Why DID YOU The MOS Member Start PE?

I thought I would start this post for amusement partially, but not to 'laugh' at other men. I find the human mind interesting and like to see what makes people 'tick'.

My story:

I personally never had a conscious thought about my penis for the most part until I was around 22 years old. Honestly, I saw my penis as something I urinated with and masturbated with. Otherwise, it was ''just there''. I was also a virgin until I was 19. I never wondered things like was it 'big', big enough, small, average, etc. I was in the Marines and again, around 22 years old. My (now first ex and hopefully ONLY ex-wife) and I just happened to rent the movie ''Boogie Nights''. For those who don't know, it's a loosely based story about the ���� star John Holmes. After watching the movie, I was curious about this guy 'John Holmes' and wanted to learn more about him and his supposed ''12 inch'' penis. That was the first time I wondered about penis size and if such a thing could be true. I still had no thoughts about my penis in a size perspective.

I was completely new to computers and the internet back then. ''Then'' being around 1999. The internet as a public thing was just a few years old and most websites were VERY plain-jane. I got on a search engine (don't recall which...possibly one like Lycos) and looked this guy up. One of the sites I ended up finding was for a penis enlargement website. THIS site was operated by a guy who called himself ''Brandon Reece''. I don't recall which site this was, but it had a VERY busy chatroom. I ended up on the chatroom page after clicking on a link that was apparently a ''back door'' into the site. This was supposed to be a PAY SITE, but the designer apparently goofed on some things. I was immediately intrigued once I saw all these random guys talking not only about their penises, but making them bigger. It was very 'weird' to me at first. I started awkwardly at first, chatting with some of these guys. I asked the basic, skeptical newbie things like ''does this 'stuff' really work?'' I was eventually....I think about a month later via the same chatroom told about a Penis Enlargement specific forum.

I eventually made a name for myself on that first forum as Wantmore. I was still in the skeptical, but curious phase of my Penis Enlargement career. I met guys (still in '99) some of whom are mostly gone from the community now, but some who are still around. Guys who went by names like Sciman, Thorne, Ulistretch (aka the 'inventor' of the ULI), BIB (of BIB hangers), DLD, Redzulu, and more. After a few months of reading posts and asking questions, I decided to try this ''Penis Enlargement thing''. I was still just doing it out of pure curiosity to see if it actually worked. I did not feel like I NEEDED to make my penis bigger. I was approaching it all from a 'research' sort of standpoint. I was a member on this forum for a couple years or so and eventually got some credibility with the forum leaders. At one point, I was granted moderator status. I helped restore the forum after a hacker attack. I don't recall when exactly, but at some point, guys on that forum started talking about a place called ''�other forum�''.

Even after �other forum�' came along, I kept active on the original Penis Enlargement forum for quite a while. BIB was helping guys get his home made hangers right and coaching them on their proper use. Eventually, he began talking in passing and them more so about the possibility of a 'production' hanger. Enough interest came about, and the BIB hanger was born. Many guys have seen my ''How to'' vid for this hanger, but many more don't know that I actually helped refine the design on the ''Starter'' and ''Hardcore'' models. I suggested some things like beefing up the area around the top adjustment nut to make that area of the hanger stronger. I also suggest making the 'well' or inside bottom of the Starter/Hardcore slightly deeper so the more girthy guys who preferred these two models would not get abrasions on the top of their penis from the top teeth of the hangers.

I've done many more videos demonstrating 'how to' exercises and how to use various devices as well. I think some are in the paid access area of this site the rest are here for free.

DLD eventually started MOS. I was banned along with DLD from �other forum� for basically I dunno ....siding with a traitor? LOL. Anyway. I've also been banned from basically all the other Penis Enlargement forums in the community. I honestly believe it's because of my outside of the box beliefs and my 'throw caution to the wind' attitude with many things regarding Penis Enlargement. It goes against the grain per se (and threatens the business interests as well I'm sure) of the ''Leaders'' on these other forums who have a vested interest in their ''less is more'' approach to Penis Enlargement. The ''leaders'' on these other forums give b.s. excuses with no backing as to why I was actually banned. Alas, my home is MOS and I'm happy with that. The other forums are total joke anyway and have nowhere near the camaraderie WE have here, nor the information we have here. Most of the info on the other forums is pure armchair Penis Enlargement'er ''theories'' spewed by guys who for the most part, don't do Penis Enlargement. LOL.

