away, on your girth being up and especially the quit smoking thing...i stopped 5 years ago after my son was born...didn't want to raise him up around it...quit cold turkey and never looked back..keep up the good work
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Thanks man. It's coming along. Almost 2 weeks now with no smoking.

I had quit for 8 years at one point. I know I can do this.

Life is getting busy again. I am having trouble squeezing in my Penis Enlargement routine. I have been doing at least 300 jelqs per day and still sneak stretching when I go to take a piss or even when I'm alone in a room.

My girlfriend told me I beat off in my sleep. She is kind of freaked out because she thinks I'm a sex fiend. Actually, I think I am doing jelqs and stretches in my sleep. ha ha. Sleep Penis Enlargement. I'm not going to tell her I am trying to enlarge my cock, then she'd really think I am a freak.

I have hit my measuring day. I half heartedly measured. I seem to have gained, it's hard to tell. Something on a range of 1/8". My girth is definitely up too. Anything under 1/4" is so iffy when it comes to getting an actual measure. So until I get a solid big gain I'll just say I'm around 7.75 with a 5.5 mid girth with a slight variation up or down depending on my mood.

On my way to 9x6. I'm really feeling positive today.

Strange how things happen. Yet, I think we do share a common thought process so it's strange to us as mere pieces on the board, but it's just normal for things to happen seemingly by chance. DLD posted this here:
http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?t=50141

I was in this good mood and it just hit home for me. I have been thinking a lot about people who attain what they want. What is different about them? How can I do that? I think I believe that I can't do what I want to do. Time to work on that program I have running in my head and kill it. Time to put a positive virus in there to take over and change my attitude.

I definitely consider Penis Enlargement an example of my will to change my reality. I invented Pe. Well, at least for myself I did. I figured it out on my own and gained 1.5" I remember sitting in my basement feeling like fucking god because I'd figured out how to have a bigger dick despite everything I had read or been told.

You really can take charge and change your life. it's all about doing it in tiny steps. I think it's more about believing that you can change your life. Once you start to believe the rest just follows.
 
Measured today and it looked like 8" before my jelq session this morning. I guess the newly intensified program is working. I think definitely 8.5" by years end. Although, I am really aiming for the 9" mark now.

Earlier on in my Pe I felt like wow if I could just get 8" I would feel like a stud. Well of course the new girl friend mentioned some guy who was hung like a adult entertainment star and now I am back to being in competition with every penis she's ever seen.

Oh yeah, NO Cigs for two weeks now. I'm starting to mellow out too. They say 21 days to change a habit so after next week I have it beat.
 
Oh boy, I had to say it. Talk about my current girls past boyfriends. Dang, I do vacillate between feeling confident and not feeling confident. Shit it's 8" long I should feel pretty good now. I suppose if I was a girl I'd be wanting boobs like Dolly Parton's. The thing is, girls can't grow boobs, but a boy can grow his penis.
 
AdmiralLongDong;336513 said:
Oh boy, I had to say it. Talk about my current girls past boyfriends. Dang, I do vacillate between feeling confident and not feeling confident. Shit it's 8" long I should feel pretty good now. I suppose if I was a girl I'd be wanting boobs like Dolly Parton's. The thing is, girls can't grow boobs, but a boy can grow his penis.
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True. :) it's kind of addictive...-> wanna come from 5 to 6 , from 6 to 7 , from 7 to 8 , FROM 9 to 12 XD
 
Nice gains from what I've read in this thread but you need to attack girth next or have a knitting needle cock, which isnt desirable for any man and lastly your girl ... she keeps mentioning about past lovers cock size ay? not a good sign if you ask me, she still thinks about them bigger cocks. Are you both serious or this a casual thing? if casual I would consider ending it as size queens dont make good longterm partners.
 
REDZULU2003;336518 said:
Nice gains from what I've read in this thread but you need to attack girth next or have a knitting needle cock, which isnt desirable for any man and lastly your girl ... she keeps mentioning about past lovers cock size ay? not a good sign if you ask me, she still thinks about them bigger cocks. Are you both serious or this a casual thing? if casual I would consider ending it as size queens dont make good longterm partners.
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Actually it, guy with biggus dickus, only came up once and it was definately not a bragging moment. I'm just a stupid guy and I take it to heart no matter what the context. It was the ex who would talk about every guy she'd been with.

Yeah, long term as in life term I hope. Hard to find a really good one like this one.

Yeah thanks for the push to strive RZ. I am working the girth too. It's just not on the radar like the length is. Give me six months and I'll give you a new girth measurement.
 
AdmiralLongDong;336591 said:
Going for 9, will be happy with 8.5. :)
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Could you please write down best techniques for base girth....and girth for all .:D It drives me crazy my bat shaped look i've got. :(

Man, this aint easy to achive ....9 for me it's kind of unreal (for now) :S
 
Well if you clamp the base with your hand and then clamp upper portion with other hand and squeeze. DO about 50 per day. It should change shape.

Repost your question on main Pe forum.
 
Well it seems to be a BPenis EnlargementL of 8" again. Girth seems to be up slightly.

Girlfriend and I are having serious deal breaker issues. I'm in hell with my classes. I sort of slacked this semester and now it's crunch time. I feel like a loser. NO money, need a job pronto.

I'm in hell right now. It's bad. I hope I can pull out of this. It seems hopeless. I know it isn't. but shit I'm stressed out.
 
