Heya, I assume it would be good to write one of these, to look back after a while and maybe even help out someone in the future, who knows.
Anyways, a little about how I got into Penis Enlargement. From my childhood I've heard that around 15 cm penis average is good enough to satisfy a woman, if you have some basic skills at least, and I was glad to measure my unit 15 cm long to feel satisfied. I knew there were bigger, like a friend of mine, when we showed each others when we were about 10. I had an average teenie weenie and he was maybe 13 cm. Surprisingly, despite my vulnerable, insecure nature then, I didn't give the slightest shit nor feel any form of inferiority. Anyway, in high school I started watching adult entertainment more and more and saw all those bigger guys. At first I didn't care, but a couple of years after I started feeling inferior. I didn't feel I was small, I knew I was average, it's just that I started believing women would ignore me if they had a chance to be with a bigger guy.
Eventually I got to this place, read a bit about the concept of natural Penis Enlargement, and it all seemed so logical, me having some experience with bodybuilding and knowing it's basic concepts, so I felt really excited and jumped right in to it. After about two weeks of reading the forums I found that there were smaller guys than me and that they weren't necessarily Asian... This really made me feel better, and after about 2-3 weeks I completely eradicated the small penis complex.
I still want continue my journey in Penis Enlargement since I've had a glimpse of its effects. Two reasons. First, the overal [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]penis health[/words] and performance. Second - if you could have broad shoulders and strong arms, would you say no? This is basically the same shit, only that you can love your penis more, and have more valuable uses for it aside from looking good.
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Started DLD's Phase 1 on 29th March 2010 5.9'' NBPenis EnlargementL and 4.9'' EG at base, didn't measure middle, probably a milimeter here or there different. For the first two weeks I think I saw no visual change, maybe one bigger vein when erect. Couldn't even grip when stretching, was afraid to stretch too much and rip my dick off
I was jelqing in the shower with shampoo and water along with visualising me with a big hard dick in a threesome. Made the exercise very fun I tell ya, but had to stop thinking about it each time I started getting too erect.
More about visualising. Every time I woke up and just before I fell I sleep, when the subconscious is most receptive, I visualise that. During the day I imagine holding my unit, fat enough that I can't surround it with my fingers and long enough to almost reach my knee. I measured later - me being 5'6'' tall I'd be holding a 10 incher. Pretty optimistic, but that's how you succeed in brainwashing, your subconscious doesn't recognise a couple of cms, you have to go all the way. Eventually, you'll believe you are that big, eventhough your ruler says less. Subconscious is illogical, I can honestly say that my dick looks and feels much longer and thicker, eventhough my newbie gains are nothing spectacular. I'm really satisfied with that, because it's your subconscious that controls your body and enforces it's belief, in this case by sending special packages of nutrients to your penis and encouraging your ligaments, tunica, blood vessels to repair etc.
Third and fourth week I noticed that my flaccid penis was looking kind of vascular. So I had the first obvious sign something is changing. I became more comfortable with stretching, feeling that warm, safe stretch. Simultaneously I was looking at a clock to count seconds for me, because I didn't trust my mind with counting, I suspected I counted too fast. So I just followed the second hand with me eyes and in the mean time concentrating on feeling the stretch and repeating "my dick is growing".
I changed my lube for jelqing to some skin cream based on vaseline. Now there was no foam and I could see everything. And boy was I pleasantly surprised! My dick was this thick, powerful beast, with countless visible veins. I had two 100% erect sessions but I decided to do them some time later in my Penis Enlargement program. I read somewhere that your unit needs to be well prepared for that, that a vein could pop, and that it's more for girth than for length. When I measured I saw my girth gains were greater than my length gains, so I figured jelqing at lower erection levels was more appropriate for me since for the time being I'd rather be longer. I'll try that for a month or two and see how it works for me.
After my first month my gains were 0,5 cm in erect length, so that brought me just over the 6'' milestone. Girth, generous 14 cm at base, so I gained 1,5 cm there, but I figured because of a big vein there I'd rather measure the middle, which was 13,5 cm. So also there I crossed a milestone to 5.3''. Took the first BP measurement - 6.9''. BPFSL a bit longer, while my NBP stretch at the beginning was 5.9'' (no other data).
Now is the end of my fifth week, gained some length. BPenis EnlargementL 7.1'', NBPenis EnlargementL 6.3'' or 6.4'' when really really hard. No girth gains when measured yesterday. But I'm really excited about my new erection strength, I've never been this hard in my life. I ejaculated once each night for the past 3,4 days and nope, it's not due to storing some juice before. Kegel's very hard too of course, and that brings me new troubles with controlling it, errm I want to say, problem's with premature ejaculation, even when I jack off for a short time, while before I could go on for a long time. Guess every success brings new, more advanced challenges.
Expecting Fastsize to receive my payment any day now, so they can send me the [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]extender[/words].
Between BP and NBP length there's a difference of 0.8''. I'm seriously thinking of changing my diet and starting a weight loss program. I'm a pretty lean guy, but I've got this small ammount of fat on my abs that I've been postponing to remove for years. I suppose if I could expose 0.5'' inch of penis from my fat pad it would give some nice psychological boost to me if not functional length.
Planning to stick with the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/penis-enlargement-newbie-forum/1597-dlds-first-routine-i-gained-2-inches-with-this-routine-full-tutorial.html]newbie routine[/words] and combine it with the [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]extender[/words] and go to Phase 2 only when I stop getting gains with the mentioned combination, and the weight loss if I get enough resolve to start and pursue it.
