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OK - had a few days off and I'm back into it again.
Last night I thought about how I was going to get back into Penis Enlargement smoothly.
This morning I rose - filled out my vision - and got back into Phase 2 stuff.
Stretching and jelqing like a man possessed.
MY hands have been getting a bit sore the last 2 weeks while doing Penis Enlargement - it didnt happen for the first few months - so I think I will go start getting regular (once every 2-3 mths) massages on my hands.. maybe some acupuncture too... keep it all flowing nicely.
I put an enormous amount of pressure on my hands when I am exercising so its only right that I take care of them properly
What else?
Workout was great - I set my context and new what I was doing in the moment.
It's getting on 6 mths since I restarted in Penis Enlargement. I cant believe how quickly the time has passed.
I want to write about the new year and what I see when I look down that path
for Penis Enlargement specifically I see myself adopting the same approach that I have been
5 or 6 days per week - high intensity - about an hour per session - and moving through the 5 phase routine
I see myself taking it further next year too
How?
By taing more control of context and belief
By getting committed to subconscious mind change techniques
I'm going to change shit up with my sex style too
I will be practicising Tao & PONR techniques - moving towards MMO later in the year
I'll keep a healthy approach and attitude to my workouts
The results will speak for themselves at the end of next year
They will match my dedication and drive
I stand by my previous thoughts- I want to be huge
I'll do what it takes to get there
Last night I thought about how I was going to get back into Penis Enlargement smoothly.
This morning I rose - filled out my vision - and got back into Phase 2 stuff.
Stretching and jelqing like a man possessed.
MY hands have been getting a bit sore the last 2 weeks while doing Penis Enlargement - it didnt happen for the first few months - so I think I will go start getting regular (once every 2-3 mths) massages on my hands.. maybe some acupuncture too... keep it all flowing nicely.
I put an enormous amount of pressure on my hands when I am exercising so its only right that I take care of them properly
What else?
Workout was great - I set my context and new what I was doing in the moment.
It's getting on 6 mths since I restarted in Penis Enlargement. I cant believe how quickly the time has passed.
I want to write about the new year and what I see when I look down that path
for Penis Enlargement specifically I see myself adopting the same approach that I have been
5 or 6 days per week - high intensity - about an hour per session - and moving through the 5 phase routine
I see myself taking it further next year too
How?
By taing more control of context and belief
By getting committed to subconscious mind change techniques
I'm going to change shit up with my sex style too
I will be practicising Tao & PONR techniques - moving towards MMO later in the year
I'll keep a healthy approach and attitude to my workouts
The results will speak for themselves at the end of next year
They will match my dedication and drive
I stand by my previous thoughts- I want to be huge
I'll do what it takes to get there
Yesterday's workout was a bit crazy.. I did a nice double shift at work (finishing at 3 AM) - this was the only time I could do my Penis Enlargement exercises - so I did. I trained till 4 am - the usual phase 2 stuff then passed out. Exhausted.
But the few brief moments between laying in bed and falling asleep - all I could feel was self love. I faced everything that day and did not allow any narration or feeling (fatigue, pain etc) stop me on my path.
Today was easier. I got up early and got into phase 2 stuff...
I did about an hour of lazy ass stretches in addition to the usual stuff
My mind is perfectly clear. I had one of the greatest pumps ever - looking in the mirror after my workout was just... well.. amazing.
Some upgrades I want to make going into next year are getting an [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]extender[/words] and joining the members site. Whatever it takes to accelerate gains.
Still with context: Todays was brilliant. I knew what there was to do... Before my workout I thought about my Penis Enlargement heroes - the men who have come before and faced everything... there was no way that I could give less than my all today - in every stretch.
I'm going to go straight through (no rest days) until next Saturday - then I will take a day off...
Workouts have been great - the context shifting has really freed up my ability to think and believe in a way that supports my Penis Enlargement efforts. I'm not locked up in this inner struggle of 'will it work or won't it'. I'm giving it my all - using my reasoning mind as the tool for measuring what is real, and what is not.
There is enough proof to show that Penis Enlargement is real. There is enough proof on this site to show that penises can be made much bigger.
The greatest confirmation of reality testing these techniques is myself - I have grown. I have gained. The part of me that 'refuses to believe it, or cant believe it' is taking a backseat now. That voice - that context - those feelings - none of that is required as I go forward.
All I want to take on this journey is my spirit and my desire. Nothing else can come with me any longer.
All the excess baggage that has weighed me down thus far... even the shit that seemed so trivial that I let it keep living - its time for it to integrate into something more constructive. I'm not casting off aspects of self - I'm integrating and creating a syntheis of Self. One in which every element of my system is operating in harmony - cooperating for the glory of I.
What is there to see now?
I stand for being successful
I stand for being the one to live out my heroic vision
I stand for being the one who can never be defeated
I stand for my excellence and happiness in this world
I see the kind of world that I can create if I simply keep walking my path
I feel called when I consider what is at stake and what my life means to me
I feel called to take action right now
I'm going for another round of stretching.
Peace
But the few brief moments between laying in bed and falling asleep - all I could feel was self love. I faced everything that day and did not allow any narration or feeling (fatigue, pain etc) stop me on my path.
Today was easier. I got up early and got into phase 2 stuff...
I did about an hour of lazy ass stretches in addition to the usual stuff
My mind is perfectly clear. I had one of the greatest pumps ever - looking in the mirror after my workout was just... well.. amazing.
Some upgrades I want to make going into next year are getting an [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]extender[/words] and joining the members site. Whatever it takes to accelerate gains.
Still with context: Todays was brilliant. I knew what there was to do... Before my workout I thought about my Penis Enlargement heroes - the men who have come before and faced everything... there was no way that I could give less than my all today - in every stretch.
I'm going to go straight through (no rest days) until next Saturday - then I will take a day off...
Workouts have been great - the context shifting has really freed up my ability to think and believe in a way that supports my Penis Enlargement efforts. I'm not locked up in this inner struggle of 'will it work or won't it'. I'm giving it my all - using my reasoning mind as the tool for measuring what is real, and what is not.
There is enough proof to show that Penis Enlargement is real. There is enough proof on this site to show that penises can be made much bigger.
The greatest confirmation of reality testing these techniques is myself - I have grown. I have gained. The part of me that 'refuses to believe it, or cant believe it' is taking a backseat now. That voice - that context - those feelings - none of that is required as I go forward.
All I want to take on this journey is my spirit and my desire. Nothing else can come with me any longer.
All the excess baggage that has weighed me down thus far... even the shit that seemed so trivial that I let it keep living - its time for it to integrate into something more constructive. I'm not casting off aspects of self - I'm integrating and creating a syntheis of Self. One in which every element of my system is operating in harmony - cooperating for the glory of I.
What is there to see now?
I stand for being successful
I stand for being the one to live out my heroic vision
I stand for being the one who can never be defeated
I stand for my excellence and happiness in this world
I see the kind of world that I can create if I simply keep walking my path
I feel called when I consider what is at stake and what my life means to me
I feel called to take action right now
I'm going for another round of stretching.
Peace
Mmm... its been a good few days of workouts.
I've been going alot stronger and harder since I took my 4 day break.
Everything is clicking into place.
Mental attitude is good. Focus is right on. Energy levels are fine.
Today I did the usual phase 2 stuff - along with some edging, lazy assing and visualizing
Got an awesome pump and wound it down
My ligaments are totally roasted right now - I definitely hit the sweet spot today
I will keep creeping along this fucking ruler until I hit 7. That will be a milestone.
I think about DLD today. How much he has sacrificed to create what he has.
I think that this is what is all about. Of course hes obsessive. Every man that every accomplished anything worthwhile was.
It takes courage, committment - and a burning desire to keep your vision alive. Most people do not realize what it really feels like to give your ALL to something. I would argue that there is no other way to live. The pain - the shame... the judgments, the sacrifice... the fights, the tears... the blood - the sweat... all the heroes that have come before fought the same battle. I against I - win or lose - live or die - GIVE IT MY FUCKING ALL!!!
Thats why I am walking the same path. A total quack, fully committed to nothing but my vision. I'm glad to be called selfish, stubborn, unrealistic - and the rest of the BS that comes with making a real committment to my own happiness. Those judgments are nothing but fuel for my fire. I only listen to myself now.
What other way is there to live?
Is it even a choice?
The New year will be a time to dive deeper and test the limits of all my systems.
Time is limited. I've wasted enough chasing goals that were not my own.
