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Well guys, here goes. This is a little revealing but I'll just pretend this is therapy and let it all go...


Around the end of May (2005) I wrote about my addiction to Viagra. When I decided to take action to get away from the stuff I had no idea how good the new road traveled was gonna be. When I initially posted I couldn't even take an erect measurement because I had stopped taking Viagra. I was freaking out to say the least.

I sent off for DLD's [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/mosdvd.htm]dvd[/words], bought Chance's [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]ADS[/words], bought some baby powder, bought some vaseline, got all of my old hangers out and got everything lined up for as much action as I could put into it.

While I was waiting for the [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/mosdvd.htm]dvd[/words] and [words=http://www.phallosan.com/shop/catalog/default.php?z=eNortjIxtVKyL0pNszWxMFcrSSxKTy2JL0hMT7U1UisoykyxtbBQSy4tLsnPjS8uKcrMS7dVsgZcMMpbEbo%2C]ADS[/words] I got busy reading, stretching, jelqing and hanging. As I was doing all of this I reflected on how many things I was doing wrong technically and the results I was seeing.

One thing I remembered, which was very depressing to say the least, was taking an erect measurement after I had quit everything for a while. I had hung for about one full year using Bib's modified then the Bib hanger and had ZERO success. Getting that damned wrap correct is like talking about getting pussy when you're 12 yrs old but you just can't get any, you know? You're so close but so far away...so in about 2003 I measured erect and at NBPenis Enlargement I was a discouraging 4.75". I had been 5.50" when I started hanging so I bummed mentally.

All my measurements I do 3 times to assure correctness. Right now I'm:

6.25" BPenis Enlargement

5.50" NBPenis Enlargement (and that was slightly losing my erection)

6.75" BPSF

I haven't measured any girth but I'm definitely growing fatter. I haven't measured non-stretched flaccid either but that's getting cool too.

I've tried to use the basic format of DLD's [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/mosdvd.htm]dvd[/words] in phase I but I have deviated somewhat...



Here's my little workout, everyday, 6 days per week:

AM...jelq erect (70 to 80% erection) along with horse440's thoughout the workout for about 40 minutes per day

Afternoons...LASS for about 1 to 2 hours, time and privacy permitting

PM...hang using the starter Bib straight down for 2 sets of twenty minutes each...I now realize you have to really open the bottom part up pretty wide

PM...manual stretch for about 1 to 2 hours while laying in bed

PM...LASS for about 1 hour

Kegel 50 fast, 50 5 counts and as many long holds as I can get in a day.


I'm seeing now that much effort and technique is required but the rewards are very much worth it. I can't have a solid erection after a hard workout but the next day, very impressive for me so far. The other day my girth was so nice during sex that the wife commented that I felt like my dick had "shoulders" because the head was smaller than the top of my shaft. She came. Then yesterday after my morning workout we had sex again and my orgasm was freaky...I shot between 8 and 12 times.

Thanks DLD for this site and the program you've put together.
 
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Tried a little something different the night I posted the above and have possibly stumbled into something great for me.

I was doing the LAS the other night (6/17) but had to keep my back turned to my wife for about an hour and just got pissed about that so I laid down in the bed and began doing manual stretches for about an hour. The light came on in my head and I said why not lay here next to my wife, watch tv and hang off the end of the bed for sets of 20 minutes. Basically it's straight down and I get to see my wife, watch tv, do the internet, etc.

Holy crap! I've been hanging 10lbs off and on throughout the day...one set in the morning, one in the afternoon and as much as I can in the evening. I'm working on my 3rd set as we speak with already two today.

My past experience with the Bib starter has been nothing short of disaster but it was because I had it adjsuted way wrong. Now I'm in total love with this piece of equipment. I always thought the wrap was the problem when in fact it was the hanger adjsutment. Guys, go wide on the bottom, too wide as far as you think and tighten down the top. Go a couple of minutes and if it's wrong then adjust a little more on the bottom...but start wide.

What I'm feeling is a fantastic stretch in the ligs around my cock, under my balls, in my pubes and above them. When I do some weak crunches it intensifies around the pube/cock area.

I'm gonna keep going for the soar stretched feeling by continuing to increase sets first the increase the weight but the imporatant part is to keep the soarness going. No plateaus is my mentality.
 
Sorry for anyone reading this crap but I think I'll make this a running diary as motivation of some form for me...

Last night I hung 12lbs off the end of the bed for an hour in 3 sets.

This morning I hung 12lbs off the end of the bed for an hour in 2 sets. Wife commented that my dick has never been that fat near the base before while flaccid. Pretty cool comment.

