The Admiral

MOS forum really helps me stay focused on Pe. Reading peoples successes and frustrations helps me keep it in perspective.

My computer died a month ago so I hadn't been able to post for some time. I can only get on by sneaking onto my GF's Comp when she isn't home. I have to remember to delete the history on the broswer so she doesn't catch onto the fact that I am doing Pe.

I wonder when she is going to notice that it's much bigger than when she first met me.
 
how much, length and girth, have you gained since being with her?

and have you though of head squeezes and clamping to even out girth?
 
basically just get erect, manual clamp at the base, and squeeze the head, getting all the blood into your shaft.

fast or slow, look up aresstrong's girth post, he does them short and in quick succession.
 
I have been doing daily kegels. I also do some sneak jelqing while flacid. I just do a couple long slow jelq and stretch moves when I got to the bathroom. I seem to be cementing my length goal. I haven't measured yet but I can just tell it's longer.

I have been doing girth work outs. They seem to be working. I see real difference in girth now. It just keeps getting noticeably puffier.

It's pretty strange to look down at my unit now. It looks different. I seem to have someone elses cock now. I never thought that I would be sort of attached to the size it was before. It just looks different. I have a new penis. Strange.

Erection quality doesn't seem to be affected at all either. I still get rock hard ones.
 
Since the beginning of the new year I have been pretty confident about my gains. I still am. I never thought I would get up to 8". I measured yesterday and discovered I am at the 7.5. to 7.9 mark, the usual gain and fall back effect of Penis Enlargement. I figure I need to get on the bandwagon and do another month of intense Pe to regain that last bit and cement the 8".

My goal is to gain enough to get the occasional 8.5" measure. I think it is long enough right now. I'm in a serious relationship. I don't need to impress my girlfriend with my dick. She is impressed with me as a person and she'd swoon over me if I was 4 inches long. I just want to do this for me.

The flacid jelqs seem to really affect my length when soft. I used to be about 3" soft. Now it's anywhere from 4-5.5" soft. It's like having an average sized penis while flacid. Kind of cool.

I have been doing the squeezes for girth and I seem to have some days where it's really fat. Yet when measured last night I was still at 5.5 girth. I can say that it was easier to get a measurement. I think maybe with the proper inspiration my girth is larger. I just seem to always shrink at ruler time.

I really want to work on this girth and make some gains. I am planning for a base of 6.5 and a mid of 6" with the head being about 5.5. I want the same shape I already have only bigger.

I think my goals are a little extravagant. The extra length will come over the next six months. I am not sure about the girth. I am really happy with my girth gains as of this point. I definately gained at least a quarter inch on mid shaft over the last year. That is a lot of volume. If I can even get 1/8th of an inch on girth it will be a huge difference.
 
Well... I had a little scare from over working things. The top of my penis got numb. My orgasms felt strange. Maybe too much kegeling. I am not sure.

During my days of thinking I may have ruined myself. I really got to think about what sex means to me. What component of my self image my penis and sex drive are in relation to my relationship.

I guess I realized that sex although really fun and wonderful is such a small portion of what it means to be with someone. I wondered if my girlfriend would still want me if I wasn't always trying to get in her pants. I think she would. She actually just really likes me. I also thought about how I felt about her if I wouldn't be able to achieve mind blowing orgasms with her. My conclusion was that her love for me is really enough. It's why I am with her. I have someone who really cares about me. I really care about her. My life without her would be completely empty. Sure I know how to be alone but, everything is so much better with her in my life.

After a few days of no Penis Enlargement things have returned to normal. I am starting up on some mild Penis Enlargement just because I want to keep going with it. It makes me feel more confident knowing I have a larger penis now. This has nothing to do with going out and being a big player and sleeping around. Sex without love just seems so empty for me. I don't want to do that. I don't need anyone else in my life. Just her.

Hopefully my girlfriend will be the only woman who gets to feel this new penis. No one else has fucked this one. It's like she got a virgin penis if that makes sense and it's all for her and no one else.