That's all for now, back to visualising. Short guy with a 10 incher - that shit on me would look like 15 inches heh. I'd bet I'd get many many of those "you're much bigger than my ex!" haha.. Gotta love when proportions work for you ..errm hehe, like I've said, back to visualising 
Anyways, a little about how I got into Penis Enlargement. From my childhood I've heard that around 15 cm penis average is good enough to satisfy a woman, if you have some basic skills at least, and I was glad to measure my unit 15 cm long to feel satisfied. I knew there were bigger, like a friend of mine, when we showed each others when we were about 10. I had an average teenie weenie and he was maybe 13 cm. Surprisingly, despite my vulnerable, insecure nature then, I didn't give the slightest shit nor feel any form of inferiority. Anyway, in high school I started watching adult entertainment more and more and saw all those bigger guys. At first I didn't care, but a couple of years after I started feeling inferior. I didn't feel I was small, I knew I was average, it's just that I started believing women would ignore me if they had a chance to be with a bigger guy.
Eventually I got to this place, read a bit about the concept of natural Penis Enlargement, and it all seemed so logical, me having some experience with bodybuilding and knowing it's basic concepts, so I felt really excited and jumped right in to it. After about two weeks of reading the forums I found that there were smaller guys than me and that they weren't necessarily Asian... This really made me feel better, and after about 2-3 weeks I completely eradicated the small penis complex.
I still want continue my journey in Penis Enlargement since I've had a glimpse of its effects. Two reasons. First, the overal [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]penis health[/words] and performance. Second - if you could have broad shoulders and strong arms, would you say no? This is basically the same shit, only that you can love your penis more, and have more valuable uses for it aside from looking good.
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Started DLD's Phase 1 on 29th March 2010 5.9'' NBPenis EnlargementL and 4.9'' EG at base, didn't measure middle, probably a milimeter here or there different. For the first two weeks I think I saw no visual change, maybe one bigger vein when erect. Couldn't even grip when stretching, was afraid to stretch too much and rip my dick off
I was jelqing in the shower with shampoo and water along with visualising me with a big hard dick in a threesome. Made the exercise very fun I tell ya, but had to stop thinking about it each time I started getting too erect. More about visualising. Every time I woke up and just before I fell I sleep, when the subconscious is most receptive, I visualise that. During the day I imagine holding my unit, fat enough that I can't surround it with my fingers and long enough to almost reach my knee. I measured later - me being 5'6'' tall I'd be holding a 10 incher. Pretty optimistic, but that's how you succeed in brainwashing, your subconscious doesn't recognise a couple of cms, you have to go all the way. Eventually, you'll believe you are that big, eventhough your ruler says less. Subconscious is illogical, I can honestly say that my dick looks and feels much longer and thicker, eventhough my newbie gains are nothing spectacular. I'm really satisfied with that, because it's your subconscious that controls your body and enforces it's belief, in this case by sending special packages of nutrients to your penis and encouraging your ligaments, tunica, blood vessels to repair etc.
Third and fourth week I noticed that my flaccid penis was looking kind of vascular. So I had the first obvious sign something is changing. I became more comfortable with stretching, feeling that warm, safe stretch. Simultaneously I was looking at a clock to count seconds for me, because I didn't trust my mind with counting, I suspected I counted too fast. So I just followed the second hand with me eyes and in the mean time concentrating on feeling the stretch and repeating "my dick is growing".
I changed my lube for jelqing to some skin cream based on vaseline. Now there was no foam and I could see everything. And boy was I pleasantly surprised! My dick was this thick, powerful beast, with countless visible veins. I had two 100% erect sessions but I decided to do them some time later in my Penis Enlargement program. I read somewhere that your unit needs to be well prepared for that, that a vein could pop, and that it's more for girth than for length. When I measured I saw my girth gains were greater than my length gains, so I figured jelqing at lower erection levels was more appropriate for me since for the time being I'd rather be longer. I'll try that for a month or two and see how it works for me.
After my first month my gains were 0,5 cm in erect length, so that brought me just over the 6'' milestone. Girth, generous 14 cm at base, so I gained 1,5 cm there, but I figured because of a big vein there I'd rather measure the middle, which was 13,5 cm. So also there I crossed a milestone to 5.3''. Took the first BP measurement - 6.9''. BPFSL a bit longer, while my NBP stretch at the beginning was 5.9'' (no other data).
Now is the end of my fifth week, gained some length. BPenis EnlargementL 7.1'', NBPenis EnlargementL 6.3'' or 6.4'' when really really hard. No girth gains when measured yesterday. But I'm really excited about my new erection strength, I've never been this hard in my life. I ejaculated once each night for the past 3,4 days and nope, it's not due to storing some juice before. Kegel's very hard too of course, and that brings me new troubles with controlling it, errm I want to say, problem's with premature ejaculation, even when I jack off for a short time, while before I could go on for a long time. Guess every success brings new, more advanced challenges.
Expecting Fastsize to receive my payment any day now, so they can send me the [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]extender[/words].
Between BP and NBP length there's a difference of 0.8''. I'm seriously thinking of changing my diet and starting a weight loss program. I'm a pretty lean guy, but I've got this small ammount of fat on my abs that I've been postponing to remove for years. I suppose if I could expose 0.5'' inch of penis from my fat pad it would give some nice psychological boost to me if not functional length.
Planning to stick with the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/penis-enlargement-newbie-forum/1597-dlds-first-routine-i-gained-2-inches-with-this-routine-full-tutorial.html]newbie routine[/words] and combine it with the [words=https://shop.mattersofsize.com/products/sizegenetics-penis-extender]extender[/words] and go to Phase 2 only when I stop getting gains with the mentioned combination, and the weight loss if I get enough resolve to start and pursue it.
That's all for now, back to visualising. Short guy with a 10 incher - that shit on me would look like 15 inches heh. I'd bet I'd get many many of those "you're much bigger than my ex!" haha.. Gotta love when proportions work for you
..errm hehe, like I've said, back to visualising 
