doublelongdaddy;705628 said:
As many know I dedicate my life to JESUS therefore I do not need a woman, I am betrothed to Christ. Sexuality is something I no longer need in the sense of procreation, I have 3 Boys, my Son and my 2 GranSons, this is the inheritance that the LORD has given me and I am so blessed with this, my name will be carried through generations. Sex, for me, just gets in the way of my work. At one time I put such importance on the need to use adult entertainment or lust after women, I really believed it was something I needed only to find out that in giving this up I grew even closer to GOD. There is such peace in being ok with being with yourself. I have told many men who have gotten out of a relationship to remain single and learn to live with yourself and love and accept yourself. There is no greater love than that of our LORD and in this all of my material needs are met.

All i need is myself to love :)

LONGERDICK7+;705605 said:
Ok kyomoto you are a positive guy hehe

I always want to be positive because I've been negative previously when I was younger than 16. Even so if things don't come out the way they do I will always see the good side of things.
 
Yeah... I got a dick and I intend to use it...

Didn't hang yesterday fell asleep almost immediately after work. Woke up around 4 am, listened to this kickass hypnosis tape, holy shit that was a wild experience. Started visualizing shit very vividly, it was crazy. Cause at first I felt it wanted to take me and I was resisting then I just allowed it to take me along for the ride and damnnn. Woke up today been feeling fucking amazing all day.

Gonna hang, warming up as we speak. And doing laundry too fucking shit hate it. Went to mall bought some clothes good stuff. Idk I feel like every time I step outside what I deem normal or effective I pickup stuff that brings value to my life. Like for example, I started following this workout routine on an app called Jetfit(its free) and started following it as best as I could doing exercises I normally wouldn't do and bam results. Hanging also something I just jumped into after seeing people getting results on this forum, also brought results. Yesterday did this hypnosis tape, something well outside my comfort zone and it was awesome. I am thinking of doing affirmations, it dabbled with it in the past but never trully gave it a sincere shot. Not only will they be about bettering myself as a person but also becoming a better me physically. Will see!

Haven't gone to the gym yet, I still have a slight cough. Nonetheless Ive kept loosing a bit of weight just due to the calorie deficit. I am at 172 lbs now.
 
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Hung 2 sets 8 lbs 20 mins. Time to increase weight soon.

Did the hypnosis tape again, it wasn't as hardcore as the first time. I didn't actually see anything vividly but I saw colors and stuff. Started with the affirmations. I encourage whoever is reading this to follow along, lets experiment with this shit together and explore new ways to better ourselves.
 
rocky1243;705839 said:
Hung 2 sets 8 lbs 20 mins. Time to increase weight soon.

Did the hypnosis tape again, it wasn't as hardcore as the first time. I didn't actually see anything vividly but I saw colors and stuff. Started with the affirmations. I encourage whoever is reading this to follow along, lets experiment with this shit together and explore new ways to better ourselves.

Wheres this hypnosis video
 
Hung 2 sets 8 lbs 20 mins. Will go to gym today, though I am not fully over the cold I feel good enough I think, and not going to the gym is giving me anxiety.

Also I wanted to share with you guys my Affirmations routine. By the way before I start, I want to remind you guys that you should always write these in the positive. Like for example you wouldn't write(or say) "I don't have fear when approaching women." instead it would be "I approach women fearlessly." etc. Remember not to use negative words like "never", "don't", "wont", wouldn't" etc and you will be good.

I picked out about 5 affirmations that really zone in on my current goals and are all related to each other in a way, this way I attack one aspect of my life at a time. Not sure if this is good or bad but seems like a good idea to me, rather than being all over the place. What I do is I write each one of these affirmations 15 times a day, then I do 20 minutes of mirror affirmations. What you do in mirror affirmations is look at yourself in the mirror, try to get in within a couple of inches and repeat this affirmations slowly and clearly. You don't have to do the mirror and the written affirmations one right after the other, it could be that you do one in the morning and one at night. Thats it, I also made a little vision board but thats extra.
 
kyomoto;705904 said:
you think youtube videos would be the same process?

Just to be clear the affirmations and hypnosis audios are two completely different methods. The hypnosis cds are passive, meaning you just lay down and listen to them. While the affirmations you write down or say. I would be careful as to the source of the hypnosis audio you choose, make sure it is a reputable source you don't want to waste your time. It could be a youtube video as long as like I said before it is a reputable source and the audio quality is good. Make sure to listen to it using stereo speakers or headphones, lay down close your eyes and focus on your breathing try to quiet your mind. If you don't wish to invest money in a hypnosis audio, you could just focus on affirmations. It requires not investment other than a notebook.


Went to the gym today for the first time in almost two weeks. I performed 90% of my workout but some muscles tensed up, first it was the obliques doing shrugs and then the left shoulder at which point I called it a day. But it was very productive I think.
 
