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Greetings

My vision for this thread is for it to be more than just a place where I chart progress and write about my workouts - I will use it as a tool for transforming my life in the richest possible way. Today I will just chart where I have been, and where I am up to.

I started Penis Enlargement about 4 years ago at 4 1/2 inches NPBEL
I gained an inch (maybe 1 1/4) over the first 8 months, then stopped
3 Years have passed and the time has come to give it another shot.

I started out on the DLD Phase 1 Program on July 17th 2007

My measurements as at July 17th were
14.2 CM NBPenis EnlargementL
10.9 CM EG

My measurements as at August 17th were
14.4 CM NBPenis EnlargementL
10.9 CM EG

Observed: Harder erections, More ejaculation volume. It didnt appear longer or thicker, but it was definitely harder after the first month.

My measurements as at Sepember 17th were
14.8 CM NBPenis EnlargementL
10.9 CM EG

Observed: I kept measuring here, I couldnt believe it. Erections at similar strength, balls definitely hanging lower from doing the T-Stretch twice per day. Additionally, had to take one week off from training for injury - stretched too hard on the BTC and paid the price.

My measurements as at October 17th were
15.2 CM NBPenis EnlargementL (6 inches!!!!!)
10.9 CM EG

Observed: erections longer, sex getting better, flaccid feeling heavier, balls hanging even lower. it felt like I was getting thicker but the tape measure proved me wrong (asshole).

My training program over the past 4 mths like this:

Physical Penis Enlargement workout 5X Per week
Mental Penis Enlargement workout 1-2X Per week
Arginine and Tribulus supplements
Basic DLD Routine - every exercise, nothing skipped
Average session lasted 1 hour (including warm up and down)
While exercising I used affirmations
- while jelqing I would affirm 'I have a thick, powerful penis)
- and While stretching I would affirm 'I have a long rock solid penis)
I used visualization 3-4 Times per week; just before laying down to sleep I would create an image of what I would like to be - including a sexy image of my penis - I used Supras photos as inspiration then created an image of my own being that size.
+ I did T-Health twice per day because I wanted my balls to drop :p hehe!

The first few months was also a time to get rid of negative self perceptions - everytime I looked at my penis I would affirm something positive.

So that brings us up to now.

At the end of October I moved onto Phase 2

I expect to go about 3-4 months on this phase. No rush, I am here for the long hault
The A-stretch is fucking insane - I can only pump out about 30 properly then I'm wiped
I love the compression squeezes - I think they will do wanders for my girth.

I received a recommendations to use BP measurements instead so I will start working with them - its clear logic - its about how much dick there is hanging out from the body - all together

so my BP measurements right now are:

BPenis EnlargementL: 6 3/4 inches (6 1/2 yesterday - much better erection today)
BPFL w foreskin: 7 1/2 inches
BPFL: w/out foreskin:6 1/4 inches
EG: 4 1/2 inches

Here are some happy snaps I took recently. I photoshopped my body (out of the picture hehe :P ) and played with contrast/brightness. I dont know how my head got the siny white glow but it looks funky! :)
 
Just finished up a pretty hardcore workout

All the phase 2 exercises plus some cranks - took the cranks out extra far this time. Pump was good.

Went for about 1 1/4 Hours -

Read some other members progress reports for fuel - this kicked my workout in intensity - its all about desire - if the why is strong enough we can do anything.

Focused on breathing and just feeling the exercises today.
 
Today I had an awesome workout.

Still on phase 2: went hard as shit on the stretches - I found the A stretch difficult to begin with because my wrist wasnt flexible - I did some wrist strengthening exercises; basically put your hand (palms facing down) straight down onto a table - or against a wall and hold. I did this for 2-3 days and now my wrists can handle the workout - so thats cool..
Jelq was awesome - erections were crazy. I'm going to do some extra constriction with a cock ring today, 3x10 minutes.

The pump was about 7/10. I listened to an affirmation tape that repeats 'I have a huge thick powerful cock' instead of saying it out loud as I went along - I focused on my breath and visualized the desired outcome before and after - results will come.

I wanted to integrate about my telling my parter a few weeks back that I had begun Penis Enlargement. It was scary as shit but so worth it. I read DLD's blog and how he had told his partner everything and the impact that had on him going forward. So I decided to do the same. I walked up to her and showed her the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/mosdvd.htm]DVD[/words] and told her I had been doing it for 2 months, her response was 'you dont need to do this, you have a beautiful cock babe' hehe :) I told her that I was doing it for me, my confidence & my power - I told her how those two things impact everything that I can create in this world and how I want her to support me as I walk the path.