I've put too much time and effort into being a good friend - making other people proud - being a 'good' person - being what I was conditioned to be.
Fortunately I am awake now. I know who I am and I know what my life really means.
In the new year I move with a sense of urgency. I move as a man determined to reclaim his life.
It's time to write a new story and leave the past behind.
I am writing the story now. The main character is me.
I ask myself.. How do I want my character to behave?
What do I want for him?
Who is he?
How does he breathe?
How does he relate to the world?
Then I walk into that vision and take ownership of my life.
Peace
I've been going alot stronger and harder since I took my 4 day break.
Everything is clicking into place.
Mental attitude is good. Focus is right on. Energy levels are fine.
Today I did the usual phase 2 stuff - along with some edging, lazy assing and visualizing
Got an awesome pump and wound it down
My ligaments are totally roasted right now - I definitely hit the sweet spot today
I will keep creeping along this fucking ruler until I hit 7. That will be a milestone.
I think about DLD today. How much he has sacrificed to create what he has.
I think that this is what is all about. Of course hes obsessive. Every man that every accomplished anything worthwhile was.
It takes courage, committment - and a burning desire to keep your vision alive. Most people do not realize what it really feels like to give your ALL to something. I would argue that there is no other way to live. The pain - the shame... the judgments, the sacrifice... the fights, the tears... the blood - the sweat... all the heroes that have come before fought the same battle. I against I - win or lose - live or die - GIVE IT MY FUCKING ALL!!!
Thats why I am walking the same path. A total quack, fully committed to nothing but my vision. I'm glad to be called selfish, stubborn, unrealistic - and the rest of the BS that comes with making a real committment to my own happiness. Those judgments are nothing but fuel for my fire. I only listen to myself now.
What other way is there to live?
Is it even a choice?
The New year will be a time to dive deeper and test the limits of all my systems.
Time is limited. I've wasted enough chasing goals that were not my own.
I've put too much time and effort into being a good friend - making other people proud - being a 'good' person - being what I was conditioned to be.
Fortunately I am awake now. I know who I am and I know what my life really means.
In the new year I move with a sense of urgency. I move as a man determined to reclaim his life.
It's time to write a new story and leave the past behind.
I am writing the story now. The main character is me.
I ask myself.. How do I want my character to behave?
What do I want for him?
Who is he?
How does he breathe?
How does he relate to the world?
Then I walk into that vision and take ownership of my life.
Peace
Obsession?
Damn fucking right? What else is there?
I did the usual phase 2 stuff yesterday.
Afterwards I started digging back through my journal - I read a message I left for myself about 2-3 years ago. It was when gains werent coming in natural Penis Enlargement (all i knew was jelq and basic stretching) - and I was convinced that my time could be much better spent in a few years time when the science of NPenis Enlargement evolved - so I stopped Penis Enlargementing.. (in hindisght it was a mistake - but my vision was narrow.. I took action in line with what I saw for my future)
The message was emotional. It was one of faith and courage.
It was one of desperation. It was one of pain.
There was everything contained inside the message.
It sounded like a man obsessed. I recall my approach to Penis Enlargement was skeptical... but the one area that totally killed my progress and vision was self love. I didnt love my penis or myself that long ago. I approached Penis Enlargement from a 'lack' perspective.. My reality was very much fear based. I could see something screaming out from the message - I name it my spirit. It was there - alive - screaming at me to take charge. I AM.
I look at my approach to Penis Enlargement now that I back in the game. I am hungry now. I've learnt my lessons from the past. Not learnt as in 'I know' but learnt as in - integrated into my life. I spend just as much time preparing the ground as I do watering the plant. I focus on self love.
I look to bodybuilding. If you worry - experience fear- doubt etc... your body produces cortisol. I think THAT SINGLE FACTOR is responsibile for my previous lack of gains - and the lack of gains for thousands of men.
Pe is largely mental. The relationship between mental Penis Enlargement and physical growth is not mystical. It is rational. If you keep a healthy outlook and belief the best - your body will produce the chemicals and reactions conducive to growth. Conversely, if I worry and think about what I dont have- my body will pump out shitty chemicals and carry out negative proceses - which limit my ability to grow.
The knowledge of yestredays pain was fuel for my fire today...
I mixed shit up for the first time since starting again.
Stretched like a mad man. Straight down to the right then left for 2 minutes each.super setted with compression with 50 kegels. Then repeat 2-3 times. Did the same upwards. Then with BTC stretches.
I did lazy ass stretches between sets
I had a mad pump. But thought fuck it - I did a few hundred jelqs throwing in a compression squeeze every 50 or so.
Last night I saw a really powerful vision. Up until now I have been looking at Penis Enlargement as a 2 year investment - something like a short fix. Last night I asked myself 'What If I did Penis Enlargement fully committed for 5 whole years??" shiiiit....
The knowledge - the experience- the possibilities really open up.
In 5 years I would have the opportunity to try pumping, hanging, clamping, chemical injections, herbs, pills - the whole Penis Enlargement toolbox - and find precisely what creates massive growth for me.
Furthermore... I have gained 1.2 cm in a little less than 6 mths. I think... even I gained 1 cm in EL for the next 4 1/2 yrs... thats another 9 cm!~!! geezus.
That would pump me up to over 10 inches.
Even if I split those gains in half and say I gain only 1 cm per year... thats 2 inches after 5 years!!!
crazy huh?!!!
Taking this long term view really allowed my vision to expand. I can see more now along this path...
There is a problem with this line of thinking. Many people argue that work spreads out to take up the amount of time that there is for its completion.
Whats my solution? Well its more like a tool - a long term focus - with short term goals and milestones.
I look at all the guys that have made massive gains in Penis Enlargement.
They all made HUGE sacrifices. They gave up a lot - they found ways to keep their vision alive. They didnt quit.
I read RedZulus log yesterday... that boy was obsessed. When I read through DLD's progress - he was obsessed. Every single one of them put Penis Enlargement among the top of their values list - if not AT THE TOP.
Moving forward I'm going to start experimenting more. I'll stick with Phase 2 DLD routine until the end of Jan just to be sure that its ready THEN... THEN.. OH GOD... its gonna get messy in here.
The crazier the better. I'm going to find/create the most powerful tools for growth - whatever it takes.
FUCK IT!!!!
Damn fucking right? What else is there?
I did the usual phase 2 stuff yesterday.
Afterwards I started digging back through my journal - I read a message I left for myself about 2-3 years ago. It was when gains werent coming in natural Penis Enlargement (all i knew was jelq and basic stretching) - and I was convinced that my time could be much better spent in a few years time when the science of NPenis Enlargement evolved - so I stopped Penis Enlargementing.. (in hindisght it was a mistake - but my vision was narrow.. I took action in line with what I saw for my future)
The message was emotional. It was one of faith and courage.
It was one of desperation. It was one of pain.
There was everything contained inside the message.
It sounded like a man obsessed. I recall my approach to Penis Enlargement was skeptical... but the one area that totally killed my progress and vision was self love. I didnt love my penis or myself that long ago. I approached Penis Enlargement from a 'lack' perspective.. My reality was very much fear based. I could see something screaming out from the message - I name it my spirit. It was there - alive - screaming at me to take charge. I AM.
I look at my approach to Penis Enlargement now that I back in the game. I am hungry now. I've learnt my lessons from the past. Not learnt as in 'I know' but learnt as in - integrated into my life. I spend just as much time preparing the ground as I do watering the plant. I focus on self love.
I look to bodybuilding. If you worry - experience fear- doubt etc... your body produces cortisol. I think THAT SINGLE FACTOR is responsibile for my previous lack of gains - and the lack of gains for thousands of men.
Pe is largely mental. The relationship between mental Penis Enlargement and physical growth is not mystical. It is rational. If you keep a healthy outlook and belief the best - your body will produce the chemicals and reactions conducive to growth. Conversely, if I worry and think about what I dont have- my body will pump out shitty chemicals and carry out negative proceses - which limit my ability to grow.
The knowledge of yestredays pain was fuel for my fire today...
I mixed shit up for the first time since starting again.
Stretched like a mad man. Straight down to the right then left for 2 minutes each.super setted with compression with 50 kegels. Then repeat 2-3 times. Did the same upwards. Then with BTC stretches.
I did lazy ass stretches between sets
I had a mad pump. But thought fuck it - I did a few hundred jelqs throwing in a compression squeeze every 50 or so.