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rocky1243;705914 said:
Just to be clear the affirmations and hypnosis audios are two completely different methods. The hypnosis cds are passive, meaning you just lay down and listen to them. While the affirmations you write down or say. I would be careful as to the source of the hypnosis audio you choose, make sure it is a reputable source you don't want to waste your time. It could be a youtube video as long as like I said before it is a reputable source and the audio quality is good. Make sure to listen to it using stereo speakers or headphones, lay down close your eyes and focus on your breathing try to quiet your mind. If you don't wish to invest money in a hypnosis audio, you could just focus on affirmations. It requires not investment other than a notebook.


Went to the gym today for the first time in almost two weeks. I performed 90% some muscles tensed up, first it was the obliques doing shrugs and then the left shoulder at which point I called it a day. But it was very productive I think.

Oh okay I understand because i saw some on youtube where the person just speaks to you to imagine etc.
 
kyomoto;705514 said:
I've actually thought about it very much now. My recent ex was the only one i really loved and i'll ever love. If I can't get back with her I decided to be alone and be zen :)


Hold the fuck up... You are only 20 and you are already giving up pussy because you are hung up on your ex? And now you gonna love yourself?

You can enjoy women, its ok thats why you got a penis and they have a vagina. You are far far far too young to be saying shit like you wont find someone like your ex. Hell I am too young to be saying that too and I am almost a decade older than you.

DLD is older, he has lived his lived and had his relationships. After doing all that he then decided to live his life devoted to himself and god, but he went through life and chose. You are too young and have too much to live to make such a radical decision. Act like you are 20, you are only there once.



kyomoto;705915 said:
Oh okay I understand because i saw some on youtube where the person just speaks to you to imagine etc.

The purpose of hypnosis is not to visualize and have psychodelic experiences but rather to change beliefs. The visualization may or may not happen, it does not mean that the hypnosis is not working if it doesn't happen. I found that I am the most receptive to hypnosis when I am tired, it is easier to quiet my mind and just relax.


Went to the gym today, gonna hang and try to do my affirmations after. Last night I did my mirror affirmations and I felt so focused... it was intense. Today I felt awesome.
 
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Went to the gym today, leg day. I couldn't workout quite as intense as I could before I think those two weeks off affected me more than expected.

Also Ive been hanging, while I hang I do my written affirmations, which is perfect that way I don't need extra time for these and I have something to entertain myself during those 20 min sets. After that I do my mirror affirmations strapped. I am thinking of throwing in there a "I have an 8" penis." affirmation see what happens LOL. Here I found a couple videos on youtube on this subject in case you guys interested.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xCoNh78UC4E
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q89nSsjWjFs

So I hung 2 sets 8 lbs 20 mins. I will measure the 30th of this month.
 
rocky1243;706050 said:
Hold the fuck up... You are only 20 and you are already giving up pussy because you are hung up on your ex? And now you gonna love yourself?

You can enjoy women, its ok thats why you got a penis and they have a vagina. You are far far far too young to be saying shit like you wont find someone like your ex. Hell I am too young to be saying that too and I am almost a decade older than you.

DLD is older, he has lived his lived and had his relationships. After doing all that he then decided to live his life devoted to himself and god, but he went through life and chose. You are too young and have too much to live to make such a radical decision. Act like you are 20, you are only there once.





The purpose of hypnosis is not to visualize and have psychodelic experiences but rather to change beliefs. The visualization may or may not happen, it does not mean that the hypnosis is not working if it doesn't happen. I found that I am the most receptive to hypnosis when I am tired, it is easier to quiet my mind and just relax.


Went to the gym today, gonna hang and try to do my affirmations after. Last night I did my mirror affirmations and I felt so focused... it was intense. Today I felt awesome.

That's correct sir. I'm not your "normal" person first of all. I'm more conscious of the things in world than most and mature for my age. You don't need a so called partner in your life to be happy and if I can't have that then I want to try living alone peacefully as a better experience than my previous lives.
 
Your '20 year-old self' is a completely different person than your '30 yo self', and being a mature 20 yo doesn't replace the actual life-experiences that being on This Planet for decades provides. You should be proud of yourself for not falling into the stereotypical trappings of youth, but don't delude yourself into thinking you've got it figured-out...that's when 'life' comes-back to bite you. The old saying goes: 'The more you know, the more you realize what you don't know'.
 
Big Schwanz Acht;706235 said:
Your '20 year-old self' is a completely different person than your '30 yo self', and being a mature 20 yo doesn't replace the actual life-experiences that being on This Planet for decades provides. You should be proud of yourself for not falling into the stereotypical trappings of youth, but don't delude yourself into thinking you've got it figured-out...that's when 'life' comes-back to bite you. The old saying goes: 'The more you know, the more you realize what you don't know'.

I'm not saying I've got things figured out all I said was I'm more conscious than the people my age. I'm never going to believe anything is ever a solid fact because in the process of that you limit yourself and the possibilities. I just live with the flow if it makes any sense, just by how i want to feel and what I want to feel is happiness and I'm happy right now. All i want is to be happy. I know I'll be happy living by myself and it'll be a great experience. It's hard to talk to what I think about the world because if I say something that doesn't seem to be okay with the other person they automatically don't respect my beliefs, they shun and want to change me, or they just stay in denial of what I have said. It's better not to talk about these things because in the end people aren't considerate and or open minded with respect.
 
rocky1243;706050 said:
DLD is older, he has lived his lived and had his relationships. After doing all that he then decided to live his life devoted to himself and god, but he went through life and chose. You are too young and have too much to live to make such a radical decision. Act like you are 20, you are only there once.