Edit, I was being tacky I admit.

Enough about me though, how about you guys?

BTW, I've gone from 5x5 (yes non bone pressed) to my current 7'' non bp erect and 6.25'' of shaft girth. I've taken a very leisurely approach to my Penis Enlargement and am only currently interested in more girth.

I've always been a little insecure about my body, and it wasn't until I was almost 20 that I lost my virginity and someone other than myself saw me naked. I played sports from the age of 5 until 17, and was pretty athletic, but I was tall and slender. My metabolism was so high that when I had my body fat checked, I had under 4%, and that was with me eating all the food in the house. Very recently I just broke the 140 pound mark.

I didn't care about my penis size up until I was about 20, and as you said, it was for urinating and masturbating. It wasn't until I was watching some ���� and noticed this guy had foreskin, which piqued my interest because I am circumsized and I was just curious about it. About a week later I was out with a couple of friends and some chicks and somehow foreskin came up as a topic (still got no idea how we started talkign about it). Found out that more people than I thought had foreskin, and supposedly it increases their pleasure during sex. So I did some searching on the internet and found a website called foreskin-restore (forgot if it's .net or .com) with Ron, who created the TLC tugger and became a member after lurking the forums for about a week. They had a progression forum section and after seeing how far some guys have gone, from a tight circ like mine to full on natural looking foreskin. That was also the first time I ever measured my penis. A lot of the guys there were about average length and girth, but just looked a lot bigger due to the foreskin. Which then became the first time I questioned my penis size.

So I started with FR, first with manual tugging, then onto tapes. I cannot even begin to tell you how annoying the taping was. Spent 5 minutes "warming" up, put the tape on and let it stick for a little before pulling on it and 20 minutes later finally able to begin. At first it was just for the extra grip basically and then escalated into an all day sort or thing. I'd tape up and connect a rope to the tape and tie it around my leg so I had constant tension. Took a few days to get it down so it'd stop coming undone, but overall it was great. Taking a piss became a hastle, but at the time I was only going about twice a day (compared to about 6-9 times now), so it wasn't too bad. After diligently doing FR for a few months, I lost interest. I was seeing some nice gains in skin because it wasn't as tight as it used to be, but nothing drastic. While on that forum, there was a thread about Penis Enlargement and someone mentioned MOS, so because I quit with FR I dropped by here and checked things out. It seemed like a legit website, but at the time I had college and just couldn't really commit.

So after about a 4 month break from working my penis with FR, I begin to notice how pathetic my dick was looking. I think at the time, erect I was 6x5.25 or 6x5, which is about average for a white male, but my flaccid is what was killing me. I never measured my flaccid, but it was pathetic. That was my reason to start Penis Enlargement. I never had a girl comment on whether I was small, but if I wasn't erect by the time the clothes came off, I was very nervous. So after those 4 months off (at the time I forgot about MOS), I began searching the internet (it's quite large) and found a bunch of bs sites and forums where they were trying to sell pills for Penis Enlargement and eventually wound up here on MOS. I joined with some random name then, and started up with a routine. I kept with it for about 2 months and again just lost interest as other things in life started to take priority. I did notice some gains, which now that I look back I wonder why I didn't even just spend only 30 minutes a day stretching and jelqing. About 5 months go by this time, but it's not Penis Enlargement that has my interests again, but FR... I do some taping and shit for another month or two then stop.