Now I dont have to lie about why I have baby powder and Lube + I can do my workouts in the living room!!! how awesome is that?! additionally, she knows my workout times - so if not working out she will ask me why - this is great because I have another accountability partner in my life.

Guys - don't be afraid to tell your partner - I feel that it has helped me form a better bond with mine - plus I get to be honest and ask her to help me with my program in the way that I need (watching me Jelq when I'm not stimulated, or doing a sexy dance for me when I want to go maximum contraction).


I also wanted to touch on the importance of having heroes in our lives.

In Penis Enlargement, DLD is my hero. I have written to him and acknowleded him for who has been for me in this world - I read his blog regularly and think about who is as a human being - what he has stood in the face of, and what he has stood for.

When I feel myself slipping from my vision - I connect back to my hero and draw massive amounts of inspiration from him.

I have heroes for every path that I am walking in life - they are an invaluable source of love and inspiration - they awaken in us that which is heroic.

Peace
 
Awesome,

Todays workout was intense - I read somewhere on the forum someone was doing a routine that kicks up the intensity of training every day- so I've been giving that a go - that being said, I dont know if there is much more intensity to give tomorrow.

I took some stretches out of the phase 1 routine
& mixed them in with the phase 2 stuff

<< 30 secs + 10 Kegels
>> "" ""
Down" "
Up " "
BTC << + down + >> + 10 Kegels each
2 full cranks with 10 kegels each
Then 30 A stretches (literally trying to pull it off)

Moved onto the girth component: SS 50 jelqs + 1 squeeze X 7

Then 30 Compression squeezes

ABsoultely roasted: my ligs are stuffed.

DLD talked about finding the sweet spot between pain, injury and growth - today I think I found it - will keep going at this intensity

Some silly thoughts entered my mind while I was jelqing - 'It doesnt look as big I as measured' 'Is Penis Enlargement even working' etc'

I didnt let that negative BS affect me: I took responsbility for creating the context that invited the thoughts to occur - shifted context, then new thoughts came - the only permanent way out of the mind trap is to create a new context - otherwise its an endless spiral of BS and I come back to stage 1: complaining about having a small dick and feeling powerless to change it -

FUCK THAT...

I can only be defeated if I give up and die, and I will never give up.

Peace
 
I just finished another crazy workout - they keep getting longer, and I keep getting increasingly sore. Erection quality was impaired this morning so I imagine that I have worked it pretty hard over the last few days - tomorow I will lighten up on the jelqing and kick the intensity of my stretches in the head.

Same routine as yesterday: Only I will save the squeezes for later in the afternoon as my cock is just plain old tired right now,...

Back into taking tribulus and arginine today - took a break while I completed a full detox, so I'm back in the game.

If any of you guys havent taken tribulus, you dont know what your missing - it is truly awesome - and cheap too. It wont make your cock bigger, but it does firm erections and increase sex drive... in regards to arginine - I dont think it really does anything for cock size - but I know that its an essential amino acid - it increase the release of HGH, improves blood circulation, alleviates impotence, enhances libido etc etc - I've been taking it for a few months & it works.

Any other suggestions??

The best part of the workout was that even with poor quality wood during jelqs - I just kept moving and did my best -there was no 'the world is coming down' thoughts or that kind of BS - I know ill be back to 100 tomorrow. Today I didnt give up, I did my best - thats what its about.

Onto meaning....

Why do I sit here and pull my cock for an hour a day?

I must really want this bad... how bad?

I'll move anything - overcome any obstacle - to create this in my life...

I wont let anything stop me.

I did some self examination yesterday - I've been playing with contexts and how to shift them - I know that I have the power to overcome societal conditioning by creating a new context.

The thought to try Penis Enlargement in the first place arose in a context that Big penis is good, small penis is shameful - girls like big penis etc - I accepted that as truth and the thought arose as a result.

I see things differently now; The context in which Penis Enlargement occurs is one of enjoyment and relaxation - it is truly a rewarding experience to improve myself and create the things in life that are important to me.

