So, im told that I talk a lot, so why not write a lot? long presentation, hopefully worth it if you read, if you dont read it, I understand 
Anyway lets begin.(& sorry for the bad grammar, not from an English speaking country).
Im 20 years old and from Scandinavia, Europe. Been lurking for about 2 years now but wasnt really mentally ready to jump into P.E with full commitment until november 5th, 20 days ago, why did I start? Here:
Throughout my teen life, I have been very insecure about my penis size, which is something most of you guys have been before since you came to this very website yourselves. But for me, it was not only the size, it was the entire manhood. I didnt feel like a complete man because I hated what was in my pants.
Unlike most of you, I havent had a bad sexual experience with a woman, because im a virgin, and will stay virgin until I will get married(muslim lifestyle & philosophy). But many times I have been subject to indirect harassment in the locker rooms by other men and also direct from my friends when they made fun of me( and THATS the worst feeling). And they where right, thats also why i took it to offensive. My penis is 4.8'' BPEL & 4.8'' EG(measurement november 5th 2014). truly, they were right.
So I slowly fell into Darkness & despair without the knowledge of how I should get up again. That period varied from the age 16-20 years. And everything fell apart, my school my job & my personality. But recently while I sat in my chair, obviously doing nothing, I suddenly asked myself ''who do you want to be?'', and that simple question has changed my everyday thinking to a different one, a better one(it happened 3-4 months ago). I started taking my study seriously, my bodybuilding and now, My P.E.
My answer to that question back then was that I dont wanna be average! I dont wanna be a man, who's ideas & Goals stay hidden in my behind the walls of fear & Laziness. I said to my self, when I die someday, I want to leave my mark on this planet for my self and many others around me. Now, action speaks louder than words, but if you go for your goal 100%, eventually it will subside, it WILL pay off.
And so will P.E., i'm certain of it. Despite my small size I will change it to a completely different penis(yup, you heard it before). Im making this process, not only to FINALLY commit myself to this wonderful forum, but also to prove to myself and others, that a small penis can do big ass changes.
What will I take with me on this journey? My Inner motivation and belief, that this can happen, that this can bring one step closer the greatness that I want to achieve; The greatness that many of you already had/or are about to achieve.
To talk about my routine, right now it is only jelqing. I dont want to rush the gains, more than I want to know about how my penis Responds to all kinds of different exercises. So the longer I P.E., the more I incorporate in my routine. I started with 200 jelqs and are adding 100 jelqs every 10 days. my split is 4 on 1 off, sometimes 2 off, depens on how my penis is feeling. When it comes to privacy, I have plenty. I live alone with my father, and i basically told him that I was going to grow my dick. A small fight occurred, but everything forgotten. So I can do P.E. in my room without no one coming in. Pretty good advantage.
Like I said, l've been lurking for quite some time, so the theory of P.E. and some knowledge, I also posses all though i'm physically a newbie. Also an advantage.
So I will be writing every 1-2 weeks & measurement-days(every 5th of the month) with updates, and hopefully some motivation for you who read them
Inner motivation is highly Underrated, And I will prove that. Because Inner motivation is all I got in my situation.
Remember Brothers, there are 86400 seconds in one day, & 525600 minutes in one year. It is up to us how we use them!!
The path will be curved, but greatness will approach us all, if we want it to.
The Journey starts now !
Anyway lets begin.(& sorry for the bad grammar, not from an English speaking country).
Im 20 years old and from Scandinavia, Europe. Been lurking for about 2 years now but wasnt really mentally ready to jump into P.E with full commitment until november 5th, 20 days ago, why did I start? Here:
Throughout my teen life, I have been very insecure about my penis size, which is something most of you guys have been before since you came to this very website yourselves. But for me, it was not only the size, it was the entire manhood. I didnt feel like a complete man because I hated what was in my pants.
Unlike most of you, I havent had a bad sexual experience with a woman, because im a virgin, and will stay virgin until I will get married(muslim lifestyle & philosophy). But many times I have been subject to indirect harassment in the locker rooms by other men and also direct from my friends when they made fun of me( and THATS the worst feeling). And they where right, thats also why i took it to offensive. My penis is 4.8'' BPEL & 4.8'' EG(measurement november 5th 2014). truly, they were right.
So I slowly fell into Darkness & despair without the knowledge of how I should get up again. That period varied from the age 16-20 years. And everything fell apart, my school my job & my personality. But recently while I sat in my chair, obviously doing nothing, I suddenly asked myself ''who do you want to be?'', and that simple question has changed my everyday thinking to a different one, a better one(it happened 3-4 months ago). I started taking my study seriously, my bodybuilding and now, My P.E.
My answer to that question back then was that I dont wanna be average! I dont wanna be a man, who's ideas & Goals stay hidden in my behind the walls of fear & Laziness. I said to my self, when I die someday, I want to leave my mark on this planet for my self and many others around me. Now, action speaks louder than words, but if you go for your goal 100%, eventually it will subside, it WILL pay off.
And so will P.E., i'm certain of it. Despite my small size I will change it to a completely different penis(yup, you heard it before
). Im making this process, not only to FINALLY commit myself to this wonderful forum, but also to prove to myself and others, that a small penis can do big ass changes. What will I take with me on this journey? My Inner motivation and belief, that this can happen, that this can bring one step closer the greatness that I want to achieve; The greatness that many of you already had/or are about to achieve.
To talk about my routine, right now it is only jelqing. I dont want to rush the gains, more than I want to know about how my penis Responds to all kinds of different exercises. So the longer I P.E., the more I incorporate in my routine. I started with 200 jelqs and are adding 100 jelqs every 10 days. my split is 4 on 1 off, sometimes 2 off, depens on how my penis is feeling. When it comes to privacy, I have plenty. I live alone with my father, and i basically told him that I was going to grow my dick. A small fight occurred, but everything forgotten. So I can do P.E. in my room without no one coming in. Pretty good advantage.
Like I said, l've been lurking for quite some time, so the theory of P.E. and some knowledge, I also posses all though i'm physically a newbie. Also an advantage.
So I will be writing every 1-2 weeks & measurement-days(every 5th of the month) with updates, and hopefully some motivation for you who read them
Inner motivation is highly Underrated, And I will prove that. Because Inner motivation is all I got in my situation.
Remember Brothers, there are 86400 seconds in one day, & 525600 minutes in one year. It is up to us how we use them!!
The path will be curved, but greatness will approach us all, if we want it to.
The Journey starts now !
fortunately here we try to keep things positive,this our home at least for me this is the place i love.