Last night I saw a really powerful vision. Up until now I have been looking at Penis Enlargement as a 2 year investment - something like a short fix. Last night I asked myself 'What If I did Penis Enlargement fully committed for 5 whole years??" shiiiit....
The knowledge - the experience- the possibilities really open up.
In 5 years I would have the opportunity to try pumping, hanging, clamping, chemical injections, herbs, pills - the whole Penis Enlargement toolbox - and find precisely what creates massive growth for me.
Furthermore... I have gained 1.2 cm in a little less than 6 mths. I think... even I gained 1 cm in EL for the next 4 1/2 yrs... thats another 9 cm!~!! geezus.
That would pump me up to over 10 inches.
Even if I split those gains in half and say I gain only 1 cm per year... thats 2 inches after 5 years!!!
crazy huh?!!!
Taking this long term view really allowed my vision to expand. I can see more now along this path...
There is a problem with this line of thinking. Many people argue that work spreads out to take up the amount of time that there is for its completion.
Whats my solution? Well its more like a tool - a long term focus - with short term goals and milestones.
I look at all the guys that have made massive gains in Penis Enlargement.
They all made HUGE sacrifices. They gave up a lot - they found ways to keep their vision alive. They didnt quit.
I read RedZulus log yesterday... that boy was obsessed. When I read through DLD's progress - he was obsessed. Every single one of them put Penis Enlargement among the top of their values list - if not AT THE TOP.
Moving forward I'm going to start experimenting more. I'll stick with Phase 2 DLD routine until the end of Jan just to be sure that its ready THEN... THEN.. OH GOD... its gonna get messy in here.
The crazier the better. I'm going to find/create the most powerful tools for growth - whatever it takes.
FUCK IT!!!!
Back in 08!!! and it feels good!!!
The last few days have been great.
I've been working out hard - doing my new superset routine
I do a stretch for a minute in any direction - then follow it with a full compression with 50 kegels.
Then repeat. I do this stretching in every direction then with 2 cranks to finish things off.
My penis is looonnnnng when I finish this.
I follow up with jelqs supersetted with compression squeeses.
I do T-Health at night - some kegels during the day - and if I get onto the PC I do some lazy ass stretches as well..
I've been reading lots of Penis Enlargement articles lately. I read a thought provoking one on positive and negative growth indicators.
I've found that the routine that I am using now is producing lots of positive growth indicators.
Semi flaccid all day long
worked ligaments (tender but not sore)
massive erections in the mornings
Mainly - mypost workout pump is enormous and stays around for a few hours.. I think that is one of the keys for growth - time will confirm.
I found that when I was doing A-strethces - YES the stretch was intense - but my penis would turtle up after the exercises like they were really causing injury... so I'm taking them out of my routine... I think they are too advanced for my penis for now... ill come back to them again in a few mths.
I'll go along with this one for a few months then move onto a phase 3 type of routine.... or just put a-stretch and sock stretches back in the game... with one more girth exercise.... its looking good
SEX! oh yeh.... I'm a porno star baby. Sex has been absoultely incredible... I've built a brand new cock for myself by doing Penis Enlargement - erections of steel - [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]stamina[/words] - after I cum - its hard again in no time - more self acceptance and confidence... its all coming to fruition. My woman can barely handle the meat now... its awesome...
Looking down the path; for 08 - growth is a given.
I'll measure at then end of Jan - I'm aiming for 6 1/4 NPenis EnlargementL...
I'll keep using a length focus up until I hit around 7 - then I'll switch it over. I'm using the thinking of 'its easier to stretch a thin one longer'... I'm not sure how scientific this line of thinking is - but it does make sense, to logic.
I just gotta be patient with my girth lust. But that will come with time.
Peace
The last few days have been great.
I've been working out hard - doing my new superset routine
I do a stretch for a minute in any direction - then follow it with a full compression with 50 kegels.
Then repeat. I do this stretching in every direction then with 2 cranks to finish things off.
My penis is looonnnnng when I finish this.
I follow up with jelqs supersetted with compression squeeses.
I do T-Health at night - some kegels during the day - and if I get onto the PC I do some lazy ass stretches as well..
I've been reading lots of Penis Enlargement articles lately. I read a thought provoking one on positive and negative growth indicators.
I've found that the routine that I am using now is producing lots of positive growth indicators.
Semi flaccid all day long
worked ligaments (tender but not sore)
massive erections in the mornings
Mainly - mypost workout pump is enormous and stays around for a few hours.. I think that is one of the keys for growth - time will confirm.
I found that when I was doing A-strethces - YES the stretch was intense - but my penis would turtle up after the exercises like they were really causing injury... so I'm taking them out of my routine... I think they are too advanced for my penis for now... ill come back to them again in a few mths.
I'll go along with this one for a few months then move onto a phase 3 type of routine.... or just put a-stretch and sock stretches back in the game... with one more girth exercise.... its looking good
SEX! oh yeh.... I'm a porno star baby. Sex has been absoultely incredible... I've built a brand new cock for myself by doing Penis Enlargement - erections of steel - [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]stamina[/words] - after I cum - its hard again in no time - more self acceptance and confidence... its all coming to fruition. My woman can barely handle the meat now... its awesome...
Looking down the path; for 08 - growth is a given.
I'll measure at then end of Jan - I'm aiming for 6 1/4 NPenis EnlargementL...
I'll keep using a length focus up until I hit around 7 - then I'll switch it over. I'm using the thinking of 'its easier to stretch a thin one longer'... I'm not sure how scientific this line of thinking is - but it does make sense, to logic.
I just gotta be patient with my girth lust. But that will come with time.
Peace
Wattup
The last few days have been going really well in regards to Penis Enlargement
One thing that is on my mind is my woman - she has been whinging non stop about my Penis Enlargement-ing activities - she wants to know why - why - why I do it and keeps digging... frustrating. She hit a raw nerve 'Do you think your dick is small, why are you obsessed? don't you think its big enough?' etc etc...
She keeps nagging me to get closure and stop Penis Enlargementing. As much as it annoys me to hell and back - she's right - I'm holding onto some pain from the past, and its time to release it. I'm looking inside - really deep - to get clear on my motivations, why do I Penis Enlargement? So I can fuck my ex's like the dirty sluts they are?
Or so I can experience myself in new way?
I dont know if the virus is only in my head - or are there other men out there - holding the sacred part of themselves back while they have sex/make love to their woman? At a feeling level, I know that there is something I'm not revealing - almost as if my insecurities are preventing me from being FULLY authentic...
I think this also is linked to the pain of yesterday. Walls get built after bad experiences - and they stay up until we consciously take them down... whats a man to do?
Trust a woman? Trust the woman that I'm with? Trust my own judgment?
This is territory I have avoided through meaningless fucking for so long - but here it is... staring me in the face.
I've got to make some ground here - OR I will be held prisoner by my own insecurities and fears... in all my relationships - no matter how great the woman.. A lot of it is simply in my head.
I'll clear this shit out and make peace with this 'pure' aspect of self that I havent shown for a long time - if ever - when I think about it -there really isnt anything to be afraid off. It can never hurt more than it did the first time - my judgment is clearer - I pick good woman - I use my mind - I'm not a slave to sex - all the evidence exists to suggest that I am in control of this area of my life as well as I can be. Armed with the knowledge that I am playing at the level of 'reality' - I can walk forward with courage.
All or nothing? Yeah.
The rest of it is inner peace.
Blind faith cant exist in my relationships. It's trust - through reason and logic - through knowledge - through gut feeling & at an emotional knowing level - checking with every decision making faculty to see if my entire Self is aligned... right now its not - the mind is in conflict (self created... I know), emotions are clear, gut is clear... it looks like the mess is in my head...
I've been thinking about love alot. What is love? Really...? At an experiential level? I think this needs redefinition in my language
Relationships do my head in, seriously. They bring so much shit up to the surface - especially if you have a partner that you grow with. Endless cycle of conflict, discussion, feelings, deconstruction - creation. I remember why I stayed single for so long!
Onto Pe - I've been following the modified newbie program - rocking shit up with my super sets - the pumps have been really good.
Last night was weird - I caught a glimpse in the mirror and my cock looked bigger - during sex, the kitty is hell tight - tighter even. I think I have grown -I'm going to hold of on measuring until.. oh end of Feb - I think something is brewing.
Another thing I have been pondering on is putting the art/science of Penis Enlargement through the AQAL model. I've got some notes down so I'll keep working with that. This will be my giving back to the place that gave so much to me.