Let me provide an example:

Say that you just picked a sexy girl up and have taken her back to your place for sex. You start kissing her then thoughts enter your mind like 'Will I get hard enough' 'Will she think I'm small 'Idont know what im doing' etc... Immediately after the thoughts you begin to feel small, weak, afraid, powerless etc... then your actions are not bold and inspired.... its BS

What we have the power to do is shift context; but let me get onto something else for a second

Most guys will accept the thoughts as being part of who they are - they will see themselves as small,weak, afraid and live a life not knowing their true greatness.

Other guys will take up the challenge and try to change the thoughts and feelings - maybe some techniques from NLP, some affirmations etc. These solutions will work but they are not addressing the root cause.

If the soil is fucked there is no point constantly planting new trees - they will never grow.

The true solution lies in changing the context out of which the thoughts/feelings/self reflections arise.

This is true power.

Think about it; If someone calls you up to tell you that your dog is dead - the feelings/thoughts arise - you responded according to your beliefs. If they call you back a few minutes later and tell you that your dog is actually alive - again you will respond to your beliefs. Notice how in neither situation you respond to reality - you respond to the context that you create, not the things that are really happening.


I'm not trying to reach some massive size - I'm standing for being a dynamic lover, a confident man, for being powerful - the reward is in the feeling I get when I see myself living this way - and the big penis will come naturally.

I invite anyone reading to take a look at the context they set for their Penis Enlargement workouts:

Be aware that all the thoughts, emotions that arise during the course of your training/during sex/after sex/when your cuddling your woman - as a matter of fact - through your entire life, come from a context THAT YOU CREATED. Ask yourself - What context are you creating that is inviting the 'problems' that nag you to occur?

What does Penis Enlargement mean to me: Pe is a symbol of self improvement, of power, confidence, strength, development... everything that I stand for in this world - Penis Enlargement represents. Penis Enlargement is not a sign of weakness, it is a sign of strength. I train hard every day because that is who I am - I am the one who never gives up.

Peace
 
Mmm... work has begun - working till 3 am fucks it all up - but... I'm going to keep Penis Enlargement alive...

I took Fri & Sat off (I have set to only have 1 day a week off - but I made a boo boo - big ass hangover + work all day/night... still - could have had a quick pull in the dunnies - ill get it together. I'm moving into 2 nights off per week now.. its gotta happen - i need flexiblity

This mornings workout was just length for about an hour - abou 100 a-stertches and some cranks... nothing too crazy... I'll have a big ass girth session tonight..

Lots of system upgrades tomorrow to try to fit Penis Enlargement into my schedule... Gotta stay flexible - gotta adapt... gotta keep moving forward

What I'm thinking of doing is T, W & Thur Penis Enlargement at 6 AM... and since I work late T F S & Sunday.. either split the Penis Enlargement workouts during the day, get them done when I wake up from working (at about 10 AM)... I think ill start working out 5days per week now... so Ill take the days off where I have work the night before... as long as I get 5 a week in I'm sweet
 
Workouts have been good.

Sunday I did a split to cope with the split shift - worked well - did width at like 1 am - but you get that - the pump was still good.

Monday workout was great, no probs.

Same with today- went hard- the heat is really cranking up here so the blood is flowing and the balls are hanging haha! Awesome stuff

Still doing the same workouts... <, >, Down, Up, crank, crank, A-stretch, jelqs & compression - occasionally I do some.. umm whats it called... I guess compression - tie my cock up and strangle it till it looks like its gonna pop haha

I'm taking it one week at a time - and if I have to, one day at a time... As long as I keep moving towards my goals - ill get there.

Resistance pops up from time to time, and I'm still changing context and creating the best workouts I can.

When this shit pops up - the most powerful solution is to connect back to vision. What do I see what I look down the path of training Pe regularly -...
I look down the path; I see confidence, I see power... I see great sex, I look far and wide and I see the kind of life I want to have... and I jelq like a man possessed!!

Giving up is not an option. Theres too much at stake.

I'm seeing this whole Penis Enlargement path in a wider sense now - I see that walking this path involves me upgrading sex, foreplay, the way I communicate with woman... then further on... the way I walk & talk... the way I see myself - this shit runs deep! Every guy that does Penis Enlargement understands how deep this goes.
 
Mmm.. another one down. Was a bit flat today with erection quality - I have been going hard as shit this week though so I can't blame the old fella.

