here is my latest freak shit from last week. im too big for the [words=http://fleshlight.sjv.io/c/348327/302851/4702]fleshlight[/words] but i ordered a new one anyways and it feels good on my dick head. i pump my dick religiously and i will get massive. i probably wont bother posting measurement pics because i am not taking time off for an unpumped pic and i know that is the only kind people want to see. anyways you can see its big and getting bigger. virgin girl did not want to be official and taking her virginity literally took like an hour i am too big for a virgin its just not physically realistic. i have had several failed relationships since then and my ex wife says she still loves me (more like she loves money and sex). being alone is ok if i work on myself and things i want to improve. i lost a lot of fat this year that is a good thing. i am also teaching myself spanish trying to become fluent. The divorce rate in mexico is 10% vs the 53% in america. i think if i learn spanish maybe i can find a woman who is serious about family and wants to be in a serious relationship. anyways good things take time and i will try to be patient and be a good person.