I'm sure inches will be gained by heaps of people; anyone interested in getting on board - PM me.
Peace
The last few days have been going really well in regards to Penis Enlargement
One thing that is on my mind is my woman - she has been whinging non stop about my Penis Enlargement-ing activities - she wants to know why - why - why I do it and keeps digging... frustrating. She hit a raw nerve 'Do you think your dick is small, why are you obsessed? don't you think its big enough?' etc etc...
She keeps nagging me to get closure and stop Penis Enlargementing. As much as it annoys me to hell and back - she's right - I'm holding onto some pain from the past, and its time to release it. I'm looking inside - really deep - to get clear on my motivations, why do I Penis Enlargement? So I can fuck my ex's like the dirty sluts they are?
Or so I can experience myself in new way?
I dont know if the virus is only in my head - or are there other men out there - holding the sacred part of themselves back while they have sex/make love to their woman? At a feeling level, I know that there is something I'm not revealing - almost as if my insecurities are preventing me from being FULLY authentic...
I think this also is linked to the pain of yesterday. Walls get built after bad experiences - and they stay up until we consciously take them down... whats a man to do?
Trust a woman? Trust the woman that I'm with? Trust my own judgment?
This is territory I have avoided through meaningless fucking for so long - but here it is... staring me in the face.
I've got to make some ground here - OR I will be held prisoner by my own insecurities and fears... in all my relationships - no matter how great the woman.. A lot of it is simply in my head.
I'll clear this shit out and make peace with this 'pure' aspect of self that I havent shown for a long time - if ever - when I think about it -there really isnt anything to be afraid off. It can never hurt more than it did the first time - my judgment is clearer - I pick good woman - I use my mind - I'm not a slave to sex - all the evidence exists to suggest that I am in control of this area of my life as well as I can be. Armed with the knowledge that I am playing at the level of 'reality' - I can walk forward with courage.
All or nothing? Yeah.
The rest of it is inner peace.
Blind faith cant exist in my relationships. It's trust - through reason and logic - through knowledge - through gut feeling & at an emotional knowing level - checking with every decision making faculty to see if my entire Self is aligned... right now its not - the mind is in conflict (self created... I know), emotions are clear, gut is clear... it looks like the mess is in my head...
I've been thinking about love alot. What is love? Really...? At an experiential level? I think this needs redefinition in my language
Relationships do my head in, seriously. They bring so much shit up to the surface - especially if you have a partner that you grow with. Endless cycle of conflict, discussion, feelings, deconstruction - creation. I remember why I stayed single for so long!
Onto Pe - I've been following the modified newbie program - rocking shit up with my super sets - the pumps have been really good.
Last night was weird - I caught a glimpse in the mirror and my cock looked bigger - during sex, the kitty is hell tight - tighter even. I think I have grown -I'm going to hold of on measuring until.. oh end of Feb - I think something is brewing.
Another thing I have been pondering on is putting the art/science of Penis Enlargement through the AQAL model. I've got some notes down so I'll keep working with that. This will be my giving back to the place that gave so much to me.
I'm sure inches will be gained by heaps of people; anyone interested in getting on board - PM me.
Peace
Thanks Fedora!
I appreciate the love brother!
The gains are around the corner you say? I'm going to chase those mutherfuckers then.. GIMME GROWTH, RAHH!! Haha
Anywhoo
Just a quick update.
I went hard for 2 or so days on my program that I'm using now and I copped a bit of an injury
Pulling down to the left caused pain. Mmm.. yes, the unbearable type.
So I've taken 3 days off Penis Enlargement to heal. I'll check with my penis tomorrow and see if he is ready for some more love.
I know exactly how I did it. I was doing lazy ass stretches - being a fucking lazy ass, and strethed it too far in a position that it obviously didnt like. I could tell that something was different when I tucked it out from under my ass/leg - but ignored it. The next day when I went to Penis Enlargement I felt pain... so.... here I am.
I had a bit of a play with it today and it felt great. SO ill be back in the game tomorrow.
Time off is fine. I'm going to have some new gains to report by months end.... im sure of this... my cock looks awesome... haha
but of course it does...
So... whats the lesson? dont overreach?.. .yeah. I think thats the one
Less is more...
Peace
I appreciate the love brother!
The gains are around the corner you say? I'm going to chase those mutherfuckers then.. GIMME GROWTH, RAHH!! Haha
Anywhoo
Just a quick update.
I went hard for 2 or so days on my program that I'm using now and I copped a bit of an injury
Pulling down to the left caused pain. Mmm.. yes, the unbearable type.
So I've taken 3 days off Penis Enlargement to heal. I'll check with my penis tomorrow and see if he is ready for some more love.
I know exactly how I did it. I was doing lazy ass stretches - being a fucking lazy ass, and strethed it too far in a position that it obviously didnt like. I could tell that something was different when I tucked it out from under my ass/leg - but ignored it. The next day when I went to Penis Enlargement I felt pain... so.... here I am.
I had a bit of a play with it today and it felt great. SO ill be back in the game tomorrow.
Time off is fine. I'm going to have some new gains to report by months end.... im sure of this... my cock looks awesome... haha
but of course it does... So... whats the lesson? dont overreach?.. .yeah. I think thats the one
Less is more...
Peace
Great Post Bro!
Very Insightful and well written. You have a skill with putting what you feel in writing.
Thanks for sharing that and I give you all the positive thoughts of success I can offer.
It looks like you are learnind a lot about yourself right now and your awareness is growing. Expect this conflict as you dump and challenge old beleifs.
Very Insightful and well written. You have a skill with putting what you feel in writing.
Thanks for sharing that and I give you all the positive thoughts of success I can offer.
It looks like you are learnind a lot about yourself right now and your awareness is growing. Expect this conflict as you dump and challenge old beleifs.
Thanks for the support Airshy.
Your right - letting go of old belief constructs drums up all the bs... but its a path to something greater.
My head is much clearer and I feel a whole lot more peace and self-love since I took this path (self discovery-mastery etc).
Thank you for the warm wishes of success man, this really means alot to me.
Once again, congrats on hitting your goal!!! That is totally incredible.
A few years time I'll be where I want to be.
Shit 6 months has passed so quickly.... 5 years will take no time at all. I'm happy to ride this one to the end.
Moving forward.
Todays and yesterdays workout were both good. Lots of stretching and jelqing.
I'm stretching after I pee also..
and I'm back into T-Health stretching
Taking arginine and tribulus...
The workouts were good... I focused on stretching farrrrrr out - mmm...
Gotta go far... gotta go hard. HARDER, FURTHER...
I watched braveheart the other day. Fuck yeah...
Mel Gibson is chillin on the torture rack and all he says to say is 'mercy' and he will be allowed to live. Instead of screaming mercy he digs deep and yells out 'FREEDOM!!!!!!'
MMM... Thats the mentality that I'm taking with Penis Enlargement moving forward. There is a point where my penis/hands/brain wants to scream out mercy. I wont let it. I'm screaming out something else - I havent found the word for it... but its ruthless, and it wont allow me to give up.
Peace
Your right - letting go of old belief constructs drums up all the bs... but its a path to something greater.
My head is much clearer and I feel a whole lot more peace and self-love since I took this path (self discovery-mastery etc).
Thank you for the warm wishes of success man, this really means alot to me.
Once again, congrats on hitting your goal!!! That is totally incredible.
A few years time I'll be where I want to be.
Shit 6 months has passed so quickly.... 5 years will take no time at all. I'm happy to ride this one to the end.
Moving forward.
Todays and yesterdays workout were both good. Lots of stretching and jelqing.
I'm stretching after I pee also..
and I'm back into T-Health stretching
Taking arginine and tribulus...
The workouts were good... I focused on stretching farrrrrr out - mmm...
Gotta go far... gotta go hard. HARDER, FURTHER...
I watched braveheart the other day. Fuck yeah...
Mel Gibson is chillin on the torture rack and all he says to say is 'mercy' and he will be allowed to live. Instead of screaming mercy he digs deep and yells out 'FREEDOM!!!!!!'
MMM... Thats the mentality that I'm taking with Penis Enlargement moving forward. There is a point where my penis/hands/brain wants to scream out mercy. I wont let it. I'm screaming out something else - I havent found the word for it... but its ruthless, and it wont allow me to give up.
Peace
gone from 15.2 CM NPenis EnlargementL to 15.5 CM NPenis EnlargementL.
.3 CM in 2 months.
I'm fucking stoked.