I read an interesting article before from a member on the forums - he talked about the stages of belief... its rining true now. I got my first growth and I was stoked - then I just couldnt believe it... even though the proof was in front of my eyes and in my hands - I kept measuring. Madness.

Hehe. I just couldnt believe that it had grown ... questions came to mind ' was I lying to myself? Was i measuring the same way? Was it temporary gains??' crazzzy.. the mind can be a runaway train if its not tamed... 'Calm yourself!'

I have gained. My dick is bigger. I'm almost a whole inch up in EL... that is madness... I look at it AND it looks way bigger... hehe. Then the mind plays its tricks.

There is a solution. It is not enough to walk a path in your mind once to make it the one you always walk - it must be walked every day, again and again. Then it becomes the true path.

Theres no time to give up or complain of old beliefs are trying to impair progress. Fuck them - affirm the positive and keep moving - it takes time to create new beliefs.

What is all this about?

It's all about vision. It's all about what I see when I look down the path of reaching my goals... I look around at my life and I see what is possible if I keep taking these steps every day...

I see whats at stake.

My self confidence
My sex life
My personal power
The way I communicate
My ability to please my woman
My self love
My sense of 'I am enough'
My feelings of peace and honour
My feelings of pride & joy

This is what is at stake! Penis Enlargement means so much to me; it goes deep... and I'm going to keep moving on matter what.

Months end is coming... that ruler is gonna get fucked up, rite up the ass...

Peace
 
Friday - my favourite day.. except for the work week begins on a Friday for me. haha.

Anywhoo. Training rocked this morning... I was dead tired + running a bit low on time so I thought I'd put meditation and Penis Enlargement together to save time...

I warmed up and did all that fun stuff -then closed my eyes and started breathing... focusing on nothing but my breath and the feeling of the stretch.

It felt great. I did the entire routine and opened my eyes feeling fresh and AS IF I had actually created energy rather than using it up.

I'm going to upgrade my system to do this twice a week - Penis Enlargement is a perfect opportunity to go within and relax everything - its a great opportunity to put my attention inside myself and on the feeling of my body.

Whats the sweet spot between overtrain and gain?
Some objective guidelines with subjective trial and error?

Personally I find that if I train more than 5 times per week I am overtrained. My erections are low - my stretch is shit - the penis is tired and wants a break. I'm going to stick to 5 days until I'm maybe onto phase 3 or 4... then I will tweak..

The principles from bodybuilding do apply. What are the variables?
Intensity, duration, frequency, number of reps, super sets, trisets.

You cant have it all the way all the time. Where is the sweet spot then?

Well - play with the variables until you hit growth - see what works.

For me I find high frequency mid-high intensity works the best... I see diminishing returns in pump quality after I go past the 1 hour mark in a training session.

Also, if I try to train 6 or 7 days in a week I feel diminished returns.

If I try super intensity every workout - by the 4th or 5th the penis is rooted and erections suffer.

IF the sweet spot is 5 days per week; M &T High intensity, W mid intensity then T & F high intensity - S & S, 1 hour per workout, all the phase 2 exercises.

I'll keep playing with variables as I get better - but for now, its still all about the basics.
Peace
 
Ok: I did the 5 days on 2 off.. So I had sat and sunday off from training - completely.. it felt strange taking 2 days off but it was cool... so I'm going to stay with that another week.

A good thing that happened from taking a break was the sex on Saturday night... my erection was like a piece of steel pipe - incredibly hard. My girl was loving it.

I was watching it go in.. and out... admiring the sexy view... my cock looked huggggggeee... it was totally awesome. I felt a level of satisfaction (internal) that I havent felt in while... I got this thought that... 'I am big enough... I am good enough'... everything felt smooth and graceful... I wasnt worried about a thing in the world. I havent enjoyed sex like that for a while - i mean relaxed... with no insecurities or shit like that.

Could my new penis confidence be responsible for this change in perspective? you bet your ass. It played a huge part. I needed reality to confirm my hunch - that my cock is getting bigger.

My vision is coming to life and expanding. Possilibites are infintite.


This experience created the context for my awesome workout this morning... I went hard... stretch, jelq, compression - same ol stuff.

I got a great pump - I know that this shit is working. One day at a fucking time. I'm not focused so much on goals now: I'm just enjoying being a different way - I'm enjoying the journey, the highs & the lows - the pumps. The stretching. Its all part of my journey.