Much truth to this but the thing about Jesus is HE could give two shits about how old someone is, if they are called to the cause they are called. Some as young as 5 and others will never go there. The truth in what was said is twofold. First, I have lived a life, a very bad one filled with so much sin it is unreal. If you guys knew the old me you would certainly be discussed, I was the worst pop the worst. In my calling it was not because I was holy or a good Christian in anyway, it was quite the opposite. I was called to serve because of my sinful past. There would be no way for me to teach anyone lessons of righteousness and truth if I never lived the opposite of that.

We can look at St. Paul as a good example of how things happened to me. Paul was once named Saul and he persecuted and murdered many Christians, he was an abomination in our LORD'S eyes. Jesus came upon Saul and proved himself to Saul. He blinded him and after 3 days his vision returned but now He was a changed man. Jesus renamed Him Paul and He went on the author 1/2 of the New Testament.

I am in NO WAY close to anteing St. Pul is, I never will be, He is a man of holiness and a Saint unto Jesus. But this analogy may help people understand my conversion. Just like Saul I was awful in so many ways, I lied, stole, cheated, fornicated, committed adultery and many other terrible things. My life became a drug induced life of complete evil. One night I got on my knees in front of the crucifix and I prayed for hours that GOD would take my life, I no longer wanted to be here, I hated myself and my life. After praying I sat down in my living room and shot some dope, I overdosed and was found dead by my Brother, needle still in my arm. By the time the ambulance came I was already down for 8+ minutes. The EMT's were saying to my Brother that it was no worth it, I was too far gone. My Brother demanded that they try. 3 times with nothing but on 4th I came back. When I came back I was so upset that I was not gone forever.

As the years went by Jesus would come to me but I would get it wrong, I could not hear what HE wanted from me. I would try to guess and make improvements in myself but still there was silence from GOD. Eventually I started the Brotherhood and this is when I heard GOD in a way that gave me much hope. He commended me on the Brotherhood and said it would be a great tool one day when I would be called upon. This excited me and I wanted to get as many Brothers here as I could, I wanted to help them in everyday and I knew this was the work of our LORD. With each year there was new lessons. As time progressed the lessons became more and more rapid until I was called on to serve as a priest unto GOD. I took this responsibility and made a commitment to be celibate. As time progressed I was asked more and more to give up things of my past life. Some were very hard to give up and other were easy. Every time I thought I was at the point of living a sinless life I would be hit in the face with so many sins that I had forgotten or justified, it was and is a trying process.

This is not a life for most men as it is a life of obedience and sacrifice. Getting to the second fold of this two fold response. Yes, it is very hard to do what I do but I do it with joy and love because I know I am serving Jesus. Now, this was much easier for me to do then most as because, as Rocky said, I had already lived the life. I was given Children and Grand Children and the calling is much easier this way. I am nothing special in this way. The special ones our those who have given their lives to CHRIST from the beginning, the true saints. I will never reach that status and if I did become a saint what would it be for? St. of the Penis? :)

:) Much Love my Brothers!
 
What i do think is quite lame and sad, is why we cant solve our relationships,Most men need love and i do believe most women need love too.

God is here to give us love,but why he created women for?? Theres a purpose for everything unfortunatly we Humans We have basically distorted the whole world..

I dont think most humans are evil minded people but is not hard to notice all those horrible situations worldwide and how destructive Humans can be.....
 
LONGERDICK7+;706261 said:
What i do think is quite lame and sad, is why we cant solve our relationships,Most men need love and i do believe most women need love too.

God is here to give us love,but why he created women for?? Theres a purpose for everything unfortunatly we Humans We have basically distorted the whole world..

I dont think most humans are evil minded people but is not hard to notice all those horrible situations worldwide and how destructive Humans can be.....

Finding self happiness and purpose to learn is my goal
 
LONGERDICK7+;706261 said:
What i do think is quite lame and sad, is why we cant solve our relationships,Most men need love and i do believe most women need love too.

God is here to give us love,but why he created women for?? Theres a purpose for everything unfortunatly we Humans We have basically distorted the whole world..

I dont think most humans are evil minded people but is not hard to notice all those horrible situations worldwide and how destructive Humans can be.....

My Brother, believe me, she is out there for you and when you find her you will find the true partner GOD wants for you. Just keep praying for her to come into your life and have trust that Jesus will bring her to you! You are deserving of this!
 
LONGERDICK7+;706261 said:
What i do think is quite lame and sad, is why we cant solve our relationships,Most men need love and i do believe most women need love too.

God is here to give us love,but why he created women for?? Theres a purpose for everything unfortunatly we Humans We have basically distorted the whole world..

I dont think most humans are evil minded people but is not hard to notice all those horrible situations worldwide and how destructive Humans can be.....

You are good and good will come to you
 
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