I'm soooooo close to 6 1/4... Thats the aim for jan/feb.
Then I can almost see 6 1/2... right around the next corner...
I cant fucking believe it. I was getting a bit down the last week or so about having such lame growth and then getting injured and having to take a few days off (I didnt let this mood last for too long but it was very real to me)...
But... it has grown... I'm over the moon about this. That brings my total growth in EL to 1.3cm in 6 mths (yesterday was my 6 mth anniversey hehe).
I'm quite stoked with this. I did Penis Enlargement for almost a year a few years back and gained about an inch - so with getting back I knew there was a possibility that I had exhausted newbie gains previously. But time off seems to have done the trick.
I havent bothered to measure EG today - but thus far it has grown 1cm.
I'm still focused on stretching my thin one longer - I'll start some crazy ass girth program when I get up around the 7" mark.
Hehe... there's really no one else in the world to share these gains with except you guys...
I'm feeling pretty fucking good today.
For a results focused guy like me - nothing motivates me more than seeing the kind of change I am working towards - this it totally incredible
Thank you guys!
.3 CM in 2 months.
I'm fucking stoked.
I'm soooooo close to 6 1/4... Thats the aim for jan/feb.
Then I can almost see 6 1/2... right around the next corner...
I cant fucking believe it. I was getting a bit down the last week or so about having such lame growth and then getting injured and having to take a few days off (I didnt let this mood last for too long but it was very real to me)...
But... it has grown... I'm over the moon about this. That brings my total growth in EL to 1.3cm in 6 mths (yesterday was my 6 mth anniversey hehe).
I'm quite stoked with this. I did Penis Enlargement for almost a year a few years back and gained about an inch - so with getting back I knew there was a possibility that I had exhausted newbie gains previously. But time off seems to have done the trick.
I havent bothered to measure EG today - but thus far it has grown 1cm.
I'm still focused on stretching my thin one longer - I'll start some crazy ass girth program when I get up around the 7" mark.
Hehe... there's really no one else in the world to share these gains with except you guys...
I'm feeling pretty fucking good today.For a results focused guy like me - nothing motivates me more than seeing the kind of change I am working towards - this it totally incredible
Thank you guys!
Whatttup crew
Its been a while – I had a whole stack of shit going on – but no setbacks on my Penis Enlargement progress. I am still chilling around the 15.5 mark – fucking cool stuff. I am so stoked. My penis is responding so well to the exercises – my erections are hard as steel – sex is good – better even – confidence is high.. and self acceptance is growing… I feel tremendous power being generated as I walk this path
The same workouts apply – albeit its been a bit eclectic, ill get into a proper routine soon – currently I am playing with ‘ideas’ more so than solutions. IE – stretch hard, warm up and down properly – stretch through the day, perfect form – not so worried about doing it for a set time etc. I’m in the flow.
Most of the workouts involve a minute stretching in any direction, intense, really feeling it – supersetted with a compression. Then jelqing with suppersetting compression squeezes… throwing in some stretching after I pee – and lazy ass stretches during the week – growth is coming
I’m still in the game. Growing complacent has been a temptation. My woman tells me she is very happy with it – I look down and feel pretty happy with it – its been easy to find an excuse out – but I haven’t. I took a stand for something, and im still standing for it – I wont let narrations, feelings, or compliments hold me back from realizing my fullest potential.
I cry out ‘MORE!!!!’
Penis Enlargement is fun. I’m looking at bringing in new methods for making it even more enjoyable. I hate ‘work’. What that comment really means is I dislike experiencing something as difficult or painful or not desirable. Following this line of thinking – it is clear that a lack of enjoyment isn’t contained in the task itself – its in the mind. Why can one guy have sex with 5 gorgeous woman in a night, drive around in his Ferrari – then take his jet to Europe – and FEEL and experience life as ‘shit, or unbearable’ or find himself ‘unhappy, or unfulfilled’.. while an immigrant toilet cleaner working on minimum wage, coming home to a shitty apartment and getting nowhere can see his life as amazing, and feel himself as truly blessed.
Interpretation. Context. Meaning.
Those are the keys to the puzzle.
The keys are not trying harder or putting in more effort… the keys are taking ownership of context.
Taking full responsibility for going for what you want. And not letting anything stop you…
Peace
Its been a while – I had a whole stack of shit going on – but no setbacks on my Penis Enlargement progress. I am still chilling around the 15.5 mark – fucking cool stuff. I am so stoked. My penis is responding so well to the exercises – my erections are hard as steel – sex is good – better even – confidence is high.. and self acceptance is growing… I feel tremendous power being generated as I walk this path
The same workouts apply – albeit its been a bit eclectic, ill get into a proper routine soon – currently I am playing with ‘ideas’ more so than solutions. IE – stretch hard, warm up and down properly – stretch through the day, perfect form – not so worried about doing it for a set time etc. I’m in the flow.
Most of the workouts involve a minute stretching in any direction, intense, really feeling it – supersetted with a compression. Then jelqing with suppersetting compression squeezes… throwing in some stretching after I pee – and lazy ass stretches during the week – growth is coming
I’m still in the game. Growing complacent has been a temptation. My woman tells me she is very happy with it – I look down and feel pretty happy with it – its been easy to find an excuse out – but I haven’t. I took a stand for something, and im still standing for it – I wont let narrations, feelings, or compliments hold me back from realizing my fullest potential.
I cry out ‘MORE!!!!’
Penis Enlargement is fun. I’m looking at bringing in new methods for making it even more enjoyable. I hate ‘work’. What that comment really means is I dislike experiencing something as difficult or painful or not desirable. Following this line of thinking – it is clear that a lack of enjoyment isn’t contained in the task itself – its in the mind. Why can one guy have sex with 5 gorgeous woman in a night, drive around in his Ferrari – then take his jet to Europe – and FEEL and experience life as ‘shit, or unbearable’ or find himself ‘unhappy, or unfulfilled’.. while an immigrant toilet cleaner working on minimum wage, coming home to a shitty apartment and getting nowhere can see his life as amazing, and feel himself as truly blessed.
Interpretation. Context. Meaning.
Those are the keys to the puzzle.
The keys are not trying harder or putting in more effort… the keys are taking ownership of context.
Taking full responsibility for going for what you want. And not letting anything stop you…
Peace
Benefit;292138 said:
Impressing Benefit!
So poethic, true and serious approach. Seems that you ave found a very good approach to stretching that will last and contiue growth. Stretch everywhere you have the chance. And once you feel like your member feels in the jelly state, stretch even more, never let tht state go, push progressive beyond the limit, little by little.
Really good blog Benefit. You also have the writer´s gift. Your sentances becomes beautiful Penis Enlargement poethry.
Hey guys – sorry I haven’t been able to post on my blog lately. My internet explorer kept crashing whenever I went to press send so I just left it alone for a while. I’m on mozilla now – which seems to be handling the job much better.
To Penis Enlargement Related matters; its been pretty turbulent waters lately. I’ve just picked up another job so my hours are pretty messy. This is my first week doing it – so my system has been chaotic. I’ve been working late nights at the other job – and had a whole lot of things going on in other areas of my life.
Still I am Penis Enlargement-ing.
I’m still here – standing for something.
I took 3 days off when I started the new job – I was just too fkn tired (this is what I told myself – was it true? At the time I would have defended that as the truth to death – now, in reflection, I’m not so sure that it was) to get up and Penis Enlargement. This morning my alarm went off and I was very temped to hit snooze. I felt exhausted… I thought about it ‘What’s at stake here?’ ‘Whats more important, another hour or sleep or building a massive cock?’… I got up and started to Penis Enlargement like a zombie. Funny stuff.
Eyes glued together jelqing my ass off. I did this to some very loud music so it was only a matter of time before the brain went ‘whats going on here?’ and I was into it.
I have no new gains to report. At my best im chilling at 15.5 NPenis EnlargementL
Averages out to about 15.2-3… moving forward I’d like to make 15.5 my constant erect size – not just the ‘on a good day size’. See how that goes…
AT the end of Feb I’m going to put together a new system and a new routine to accelerate some gains. Some serious action is required on my behalf if I intend to keep gaining – being results focused, I love seeing gains.
I’ve been asking myself: Why do I Penis Enlargement? To build a bigger cock?
Following this – How effectively is the system I’m using building this bigger cock?
Moderately. My solution to the question ‘how do I build a bigger cock?’ is not getting me the results I am after. It’s gotten me results – but I have put in enough work for more results – the challenge is not more work – its to find the ‘right work’
No action should be undertaken without a purpose; if the purpose of Penis Enlargement is to build a bigger cock, and the system I’m using is not working – my actions are purposeless.