Peace
 
Muaha... another fun filled day is coming to a close.

Pe was cool. Yesterday was the usual routine along with 30 minutes of clamping.

Today was the same deal - PHase 2 newbie stuff - no clamping...

Workouts were good - its been really hot the last few days so my pumps have been great... everything is nice and warm so its the perfect opportunity to get some growth.

Over the last few days I've experienced the downside of telling my partner about my Penis Enlargement pursuits.

She whinges and complains... she judges me strongly for having something that is entirely 'my own' that she doesnt fully understand.

She labels me as selfish (when I would rather Penis Enlargement than talk to her about her day = blah...) and uses the tool of guilt to get me to a)feel bad about what I do and then b) have me making a different choice.

Somewhere in a relationship a man has to draw a line between self and other.

There are things that are my own.. that I pursue with my self interest at heart.

I am responsible for my own happiness.
It takes determination - knowing what I want and staying committed - if my clarity of purpose is powerful enough, it will override the automatic guilt process and have me choosing in line with my values - so what if this causes conflict?

I am prepared to pay the price of conflict in my life to get what I KNOW I want and deserve.

The key is to maintain clairty and not fall back into default - where I respond to the guilt tool of my partner, the same way I would to that of my mother. This shit runs deep. The feeling is unbearable when I am taking my stand - although afterwards, upon reflection, I feel honour and joy for choosing in line with what is important to me.

Is it wrong to be selfish? absolutely not. I do Penis Enlargement for myself first. This is mine and mine only and no one has the power, or the right to tell me how to spend my time or choose my values.

I'm feeling a ritcheous rage right now... but I know I have chosen in line with my values - and there is peace.

Stay cool people
 
Mmm... I left yesterday in a sexy, cool rage.

I carried that feeling through my workout today. Thrashed the living shit out of the old fella.

All the phase 2 stuff still + an extra 10-15 compression squeezes and maybe... an extra 200-300 jelqs. I didnt want to stop.
The pump was enoromous. The feelings were powerful.

I finished up with my jelqs and just sat in my chair reflecting - reflecting on who I have been for taking on this challenge.

Who am I? I am a brave, powerful human being. I am committed to self improvement and excellence in life. I am successful. I am a warrior.

Everyone who takes on this challenge of Penis Enlargement has earnt this reflection too - results are not guaranteed - we are pioneers, we experiment with things most people think are rubbish. We face so much shame, fear, doubt, anger on our path to better ourselves.

It is a challenging path - and we should honour ourselves for walking it.

Personally I have faced doubt when I think about whether it is even working... I have faced fear when I told my partner, when I tried new exercises, I have faced conflict, when I consciously made the choice to Penis Enlargement over spending time with my GF or family etc... I have faced shame when I have looked down and felt that I wasnt worthy... - Lots more... In the face of physical exhaustion and pain when I hadn't recovered from my last workout - or strethced farther than I had ever done before...

In the face of all the feelings that could have otherwise stopped me - I am still here...

I took a stand in this world for my own greatness.

Anyone who gets a chance to read this - look back at who you are. What have you had to face to be here today??? Honor yourself. Feel your power - own it.

We are all warriors.


Visualization is back into swing - I betrayed her for a while.... now I'm back in the game. Work hours threw my system out of sync for a while (come home frmo work at 3 am then visualize before bed??? haha.. more like die), and I've made some changes so its going smooth.

Still using Supras pic as my visual. I superimpose his size onto my cock - it looks awesome. Everyime I flash that image into my mind I get a tingle.

I know that if I keep walking my path - that reality will be mine. I will win it. I will own it.

It's rest days now... Friday came around too quickly. I still feel good so I'm going to get into it again tomorrow and only have Sunday off, choosing between 5 or 6 days to work out for me is a matter of how my cock feels....

Have a great weekend folks.
 
Juicy workout this evening. I slept in today - got a bad ass flu. Dead in bed...

Simply moved Penis Enlargement to night time.

Did some lazy ass stretches before and after my phase 2 stuff... the pump was great.

Didn't do too many A-stretches today - I was having fun being a lazy ass instead :)

November is over and my gains for the month were pretty good. Erection quality has been the most dramatic - I feel like the owner of a brand new cock. It's heaiver too - for sure. Didn't change much in length but girth has been coming.

