missionman's log... IM ON A MISSION!

M

missionman

0
i can now say i have officially started my routine, as of last night/this morning...

i will do this routine for 4 weeks and then depending on results, change what i do...

my routine is as follows:

in the evening, before bed:

Behind The Cheeks to the Left: 30-seconds
Behind The Cheeks to the Right: 30-seconds
Behind The Cheeks to the Center: 30-seconds

Straight Out Rotary Stretches: 30-Cranks

Straight Out to the Left: 30-seconds
Straight Out to the Right: 30-seconds
Straight Out to the Center: 30-seconds

Straight Down to the Center: 30-seconds
Straight Up to the Center: 30-seconds
Straight Out to the Center: 30-seconds

Straight Out Rotary Stretches: 30-Cranks

Straight Down to the Left: 30-seconds
Straight Up to the Right: 30-seconds
Straight Out to the Center: 30-seconds

Straight Down to the Right: 30-seconds
Straight Up to the Left: 30-seconds
Straight Out to the Center: 30-seconds

Straight Out Rotary Stretches: 30-Cranks

then repeat so i do everything 3 times. this is a different take on DLDs routine but changed slightly, so i do the oppisite of every stretch, e.g. oppisite of straight down left is straight up right...

once stretching is done i will do 200 2 second dry jelqs

my warm down will consist of various kegel squeezes...

next day in the morning i will do 200 2 second wet jelqs



Start stats 22/03/09:
NBPenis EnlargementL: 5 3/8"
BPenis EnlargementL: 5 7/8"

forgot to measure girth argggh! think i'ts 5" exactly...


will update with new stats+ pics once a week
:)
 
oh here are some pics... you can see my bad case of PPP on them which soon in a few weeks i'll be having a lazer treatment to get rid of... been saving up money for it the past 6months.... sooo close!! i guess this log will also report the progress of that too... like i said before - i'm on a mission!
 
unrfortunatly half way through doing my jelqs last night, i fell asleep, haha! but i managed to put in a few extra ones this morning...

woke up with massive morning glory, i swear this Penis Enlargement is already having an effect!
 
yeah it sucks right... was very hesitenet to put the pictures up but hey...
it's called pearly penile papules, it's just glands that appear on top of the skin, they aren't a disease or infection etc, however they do look as if it could be, thus why i have kept away from the ladies... it was getting me really really down cause i didn't know what it was - i thought i had some sort of disease and so avoided any relationships... got really bad and i had to run away from some girl because of it, she invited me upstrairs to do you know what and i was so scared because of it i made up an excuse and went home... searched it up on the net out of depression and found out what it was etc.... after more research, i found out there is some lazer treatment you can have to remove it, so i was veeeery happy! only problem is it costs alot of money, which i am very very close to having enough of, so some point next month this will all be gone!!! :D
 
Oh, I understand..well Im glad you told me what it was because I was really concerned about it. What will such a laser treatment cost you? I can really feel your pain, I hope you'll be fine after it's done tho! gl!
 
hey mission man,

I have papules around the rim of my penis as well but it's not as many as yours. women always ask what those are. i have to explain to my wife that they are perfectly normal and a lot of men have them. One websites online suggest that you put on toothpaste during bedtime. this will dry up the papules up so that we can scratch them off after about a week or so. no need for expensive laser surgery. another suggest to use AmLactin ointment from costco. I was going to use toothpaste on myself but always seem to forget everytime i go to bed.

here's where i found my info on toothpaste and amlactin remedies: http://www.hpvfaq.com/answers.asp?questionid=10814&answers=160
 
Last edited:
I have them as well no worries friend. and FUCK the toothpaste thing tried it and it killed my skin and it peeled of. dont get me wrong it did get rid of the papules but it hurt like a bitch and they came back. The key is keeping the are drie so if you got circumsized they would go away.
 
but if you would want to keep em dry....wouldent it be enough with no showers downstairs for like a week or two?
 
very true!
checked my bank today and....... i've finally got enough money for the treatment, after 8 months of scrounging money!! shit i'm sooo stoked!
just emailed the Dr enquiring about an apointment and stuff, omg, it's actually gonna happen! :D this burdon will finally be off my fucking shoulders, jesus christ!