My dick is itching like a mother at the base on the skin but the weird thing is that I never let the hanger touch the base and the skin is not bunching up too much while hanging.

I'm hanging with 12lbs as we speak for 30 minutes. I think it's time to move up in weight on the next set but I'll quit at no more than 20 minutes and re-evaluate.

One more cool comment from the wife the other night during sex. She said my balls were very full. Little did she know I've actually been doing DLD's "testicle health" and those bastards are growing!
 
Good work man!!

Glad to hear you are overcoming your viagra addiction... what are your views now on that, concerning how physical/psychological it was?

About the hanging, remember you also need to stretch skin, so if it hurts at the base, maybe you shouldn't go up in weight until you stretch it. It is preetty fast anyway. Have you noticed any pubes a little farther up the shaft base than before?
 
Thanks Chi.

I'm still convinced viagra has its place but not in the manner I was abusing it. 100mgs was just insane to use 2 to 4 times per week for well over a year but I have gotten back to normalcy I think. I still get somewhat "apprehensive" before sex but am get better. Penis Enlargement is such a wonderful thing as far as erections go but then you get the major added bonus of your cock getting longer and fatter!

You know, I think my skin was itching because it's stretching but it doesn't hurt so that's cool. As far as the pubes go I haven't even considered watching them but it doesn't look like anything's out of the norm.

This stuff is so great...what a hobby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Talk to later Chi
 
Last night hung 10lbs for 1x40 minutes then 12.5 for 3 [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] minutes off foot of bed...major pull

Last set started to get a pressure build up in the head (no numbness) so I adjusted hanger 2 seperate times...seemed like a hassle but a little toe in works best for me with the heavier weight.

Dry jelqed for about 20 min then went into the "snake" (?) jelq where I rolled the cock towards me while squeezing the bejeezus out of the base.

Woke up this morning SO friggin hard I thought my cock was gonna explode. I was sore straight across the top of my cock from top to bottom (length wise) and side to side. I thought it was the hanging but then as I was drinking coffee and telling the beautiful wife about it, I realize it was probably more related to the dry jelqing and rolling. Kicked ass fellas.
 
Today I started off the morning with 2 [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] minutes with 12.5lbs...hot water bottle during hanging. Dry jelq very lightly for circulation.

Afternoon did 1 [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] minutes with 12.5lbs...hot water bottle during hanging. Dry jelq very lightly for circulation.

This evening did 2 x 15 min with 15lbs. WOW what a skin stretch! It never did feel right, pleasant, comfortable. Much pressure in the head and skin a burn if I moved wrong. I adjusted the wrap and hanger twice. I'm pretty sure the inner wrap was the problem as I never could get it to work right because the edges are curled up too much...replace tomorrow.

Dropped weight down to 10lbs (due to skin irritation) to finish out the night of hanging.
 
ocd said:
Dropped weight down to 10lbs (due to skin irritation) to finish out the night of hanging.
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Screw that! I hung the 10lbs for 30 min then got pissed and got determined. Wrapped with the old inner wrap once again and then the outer.

Then we attacked the hanger...my new thoughts are gonna go like this. Whenever I'm thinking the hanger needs to be tighter then I'm gonna loosen the bottom 2 and tighten the top.

I put the 15lbs back on and it feels MUCH better. I'll hang for 20 min and then do some jelqing.
 
Today's workout:

AM...2 x 20min w/15lbs laying in bed hanging straight off bed

Afternoon...2 x 20min w/15lbs laying in bed hanging straight off bed

Evening...4 x 20min w/15lbs laying in bed hanging straight off bed


WOW!!!
 
Yesterday June 22


Woke up after having my 2nd erection.


AM...Hung 2 [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] min 15lbs off bed...iced down while hanging the last 15 minutes. After that, jelqed (up) 80% erect for 20 min, jelqed (down) 25% erect for 10 min, 5 min balls...had 3 or 4 95% erections.


Afternoon...went to lake


PM...had an adult beverage w/wife and noticed just how soar my ligs were in my pubes and, at first, on the top of my cock. Couldn't get hard for sex...nothing. Took 50mg viagra and then wife had 2 orgasms. I could feel my ligs during sex which was a new experience for me. Very exciting to say the least.

Oh, and one more thing. I've been kegeling everyday so I did it while inside the wife and she loved it. She too has been kegeling as a game w/me and she was very firm inside all during sex and wet like a forkin river.
 
Well today was Friday and it's all over now. Woke up this morning hard as a rock so I grabbed the ruler. Increase of an eighth in BPenis Enlargement and NBPenis Enlargement!!! Measured 3 times each way for clarification. So, as of today, I'm at 5 5/8" NBPenis Enlargement and 6 3/8" BPenis Enlargement. My BPSF is steady at 6 3/4".