So then I finally get back into Penis Enlargement and make this forum account. The reasoning behind it this time was that I went to get a physical done. My first time having one of them where I had to strip and it was quite awkward. Just felt inadequate and very small. I've been doing it nonstop since I made this account, except for 2 weeks where I was on vacation. And I will say this... after 2 weeks off it seemed like I lost some. But I hadn't trimmed down there in months and it was going wild. After just 2 jelq sessions I noticed that it was back to the size prior to the vacation. I just recently started adding some tugging for FR into my routine, but am still doing my full Penis Enlargement routine. Staying up just a little later every night and waking up just a little early every morning to make sure I get it in. But little did I know that after the vacation I'd finally get fed up with all the bullshit in my life and go a new direction and join the military. So my Penis Enlargement and FR endeavors might be put on hold yet again. So my goal now is to just Penis Enlargement up until then.

I guess the bad part of this whole thing is that I wasted a good year because I was lazy and lost interest, and had I just stuck with FR and/or Penis Enlargement, I'd have a good amount of my foreskin back and an easy 8in dick.

I discovered mos through a search engine for penis enlargement.. (don't know exactly what I searched lol..

Basically I started in aug 2005(18yrs old - 19in dec) I was fresh in a relationship at the time and we did not have sex until 7 months into relationship..(both virgins)

I was so self conscious about my flacid size I looked on to the Internet to conqor this..
Basically I stated a newbie programme (stretching, wet jelqs etc.

I grew length from 6.5bpel to 7.7bpel
I grew girth from 4.5eg to 5.0eg
(aug 2005 to apr 2006
tht was when she first seen my penis and the shock was brilliant.

It built up my confidence and I continued pe'ing that whole year.

I invested in a fancy pump. Dr kapson or something
bought the jes extender
bough the max-vac an extender
also hung weights

continued the rest of aug 06 and kind of slacked off over the years.. Moved house and lost all my penis tools which has left me bac to manual work for the month then I shall invest in a Bathmate (told the gf last nite I was getting a pump.. She seems pretty cool about it)

I have grown so much Im so happy with my current stats now.. (in im sig)

big thanks to dld and his mods for the help, the support and the equipment I bought from your awesome forum..

My experience with this whole game went through many stages. I have been on pretty high doses of certain medications that throughout my adult years have slowly made getting a good erection difficult. About 3 years ago I decided I wanted to do something about this. I did a simple google search on the net for this condition and the first link I clicked brought me to the back door of some Penis Enlargement site that I still have no clue to who it was. I printed out the complete info and started to read. I had no interest at the time of increasing the size of my penis nor did I think it even possible. I never felt small, I did have some faith in the exercises geared at increasing erection strength. I decided to do the whole program anyway to see what happens. Now it is very important to understand the claims this guy made and how that affected my own results as I slowly gained faith in the entire program. He claimed a few things that seemed impossible to me at the time. Some being; gain 4" in one year, gain 2" of girth in one year, last longer, the hardest erection ever, among other extraordinary claim. Well about two months into the program, which I followed religiously, I started to notice changes, as did Jennifer. The first being stretch marks on the belly of my penis. Quickly following were much harder erections, I was lasting much longer, sex started to feel tighter, I noticed hair growing up the side of my penis, things just started to happen that he said would happen. I was a convert, I BELIEVED!

After my newfound confidence and faith in this program I started to add and incorporate. I still had not measured my penis but as I said that was not the original issue of doing these exercises. This program was intense and grueling. I took allot of time and was done daily. By the time I did finally measure I was 8.25" long and 6 months into the program. I started at 6.5" so this only made my confidence in his program that much greater. At this point I stumbled on to the peform.net site and started to read and study.

I actually felt discouraged about my gains thinking I should be closing in on at least a 3" gain because I was moving into the last third of my year. According to the original ligature 4" was what was promised and so far everything he promised materialized. This is when I made my first post at peforums.net. I came out saying how depressed I was about my minimal gains and needed some help to get bigger. Well this was not appreciated very much and an all out attack ensued on me. People thought I was full of shit and making all this up. It wasn't until further inspection that I realized the extent of my original gains. Soon after seeing what normal gains were I could appreciate the forum anger. I really wanted to be accepted by this elite force of Penis Enlargement brethren and I was willing to do what I needed to be accepted. At the time I posted my first pictures I was closing in around 9” in length and I about 6” of girth. I knew to be accepted, as a real person photos would be important. They were just the things to gain acceptance.