and as for the routine and everything - it's going great...
except - my hands are killing me! gripping isn't that much of a problem, but i have to get tighter and tighter though-out the 30seconds so it doesn't slip, and concequently my hands start to ache real bad!
 
how much is the cost of the surgery? if you decide to go through with it, best of luck to you. you won't be able to Penis Enlargement for sometime after surgery for sure.
 
missionman:

concentrate on the surgery for now and then come back to Penis Enlargement when u feel rdy and are fully healed imo, and please show us pics after it. would be rly interessting to see, gl!
 
i will definetly be taking before and after photos... the cost of the treatment is £495, + then the £50 train fare... should be getting it done in ~2 weeks, hold tight!

i missed a session on thursday, so yesterday (friday) i did a pretty intense session... i did one earlier in the day in the afternoon, which was a variation on DLD blasters, basically did all directions but using a bar to get more leaverage, + the kegals and reverse kegals...

did alooot of kegals through-out the day as well, + then at night i did 300 jelqs and then my normal routine...

this morning (saturday), i've done another 300 jelqs, 1st 100 were 2seconds jelqs with a kegal between each one, then 100 fast jelqs with a kegal on every other one, then the last 100 were just 2 second ones...

my dick feels so worked out, and has alot of blue/red spots from the jelqing this morning, fairly sore but it isn't that un-pleasent, feels as if i'm accomplishing somthing!


oh yeah, and the recovery time for the PPP treatment is 10days, and those 10days i won't do any Penis Enlargement at all, then slowly get back into the start-out routine making sure i don't cause any injuries!
 
that's a VERY good price for such a treatment! totaly worth it imo, im looking forward seeing the pics in this thread!
 
yes it is cheap for alot of people, but i have no job or anything and an a full time student with no money etc... hence why it has taken me almost 8 months to get the right ammount!

anyway... booked an appointment for this weekend!!!!!!!! i can't believe it is actually happening... i'm nervous but at the same time sooooo happy, i've already got a new found confidence, it's crazy!
 
ok i will also stop my routine now, as my dick has quite a few marks from some intense jelqing sessions... i've been avoiding the ruler until now, even though over the past 10 days of doing Penis Enlargement i can actually see my dick getting bigger and bigger, it's crazy!

now currently:
NBPenis EnlargementL: 5 6/8"
BPenis EnlargementL: 6 2/8"

very very happy!!
i will have to stop Penis Enlargement completely for 2 weeks whilst recovering from the PPP treatment... i really hope my gains will stay, but i'm fairly sure i will go back to my original size as i've only been doing Penis Enlargement for a very short time and there is no way all that gain has been cemented... oh well!

i reaaaaally don't want to stop but there is nothing i can do about it... i guess i'll just be doing alot of kegal work-outs instead!
 
do that my friend! The gains will come as soon as you are healed.
It's more important that you are fully healed =)
Give us pics when you feel like taking some! =D
 
i will take pics for sure, don't worry about that!

i also suffer from a mild case of sebaceous prominence, it's pretty bad, but nothing at all compared to PPP... if you know what SP is, then you're probably also well aware that there is no 'cure' for these things either, only creams that dry out your dick which then minimise the look/feel of them... the doc who is doing the PPP treatment says that he has also catered for SP sufferers, and has a lazer treatment to remove them... luckily for me he said he'd do a test patch and remove some, so i can see the results and then decide if i want the full treatment and get rid of every last one... like i said i'm not that concerned about them (especially when compared to my PPP), but hey incase you haven't noticed, i'm fairly self concious, and am in search of a perfect penis!

damn... feeling pretty nervous right now, it's all gonna be happening tommorow! feels as if i've forgotten somthing some-how, it can't be this easy! haha... i've built this whole thing up for so long, and it's so so close to being done... genuinely can't believe it, and can't wait for tommorow to just be over with and i've got my new dick... i'm just gonna zone out tommorow and roll with it, get it over and done with, stop thinking about shit and just get it fucking done!
 
phwoaaar! over and done with, once and for all, i'm well on my way to having the penis that i desire!