Moving into Dec its still Phase 2 DLD stuff all the way - Keeping it the same.

The one area that I want to totally focus on for the month is the context I set for my Penis Enlargement workouts - and the experience I have of myself as I train and after I finish... there is huge power to be created here if I can take full control of my context - I will.

Currently I own about 70% of it - which is damn good. The rest of it is being proactive and creating the experience that I want fully - taking complete responsibility every time I train for having a workout conducive to gains - no going through the motions bs and narrating to myself ' well... I just dont feel like training today - but I am going to - I should be happy that I'm even doing it all, considering how I feel' none of that BS will pass this month.

Dec is about total ownership of experience. Taking responsibility for every narration, image, though, feeling... anything and everything - and making it all align with my vision. Creating what I see in my mind... staying true to it no matter what

So resistance: yes.. today is the worst I have felt in about a year. I havent had a flu/cold for about a year... getting out of bed was bad enough - I kept digging until I found something powerful inside - I asked myself simply

'Who am I?'

'What do the promises I have made to myself mean to me, right now?

'Are my dreams simply fantasies?'

'What will my children say about me when I am gone'

Asking these types of questions shifted my context from 'I am tired and sick' to... 'no matter how I feel I am going to create this in my life'.

Tonight I can reflect in honour. I took control of my context and did my absolute best.
 
Back into the swing of things fully.

Todays workout was intense. I felt all the stretches - when I got down to doing the A-stretches, half way through my penis started trying to hide.. I took that as a sign that he had enough. hehe. I moved onto girth work and jelqed like crazy. The pump was awesome. Feeling good.

I shifted context this morning before my workout...

I heard the narrations 'I am sick - i am tired - lets just get on with it etc'
I felt the feelings 'weak, lazy, tired'

I looked down the path - where would I be in a years time, if I took the actions that came out as a result of the narrations and feelings?

Seeing my future path brought up tremendous shame/guilt, I would be the same size complaining about having a small dick and still experiencing insecurities and negative self reflections.. that path certainly is not WHO I AM.

I looked down another path - Facing the fear, facing the fatigue - and taking inspired action.... what was there in a years time? A huge cock, power, confidence... enthusiasm..

The choice was clear.


The context was set.

The workout was superb. I intend on taking it further with my next workout - more power is there for my taking.

Last nite I did a comparison with the dildo. I remember when I purchased it before starting Penis Enlargement and compared - I had these thoughts like 'if I use this on my woman, I wont be able to compare with my size' the dildo was much bigger.

Last night I looked - objectively - it took a long time for me to actually see reality. The dildo is not much bigger than I am anymore. He beats me - but I am definitely bridging the gap. He is 7 by 5.5, I am 6 by 4.75... in time I will own his ass. I want to destroy him by the end of next year.

I've attached some photos I took today, ignore the time stamp on the camera - the date resets when I replace the memory card. I'll keep using this fucker as a visual comparison as the months go on and keep the photos updated against him.... I will win.

Penis size? what is averarge. Everyone has an opinion so here is mine - There is not enough research/physical evidence out there to suggest we are able to make a conclusion. Any guess is speculative at best. There has not been enough research done from which to draw a conclusion. The sample sizes were small for starters. How can you draw an average size for 6 billion people (or more??) from a sample size of 300 and expect it to actually be an accurate measure of reality?

I'm done with averge penis size. Over.

It doesnt matter anyway. I'm on [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] to become massive - HUGE. Whatever 'average' is said to be, in a year or two time I will decimate it.
 
M... another one.

Im still struggling with the gay as cold - let me rephrase, I am colding.

Energy levels are low - I feel like rat shit. Anywhoo - sitting down to Penis Enlargement I had no energy, I saw the contex that I was in 'Lets just get on with in, I'll just have an easy workout, I wont jelq hard, I should just have a day off'

All of that fun stuff...

I took responsibility again. I asked myself a serious of questions...

Who am i?

Who will I be today?

What do my dreams and promises I have made to myself mean right now?...


MM juicy..

Stretched hard - didnt do cranks - just went balistic on A-stretches... jelqed like crazy with lots of compressing - sweet as pump.

Still feel like shit - but so what? What do my feelings change? I still have my feet and I can still stand up and walk...

I'm getting this sense that time is really limited - months fly past in a blink...

When its all said and done - and I reflect on my life and who I have been - what will I see - who will I know myself as?