So I ask… What part of my system is the core constraint? What part of my system is rendering the rest of my actions worthless or LIMITING THEM to mediocre results and gains?
This is bigger than Penis Enlargement – this is everything.
Again – its context. It’s the narrations, it’s the BS – it’s the weak system – it’s the excuses – it’s the laziness.
I take full responsibility for the results I have created thus far. Who can I blame? God? Haha… Genetics? Haha… laughable. It’s all in systems. MY results are one upgrade away.
If I want this I have to resolve to pay the price for making it mine, no matter the cost. That’s the essence of warrior ship – If I want freedom – and the price is death? – Fine, ill gladly pay that.
Seems like a lot has brewed since my break from blogging – Hydromaxm… a lot more than I thought.
Moving forward with this integration; I’m back to getting up in the AM and peing every morning – stretching during the day – doing some lazy ass stretches – and the usual stuff…. But before I go on making any new upgrades – I need to fill out a new vision for Penis Enlargement – yesterdays answer is not good enough, I need to see what there is to see now – then start walking again –
I have fallen over the last few weeks. I can admit to myself that my inspiration and vision for Penis Enlargement (based on results) has definitely died down. This made it easier to avoid doing Penis Enlargement in the mornings. It’s a slippery slope. ONE COMPROMISE can send you down the path, and the battle is lost. But I’m back now, I’m awake and I’m ready to step it up again.
Peace
PS: Fed thanks for dropping in man – its always a pleasure to hear from you. I hope everything is going well on your end!!! I’ll take up your challenge for the months end and push further… I’ve gotta keep my vision alive. I cant settle for average – I wont lose this battle.
To Penis Enlargement Related matters; its been pretty turbulent waters lately. I’ve just picked up another job so my hours are pretty messy. This is my first week doing it – so my system has been chaotic. I’ve been working late nights at the other job – and had a whole lot of things going on in other areas of my life.
Still I am Penis Enlargement-ing.
I’m still here – standing for something.
I took 3 days off when I started the new job – I was just too fkn tired (this is what I told myself – was it true? At the time I would have defended that as the truth to death – now, in reflection, I’m not so sure that it was) to get up and Penis Enlargement. This morning my alarm went off and I was very temped to hit snooze. I felt exhausted… I thought about it ‘What’s at stake here?’ ‘Whats more important, another hour or sleep or building a massive cock?’… I got up and started to Penis Enlargement like a zombie. Funny stuff.
Eyes glued together jelqing my ass off. I did this to some very loud music so it was only a matter of time before the brain went ‘whats going on here?’ and I was into it.
I have no new gains to report. At my best im chilling at 15.5 NPenis EnlargementL
Averages out to about 15.2-3… moving forward I’d like to make 15.5 my constant erect size – not just the ‘on a good day size’. See how that goes…
AT the end of Feb I’m going to put together a new system and a new routine to accelerate some gains. Some serious action is required on my behalf if I intend to keep gaining – being results focused, I love seeing gains.
I’ve been asking myself: Why do I Penis Enlargement? To build a bigger cock?
Following this – How effectively is the system I’m using building this bigger cock?
Moderately. My solution to the question ‘how do I build a bigger cock?’ is not getting me the results I am after. It’s gotten me results – but I have put in enough work for more results – the challenge is not more work – its to find the ‘right work’
No action should be undertaken without a purpose; if the purpose of Penis Enlargement is to build a bigger cock, and the system I’m using is not working – my actions are purposeless.
So I ask… What part of my system is the core constraint? What part of my system is rendering the rest of my actions worthless or LIMITING THEM to mediocre results and gains?
This is bigger than Penis Enlargement – this is everything.
Again – its context. It’s the narrations, it’s the BS – it’s the weak system – it’s the excuses – it’s the laziness.
I take full responsibility for the results I have created thus far. Who can I blame? God? Haha… Genetics? Haha… laughable. It’s all in systems. MY results are one upgrade away.
If I want this I have to resolve to pay the price for making it mine, no matter the cost. That’s the essence of warrior ship – If I want freedom – and the price is death? – Fine, ill gladly pay that.
Seems like a lot has brewed since my break from blogging – Hydromaxm… a lot more than I thought.
Moving forward with this integration; I’m back to getting up in the AM and peing every morning – stretching during the day – doing some lazy ass stretches – and the usual stuff…. But before I go on making any new upgrades – I need to fill out a new vision for Penis Enlargement – yesterdays answer is not good enough, I need to see what there is to see now – then start walking again –
I have fallen over the last few weeks. I can admit to myself that my inspiration and vision for Penis Enlargement (based on results) has definitely died down. This made it easier to avoid doing Penis Enlargement in the mornings. It’s a slippery slope. ONE COMPROMISE can send you down the path, and the battle is lost. But I’m back now, I’m awake and I’m ready to step it up again.
Peace
PS: Fed thanks for dropping in man – its always a pleasure to hear from you. I hope everything is going well on your end!!! I’ll take up your challenge for the months end and push further… I’ve gotta keep my vision alive. I cant settle for average – I wont lose this battle.
Whattsup guys?
I'm back in the Penis Enlargement game. Got some order back into my life now that the new job is under control.
I'm back in the game! Today I started my new routine... I've worn out my newbie gains - and frankly, I'm bored and its time for a change.
The way I'm doing things now is supersetting sock stretches with cranks
then doing a few reps of A-stretches
I finish up with 5 Supra Slammers. OMG... guys - if you haven't tried these - do yourself a favour - I've never seen my penis so fat after a workout - crazy stuff.
So im training to gain - I'm gonna keep pushing to the max and moving forward. I cant give up.
This is still not an option. I'm going to hit my goals somewhere down the line.
Not sure if I'm going to hit Feb goals.. I'm doing all the right things to make it happen though, time will tell.
Work pressure has been a bit of a whore lately - but such is life.
I wont compromise on my values, any of them. I
ll keep fighting this fight and getting better and better every day.
New routine - New excercises - New vision - I feel like a brand new man - starting again - accelerating my growth
This is what there is for me to do, and I'm going to do it
It's still context - its still self love - its still control - its still freedom - its still power.. it always will be
I stand for these values and ill put everything on the line for them..
I know what the price is to create what I want - and I'm ready now as I'll ever be to pay it.
Peace
I'm back in the Penis Enlargement game. Got some order back into my life now that the new job is under control.
I'm back in the game! Today I started my new routine... I've worn out my newbie gains - and frankly, I'm bored and its time for a change.
The way I'm doing things now is supersetting sock stretches with cranks
then doing a few reps of A-stretches
I finish up with 5 Supra Slammers. OMG... guys - if you haven't tried these - do yourself a favour - I've never seen my penis so fat after a workout - crazy stuff.
So im training to gain - I'm gonna keep pushing to the max and moving forward. I cant give up.
This is still not an option. I'm going to hit my goals somewhere down the line.
Not sure if I'm going to hit Feb goals.. I'm doing all the right things to make it happen though, time will tell.
Work pressure has been a bit of a whore lately - but such is life.
I wont compromise on my values, any of them. I
ll keep fighting this fight and getting better and better every day.
New routine - New excercises - New vision - I feel like a brand new man - starting again - accelerating my growth
This is what there is for me to do, and I'm going to do it
It's still context - its still self love - its still control - its still freedom - its still power.. it always will be
I stand for these values and ill put everything on the line for them..
I know what the price is to create what I want - and I'm ready now as I'll ever be to pay it.
Peace
The last week has been awesome with Penis Enlargement. The new job is falling into place - somehow... and I've been working out following Supra's program.
Intensity, infrequency, quality. Basing my movements on those principles.
Workouts are brutal...
and I must say its about fucking that I made some gains - another .2 cm... woot woot...
That brings my NPenis EnlargementL to 15.7... fucking unreal... didnt quite hit the goal I was after for the end of feb but thats cool... Next month will prove more fruitful.
I've been working out hard - so its going to happen.
Aiming for 16cm by the end of March. I think the program I've got in place now is just right to make that happen. I'll keep creeping up to the 7 mark, it will come... years end will have me sitting on 7 for sure.. maybe ++
So whats news? Lots - started my own business - within a business - been shit busy building contacts and generating leads the last few weeks - had a lot of shit on my mind. The going has been pretty crazy, but whenever I get a moment to breathe I pause. I reflect and I see who I am in this world. Honour washes over me - and I know that there is no other way I would choose to live my life - other than full pedal!!!!