was pretty scary and nerve racking, but the dr was sound and we chatted about art and antiques over a nice cup of tea! haha! anesthetic didn't work to good, as it's supose to get rid of any feeling what-so-ever, but i was feeling everything and jesus it fucking hurt!!! had to apply anesthetic 2 more times till it was numb enough to continue, and even then i could still feel a bit of pain... only when i was back on the train home did it properly kick in and then i did genuniely feel as if i had no penis what-so-ever! rofl...

the recovery time varies and the scabbing process is not a pretty sight, not in the slightest... will wait untill everything is properly cleared up (2 to 3 weeks), and then post a few pictures of whats gwanin...

can't believe it's over! thank god! now i just want to go back to Penis Enlargement but i can't! arrrrgh....

anyone know of any stretches that do not involve grabbing under the glands? time for me to get my thinking cap on and come up with somthing...
 
it's healing up nicely... the scabs look disgusting, as i'm sure you could all imagine... some are slowly dissapearing and some i have removed by accident so there is small amounts of blood... eurgh!

really fucking wish the healing would hurry up... got some girls number yesterday and i know fully well i could of got her in the sack last night, but didn't bother trying because of my downstairs area... goddamnit!
she's beent texting me today and we're gonna meet again this weekend... if anything does happen from it, i don't know if i should make up some lies or just say i want to take it slow? in reality - i really don't want to take it slow hahaha!! but i have to because of you know what... bummer

anyone have any advice on making a girl wait? i don't want to play hard to get though, as more then likely it'll just blow my chance... i recon in 1 week from now, imma be fully healed... i hope... fingers crossed!
 
pretty much all the scabs are gone now, and omg, i can't believe it, i don't have PPP anymore!!! it is all botchy though, specs of blood etc, but very very close to being healed...

i was skeptical at first due to the first few days after the treatment, the scabs were in the same form as my ppp, which made my mind wonder as to if they had actually been succesfully removed, but thank god they have!
 
pretty sweet there bud. I've had them all my life probally not as evident as you had them around the head. My entire dick is covered in them even on my balls but you really cannot see them unless im hard or you squeeze my sac. As far as girls, only been asked about them once before and I told the chick and she continued to do her thing no problem. Goodluck to you in you recovery, hopefully they will not re appear. dID THEy say if there is a chance for them coming back.
 
dude i think what you're talking about is sebaceous prominence which is pretty common (80% of men have it), but obviously people differ with the severity of it... i have it fairly bad, but i'm not that bothered about it...

the shit round the head which i had, which you can see in the 1st pic that i attacthed, is pearly penile papules, and now that i have had the treatment, they are gone for good, no chance what-so-ever of them re-appearing.... ever.

SP is a different story though... there is no treatment available to get rid of them... no cure is out there... the doc who did my ppp treatment is however under goind various techniques and what-not to try and find a soloution to get rid of the motherfuckers, but hasen't had all that much luck... due to the number of people asking him about removal of SP, he is very dedicated to finding a soloution!
 
sooo close to being fully healed! i'd say about 4-5 more days and i'm ready to rock out with the cock out!

i will start my Penis Enlargement routine again next saturday (the 25th)... hopefully by then everything will be sorted!
 
soooo almost there!!!
was supose to meet up with that bird yesterday, but she texted me saying that she coulden't, bummmmmerrr! fuck it, been like a week since i saw her and we've arranged like 3 different days, all of which have failed!
when i get back to college i'm gonna be on the fucking prowl, finally get my fair share of action, it's ooooooon bitches! GYEAH!
 
PPP.. is that those little nubbs on the rim of your knob? If so, I have them too. I have always considered mine to be rather aesthetically pleasing. I've never had a woman freak out over them either. I am uncut so I always assumed it had something to do with that.

I think there is a definite freak out over penis going on here. I can understand size, but now were getting freaked out about everything. C'mon guys, lets not get as bad as girls.
 
not to hate on you at all, but you clearly do not have a severe case, oherwise our outlook on ppp would be a lot lot different...

for sure there is a freakout going on in here, i had some thing on m dick which made it look as if i was infected with some shit, of course i'm going to be freaking out..... so what really is is more imporant to get worried over? size? or a cancerous looking infected dick... make your own mind up
 
sorry for the lack of updates people! life has been pretty hectic... i've been back into my routine for a week now, but have been doing some heavy jelqing sessions, can feel the gains, crazy!

here are some before and after pictures regarding the PPP removal... feel free to ask any questions!
 
thanks man!!