Alright admiral,

Sorry to hear about whats going on in life but think positive my freind and visualise it all being okay .. serious, please listen to me here as it works. Eachday ask for certain things you want help with [To yourself but its going elswhere] and makesure you belive this inside, important .. BELIEVE the change mate. Than go over the things your thankful for in life and with yourself. Do this when you can eachday say morning, noon and night for example. Keep doing it and reinforcing the ideas in your subconscious mind and you will see real changes in your life for the better .. things will go right and it will pan out good.

If you keep dwelling on the negativity than thats what you will get ... think positive and believe this positivity and you will swim, not sink.

Peace
 
REDZULU2003;337364 said:
Alright admiral,

Sorry to hear about whats going on in life but think positive my freind and visualise it all being okay .. serious, please listen to me here as it works. Eachday ask for certain things you want help with [To yourself but its going elswhere] and makesure you belive this inside, important .. BELIEVE the change mate. Than go over the things your thankful for in life and with yourself. Do this when you can eachday say morning, noon and night for example. Keep doing it and reinforcing the ideas in your subconscious mind and you will see real changes in your life for the better .. things will go right and it will pan out good.

If you keep dwelling on the negativity than thats what you will get ... think positive and believe this positivity and you will swim, not sink.

Peace
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RZ,
Will do. Positive. I worked my ass off last night. got one assignment done. Now to do 3 more big assignments in the next week. I got one done though and that is what counts.

Just two weeks to go and I'm done regardless of how I do.

I rode the GF this morning. I guess that's not a nice way of putting it. Damn it was fantastic though. Actually, I was giving her a nice back rub as she was waking up and I just got carried away. I hope this isn't good bye sex. It would be nice if she and I could figure this out.

I think we are both in that wary stage where we're both watching for signals. Trying to see if we're about to get dumped. I am going to just go at it like I am in this and just accept what life brings me. If she sees I am committed then she'll jump in too.

I really want someone I can be with. Someone I can look back and say wow I just spent 20 years with this really cool person. I am so glad I made that investment.

Still looking good on the Penis Enlargement too. It just seems fatter and longer. Often I don't see it when I measure though.

Time to do some jelqing.
 
REDZULU2003;337364 said:
Alright admiral,

Sorry to hear about whats going on in life but think positive my freind and visualise it all being okay .. serious, please listen to me here as it works. Eachday ask for certain things you want help with [To yourself but its going elswhere] and makesure you belive this inside, important .. BELIEVE the change mate. Than go over the things your thankful for in life and with yourself. Do this when you can eachday say morning, noon and night for example. Keep doing it and reinforcing the ideas in your subconscious mind and you will see real changes in your life for the better .. things will go right and it will pan out good.

If you keep dwelling on the negativity than thats what you will get ... think positive and believe this positivity and you will swim, not sink.

Peace
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It is as it is called " The Law of the Attraction ! " --- There is a book out there and also a [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/mosdvd.htm]dvd[/words]... if I can put that on forum....but MAN !! It changed my life completly !!! My visualising and positive thinking made my life go the way that I like ! ! ! --- I visualised i had a third leg - and i'm on the journey of the allmighty growth .!!! :) --and YOU guys ... made me believe that this can be real ! It isn't a lot but I gained 1 cm in 2 months :D For me it's like wwwwwwwwwwwwwoooooooooooow !

1 year ago my life was messed up totaly ! - than my cusin gave me that movie to watch..... and I was trying to believe---the way of the thinking "law of attraction"........!! Admiral , it has worked for me !
 
Got a PM. As this forum is anonymous I'll just respond to it here.

Size is now at least 8" BPenis EnlargementL. I am working on cementing so my stretches are coming up much longer now.

Girth is around 5.75"

Just did a good session of 500 jelqs tonight.

As to finding it sad I don't get Bj's anymore. Yeah it's sad. Women are like that. She'll come around.
 
keep your head up. you have displayed some extreme dedication to pe, and i'm sure that if you channel that into your studies and life goals, you can turn things around.

we all have faith.
 
Thanks Ty!

I am just trying to get through this week and half of next and then my stress is done from school.

Still need to find a job.

I think my woman and I are just toast. We've hit that point of resentment is greater than good feeling.

I relapsed with cigs. Just needed something to relieve my stress. I've had about 6 the past week. I'm not sure what to do. I like having the occasional cig. I don't want to buy a pack or I'll smoke the whole thing. Yet, the medicative properties of tobacco seem to really help me cope with things.

After this time of stress goes away I do want to quit for good, just now it's not a good time to add stress to stress.
 
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My two best friends smoke, and they always say that 'after this time of stress, i'll quit for good', and both have been saying this for the last 5 years.

If you can quit when you need it the most, you'll never have a problem relapsing again.

Be strong, and as for the girl, i think many of us saw it coming.
 
tyandhisrod;337809 said:
My two best friends smoke, and they always say that 'after this time of stress, i'll quit for good', and both have been saying this for the last 5 years.

If you can quit when you need it the most, you'll never have a problem relapsing again.

Be strong, and as for the girl, i think many of us saw it coming.
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Yeah, I'll quit soon is always really far away. he he

Yeah the girl is an issue. I just don't feel very liked anymore.
 
Forgot to mention that I snuck in a jelq session tonight. Only 300 and a few stretches and a little squash jelqing. The main thing is to keep it going. don't knock yourself around for missing a day. Besides even on off days there is always the piss jelq.
 
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