Relationship has been tough. Woman has been nagging because I'm so busy and have little time for her. Even good sex cant change that.
I'm moving forward - I feel like this month has been a transit for me, so much shit has been brewing - and the way I move forward will determine so much for my future - so I walk boldly. I'm here to fill out my vision and live with a profound sense of peace and self love.
Guys GUYS!!! It's still about vision. I am guided by a vision whether I know it or not. The choice is whether I want to take responsibility for guiding myself - or I'm happy to accept the system that's currently at play.
What I see when I look down the path of Penis Enlargement....
I want to build a big thick powerful cock
I want to fuck my woman to unbelievable orgasms
I want to be confident in my size
Whats the value behind my desire? The feelings, the experiences, the sensations that come with being EXACTLY WHO I WANT TO BE....
Whats more important than that?
I stand for being the one to build a huge, powerful cock
I stand for being confident
I stand for being the one, to satisfy my woman
I stand for being the one that gets the most gorgeous woman
Damn... when I read through my stands I get inspired- I feel it taking over...
The more I see myself standing for being big, and powerful, and fucking gorgeous woman every night the more I see...
The more I see myself getting up tomorrow and doing a massive Penis Enlargement workout
The more I see that, the more I see that I am one step closer to reaching my goal
The more I see that, the more I see... myself taking the time out to reflect on my Penis Enlargement Heroes - the ones that came before me and made this change - fought this battle and won
And the more I see that, the more I see myself FEELING a deep calling to rise up and face what there is to face
The more I see that, the more I see that, the more I see myself reading through Supra's old articles
The more I see that, the more I see myself getting more incredible ideas to improve my workouts
And the more I see that, the more I see myself working out more effectively
And the more I see that, the more I see... the more i see incredible gains
The more I see that, the more I see myself entering my woman and hearing her SCREAM like no woman has ever screamed before
The more I see that, the more I see myself getting a fresh burst of confidence and self love
And the more I see that, the more I see... myself facing my insecurities and fucking like a adult entertainment star
The more I see that, the more I see myself working out harder and integrating more ideas
The more I see that, the more I see incredible growth
The more I see that, the more I see myself holding my BIG THICK cock in my hands
The more I see that, the more I see that I feel a sense of peace
The more I see that, the more I see that I live my life more freely and openly
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
I'm plugged in and this whole fucking world is gonna know who I am.
Peace
Intensity, infrequency, quality. Basing my movements on those principles.
Workouts are brutal...
and I must say its about fucking that I made some gains - another .2 cm... woot woot...
That brings my NPenis EnlargementL to 15.7... fucking unreal... didnt quite hit the goal I was after for the end of feb but thats cool... Next month will prove more fruitful.
I've been working out hard - so its going to happen.
Aiming for 16cm by the end of March. I think the program I've got in place now is just right to make that happen. I'll keep creeping up to the 7 mark, it will come... years end will have me sitting on 7 for sure.. maybe ++
So whats news? Lots - started my own business - within a business - been shit busy building contacts and generating leads the last few weeks - had a lot of shit on my mind. The going has been pretty crazy, but whenever I get a moment to breathe I pause. I reflect and I see who I am in this world. Honour washes over me - and I know that there is no other way I would choose to live my life - other than full pedal!!!!
Relationship has been tough. Woman has been nagging because I'm so busy and have little time for her. Even good sex cant change that.
I'm moving forward - I feel like this month has been a transit for me, so much shit has been brewing - and the way I move forward will determine so much for my future - so I walk boldly. I'm here to fill out my vision and live with a profound sense of peace and self love.
Guys GUYS!!! It's still about vision. I am guided by a vision whether I know it or not. The choice is whether I want to take responsibility for guiding myself - or I'm happy to accept the system that's currently at play.
What I see when I look down the path of Penis Enlargement....
I want to build a big thick powerful cock
I want to fuck my woman to unbelievable orgasms
I want to be confident in my size
Whats the value behind my desire? The feelings, the experiences, the sensations that come with being EXACTLY WHO I WANT TO BE....
Whats more important than that?
I stand for being the one to build a huge, powerful cock
I stand for being confident
I stand for being the one, to satisfy my woman
I stand for being the one that gets the most gorgeous woman
Damn... when I read through my stands I get inspired- I feel it taking over...
The more I see myself standing for being big, and powerful, and fucking gorgeous woman every night the more I see...
The more I see myself getting up tomorrow and doing a massive Penis Enlargement workout
The more I see that, the more I see that I am one step closer to reaching my goal
The more I see that, the more I see... myself taking the time out to reflect on my Penis Enlargement Heroes - the ones that came before me and made this change - fought this battle and won
And the more I see that, the more I see myself FEELING a deep calling to rise up and face what there is to face
The more I see that, the more I see that, the more I see myself reading through Supra's old articles
The more I see that, the more I see myself getting more incredible ideas to improve my workouts
And the more I see that, the more I see myself working out more effectively
And the more I see that, the more I see... the more i see incredible gains
The more I see that, the more I see myself entering my woman and hearing her SCREAM like no woman has ever screamed before
The more I see that, the more I see myself getting a fresh burst of confidence and self love
And the more I see that, the more I see... myself facing my insecurities and fucking like a adult entertainment star
The more I see that, the more I see myself working out harder and integrating more ideas
The more I see that, the more I see incredible growth
The more I see that, the more I see myself holding my BIG THICK cock in my hands
The more I see that, the more I see that I feel a sense of peace
The more I see that, the more I see that I live my life more freely and openly
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
I'm plugged in and this whole fucking world is gonna know who I am.
Peace
Another month is down...
Any gains to report? No... . I'll leave gains to the side for a moment
The last 6 weeks have been pathetic in terms of Penis Enlargement
I hadn't even realized the level of compromise that was taking place. I dont want to think about it, or talk about - I let myself down.
I'm back with new hunger, for new gains.
They will come. I got back into it properly this weekend. I'm back in the game.
I want to hit 7 inches by years end, and the only way to do it is to Penis Enlargement my ass off.
So today is a day to realign with my vision - to feed the flame.
I want to build a great, huge, thick cock.
Clarity of purpose.
I'm turning it all around in April.
What caused the shift?
A shift in perception....
What is the value? Self confidence, a big cock, better sex, more sex, my womans pleasure, my pleasure, honour
What did it take to create the value? Hours upon hours of burtal exercise - mental strain... torment, fatigue, fighting in the face of all the voices in my head... sacrifice, committment - pride... it took so much to get here..
What was my original vision for this value? It's to hit 7 inches - hold it in my hand and feel an incredible sense of honour - to enter my woman and hear her moan like she has never moaned before - to walk as a man with a new found increased confidence in who i am...
I've paid the price to be here: The value is behind this brick wall. How many hits does it take to destroy the brick wall? I dont know. But I'm finding out. And if I move on to the next wall before I take this one down - I will miss out. It might be only a few more hits away....
Today: some jelqing, some supra slammers and some hardcore stretching - gains will come... oh they will come. In April I will put on 1/4 inch.
Peace
Any gains to report? No... . I'll leave gains to the side for a moment
The last 6 weeks have been pathetic in terms of Penis Enlargement
I hadn't even realized the level of compromise that was taking place. I dont want to think about it, or talk about - I let myself down.
I'm back with new hunger, for new gains.
They will come. I got back into it properly this weekend. I'm back in the game.
I want to hit 7 inches by years end, and the only way to do it is to Penis Enlargement my ass off.
So today is a day to realign with my vision - to feed the flame.
I want to build a great, huge, thick cock.
Clarity of purpose.
I'm turning it all around in April.
What caused the shift?
A shift in perception....
What is the value? Self confidence, a big cock, better sex, more sex, my womans pleasure, my pleasure, honour
What did it take to create the value? Hours upon hours of burtal exercise - mental strain... torment, fatigue, fighting in the face of all the voices in my head... sacrifice, committment - pride... it took so much to get here..
What was my original vision for this value? It's to hit 7 inches - hold it in my hand and feel an incredible sense of honour - to enter my woman and hear her moan like she has never moaned before - to walk as a man with a new found increased confidence in who i am...
I've paid the price to be here: The value is behind this brick wall. How many hits does it take to destroy the brick wall? I dont know. But I'm finding out. And if I move on to the next wall before I take this one down - I will miss out. It might be only a few more hits away....