2 weeks back into my routine! stuck to everything that i have planned out but have slightly changed my jelqing method, i posted it in another thread but basically it's a hand clamped jelq with alot of kegels...

noticeable changes:
small veins seem more visible, as if they were closer to the skin.
main veins are becoming more prominent (especially after jelqing!), even when flaccid 1 vein is pretty visible near the base
penis definetly has more girth in flaccid state

what is weird; i swear my penis seems longer/thicker semi erect then it does fully... i'm really not sure why, or if i'm tripping, but it does seem the case.... it's getting me coooonfusuued!
 
i've done 2 20min jelqing sessions today and wow i feel big downstairs! been doing a lot of dry jelqs recently too, using a reverse OK grip it seems more intense, anyone else find this?

been tempted to measure myself as well but i'm not going to until a month milestone has passed... but still, i coulden't help myself but to take some pics!

this picture was taken about 30mins after a hard session, hence the redness... you can see how the vein appears much more prominent, not to mention the increase in girth!

don't want to tempt fate but i have a feeling i'm going to be a fast gainer with some big girth coming on... redzulu watch out!! hahah rofl
 
due to being nearly finished at college i have been unable to do my stretches the past 3 nights... pretty bad routine wise but i think it might be a good thing as the week prior i really did go all out on jelqing and stretching... still managed to do my daily set of jelqs every morning, and a few at night... will do a big stretch session tonight and 20mins worth of dry jelqs... is it weird actually looking forward to doing it? i have nothing to do but still, i think i've been bitten by the Penis Enlargement bug - i'm addicted!
 
Good to see you back in action and I would like you to look over at dld's new squat rotary stetch and both exercises by blue whale as they are really good.
 
REDZULU2003;340757 said:
Good to see you back in action and I would like you to look over at dld's new squat rotary stetch and both exercises by blue whale as they are really good.
Click to expand...

for sure! they are definetly somthing i will add to my future routines, but right now i want to get the most out of the lesser intense stretches, just so i don't burn myself out completely before i've properly started... gotta learn to walk before you can run!

taking inspiration from Opa, i've changed my method of stretching to his, and my stretch routine now consists of:

straight out - 1 min
down left - 1 min
down right - 1 min
down straight -1min
up right - 1 min
up left - 1 min
up straight - 1 min
behind the cheeks left - 1 min
behind the cheeks right - 1 min
behind the cheeks down - 1 min

then repeat and repeat again...

i've now discovered the use of lazy ass stretches too, which are perfect for me as i spend a lot of time sitting down... infact i did an hours worth last night, switching from side to side every 15mins, and the flaccid gains were blatonly obvious right there and then...


thank you for the sticky and support redzulu!
 
this morning i changed my routine a tiny bit... well instead of doing just jelqs in the shower, i did 15mins worth of dry jelqs with some edging involved... got real horny so i had to blow my load though, ahah... then i had a shower and decided to do a few stretches, but as i had limited time i though make up some sort of short and intense routine... went as follows:

stretch far out to the left, hook and pull the base with right hand in oppsite direction - 1min
stretch far out to the right, hook and pull the base with left hand in oppsite direction - 1min
mandingo/ultimate lig stretch with left hand - 1 min
mandingo/ultimate lig stretch with right hand - 1 min
behind the cheeks left - 1 min
behind the cheeks right - 1 min

then i repeated it again... unfortunately i didnt have time to do it a third time... but still, was 15mins worth of stretching + 15mins worth of jelqing before and damn... i've never seen my penis like this before... in the flaccid state it's hanging real low and is thicker then ever before... it even feels different to the touch!

might make this a regular morning routine, although i woulden't have time to do the jelqing as well...

but, the ratio of my length to girth, is different from the 'norm', so i would be willing to sacrifice the jelqs to concentrate on length...