If I keep walking this path - I know exactly who I will be.
 
Today I mixed shit up again - still in context creation, still dead from flu

I did lazy ass stretches for about an hour then the A-stretchs

Then a couple hundred jelqs SS with compressions

One of the best pumps I've ever had.

I'm wandering what the difference is between those that train for 2-3 years and gain nothing - and those that gain 2 inches in a year.

I come back to variables that I can control

Intensity
Duration
Belief
Form
Consistency
Program
Context
Injury Prevention
Attitude
Limits
Supplaments
Visualization

There are variables that I cant

Genetics/Starting Stats


All I can do with the ones I cant control are to use them to my advantage.

What does that mean?

Genetics - Its best to work with what I have and visualize my cock - just bigger, not someone elses. Genetics can determine whether I gain hard or easy - I find myself in the middle. I gain with lots of time/effort. Genetics wasnt kind to me in size - but it did give me great erections - good libido etc.
I dont need to change anything here - I'm blessed with what I have and I have fun improving it.

Work with what I have - I will.

In terms of variables I can control - this is where it gets even more fun

Why do I put down limits (physical, emo and mental) in variables I can control? Because - with the simple shift of context, I can create new limits. Limits are defined - not in built. I am the writer of the story. I wasn't born with limits. So what? Well - everyone talks about being realistic in Penis Enlargement - dont get your hopes up? WHY THE FUCK NOT!!! I didnt start Penis Enlargement to be average - I started it up to to be huge - so what if I dont make it. I own my intention, and i own my desire. I take responsibility for what I want, I will make it happen somehow. Context sets and removes limits. I have no limits - I aim to be the biggest that I can possibly be.

The main area I have in front of me to focus on are

Context creation


The rest of it is pretty well under control....

Setting contexts for my journeys in Penis Enlargement, for my workouts, for my expectations - for everything - is the key for staying in the game

UG: Set context before workout, Set context for measuring, Set context for posting on the site, Set context for experiencing the journey of Penis Enlargement
 
Back into it hard this week...

I did my stretches from phase 2 - including some BTC, concentrating on the feeling that I was getting

I got into Jelqs next... hardcore baby, shitloads of compressing too - it looked so fat... haha... gains will come on phase 2... lots of gains, I feel the A-stretch and the compression squeezes really making a difference...

I wanted to integrate on sex the other night... 2 things; My cock has never been so big/hard AND my woman has never screamed so loud...

Penis Enlargement is working... I am gaining...

This is going to be a phase for growth. Massive growth

I had time to think across the weekend about Penis Enlargement and what I am getting out of this...

I challenged myself - I went deeper into my vision...

There are amazing opportunities for growth and gains here... I'm back into affirmations and belief shifting - controlling context - and gaining quickly...

Thats what it is all about - being the one. The one to walk this path

This week I am going to stay with context...

Going to have some challenges as family is staying over - so... I will have to rise extra early and do my Penis Enlargement in the bathroom - but thats cool...

I'll work around it... I dont want to pause and break momentum]

Onto vision - my vision was limited by my assumptions

That growth takes time
that DLD was different/special
That I gain slowly
That Penis Enlargement is hard work
etc etc

Rubbish - I've shifted this today... and I will walk with new beliefs in my heart

I gain naturally
Context and belief make the difference in growth
Penis Enlargement is fun
Growth comes quickly
I will be massive

That's the beliefs that I want guiding my life - not the limiting BS that kills my vision... I am going full blast this month... and I wont look back
 
Hi Benefit

Just wondering how you're doing with the exercises. I've had to have a week off due to my Crohn's disease but I'm back at it.

All the best.

Manimal

PS I like all the 'mental kung fu' you're doing with yourself. Wish I could be as positive as you, I get really low sometimes with my illness but I'm still here fighting so onwards and upwards.​
 
Whatsup.

Family came to visit. I was going to train Penis Enlargement during their stay - but I thought it was good time to take a week off from training.

I've been edging and doing heaps of kegels through the day. Lots of wanking too.

I'll be back into the game tomorrow.

I'll be back into playing with context when I return - something more powerful - piecing together a more powerful vision - and taking more inspired action.

I really want this.

I want it for myself

I want to see it

I want to hold it in my hands

and I want to fuck like a adult entertainment god with it

I want to experience myself in a new way

I will
 
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