MAXAMEYES;367008 said:
Hey nickelsons, I gotta wonder, if your "problem" suddenly, almost magically, appeared in just one day or perhaps overnight as you slept after your first, last and only Penis Enlargement session? Or did the scrotum fairy sneak in and curse you with something you had, and supposedly still have, no control over?
Before you continue sniveling about a couple of extra square inches of ballsack, take a good, hard look at this kid. You could stand to learn a shitload from this guy. If you're able.
First a youtube video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VVvC1bGe1Xc
Now, just a little background.
Photo by
John F. Russell
Dan Caro, a New Orleans-based drummer living in Steamboat, practices his drums inside his home. A fire took both his hands when he was 2 years old. After several surgeries, he’s gained enough use of his hands to play the drums. He will give a talk at the library Tuesday.
rofl
ok
Now just some little background
When i was 13 i got laughed at by two girls who saw my penis in flaccid and erect state.
I will never forget the song ''don't want no shirt dick nick''......<
The length and girth did not change much after the years that had gone by.
I always was afraid to end up with a small penis when i looked at the boys in the gym who all were developing.
I am a good looking guy.
I dated models but did not have sex with them, because i was afraid i wasn't big enough.
Also the fact that i premature ejaculated didn't really help in my confidence.<
The thing is when i was 15 a girl touched the little bulge I had and said she already could see that it was small while wearing baggy jeans.
So i got fixated about my appearance to the outside world also.
That nobody could see my bulge or that i had no good
hanging penis.
Around my 17th my penis had hang, mostly because my balls were quite large so my scrotum hanged low also.rofl
Around that period i got a psychosis from mushrooms and too much weed.
Basically i stayed inside my house for the last 11 years.
No help from anybody.:s
They now say that they didn't think i had big mental issues.
i told them many times.
I lost my virginity when i was 15 and came instantly.
i didn't try for two years,because i was so ashamed.
when i did try again I came in a sec again.:blush:
When i was 21 i finally got out the house(anxiety attacks) and met an 31 years old woman.
She showed me that i could go on and on.
I came 7 times a day for months.
Wow finally the best experience in the world.rofl
One year later my family doctor gave me anti-depressant.
My dick shrink-ed like taking xtc or an ice cold bath.
But this times it stayed this way.
Also i got impotent and couldn't get an erection for years.
And my ups went away.
i was never depressed,
but when i quit the crap that they call medication i got depressed.<
For three years the doctors told me i was crazy (dick shrinkage) and that could never happen to a guy my age.
I was 22 at the time.
I told them it must be testosterone related.
I just googled my ass of.
I was looking for answer.....
After three years and suicide attempts later i met a doctor,a sexologist ,and he asked my three simple questions and said that i had an over-active pelvic floor.
This comes also with nasty pains.
After doing pelvic floor exercises i sometimes regained my bigger flaccid penis and my scrotum would relax again.
these were moments of euphoria, again.
I never got any medication like Valium, because of my honesty about my past in taking drugs.
this would have helped so much, because u would have had more of those moments that my tense muscles would relax.
Then i stumbled upon Penis Enlargement.:s
i did some basic jelqing for some weeks.
And after stopping, I developed some movement of skin that was relocating itself.
So when it relaxed it would not feel pleasant as before.
I walked around with this for 5 months.
then i read DLD's SURE way to ELIMINATE your turkey neck.
wow i can reverse this! yes!:O
well...NO
now i have tension also from contracting skin on the top part of my penis and skin on the sides.
My balls are smaller then ever.
And can't hang ,because the skin is now tightened and there is less skin that can hang.
And my penis now sticks out of my scrotum and
because of the surrounding skin and the skin on the top part it looks like almost the middle of the scrotum.
....nice.....
and my erections have become weaker again.<
Things were going great again,
because i now have i girlfriend who loves me and respect me in every way.
But she noticed my dick and scrotum before the so called turkey neck on the underside.
My problem is more with the skin on the sides and more importantly the top part.
She feels for me ,because of my already saddened mind state because of the pelvic floor problem and people seeing my penis sticking out.
I get laughed at every day.
Some people notice it.
Some smile on the inside.
Some laugh out loud.
So now i am inside every day again.
I hallucinated sober for years.
I have anxiety attacks for 10 years now.
Also cold-sweat attacks.
Not to be self-centered or an egoist, but fuck somebody Else's world.
My problems are my problems.
And my small penis was something i have had come to love in the period i had great sex.
I walked around naked like i was huge.
Had sex in front of open windows.
Now i honestly don't like the way it looks .
I think it now looks ugly.