peace
 
i just want to add that lazy arse stretches are amazing... the temporary flaccid gains are fucking crazy! after about 10-15mins it feels as if my dick is on fire, so i switch to the other side... i haven't had that many sessions though as i've been rather busy, but for the next couple of weeks i'll be doing a good couple of hours worth + my normal routine every day...

tommorow will be measurement day, a month after starting my routine... i'm fairly confident the results will be good as every day my penis doesn't just feel different, but looks it too... i haven't done my routine every single day though, as i've just been too busy on some days to do it... 4 weeks worth of Penis Enlargement and i'd give an estimate of about 5 days off all in all, however even on the days off i have atleast managed to do either a tiny bit of stretching or some jelqing...
 
and the results are:

NBPenis EnlargementL: 5 7/8" (gain of 1/2")
BPenis EnlargementL: 6 4/8" (gain of 5/8")
Mid girth: 5" (gain of 2/8")

very happy! 1 month and a good half inch gain, crazy! i will carry on this same routine for another month to make the most out of it, and fingers crossed i'll see similar results!
 
haven't updated this in awhile!

things are going a long as usual, i took a complete day off the day before yesterday, which involved no jelqing and no stretching, nothing... was weird as last night when doing my stretches my arms didn't actually get tried as hell like they normally do! good feeling haha..

i've been on the routine of doing stretches in the morning shower as well, but this morning i didn't and did about 300 wet jelqs instead... all i can say is wow - i've been missing out a lot! all day today my penis has just felt huge, it does genuinely look like a monster when flaccid - albeit covered in red spots from the intense jelqs i do...

from now on i'm going to change my routine slightly, i will differ every morning, as in, 1 morning i will do jelqs, the other the intense stretch routine, and keep rotating... i guess this way i get the best of both worlds, but am still conentrating mainly on length but bulking it up with a bit of girth work - definetly makes sense...

keep at it everyone!!! can't stop won't stop!
 
ok i thought i may as well add this to my journal, considering there is a lot of other personal stuff in here other than Penis Enlargement... somthing pretty crazy happened today, which i'm stoked on!

basically, ever since i can remember - i've never ever ever been able to pee if someone is within close proximities... i know there is a specific name for this condition but i can't remember what it is right now, but yeah, i've been a long term sufferer and i put it down to being crazy anxious over the PPP which i use to have.... i'm not sure how many other men on this site may suffer from this too, but basically, even if you are dying for a piss, feels like you're going to piss your pants etc, you run into a public bathroom and there are loads of people there, you pull out your cock and then that's it - the feeling of you needing a piss has just disapeared, and no matter how hard you force you can't get a fucking drop out.... weird stuff...

anyway, today, i didn't even need the bathroom too bad, but i went into some public toilets which were rather busy and all the cubicals were in use so i thought fuck it, just go for the urinal... i knew in my head that my cock was looking like a monster as i did a lot of jelqing in the morning... so i stood inbetween some guys and straight away, i was pissing! 1st time....ever? fucking crazy.... but yeah half way through, some guy stood next to me to have a piss, he was there for like 10 seconds but then dissapeared... i don't know if he saw my cock and felt ashamed/jealous (i like to believe that!!) or if he sufferd from the same thing that i do/did(?)....

either way, i've over-come somthing that's been haunting me for my whole life, and i'm fairly confident it's down to pe and me knowing that sooner or later i will have a fucking huge cock! :D
 
hey missionman, i think all what's happening to you is great. I'm glad to see you're feeling better about yourself. dont worry bout ite's comment, he was prob in a bad mood.

cheers!
 
Long time no post, everyone!
Thought this may be the best first plce to post, just to keep everyone updated, if anybody is interested that is!
Basically, my reason to abandoning this forum, as well as Penis Enlargement in general was the fact I alas got into a relationship! The first serious relationship in my life! So yeah, that fucked up my whole Penis Enlargement routine, especially due to the fact she actually moved in with me for the first 2 months of us being together!
To cut a long story short, we were together for about 6 months, and things all went tits up... It's now completely over, finished it at the begining of December...

