Starting up again -Bluetard117

[bluetard117]

Hey guys, sorry to not have posted in so long.
Had a rough week/thanksgiving break. Most of it was good, the end was really bad, and my girlfriend broke up with me. Still feels like something might rekindle, since she said that it was the wrong time for both of us, especially because of the distance.

Not the way I wanted my last two days with my girlfriend to go.

 

[tester8888]

Hey guys, sorry to not have posted in so long.
Had a rough week/thanksgiving break. Most of it was good, the end was really bad, and my girlfriend broke up with me. Still feels like something might rekindle, since she said that it was the wrong time for both of us, especially because of the distance.

Not the way I wanted my last two days with my girlfriend to go.

Oh man, that does suck.
Hope you had not already been spending money on gifts for her for Christmas. Something like that happened to me one Holiday season, and it made it even worse.
Good Luck!

 

[bluetard117]

Oh man, that does suck.
Hope you had not already been spending money on gifts for her for Christmas. Something like that happened to me one Holiday season, and it made it even worse.
Good Luck!

God fuck, I already did, I didn't think of that.

 

[tester8888]

God fuck, I already did, I didn't think of that.

Well, hope it was not an engraved engagement ring. LOL
sorry, I should not laugh at your dilemma.

 

[bluetard117]

I'm going to see what doing nothing but kegeling for two weeks does for me, because I'm genuinely curious as to how strong I can get my PC muscle. Sound good guys? Plus, it's exam time, I don't really have alll the time in the world to devote to my full routine, although I do really like it because it's a great stress reliever, especially during trying times.

 

[DLD]

This will be a good test. Sorry about all the fuck ups in your situation, things will get better

 

[bluetard117]

If anyone is interested, here's what went down over the holidays.
http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?60026-Recent-Shitstorm&p=408112#post408112

 

[Turnover]

Sometimes when you are at your worst, cornered, and hopeless, life has a way of exposing unforeseen revelations manifesting itself your way- stay positive. We all struggle through these test's, or life lessons, and you are fortunately well educated. Use that power to create a healthy pathway to enlightenment. It wont be easy just focus on what makes you feel good, make those things predominately important in your life. Dwelling on the bad will only attract more bad.

 

[bluetard117]

Sometimes when you are at your worst, cornered, and hopeless, life has a way of exposing unforeseen revelations manifesting itself your way- stay positive. We all struggle through these test's, or life lessons, and you are fortunately well educated. Use that power to create a healthy pathway to enlightenment. It wont be easy just focus on what makes you feel good, make those things predominately important in your life. Dwelling on the bad will only attract more bad.

True that man, true that.
Thankfully, I have some fantastic friends here who have been giving me great advice, and letting me talk to them. My roommate and I had a real talk a few days ago, and it was probably the most helpful thing I have gotten from anyone about this. I think, once the semester ends, I'll be able to fully think about everything that happened without hindrance.

 

[bluetard117]

Alright, so, since I have my winter break coming up, I'm going to make a daily plan of each day so A. I dont fall into mental pitfalls with the whole girl thing, and B. so I get some fukken shit DONE!

Alright, so, average day.

8-9am wake up
9-11/12-practice tuba
2-3 work out
3-4 Penis Enlargement pt 1
4-7 whatever, read, study
7-9 Penis Enlargement mostly length work Pt. 2
9-12 whatever again, most likely just sleep.

I'll elaborate more on this game plan when I get into my own home, as I am at my teachers house, who has been utterly wonderful in letting me stay at his house until my mom gets here to pick me up from the next state over!