The first people that befriended me were Dino, Buster, DrGmerlin, Luvdadus, Twatteaser, Pamdaga and my long lost friend MisterEd. I was quickly encouraged to get involved in the forum and I slowly did. After reading how good my gains were in comparison to what people usually gained I entered my first plateau. I started to lose faith in the original text and start believing I made all the gains I could. 10” seemed out of the question and I stopped believing. This is when I met Bib (Bigger). When I heard he broke these barriers I quickly regained my faith and redesigned my entire program.

I started looking into all forms of science and how they apply to penis enlargement. I took a particular interest in simple machines and how I could incorporate this knowledge into my own manual exercises. Around this time I had injured myself with a tear to the frenulum. This forced me to take a break from Penis Enlargement. During this time I did a ton of research. I remember how I took a special interest in kegels and how these seemed to be a very big difference in my program compared to many of the other guys. I started experimenting with reverse kegels and I found a very important link to LIG gains and stretching. This was during rest so it was all theory at the time. When I healed I jumped head first into physical applications of my studies and the BLASTERS were born. I had literally piles and piles of notes and ideas for exercise. I had more than 40 different techniques I was working with. This whole time I kept a close, illustrated record of all of it. I was working with a number of guys on their program that became part of my notes. These physical trials with other men were refreshing because they were seeing similar gains to me.


During this entire process I was suffering with my own mental disorders and felt so connected to this forum that I decided to start being honest with these issues. I suffer from acute O.C.D. (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) and as a result I am agoraphobic. Due to this disorder basic life is very difficult for me to live. I cannot go into public. It takes hours to bathe, I cannot hold any type of job, and normal relationships are a luxury I will probably never see. (Thank God for you guys and my dear Jennifer) My initial fear of rejection was quickly dimmed by the incredible support I received. This led to some of the studies I have worked on. The friends I made in these forum really encouraged me to take control of my problems and start doing something about it. Over the following months I jumped head first into “Is Everything you See Really what Your Seeing”, The Yakface thread “Self-View”, and my numerous other threads addressing these problems and what to do. The people of these forums quickly did not only embrace me but I was joined in my struggle. I found out that many men suffered from some of the same problems I did. Since that time I have devoted much time to working on these issues and offering help to my brothers in these forums. I saw that when I could help someone I was truly helping myself. I worked on some other important studies that helped identify obsessive compulsiveness in Penis Enlargement and steps to relieve this. Most of my work is available within the forums.

I divided my time between Peforums, Cheeky Cherry, Thundersplace and PridePenis. I spent my days doing Penis Enlargement, developing exercise, working one on one with guys and my continued studies of the physical and mental aspects of the penis enlargement. I had found my love and Penis Enlargement was it.

Sometime about a year ago I had compiled many exercises. I kept very good notes and records of my progress. I also kept very accurate drawings of my work. Times were getting tough for me financially. I was spending my days in the various Penis Enlargement forums, developing exercise, working with guys and doing my own program. I had to make a decision. If I stayed involved with the Penis Enlargement world at the level I was I was going to be out on the street with nothing (but a big dick of course) I did not want to stop my involvement, I loved Penis Enlargement. I loved the people involved. I finally found a way to help others as I helped myself and this felt really good. I went to Thunder for advice. I asked him how he thought I would do with a paysite. He gave me allot of encouragement and I really saw a positive future. A future doing what I love and being able to pay my bills.

At this point I had gotten in touch with my dear friend JAZ. He has been the one friend I have had through most of my life and someone I could trust and count on. I went to work….he went to work…hours turned into days turned into weeks turned into months. I wanted a site that was a true reflection of my Penis Enlargement spirit and I wanted it to be second to none. I was working my own Penis Enlargement in throughout the days…thank GOD for LAZY ASS STRETCHES.