AM...2 [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] min with 15lbs off end of bed. Used hot water bottle for first set and 5 min into 2nd set then iced down while hanging for 15 min in 2nd set. Then removed wrap/hanger and stretched out manually for 5 min and iced entire cock then went to lake.

Afternoon...3 [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] min with 15lbs off end of bed. Used hot water bottle, no ice.

Evening...4 [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] min with 15lbs off end of bed. Used hot water bottle, no ice. Very frustrating workout this evening. Seems I kept getting too much skin stretched and hurt like hell. Finally, in the 4th set I realized the problem. I was tightening the top bolt way too tight.

I'm clearly making progress. At the lake today my cock looked decent even after swimming in cold water...noticeble girth gains around the base.
 
Yesterday was Sat, June 25th (I think).

I hung 2 [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] min 15lbs off bed.

Used hot water bottle the entire time whil hanging like I always do but no ice...kind of freaks me out to use ice WHILE hanging. I just think somethings gonna snap.

Still sore on top of cock where main lig runs from base to head, sides near base and in pubes when I pull my cock out and down.

Got a little drunk and took some viagra w/the wife. She wore those damn thigh high black patent leather boots w/about a 5" heel. What was I supposed to do? I think she's liking me hanging. I'm getting nice flaccid hang and she likes that.

Woke up to having 50 continuous erections this morning and measured. Length is still same but girth measured 6" at middle. Like a dumbass, I didn't measure the base where I seem to be developing nicely. This was my first girth measurement but I think I've gained about a half inch.
 
Yesterday, Sunday, June 26th


AM...1 [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] w/15lbs off bed...used hot water bottle throughout set


Evening...3 [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] w/15lbs...used hot water bottle throughout sets



Starting to get noticeably sore WHILE hanging. I've read numerous threads w/the word "fatigue" used but still haven't really comprehended the meaning. I think I'm starting to get it...fatigued that is.

I'm predicting that I go down on the weight soon.
 
ocd,

Sounds like you are going good. Soreness is one of the definitions I use for fatigue.

Keep it up.

Bigger
 
Monday, June 27th


Schedule wouldn't allow AM workout.


Afternoon...4 [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] min w/15lbs from edge of bed using hot water bottle...sore as heck in the pube area, especially when I would go to remove the weights.

Decided to measure BPSF...first I was hitting 6 3/4" but after the third measurement I hit 7.00" !!!!!!! So I measured 3 more times and it was there.

Late afternoon...2 [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] min w/10 lbs...went down on the weights cause I actually got a little scared about the amount of soreness when pulling.

Evening...3 [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] min w/15 lbs...very frustrating for a while due to excessive skin pull after first set. Just couldn'get right feel. Tried numerous adj to wrap and settings but it was finally determined by me that the first wrap wasn't the proper type. Changed it and back on track. No slipping.
 
Today...Tuesday, June 28th



AM...no time this morning


Afternoon...2 [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] min w/15lbs off bed


PM...3 [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] min w/15lbs off bed
 
Weds., June 29th


Woke up this morning to what felt like the hardest erection I've ever had. It didn't feel like an injury but it did feel painful in my ligs in my cock. My head felt like it was gonna explode. I think this is my body's way of maximizing/solidifying growth gains, regardless of how microscopic. Probably wrong though, just had a morning erection and I've been sore for 2 weeks.


Afternoon...3 [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] min w/15lbs off bed...hot water bottle thoughout

Evening...4 [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] min w/15lbs off bed...hot water bottle thoughout


Noticed today in the afternoon session that I am now sore where the pubic hair meets the stomach hair, or about 3" above my cock while hanging, but most noticeable when I try to do crunches. My cock is barely sore when I just tug on it so I may increase weight on first set tomorrow.
 
Keep up the good work man; that's inspiring! My routine is much shorter and simpler, and sometimes I want to cop out because I'm tired. However, after reading your posts, I know I have no excuse!
 
Thanks Baker!


Thursday, June 30th


Woke up like a rock but had minimal to no soreness. After I got soft I pulled hard to check for lig soreness and had hardly anything so increased weight from 15 to 17.5lbs.

Afternoon...3 [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] min w/17.5lbs off bed

Explained inner penis per Bib's definition as I understood it to wife. I showed her via stretched out hand the length I estimated I have potentially and she freaked! She looked at me and said "you can have about 4 more inches? Well what are you doing here? Get back there and hang!"

That was nice to say the least.

Evening...3 [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]x 20[/words] min and 1 x 15 min w/17.5lbs off bed

My cock just couldn't handle the last set. Seemed there was too much pressure in the head even after hanger adjustments.
 
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