So that's the latest from me about Pe. I guess I should add that I have been gaining girth and solidifying the length. I have no idea what I am now size wise. I can tell you that it just looks bigger. It feels larger inside my girlfriend. I seem to be bottoming out inside her and just filling all the nooks and crannies. I'm sure she'd be horrified to hear me talking about her vagina this way. Girls aren't as analytical about sex as guys are. For a guy it feels good to know you are a good fit and that you can provide for her. Yet intercourse is such a small portion of sex. What makes sex good for me is how emotionally connected we are. How much we like each other. The way her eyes get so shiny when I kiss her and tell her how amazing she is.

I really hope my girl and I can stay together. At my age all my life experience is relationships that do not work. I'm good at giving up on things. It's sometimes easier to just quit. I want one that does work.

sorry for such a sappy entry. I just really like how my life is right now with a real woman who is my own age and is so interesting.
 
Measured today after some jelqing. I got about 8". I think I am going to switch up my routine again and go back to basic phase one jelq and stretch.

Damn the thing looked huge when I was jelqing. 8" is mega huge in my book especially after starting out at 6".
 
I have really been struggling with a lack of results from my Pe. I also had that accident where I lost sensation in my glans.

Things are back to normal and I have decided to take a break. I am going to do occasional stretches and a little jelqing/manual clamping to maintain my gains. I just feel it necessary to let the cells grow without any trauma. I also felt like I was getting kind of addicted to Pe. I need to lay off for a bit get to a place where I am not so sex addicted about this.

So that's the deal. No Pe for a while. Just enjoy what I've got. At a solid 5.5 x 7.75 I feel like I've got a lot.

I guess I sort of felt like either I'm doing Pe or I'm not, yet this re-juvination period is actually actively a part of Penis Enlargement. In the past if I took breaks, when I came back I would see serious results. I feel that when I do get back to it, that extra bit to hit 8"+ should be easy to gain. My girth will probably go up too.

I guess I'm like everyone else. Once you get gains, you want more gains. I need something to work toward when I get back too. A smaller goal that is possible. With a reward at the end of the training.

New goal 8.5 x 5.75 by Jan 1st 2010.

So something to consider. The Active Non Penis Enlargement training rest.

I am curious to hear back from others about this.

Also, after almost a year I have decided to move in with my girlfriend. Things have been really good. Mostly on the side of communication. I should post more about that. Gotta run now though.
 
Well I guess my break just didn't last. Penis Enlargement seems to be such a part of my daily routine that I can't seem to stop doing it.

I am having a real plateau issue. Despite a couple of 8" measurements around the new year I really do seem to be stuck at 7.75 as a constant. This is a good thing, because I know it is cemented. I am really wanting to gain more length. I had hoped to cement that 8" and be able to work beyond that, but here I am at 7.75. Yet when I see this semi flaccid thing flopping between my legs I'm still just so impressed with it. I would still like to break that 8" mark though.

I am sort of frustrated and not frustrated about this. From being really impressed with how big it is already to feeling like I should be able to gain a quarter inch somehow.

I really need to examine my routine and see exactly what I am doing wrong.

Some questions to myself:

1. Do I need to train harder?

2. How much time can I seriously dedicate to Penis Enlargement right now?

3. How do I maximize the quality of my work outs?

Pausing to think I realized I am definitely dedicated to it. There is no question about that. I think I'm feeling like I need a small measurable gain to give me some feedback. A cause and effect to tell me that I am still going to gain.

Every time I read about someone who has hit a slump it seems like the gains come so much slower. Lots of guys seem to be sitting at the same length unsure how to break the barrier.

Not having anything to go on about this, I figure it means I need to stay on it. Persevere.
 
Great to read your posts, Good Admiral. I am so happy for you that you are having a great relationship with your girl. The part about her eyes so "shiny" struck me because that is what my woman's (of 44 years) eyes are like when we're making good love. It IS so much more about things other than the sex--especially vulnerability and being open and trusting of your significant other--that's what intimacy is all about, and it surely reads like you have struck gold with your honey. I hope it lasts a life time.