After about 3 months of 80-hour weeks MoS was born! It was my baby and I was so proud of it. It was everything I wanted it to be. I could not wait to let my friends see the test site and give me feedback. I remember I let a few guys in to see it. Everyone loved it; accept Thunder, which really depressed me because I had great admiration for him. Somewhere around this time my welcome had worn out at Thundersplace and I was not sure what I was going to do. I felt like my life was ending…everything I worked so hard for just seemed to crash down around me. I had to do something so the Paysite Jaz and I worked so hard on was going to feature a private user forum. Well that private forum became the public forum you guys see today. Within a weeks time I had left Thundersplace, opened my paysite and launched MoS free forums. I was scared out of my mind. I really thought I was going to fail without �other forum� help…and it was hard. I had to start over again and I knew this was going to be hard work.

During most of this period my gains pretty much stood still. I had broken the 10” barrier and my girth still hovered around 6.5”. I felt my dick had to be on hold while I got this other stuff going. I trained daily but it was more to relieve stress than make gains. After the site was launched and open to the public I was finally able to get back to exercise development and making gains. I was able to spend allot more time within the medical sites studying the penis and brain storming exercise. Since then it has been pretty smooth sailing. I developed the GIRTH BUSTERS, which were my doorway to 7” of girth (post workout). I was also able to tack on another .75 of erect length thanks to the introduction of SUPenis EnlargementR-SETS. Everything has really come together. Although I am still very poor, I am extremely rich in friends. A year ago I thought I was all done…today I am proud of my perseverance.

My NBP Stats have changed over the past few months due to weight gain. I hope to get back into aerobic activity to reclaim my NBP size.

WOW, excellent posts by all so far! Very cool to take a step back and see how we got started eh? Ya know DLD I think we both may have found the same site first... I think it was in fact, penilefitness.com after doing some research of my own. Does the screen name ''Mako'' ring a bell? Guy used to hang out in the chatroom there and claimed to have around 11'' of length and 8'' of girth. I never really accepted his claims at that time though

stillwantmore2;389528 said:

I was even accused once (semi recently) of not only being a member of the community with a ''long standing negative history'', but also of being ''involved in criminal and dangerous activities. LOL. In offline life I could sue the guy for slander and defamation if he said that. Where he got this bull? Probably straight from his ass. What goes around, eventually does come back around though.

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You just couldn't let it rest.

Perhaps you would like to elaborate on this. There's more than one side of the story, and if you think you have a right to sue anyone surely you have a good reason.

Out with it.

Good thread

REDZULU2003;391245 said:

Good thread

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Unfortunately, it's about to take quite a turn <

Interested mods and admins can PM me for details.

huh??? fuck i didn't get any of this ???????????????????

what ?????????

Lets keep this public, if there are things to be said lets get them out and iron out this issue(s). The best way to solve a problem here is with the help and influence of the group...of course with me as the BOSS

I'll let SWM explain it further. My next move will depend on his reply.

I'm hoping that he decides to do the right thing this time.

Was browsing through the internet and found out that despite all the penis pill bullshit you can actually pack an extra inch. So I thought why not. Before that, just as I turned 20, I didnt give a single thought about my penis size. I think I might be the opposite of why most people come here

I saw someone mention we are in some book and that is how they found us...pretty cool

Yea I think we're mentioned in Exercising The Penis?

8iG;391258 said:

Was browsing through the internet and found out that despite all the penis pill bullshit you can actually pack an extra inch. So I thought why not. Before that, just as I turned 20, I didnt give a single thought about my penis size. I think I might be the opposite of why most people come here

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Cool! You sound similar to me. I started just to see if it actually worked, not out of a desperate or deep rooted ''need''.

It was back in the good old days of WinMX and Kazaa (p2p software) that I first found out about penis enlargement. I was browsing through some guy's shared files and he had a Word document called "how to enlarge your penis" or something of the sort. It explained the theory and performance of jelqs, streches and kegels. Up to this day, it is still my favourite file on Penis Enlargement, simply because of its simplicity.

