9/18/10
wow almost a year since I made this thread! Well I haven't improved much, night/morning erections only occur once in a while but even when they do occur i think its because my bladder is full. Besides that those erections aren't as hard as pre-injury. i would say at best 50-60%.
I ended up no going to that psych app, I should have but I just ended up not doing it.
What I have started doing is a linear
newbie routine. Just finishing my first week, 2 days on & 1 off. I do feel better since I started jelqing again, this time I'll make sure to make it consistant.
I have noticed most of the times if I do get an erection, it is the same as my night/morning hard ons, its only with a full bladder lol.
I don't really get any throbbing erections or spontenous erections. It sucks because a year and a half a go my libido and everything was off the charts nuts!!! and now its wack.
, like I don't even try to have sex because I think my unit won't fill up like before.
Also when I want to jerk it, it takes a lot of stimulation to get a decent erection, I have noticed if do edging my erections are back to "pre-injury" status, they actually throb and are hard as ever. Only thing it is difficult maintaining that state without going over board and actually cumming.
Another thing to note is that I do get erections (about 60-75% quality) after a heavy make out session. After that then I can have sex moderately enjoyable. But If its just jumping straight to sex, no sir lol. Or if the girl wants to jerk me off or something, not gonna happen. its like I need that foreplay or something.
It sucks though because I remember before I would be hard as a rock just sitting next to a girl I was attracted to, same goes if a girl was trying to feel up on it or wanting to see it. Any scenario like that would instantly turn me on, but now NOTHING!
Besides doing the jelqing routine, I will try to post here daily with updates and I am also going to stop masturbating. Maybe that will help with recovery and what not. I usually do it every few days (before my injury it was like everyday). Its not as enjoyable doing it anymore, I think the main reason I do it is to make sure my penis can at least achieve an erection of some sort (weak or strong). But I am just going to cut it out, I never cut masturbation out so maybe that affected recovery. So I will try to go a month or so without it.
After searching around I am surprised I can't find anyone else with the same issue/problem as me. Interesting....
Anyways iike i said I'll be posting updates routinely.
Later!