Regarding your gains, they're really quite awesome! I felt the way you do about my penis when I started P.E. and I still do. I look at it and I can't believe it's so damned big. Of course I started where you are now, but it's all relative, isn't it?

Thanks for reminding me about what really matters and it's not getting a bigger dick. My Mrs. has always been happy with what I've got.

The Mrs: "You men and your penises. Is that all you think about?" He, he. Can't help it! It hangs there, occasionally rousing to half, sometimes full mast--just to remind me that it has its say on all of this too.

I'm glad you're keeping this all in perspective, by recalling where you were and where you are now.

Great read. Thanks for sharing on such a personal level.
 
Hey thanks Goinfor,
Dang, it is relative. You want more and what you have is so much more than what I can even imagine having. I look at what I have and I'm really impressed.

How'd you get so much girth? I'm trying head squeezes for a bit.

My routine is pretty simple really.

A variety of stretches throughout the day. Kind of like piss jelqs only stretches.

Ariis head squeezes maybe 50 or so.

I hadn't been jelqing partly because I hadn't really found a good grip for it. I was also being sort of lazy about it. I am thinking I need to do a warm up. I just stand at the bathroom sink and splash warm water on it, or cup my hands full of warm water. I think I'll add a wash rag to that.

I figured out that I was working my grip too close to the head and this was causing too much pressure and damaging nerves. So most of the grip is now about pulling the ligs and working the middle shaft and not about squeezing blood into the head.

Yeah, the emotional stuff is important. I think guys can easily get addicted to squirting all day long. I know I can go for three fucks in one night easily. But at a certain point it's like sawing wood and I start to wonder if it's worth all that friction just to gush out another one.

My GF really likes sex, but her idea of it is to come once and not go for marathons and she doesn't want it every day. She likes to wait and let the pressure build.

I think it's important for guys to realize that if they need to just knock one out to de-stress or whatever, maybe they should just beat off alone. I'm almost going out of my way to not have sex with my GF. I figure it's better to save it up and have a really amazing time than for it to become routine and boring. I have done that before.

I give her long back rubs at night without expecting sex. I just like touching her. I kiss her all the time. I really try to focus on what is going on in my head and not in my pants.

I figure sometimes I can get a marathon in there just to prove my metal. But really she isn't interested in just being a hole.

Well that's what I am doing anyway.

Yet, it's the closeness that really matters. I stop her through out the day and just take her in my arms. Or I'll be sitting and I'll just watch her not watching me and realize how lucky I am to have found a good match.

Anyway, I'm running on and I'm not really touching on the real part about feelings. Too much talk about penis in vagina. It really isn't about that. Everyone has either a penis or a vagina. It's everything else that matters.

And yet... You are right about it having it's say in everything. Without that desire, women and men would have no reason to be together so intensely, even without having sex.

Thanks again for the nice comments and insight.
 
Beautiful to see you write such nice things about your girl mate, shes lucky to have someone like you and as are you to have her. Wish you everything and the best my friend.
 
kudos on a great match.


as for pe, maybe you need to undertake one of those 72 hour blitz workouts.... you know, to like shock your gains back to regular growth.

just an idea. maybe look into it.
 
tyandhisrod;328398 said:
basically just get erect, manual clamp at the base, and squeeze the head, getting all the blood into your shaft.

fast or slow, look up aresstrong's girth post, he does them short and in quick succession.
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how does that increase head girth if your squeezing blood from the head into the shaft? Have you made gains doing these b/c I would love to have a bigger head?!!
 
A couple of thoughts about the hazards of stretching and the perks of jelqing. I injured those sensitive nerves below the glans near my circ. scar doing lazy ass stretches, and I've stayed away from that area ever since. I try to grip well below--about a third of the way down the shaft--sometimes half way down. We don't need to grip near the glans to get the results we are after--even if we're clamping.

Regarding warm-ups before jelqing, they're extremely important. I try to spend 15 minutes with the hot rags so that my dick is fully engorged--probably 30 % to 50 % erect. And I maintain that erection level throughout the jelqing session--never more. I made my biggest gains with this exercise along with many long edging sessions and lots of kegeling.
 
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