So yeah, now, new start with Penis Enlargement I say!
As a matter of fact, I actually started getting back into jelqing 2 weeks ago, and last week started stretching again... I've been doing it consistantly, and suprisingly I've yet to measure my dick since....Well... Since the measurements given in my sig!
I've genuienly got no idea if the results will be the same, more, less, whatever...

Also, what I found funny, is at one point when I was with my ex, we got onto the topic of penis size, and well she had been with around 20+ guys, and even claimed one person she had slept with had a penis which was a "lil' over 9inches".... Well!! The fact is, often when I fucked her I would hit her cervix, which use to cause her quite a bit of pain....she said it had never ever happened before.....yet she had been with someone who was 9inches??? Pretty weird! And on another note, I told her that my penis was around the 6inch mark, to which she replied "no, it's definitely a lot bigger then that".... All of this just proves the fact women have no fucking idea about guessing measurement! and also like to exagerate previous partners' sizes!


Anyway..... I'm glad to be back, I'll measure my dick tonight and take photos with a ruler, like when I first started this thread, and well, lets see what happens!
 
your probably at your goal. I have heard of a lot of guys who have went away from Penis Enlargement and gained with out doing any exercise.

Keep us updated.
 
missionman;342664 said:
ok i thought i may as well add this to my journal, considering there is a lot of other personal stuff in here other than Penis Enlargement... somthing pretty crazy happened today, which i'm stoked on!

basically, ever since i can remember - i've never ever ever been able to pee if someone is within close proximities... i know there is a specific name for this condition but i can't remember what it is right now, but yeah, i've been a long term sufferer and i put it down to being crazy anxious over the PPP which i use to have.... i'm not sure how many other men on this site may suffer from this too, but basically, even if you are dying for a piss, feels like you're going to piss your pants etc, you run into a public bathroom and there are loads of people there, you pull out your cock and then that's it - the feeling of you needing a piss has just disapeared, and no matter how hard you force you can't get a fucking drop out.... weird stuff...

anyway, today, i didn't even need the bathroom too bad, but i went into some public toilets which were rather busy and all the cubicals were in use so i thought fuck it, just go for the urinal... i knew in my head that my cock was looking like a monster as i did a lot of jelqing in the morning... so i stood inbetween some guys and straight away, i was pissing! 1st time....ever? fucking crazy.... but yeah half way through, some guy stood next to me to have a piss, he was there for like 10 seconds but then dissapeared... i don't know if he saw my cock and felt ashamed/jealous (i like to believe that!!) or if he sufferd from the same thing that i do/did(?)....

either way, i've over-come somthing that's been haunting me for my whole life, and i'm fairly confident it's down to pe and me knowing that sooner or later i will have a fucking huge cock! :D
Click to expand...

Hey missionman, ive got the same problem, ive had it for a long time, its called paruresis. Mine started years ago with a bathroom incident that involved a gay man checking me out, and after that this anxiety just excalated, like guys are checking me out, and i just cant go for a piss at a urinal, it even escalated to becoming anxious in a stall. crazy i know, sounds so crazy hey, but it really fucks up your life. Also have problems pissing on moving vehincles like planes or buses. Thats actually what bought me here, i wanted to be more confident with my dick at urinals, not feel like im being looked at and secretly mocked. For me it was so bad i was considering penile enlargement surgery, but then i came across [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words], and since then ive definately become more confident, im not using urinals yet but im confident enough to do a piss in a stall with the door open, which i wasnt before, so im stoked. Penis Enlargement is helping me with my problem. Your not alone man.
 
missionman;341723 said:
and the results are:

NBPenis EnlargementL: 5 7/8" (gain of 1/2")
BPenis EnlargementL: 6 4/8" (gain of 5/8")
Mid girth: 5" (gain of 2/8")

very happy! 1 month and a good half inch gain, crazy! i will carry on this same routine for another month to make the most out of it, and fingers crossed i'll see similar results!
Click to expand...

See what happens when you couple belief with effort! Congratulations.
 
Good to have you back bro and don't worry about that silly twat, shes NOTHING my friend. I've had my fair share of bitches take it from me and I really wish I meet the right decent girl soon otherwise I might just turn gay, or try to turn gay hahaha Welcome back.
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Back
Top