Anyway, I think I was about 17/18 years old at the time, still a virgin (only lost it at 21) but wasn't obsessed with my penis size or anything. In my early teens I developed a bit quicker than my friends, so I had a pretty nice size in erect state, but the problem was my flacid size. I am a grower, so by high school I started to get a bit mocked in the locker rooms and that DID start to make me feel a bit insecure about my penis. Therefore, when I saw that file available for download, I imediately read it and began to work on the program. The only (huge) problem I had was getting enough privacy to perform the exercises.

Still, I managed to perform them for a while and was really enjoying the heavy hang I got after a session.

Also, by around the same time, I started webcamming with the babes and comments varied from "wow, you're huge" to "that's a small dick", thus adding a bit more insecurity to my feelings for my penis.

Somewhere along the way, browsing here and there, I bumped into LPSG.org and browsed the pictures time and again, wishing that was me. I think it was through that website that I came across MOS, because someone mentioned it in some thread.

And here I am now, more active than I have ever been in Penis Enlargement (and, curious enough, much more confident on my size, despite not being much bigger than I was 8 years ago).

I have been on and off of the programme many times and can't help but wonder what my dick would be like if I had stick to Penis Enlargement from the start, when I was still a teenager.

Which leads me to this question: does Penis Enlargementing during your teenage years, i.e. while your body is most prone to development, give you better results than if you do it as a fully developed adult?

8InchMIKE;391252 said:

huh??? fuck i didn't get any of this ???????????????????

what ?????????

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No worries.

My apologies to the members of MOS by the way for my lack of tact in dragging a moderator related issue into the public forum.

savageblue;391370 said:

It was back in the good old days of WinMX and Kazaa (p2p software) that I first found out about penis enlargement. I was browsing through some guy's shared files and he had a Word document called "how to enlarge your penis" or something of the sort. It explained the theory and performance of jelqs, streches and kegels. Up to this day, it is still my favourite file on Penis Enlargement, simply because of its simplicity.

Anyway, I think I was about 17/18 years old at the time, still a virgin (only lost it at 21) but wasn't obsessed with my penis size or anything. In my early teens I developed a bit quicker than my friends, so I had a pretty nice size in erect state, but the problem was my flacid size. I am a grower, so by high school I started to get a bit mocked in the locker rooms and that DID start to make me feel a bit insecure about my penis. Therefore, when I saw that file available for download, I imediately read it and began to work on the program. The only (huge) problem I had was getting enough privacy to perform the exercises.

Still, I managed to perform them for a while and was really enjoying the heavy hang I got after a session.

Also, by around the same time, I started webcamming with the babes and comments varied from "wow, you're huge" to "that's a small dick", thus adding a bit more insecurity to my feelings for my penis.

Somewhere along the way, browsing here and there, I bumped into LPSG.org and browsed the pictures time and again, wishing that was me. I think it was through that website that I came across MOS, because someone mentioned it in some thread.

And here I am now, more active than I have ever been in Penis Enlargement (and, curious enough, much more confident on my size, despite not being much bigger than I was 8 years ago).

I have been on and off of the programme many times and can't help but wonder what my dick would be like if I had stick to Penis Enlargement from the start, when I was still a teenager.

Which leads me to this question: does Penis Enlargementing during your teenage years, i.e. while your body is most prone to development, give you better results than if you do it as a fully developed adult?

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Very cool story, brings back some memories for me of ''Internet 1.0''. LOL. Remember those MCI commercials with Anna Paquin?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-sfEOcYhfs

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NZqdnKsVQAo

Her infamous ''There will be no more THERE!'' Commercial.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m1l-ZJI1woU

Didn't know these commercials. They are really cool.

stillwantmore2;391371 said:

No worries.

My apologies to the members of MOS by the way for my lack of tact in dragging a moderator related issue into the public forum.

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Noted and most appreciated.