Today: some jelqing, some supra slammers and some hardcore stretching - gains will come... oh they will come. In April I will put on 1/4 inch.
Peace
Decimated the first two days of april in terms of Penis Enlargement workouts.
Today I saw the greatest expansion ever. I put on the dirtiest, filthiest adult entertainment I could find and thought about the filthiest girls I've ever fucked. Did that for about 10 minutes while slowly jelqing.
Then I hit the supra slammers - I did about 15 of them, and OMFG... haha!! This is insane. I was fighting the urge to come for about 45 minutes...
The expansion was awesome, so I know what it takes. Gotta get DIRTYYYY!!!
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She touches me softly and says that she likes it like this/ (BORING!)
I'm in a crisis, the inside of my minds iris is inviting me to violence/
AND There's no way that I can fight it,
I start wildin, my dick tearing her hymen,
I'm analyzing her eyes spill tears, shes crying in fits/
I'm sliding in and out of her lips/
its only that real tight pussy that makes me hard like this/
Makes my dick large and thick, start barging in/
Consent? HA!
I get up in her cunt till my balls are wet from the blood/
Easy hoes!
I Mistreat and beat these hoes/
I need these hoes for nothing but
to release my load and feed me in the morn/
feel me doggs?
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That kind of DIRTY!!! DIRTY!!!!!!!!!!! Turn on the dirty switch and imagine myself fucking the hoooooooooottttttttest bitch alive - ramming her with my ROD!!!!
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Completely out of my fucking mind today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Alcohol used to a suitable solution. Then denial. Then ignorance. All from the same root; ESCAPISM.
No matter what action I take -reality will still be here. Objective reality will always exist. No matter how much I feel like avoiding it - avoiding the truth - avoiding my responsibilities. Avoiding the promises that I have made to myself.
Avoiding action. Avoiding my values. avoiding the questions. Avoiding my reflection. Avoiding introspection and avoiding taking responsibility for my intention....
That action itself is intention. Sub or conscious - escapism was still intended here. To keep me safe? Safe from what? A world that supports me and conspires to give me everything I need?
How absurd.
Check the premise.
Ok: so I left my job, my relationship is fucked... my health has deteriorated - I have lost passion and purpose, I have compromised all my other values - succcess, happiness, honour, courage -
The self reflections are messy. The feelings are dark. The thoughts are distubring. And this is the price I promised myself I would pay.. and I am paying it fully.
The price of fighting an adversary I once thought too great - my lower self.
I'll slay these demons with every life affirming action I take. My being here now - having the will to put this mess together and move forward symbolizes the power of my spirit.
so what if I stumble? So what if I fall.
Courage is the voice at the end of the day that says
'I will try again tomorrow'
And I will.
Today I saw the greatest expansion ever. I put on the dirtiest, filthiest adult entertainment I could find and thought about the filthiest girls I've ever fucked. Did that for about 10 minutes while slowly jelqing.
Then I hit the supra slammers - I did about 15 of them, and OMFG... haha!! This is insane. I was fighting the urge to come for about 45 minutes...
The expansion was awesome, so I know what it takes. Gotta get DIRTYYYY!!!
--------
She touches me softly and says that she likes it like this/ (BORING!)
I'm in a crisis, the inside of my minds iris is inviting me to violence/
AND There's no way that I can fight it,
I start wildin, my dick tearing her hymen,
I'm analyzing her eyes spill tears, shes crying in fits/
I'm sliding in and out of her lips/
its only that real tight pussy that makes me hard like this/
Makes my dick large and thick, start barging in/
Consent? HA!
I get up in her cunt till my balls are wet from the blood/
Easy hoes!
I Mistreat and beat these hoes/
I need these hoes for nothing but
to release my load and feed me in the morn/
feel me doggs?
------
That kind of DIRTY!!! DIRTY!!!!!!!!!!! Turn on the dirty switch and imagine myself fucking the hoooooooooottttttttest bitch alive - ramming her with my ROD!!!!
--------
Completely out of my fucking mind today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
--------
Alcohol used to a suitable solution. Then denial. Then ignorance. All from the same root; ESCAPISM.
No matter what action I take -reality will still be here. Objective reality will always exist. No matter how much I feel like avoiding it - avoiding the truth - avoiding my responsibilities. Avoiding the promises that I have made to myself.
Avoiding action. Avoiding my values. avoiding the questions. Avoiding my reflection. Avoiding introspection and avoiding taking responsibility for my intention....
That action itself is intention. Sub or conscious - escapism was still intended here. To keep me safe? Safe from what? A world that supports me and conspires to give me everything I need?
How absurd.
Check the premise.
Ok: so I left my job, my relationship is fucked... my health has deteriorated - I have lost passion and purpose, I have compromised all my other values - succcess, happiness, honour, courage -
The self reflections are messy. The feelings are dark. The thoughts are distubring. And this is the price I promised myself I would pay.. and I am paying it fully.
The price of fighting an adversary I once thought too great - my lower self.
I'll slay these demons with every life affirming action I take. My being here now - having the will to put this mess together and move forward symbolizes the power of my spirit.
so what if I stumble? So what if I fall.
Courage is the voice at the end of the day that says
'I will try again tomorrow'
And I will.
YOooo
Another routine down. The last 8 days of Penis Enlargement has been phenomenal - god it feels good to have the time to train again.
Its been the same for the last few days - Supra Slammers with an extra 20-30 minutes dry jelqing - a few times a week... thats the routine that I am on. The things that I am seeing - I think I will have some pretty terrific gains to report by the end of the month. The pumps I've been getting with this routine have been the BEST.
I'm expecting some serious growth. At least 1/4 inch... should put me up to 6 1/2. Very anxious about pulling out the ruler but I am going to wait...
Mental Penis Enlargement side has been good - before Penis Enlargement I visualize for a few minutes - and I have been flashing images of my dream cock in my mind a few times a week again... Its so good to be back in integrity with my values....
Wont let work take over again?
Size perceptions? This has been on my mind lately. Sometimes when I look down, it looks bigger. sometimes smaller, sometimes the same. The differences in perception are simply that. Reality is not changing in front of my eyes when my perception is switching back and forth constantly.
Whats left for me to do is take control of perspective - and simply move to ONE dominant perspective of ' My cock is getting much much bigger withe very workout'...
Mental Penis Enlargement: I still lean towards this being a key - a powerful key to some tremendous growth... so how can I use it?
I feel the stress and worry that I carrying around in my head - all the doubts... I drop them down to my shoulders - i see them all falling down from my mind down to my shoulders - I tense my shoulders - then I relax them - and let the thoughts fall down to the floor and disintegrate.
This brings deep peace.
I'm excited about Penis Enlargement again. The last month has seen basically no gains - due to no workouts - hence little vision. Now that I am back in form with a new routine - im excited about the possibility of some insane gains... so let them come!!!!!
Another routine down. The last 8 days of Penis Enlargement has been phenomenal - god it feels good to have the time to train again.
Its been the same for the last few days - Supra Slammers with an extra 20-30 minutes dry jelqing - a few times a week... thats the routine that I am on. The things that I am seeing - I think I will have some pretty terrific gains to report by the end of the month. The pumps I've been getting with this routine have been the BEST.
I'm expecting some serious growth. At least 1/4 inch... should put me up to 6 1/2. Very anxious about pulling out the ruler but I am going to wait...
Mental Penis Enlargement side has been good - before Penis Enlargement I visualize for a few minutes - and I have been flashing images of my dream cock in my mind a few times a week again... Its so good to be back in integrity with my values....
Wont let work take over again?
Size perceptions? This has been on my mind lately. Sometimes when I look down, it looks bigger. sometimes smaller, sometimes the same. The differences in perception are simply that. Reality is not changing in front of my eyes when my perception is switching back and forth constantly.
Whats left for me to do is take control of perspective - and simply move to ONE dominant perspective of ' My cock is getting much much bigger withe very workout'...
Mental Penis Enlargement: I still lean towards this being a key - a powerful key to some tremendous growth... so how can I use it?
I feel the stress and worry that I carrying around in my head - all the doubts... I drop them down to my shoulders - i see them all falling down from my mind down to my shoulders - I tense my shoulders - then I relax them - and let the thoughts fall down to the floor and disintegrate.
This brings deep peace.
I'm excited about Penis Enlargement again. The last month has seen basically no gains - due to no workouts - hence little vision. Now that I am back in form with a new routine - im excited about the possibility of some insane gains... so let them come!!!!!